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Cheng Yu's heart jumped uncontrollably.
Lin Anlan stretched out his hand to him.
Cheng Yu took his left hand, and his heartbeat was very flustered.
He looked at him quietly, this person was trembling a little. At the very beginning, he chose to give Lin Anlan this ring. He was very selfish and worried. He knew that once Lin Anlan regained his memory, then he would never do it for him again. The chance to put on the ring is now, but he is afraid, even if he does not regain his memory, he will reject his ring.
So he chose to put the ring on Lin Anlan quietly that night after he fell asleep.
The ring was very beautiful and matched his temperament very well. He looked at Lin Anlan's sleeping face and held his hand, hoping that he would accept this ring, at least, not to take it off for the time being.
And now, he finally had the opportunity to help him put on this ring in an open and honest way.
No longer sneaking, no longer panicking, he can finally help Lin Anlan put on this ring when he is sober and staring at him.
Cheng Yu slowly put the ring on the ring finger of his left hand, he lowered his head and kissed the ring, then turned over his hand and kissed his palm.
He raised his head and looked at Lin Anlan with bright eyes.
"I love you." Cheng Yu said seriously.
Lin Anlan nodded, "Well, I'll love you too."
In the love between the two of them, Cheng Yu is the one who loves first, the one who persists, the one who relentlessly pursues, and the one who is always willing to take the initiative to come back. His love is much heavier than his own.
But it doesn't matter, Lin Anlan thought, they still have time, and there are still decades left, he will slowly catch up with Cheng Yu's love and give him the love he wants.
Although they started at different times, they had the same finish, he thought, they would all reach it.
Lin Anlan laughed and held his hand silently.
At noon, Lin Anlan cooked vegetables and ate rice with Cheng Yu.
The sky is clear, the sun is plentiful, and the sun shines into the house, which makes people feel better.
Cheng Yu felt that his cold seemed to be getting better, and his appetite was obviously much better. After eating two bowls of rice, he put down his chopsticks.
The cooking was cooked by Lin Anlan, but Cheng Yu didn't want him to wash the pot, so he pushed Lin Anlan out of the kitchen, "Come on, I'm really much better, I feel like I'm all right."
Seeing that he was so active, Lin Anlan did not push back any further, and handed over the heavy responsibility of washing the pot to him.
He returned to the living room and was about to talk to Zosia about his recent work when he heard a knock on the door.
The rhythm of the knock on the door was familiar, and he didn't have to guess, he knew it was Jiang Xu.
Sure enough, after a while, Jiang Xu started to send him WeChat, saying that he wanted to see him.
Lin Anlan didn't really want to see him. It had only been two or three days since the last quarrel between them. Jiang Xu had obviously not calmed down. It was not interesting to meet at this time. It was just a pointless quarrel, not to mention that Cheng Yu was still there.
So he replied: [Go back, you disturbed my rest. 】
Jiang Xu knocked on the door for a few more minutes. After Cheng Yu washed the dishes, he came out of the kitchen curiously, sat beside him, and asked him, "Why don't you open the door?"
"Jiang Xu." Lin Anlan said concisely.
Cheng Yu was surprised, he looked at Lin Anlan, a little uncertain, "You don't want to forgive him after you regain your memory?"
He thought that Lin Anlan would forgive Jiang Xu after regaining his memory.
Although he just talked to Xu Sheng and the others when Lin Anlan ignored Jiang Xu, he looked confident, but that was what happened when Lin Anlan lost his memory. Now that he has regained his memory, the feelings of the past came again. Cheng Yu thought that he would Forgive Jiang Xu.
During the period when Lin Anlan lost his memory, Cheng Yu was careful, even if he no longer liked Lin Anlan to see Jiang Xu, he would not stop him.
He knew too well the relationship between Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu, and also knew Jiang Xu's position in Lin Anlan's place. He was envious and jealous, but he didn't dare to destroy their friendship.
When Lin Anlan decided to never see Jiang Xu again, apart from Jiang Xu, the most anxious person was Cheng Yu, who was worried. He was afraid that Lin Anlan would be angry after he regained his memory, and that he felt that he would provoke discord and destroy his friendship, so he I persuaded Lin Anlan several times, so that Lin Anlan gave birth to the illusion that he was too empathetic.
How can he have empathy for Jiang Xu, he is just for himself.
However, I didn't expect that Lin Anlan had recovered his memory now, and he still did not forgive him.
"Well." Lin Anlan nodded, "I came back after watching you that day, and I talked to him. I said that we will be just like the most ordinary colleagues or friends in the future, just meet and say hello, and we don't need too much emotion and connection. "
Cheng Yu listened to his calm and turbulent words, and thought to himself, he must be sad.
As much as he envy Jiang Xu, he knows the relationship between Jiang Xu and Lin Anlan. Since he knew Lin Anlan, Jiang Xu has always been by his side.
He will take Jiang Xu home at night, urge him to study, stop him from doing bad things, and grow up with him.
The relationship of more than ten years, the best friend, and now, Lin Anlan said that he will be like the most ordinary colleague or friend in the future, and his heart must be lost and sad.
Cheng Yu put his arms around him and comforted him, "It's okay, he will understand later, he will know what he missed, and he will regret what he shouldn't have."
Lin Anlan sighed, he felt that this was unnecessary, he had no regrets, at that time, it had nothing to do with himself.
"It's not as simple as you think." He said, "I always thought that what he said, I was you approaching you for him and being your fake boyfriend, was a lie he made up to deceive me, but I didn't expect that, What he said was true."
Thinking about it now, Lin Anlan still finds it unbelievable, "He really said something like this to me, not only that, after I lost my memory, when I appeared with you, he thought I really did it for him. In his heart, am I such a person? There is no right and wrong, and can anyone deceive other people's feelings at will?"
Lin Anlan looked at Cheng Yu, "I've been a friend for more than ten years, but in the end, it's ridiculous to find out that you are such a person in his heart, that he can't get what he wants for his own sake, and can make you a tool to hurt others. ,right."
Cheng Yu looked at his self-deprecating smile, kissed his forehead, hugged him, "I don't blame you, it's because he has a bad mentality, he wants too much, but he doesn't know what is most important. It was he who failed your good intentions, so you are right to ignore him."
"At this time, you won't persuade me that we have been good friends for so many years. He also cares about me?" Lin Anlan said deliberately.
Cheng Yu instantly remembered the scene when he spoke to Jiang Xu before, "I'm not ashamed, I'm afraid that after you regain your memory, you think I've provoked you to leave, so you hate me."
"Essentially, I wish you were separated."
Lin Anlan laughed, and Cheng Yu hugged him, "However, it's fine even if you don't separate. After all, he has been involved with you for so many years."
Lin Anlan shook her head, "There's no need for that. If you have grudges, you'll have grudges, and there are thorns in your heart, so how can you go back to the past. You can't go back, and you don't need to force yourself for the past."
He leaned on Cheng Yu's shoulder and said calmly, "So, it's good for us to be ordinary friends in the future, and it's good for you, too, because he keeps appearing in front of you and makes you feel bad."
"Okay." Cheng Yu nodded, "Whatever you want to do, just do it according to your ideas. I fully support it."
"Besides, it's really a good thing for me that he doesn't appear in front of me." Cheng Yu was very honest, "I don't like him, and it's been many years."
Lin Anlan was amused by his innocent and unpretentious words.
"However," Cheng Yu suggested by taking the opportunity, "he always comes to you like this, and you can't stay at home without opening the door for him, so either move to my place. If you move there, he won't be able to harass him. is you."
Lin Anlan squinted, "Just so that you can't harass me?"
Cheng Yu smiled, "Of course it's also for living with me."
"What if I don't want to?" Lin Anlan asked him.
Cheng Yu was very witty, "Then I'll move in, anyway, are we going to live together?"
"Did I say we were going to live together?"
"We are all in love on the premise of marriage. Of course, we have to live together and feel what would happen if we got married, otherwise what if there are bumps and bumps?"
Lin Anlan felt that he was very articulate at this time, of course, he was also very articulate last night.
"Okay." Lin Anlan agreed, "I'll move there."
He was really tired of Jiang Xu's visit once a day. He obviously hadn't calmed down yet, and he hadn't seriously reviewed his mistakes.
He is like a child who hasn't grown up yet. He apologizes, but he doesn't feel guilty for hurting others because of his mistakes. He thinks that as long as he keeps apologizing, he can be forgiven.
But Lin Anlan didn't want to wait for him to grow up. He had been with him for so long, he thought they had all grown up, but Jiang Xu still lived at the age of 17, naive, fanciful, and didn't know right or wrong.
Lin Anlan was tired, so he didn't want to accompany him anymore, he was going to grow in the direction he wanted, to find his own sunshine and dew.
He bid farewell to his friendship, waved his hand, and ran towards his love with hope full of clouds.
No matter what happens in the future, but at this moment, he is full of confidence and expectation.
He wants to be a better version of himself.
Lin Anlan moved, and he didn't take too many things. Just like last time, he only brought his clothes and some necessities. The difference is that this time he also brought photos of himself from childhood to adulthood.
A place with photos is like a home where people want to settle down.
Because that is the past, it is a precious past, the temporary residence does not need to be decorated and filled with the past, only the home needs the past to fill the memory.
Lin Anlan brought his past to Cheng Yu's house, where everything he had was here, and this became his second place that he could call home.
"This is for you." Lin Anlan tidied up the room, then suddenly turned to Cheng Yu and said, "Hand."
Cheng Yu opened his palm and looked at him curiously, "What?"
Lin Anlan smiled and let go, a flower made of pearls fell into Cheng Yu's hand.
"When I was at home these days, I learned from the tutorial."
Cheng Yu looked at the flower made of pearls in surprise, "Is this the pearl I picked up for you last time?"
Lin Anlan nodded, "It's the first time I've done this. It's not as good as what the teacher did, but I tried my best."
Cheng Yu's eyes were full of love, "I think it looks pretty."
He looked at the pearl flower in his hand, sweet and joyful, "I like it."
"As long as you like it." Lin Anlan smiled, "I added a lanyard, you can see where it's hanging."
In the early days, he never thought about what to do with these pearls. Later, while watching a video, he accidentally saw this kind of handmade flower. Lin Anlan thought it was not too difficult, and he could learn it.
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Unfortunately, not long after he was about to study, he found out that Cheng Yu had lied to him.
After leaving Cheng Yu, he returned to his home, where he spends most of the time except for work.
Lin Anlan really seriously thought about his relationship with Cheng Yu. The more he thought about it, the more thoughts he had, and the more hesitation and hesitation in his heart.
Sometimes he doesn't want to indulge himself in it all the time, he wants to find something to pass the time, and stop thinking about it, and then he thinks of the handicraft that he wants to do but has not yet realized.
He put these pearls in his bag at the time, and when he left Cheng Yu's house, he took his bag and naturally took these pearls.
He looked at the scattered pearls, patiently strung them one by one, and did it step by step according to the teacher's tutorial.
He actually didn't know whether it was meaningful to do it himself. He had promised Cheng Yu to make these pearls as gifts for him, but if they were never together again, would he still give him gifts
Will it be too ambiguous
He just thought about it, did it, done it, and didn't send it out.
It was only now that he returned to Cheng Yu's side and stood again in Cheng Yu's house, which he was both familiar and unfamiliar with. Lin Anlan finally gave him this belated gift.
It was the first time that he had made such a gadget. Although it was a good-looking one, it was far less beautiful than the jewelry in a luxury store, and far less valuable than the brooch that Cheng Yu gave him.
However, in the end, it was also his mind.
Ordinary, ordinary, but precipitation of his love.
Cheng Yu accepted it, he felt it was the best gift he had ever received in his life.
Although Lin Anlan felt that everything about him was ordinary, to Cheng Yu, everything about him was the most special and precious.
He has seen too much luxury and pomp, and he also owns too many gorgeous jewelry and rare diamonds, but these are not comparable to the pearl flowers made by Lin Anlan himself.
He gave Lin Anlan a pearl, and Lin Anlan returned him a flower.
At this point, he finally opened in Lin Anlan's heart, and he finally got Lin Anlan's love and care.
Cheng Yu looked at the flowers in his hand and smiled happily and contentedly.
"I'm going to hang it on my phone," he said, "for everyone to see!"
Listening to the excitement in his tone, Lin Anlan smiled, "Okay."
"An An," Cheng Yu looked at him, his eyes bright, tender and frank, "I want to hug you."
Lin Anlan looked at him with a smile, took a step forward, and hugged him, "Well, give me a hug."