Extra: If we met when we were young (11)
Cheng Feng went to Yu Hanshuang's apartment the next day, but Yu Hanshuang didn't see him. She sat at home, looking at the flowers on the balcony, with a book on her knees, and she was very peaceful.
Cheng Feng called several times, but she didn't answer, so Cheng Feng left.
The days of separation began. Yu Hanshuang did not become happy again as she thought. She was still unhappy, and occasionally paid attention to Cheng Feng's news, but after each attention, she advised herself to forget him.
Cheng Feng was angry, and he no longer suppressed his romantic nature. He even didn't go home a few times and spent the night with a woman outside.
He hugged each other's young and beautiful body, and the happier he was, the more angry he looked at the empty bedroom after returning home.
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Over time, he spent more and more nights outside.
Cheng Yu did not expect that within a month, only him, Lin Anlan and grandfather would be left on their dining table.
He ate in silence, and after returning to his room, he did his homework in silence.
Lin Anlan stayed with him, handing him his hand every day for him to squeeze.
Cheng Yu looked at him with a helpless smile, and squeezed his hand symbolically, but he was not happy.
He said, "An An, do you think Mom and Dad will divorce?"
"No." Lin Anlan said.
But Cheng Yu thought so. He somehow felt that his parents would get divorced. He said, "If the time comes, An An, will you be with your father or mother?"
Lin Anlan shook her head in horror, this was not within his expectations, and he was unwilling to accept it, "No, definitely not."
"Follow me." Cheng Yu said gently, "I will protect you forever."
Lin Anlan nodded, of course he would follow Cheng Yu, this family, but he and Cheng Yu could not be separated.
Cheng Yu took his hand and hugged him, patted his head, "Don't worry, no matter if my parents want me or not, I will want you. I will work hard to grow up and always be with you."
"Mom and Dad won't want you." Lin Anlan said softly.
But Cheng Yu didn't believe it anymore. It seemed that he suddenly grew up this month and understood a lot of things. He didn't say anything, he just hugged Lin Anlan tightly. He thought that only Lin Anlan would not leave him. of.
Adults have their own ideas, and adults have a wonderful world, so adults can not care about him, so they keep him at home, but they don't come back.
It's just Lin Anlan, only his younger brother, they are all still children, so their world is still very small, so they cuddle with each other, and in this small world, accompany each other.
The world of an adult is always different from that of a child. He has no right to ask his parents to do anything, so he accepts everything and every decision they make.
Cheng Yu let go of Lin Anlan and said gently, "Do your homework."
Lin Anlan looked at him, but felt that she could not understand him.
That night, it was Cheng Xiao who gave them a bath. Cheng Xiao still likes his little grandson very much, but it's just a matter of his son and daughter-in-law, he can't do anything about it.
Cheng Feng's character was like that. He scolded and scolded him, and he was taught a lesson. Cheng Feng eloquently said that he couldn't change it.
Yu Hanshuang was even more indifferent, only saying that she would not get a divorce, and didn't want to say a word.
Of course Cheng Xiao knew that it was Cheng Feng's fault, but it was his own son, so he couldn't kill Yu Hanshuang to vent his anger, he could only hope that the two of them would get along on their own.
After taking a shower, Cheng Xiao first carried Cheng Yu out. When he went to hug Lin Anlan, Lin Anlan grabbed his collar and asked him, "Grandpa, can you take me to see my mother tomorrow?"
"You miss your mother?"
Lin Anlan nodded.
"Okay." Cheng Xiao replied.
"Don't take your brother there, and don't tell him."
"why?"
Cheng Xiao was puzzled, aren't these two good kids wearing a pair of pants? At this moment, you still have to carry one on your back
"I have something to whisper to my mother." Lin Anlan said, "Don't tell my brother yet."
When Cheng Xiao heard this, he was a little curious about what he wanted to say, "Okay, grandpa promises you."
"Thank you grandpa." Lin Anlan said obediently.
The next morning, Cheng Yu went to a cram school, and Lin Anlan stayed at home on the excuse of being uncomfortable.
Cheng Yu heard that he was not feeling well, and quickly said that he was not going, and that he would stay at home to take care of Lin Anlan.
How could Lin Anlan let him stay at home, coaxing him, "You go, come back and teach me, otherwise I won't be able to, go."
He looked at Cheng Yu with big wet eyes, but Cheng Yu couldn't, so he could only go to school by himself reluctantly.
"rest well then."
"Uh-huh."
"I'll be back early."
"Uh-huh."
Lin Anlan waved at him, "Brother listen to the class carefully."
"Okay." Cheng Yu touched his head.
He specifically told Cheng Xiao to take good care of Lin Anlan before leaving.
Lin Anlan waited for him to leave in the car, and jumped off the bed, pulling Cheng Xiao and asking him to take him to see Yu Hanshuang.
Cheng Xiao looked at his quirky appearance and hugged him into the car quite happily.
Yu Hanshuang was resting at home. She had a cold these few days and had a bad cough. When she heard a knock on the door, she just asked lightly, "Who?"
"Me." Lin Anlan said softly.
Yu Hanshuang didn't expect it to be him, walked over and opened the door, only to find that Cheng Xiao was also there.
"Why are you here?" he asked Lin Anlan.
Lin Anlan entered the room, looked at her haggard face, and said to him, "Mom, I have something to tell you."
Yu Hanshuang saw him look like a little adult and smiled, "Okay."
She pulled Lin Anlan, nodded to Cheng Xiao again, and closed the door.
"I'll bring An An in to talk."
After speaking, she took Lin Anlan into the bedroom.
Lin Anlan looked at her, hesitating how to speak.
Yu Hanshuang didn't rush him, drinking water slowly, waiting for him to speak.
"Mom, are you still healthy?" Lin Anlan asked her.
"Soon." Yu Hanshuang replied as always.
"That's what you said before." Lin Anlan whispered.
Yu Hanshuang smiled, "So An An, did you come here to tell me this?"
Lin Anlan shook her head, and he asked her, "Are you going to divorce your father?"
Yu Hanshuang was stunned for a moment, "Why do you ask that?"
"Brother thinks that you are about to get divorced." Lin Anlan said honestly.
Yu Hanshuang sighed, "No, don't worry, I won't divorce your father."
"Then why don't you go back, mother?"
Lin Anlan felt that she didn't understand the so-called adults at all, "You don't go home, and Dad doesn't go home. My brother has always been uncomfortable, but you don't care about him, don't you want him?"
"How come?" Yu Hanshuang didn't understand, "Baby what are you thinking?"
"If I didn't want him, why didn't my parents come home? My brother can only see my grandfather and me at home every day. Sometimes when my grandfather is not around, it's just me, but I'm just a younger brother. I'm not my parents, so I can't give My brother is a parent."
Lin Anlan felt that Cheng Yu was very pitiful, "Brother is not happy at all, obviously in the beginning, when I met him, he was still very happy, but now, he is not happy at all, although the welfare home has no parents, But there are still many children, everyone can play and eat together, but I am the only child in the family, so my brother can only play and eat with me."
"Mom, you don't want him, don't you?"
Lin Anlan grabbed her arm and prayed, "Go back, I'm not your child, you can take me home, my brother is your child, why don't you want him? There is no parent's child. My children are so pitiful, my brother shouldn’t be so pitiful, don’t you love him? Why don’t you want him anymore?”
There were tears in his eyes, he was still a child, but he still wanted to protect another child, "It's my father who's wrong, not my brother, it's fine if you ignore my father, mom, why don't you want a brother? If you ignore your father, your father will not go home, but if you ignore your elder brother, your elder brother can only go home, because elder brother has no other place to go, and there are no other parents."
Yu Hanshuang looked at the tears in his eyes and wanted to speak, but there was a cough in her mouth. She coughed so hard, she took out the paper to cover her mouth, but when she put away the paper, she saw a shocking expression. Red.
Yu Hanshuang looked at it in shock. She thought she had read it wrong, but found that it was indeed blood.
She remembered the doctor's advice, and her body seemed to be worse than before.
"Blood." Lin Anlan said softly.
Yu Hanshuang quickly put it away, "No, baby, you read it wrong."
She held Lin Anlan on her lap, looked at his shocked face, and asked him, "What do you think, I don't want you and your brother anymore?"
Only then did Lin Anlan retract her gaze that had been on the paper, and asked her, "Isn't it?"
"Of course not, why would I not want you, I just want to rest myself."
"But that's what my brother thinks." Lin Anlan whispered, "My brother also asked me, if my parents divorce, who am I with?"
"Who are you with?" Yu Hanshuang asked him.
"My brother and I." Lin Anlan was firm, "Mom doesn't have to go home, live here alone, dad doesn't have to go home, I don't know where I live, but my brother can only go home and have dinner with me. Talk, so my brother and I, I will not want him, I will always be with him. Adults will not want children, but I will not, I will always want him."
Yu Hanshuang smiled silently.
At this moment, she realized that children are children because they are innocent and pure.
Their world is very simple, so they can't understand the conflict of interests and emotions between adults, they just simply like each other, so they are devoted to each other.
She hugged Lin Anlan tightly and comforted him, "I won't divorce your father, don't worry."
"Then can you go home?" Lin Anlan asked him.
Yu Hanshuang looked at him silently for a while, and finally nodded.
She didn't want to leave Cheng Yu alone, she just wanted to be quiet, but for Cheng Yu, her departure was already leaving him alone.
So his son would think they were going to divorce, so he would ask Lin Anlan who he was going with.
The world of children is different from that of adults. The world of adults is colorful, but the world of children has only their own small home.
She can't continue to be negative. It's not worth it for a man who doesn't love her, a man who she has known for a long time and who can't give her love.
Her child hasn't grown up yet, and her body is already not very good. She can't continue to let her body deteriorate, otherwise, if she really doesn't want Cheng Yu anymore, she will really leave Cheng Yu.
Yu Hanshuang didn't want to leave Cheng Yu, someone like Cheng Feng, she was worried about letting him raise her son, so she had to raise him by herself.
At least, watch him get everything he deserves from the Cheng family.
"I'll go back with you." Yu Han's parents gave Lin Anlan a moment, "An An, can you promise your mother one thing?"
Lin Anlan nodded and said without hesitation, "Okay."
Yu Hanshuang laughed, "You haven't heard what I said?"
"No matter what it is, I promise, as long as mom and I go back."
Hearing what he said, Yu Hanshuang felt sour in her heart. She touched Lin Anlan's face and kissed his forehead lovingly.
She has never seen such a sensible child, and every word can make you feel distressed.