Twenty-two:
"I didn't even look at him, and I ignored him. I'm not the kind of person who would look for a substitute. Besides, you are unique, and no one else can be your substitute." Cheng Yu explained.
"I know." Lin Anlan said warmly, "That's why I don't mind."
He turned to look at Cheng Yu, "I don't mind whether it depends on Xie Hui or Hua Rong, if you have a little bit of empathy for him, then I'll mind it, but You don't, I know you don't, so I don't mind."
"In other words, Hua Rong is your friend, and from his standpoint, it is understandable that he did this, but if you did it yourself, then I would be very angry and mind. At that time, I may not be able to understand you so rationally."
"I won't." Cheng Yu said seriously, "I only like you, and I don't want to have anything to do with other people."
"I know, so I said I don't mind."
Lin Anlan smiled at him, leaned close to him and kissed his mouth, "You were also very uncomfortable back then."
"Because you are uncomfortable, your friends will not bear it when they see it, and will want you to quickly forget me and end this relationship, it is not easy for you, your friends accompany you through that lost time It must be very uncomfortable, so I don't blame you. I don't blame you, nor Hua Rong, nor Xie Hui. "
"That was my choice at the time. I was very determined to leave at that time, and there was no room for you to relax. I also know very well that as long as I don't come back to you, your character will definitely not appear in front of me. , I'm afraid I'll get bored. So in the final analysis, I was too heartless at the time. If I answered you at that time and said 'I will come back', you would not be so uncomfortable, and it would not be seen by your friends. your pain and thus want to help you."
He held Cheng Yu's cheek and kissed him again, "So don't care, you've done a good job, if you didn't do a good job, how could I trust you so much? I like this piece of mine. You've done a great job."
Cheng Yu looked at him, suddenly increased the strength in his hands, and hugged him into his arms.
He hugged Lin Anlan, aggrieved and moved, aggrieved because Lin Anlan didn't even look back at him at that time, and moved because Lin Anlan comforted him now.
He is only a mortal, so he will naturally feel wronged and lonely. Even if he knows it's not Lin Anlan's fault, he still wonders why he is so heartless.
It's not that he didn't complain about Lin Anlan, he also complained about why he couldn't give himself a chance, couldn't accept him, and tried to get them together, but he really loved him, and he was also because he loved him, and he was also angry. I want him to take a look at me.
But now, Lin Anlan is talking to him gently, telling him that you have done a good job, telling him that he knows he was uncomfortable at that time, so he doesn't blame him or his friends, Cheng Yu listened. , I just feel a sour heart.
He likes this kind of Lin Anlan so much, the gentle, rational and willing to love him Lin Anlan.
He used to think that Lin Anlan, who didn't love him, was fine. He was serious about things, responsible for his friends, had his own thoughts, and lived confidently and proudly. He just watched from a distance and liked it.
But now, he found that the Lin Anlan who loved him was far more beautiful than the Lin Anlan he had seen before.
He is frank, gentle, and empathetic. He accepts your likes, reaches out, and shows you what he likes.
He is obviously very afraid, but he is still willing to give this love to you.
Even though he was hurt by his feelings, he would trust you and comfort you without hesitation.
When Lin Anlan didn't love him, his world was in ruins even though it was prosperous.
And when Lin Anlan loved him, his world finally became brighter and more trees grew.
He hugged Lin Anlan and said softly, "An An, why are you so good."
Lin Anlan smiled and hugged him and replied, "Because you are my boyfriend."
Cheng Yu suddenly thought of something and looked at him, and asked him, "An An, what do you call me?"
Lin Anlan didn't expect that he would ask this. This sentence was only asked by Cheng Yu when he had amnesia when he was with Cheng Yu. It seems inappropriate to ask this now.
However, he looked at Cheng Yu's expectant eyes, thinking that when he left that day, Cheng Yu stubbornly asked him this question but couldn't wait for his answer.
He smiled and replied gently, "Husband."
Cheng Yu laughed instantly, with a bright smile, like a peach blossom.
He lowered his head and kissed him tenderly. Lin Anlan hooked his neck and gave him a delicate and long kiss.
He hugged Cheng Yu and leaned on his shoulder, thinking how could he possibly blame him, when they parted, he just wanted to think clearly, knowing that Cheng Yu would be uncomfortable, but he still wanted to calm down.
But now that they are back together, thinking about his despair and pain at that time, it is too late for him to feel distressed, so how can he blame him and his friends who think about him.
It's not easy for his little flower. He has suffered a lot for so many years. Lin Anlan doesn't want to let him suffer anymore.
"Do you still feel insecure?" Lin Anlan asked him, "You just asked me that sentence suddenly."
Cheng Yu shook his head, "I asked you this because of anxiety when you lost your memory, but not now," he said, "I just wanted to hear you call me that."
Lin Anlan laughed, "Okay."
It's good not to be uneasy. As for the other things, Cheng Yu likes it, and there's nothing wrong with it.
After all, he also hoped that Cheng Yu would be happy.
Feelings should be a happy thing, no matter what kind of feeling, especially love.
On the second day, Cheng Yu told Yu Heng about his reconciliation with Lin Anlan.
He stood on the balcony of the study, talking on the phone to Yu Heng about it.
Yu Heng was silent for a moment before asking him, "Then do you plan to marry him?"
"certainly."
"What about the child?"
"Let's adopt one, or adopt one from the Cheng family."
"Do you think your dad would agree?"
"Does he agree or not? This is the point? An An agrees."
Yu Heng had a headache, "Xiao Yu, if you are like this, things will be troublesome in the future."
"I do not care."
"Cheng Feng won't allow you to have no children. If you want to adopt from his brother, it's like a wedding dress for others, and he won't be willing."
"Then I can only adopt one."
"Your grandfather won't agree. He would rather you adopt than adopt you."
"Then there's no way." Cheng Yu smiled, "Who told An An and I could not have children."
"You didn't think about it, did you just push Jiang Xu in front of Cheng Feng? You don't want to have children, Jiang Xu is always willing."
"What's the use of him being born?" Cheng Yu didn't care, "Does Cheng Feng really dare to recognize him? If he dares, don't blame me for being rude."
"Anyway, this matter will inevitably cause trouble in the future."
"Then let him come. He has lived comfortably for so many years, and there is nothing bad. How can it be considered life."
Yu Heng sighed helplessly, "I see."
"Brother, I know what I'm doing. You don't have to worry. After so many years, we haven't been idle. If we really fight, we won't lose."
"I know." Yu Heng just felt trouble.
Of course he knew that his younger brother had been begging for so many years, and now he finally got what he wanted. Even if he died, he would not let go, but he would still feel troublesome.
If Lin Anlan was a girl, or Cheng Yu didn't like Lin Anlan so much, then everything wouldn't be so troublesome.
But it doesn't matter, his younger brother has also grown up and has the ability to deal with trouble.
In this world, if the person who trusts Cheng Yu the most is Lin Anlan, in terms of ability, the person who trusts Cheng Yu the most must be his cousin.
Cheng Yu sometimes doesn't know where Yu Heng trusts him so much, probably because his brother has superpowers in his eyes. Before Cheng Yu graduated, Yu Heng took him to his company and gave him to I asked him a bunch of things, and said to him, "You can definitely do these things. If you have any questions, you can consult me at any time. Come on."
He said it so firmly that Cheng Yu was embarrassed to really consult him when he encountered someone he didn't know much about, but discussed with Hua Rong and the others, or asked Hua Rong's sister.
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But when he completed it successfully, Cheng Yuguo saw the expression on Yu Heng's face as expected, "I knew you would definitely be able to complete it, and you did a good job."
Cheng Yu breathed a sigh of relief, happy and satisfied, he actually liked the feeling of meeting other people's expectations.
Probably from childhood to adulthood, only Yu Heng will take care of him and give him expectations, so he has been working extra hard here in Yu Heng, Yu Heng has always thought that he should be very powerful and has strong business ability, and Cheng Yu cooperated with him. Constantly improve himself, according to his requirements, become a real and sensitive businessman.
Later, in retrospect, Cheng Yu felt that he could live a positive life without Cheng Feng's influence in his entire life, and that must be Yu Heng's credit.
Yu Heng set a general direction for his life, gave him confidence and encouragement, and asked him not to completely waste his studies even if he had fun at every stage.
So he got into the best junior high school, high school, and university, so he got to know Lin Anlan and spend time with him.
"Brother, you are actually the moon-old man of the two of us." Cheng Yu said suddenly.
Yu Heng was puzzled, "Why?"
"If you didn't ask me to enter the rocket class, I wouldn't be a classmate with him, so maybe I wouldn't notice his goodness and be with him."
Yu Heng laughed, "Then you should thank yourself for being smart. You haven't played less games, and you can still get into the Rocket Class, thanks to you being really smart."
"Yes." Cheng Yu laughed.
"Are you happy now?" Yu Heng asked him.
"Of course." Cheng Yu said, "I've never been so happy."
"That's good."
No matter how much he thinks Cheng Yu and Lin Anlan will have a lot of trouble together, as long as Cheng Yu is happy, Yu Heng thinks it's all right.
Cheng Yu was not happy when he was a child, but when he grew up, because of Lin Anlan, he was not as happy as he showed.
He has been like this for half his life, and Yu Heng hopes that he can be really happy, so if being with Lin Anlan can keep him so happy, then he is willing to support and bless him.
"Please remind Lin Anlan that once Cheng Feng really notices the relationship between you and knows that you are serious, he will not do anything to you, but he will inevitably use Lin Anlan. Let him be careful and pay more attention. "
"I know."
"When necessary, call Pei Qiu and ask him to come out. But not recently, he can't come out recently."
"Okay." Cheng Yu nodded.
Yu Heng warned him a few more words, and finally said, "Xiao Yu, no matter what happens in the future, my brother wants you to be happy."
"Yes." Cheng Yu said, "I will definitely be happy."
"Ok."
Yu Heng hung up the phone, thought about it, and contacted his own people, "Recently, pay close attention to Jiang Xu and Cheng Feng's actions, especially Jiang Xu's side."
"Okay, got it."
Only then did Yu Heng put down the phone and sighed lowly, hoping that Cheng Feng hadn't noticed this for a while, so that at least he could let his brother live a comfortable life for a few days.
After all, he had been chasing people for too long, and it was too hard.