Extra Story: If we met when we were young (20)
This is also true, Lin Anlan thought, he and Cheng Yu do have a much better relationship than ordinary brothers, so it doesn't seem to matter.
Cheng Yu waited for Yu Hanshuang to go home and told her about Jiang Xu.
Yu Hanshuang was stunned for a moment, but he didn't seem surprised, just said, "Did he say that?"
"Yeah." Cheng Yu nodded.
He looked at Yu Hanshuang and asked, "You have refused to let him into your bedroom for so many years because you already knew that he cheated?"
Yu Hanshuang smiled and nodded slightly, "When you were young, I moved out of the house once because of this."
"Then why are you back? Because of me?"
"It's not just you." Yu Hanshuang poured a glass of water, took a sip, and said softly, "Xiaoyu, your father and I are married, marriage is not only a matter of two people, but also a matter of two families, marriage is more It is so."
"After my father and I got married, there was a lot of business cooperation between the two companies. On the day we got married, half of the shares in your father's hand were given to me, and on the day you were born, both of us shared part of the shares. Here you are. So it is impossible for me to divorce him. The interests are too entangled, and divorce is not an easy matter. What's more, what will happen if you are divorced? "
"You can pursue a new life." Cheng Yu said, "find a man who truly loves you and who you love too."
"But loving someone is a luxury in itself." Yu Hanshuang smiled, "Do you know why I married your father back then?"
"Isn't it a marriage?"
"Then why did you marry him?"
Cheng Yu didn't know.
"Because I don't have someone I like, everyone thinks I should have someone I like, but I don't. I can hear your grandparents introduce me to people from time to time. There are all kinds of people, talented people. Good looks and morals, but I don't like them either. It's not that they are bad, but that I don't feel the heart. So I'm very annoying, very tired, I feel that I don't need love, and people must go when they are alive. Do you love someone? Love is a luxury, if you can't get it, it's not good to give up?"
"I met your dad in this state of mind. He is indeed very good-looking. He is the most beautiful among all the blind date I have met. Good-looking people always have an advantage, even if they are a vase. It's also good. And he didn't want to fall in love. He was young and flirtatious at that time, just wanted to have fun in time, and didn't want to talk about love, so we both hit it off and decided to cooperate. Don't force the other party, and don't put pressure on the other party."
"At this point, he can actually do well, at least whether he goes or stays, it's my own decision. I won't let him into my room, and he won't dare to come in even if he thinks about it."
"That's it." Yu Hanshuang looked at him, "Divorce is very simple, but after divorce, I will most likely be the same as now, concentrate on work, take care of you and An An, and go out to play and go shopping when I have time. Read books, rest early when you don’t have time, and cherish your body. In this case, what’s the difference between divorce or not?”
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Cheng Yu looked at her, puzzled, "Don't you want to be with other people?"
"It's been so many years, and that's when I've had a crush on your father. At other times, I just watched the men coming and going around me. I didn't want to be with anyone because I didn't think I was I have to be with someone, and if there must be someone I can't let go of and can't leave, it must be you, so this is the best way to go now."
"You don't have to think that I am sacrificing for you. This is an inevitable choice of my character. I know my character very well. As long as I have such a character all day, divorce is not necessary for me. Of course, this It's also related to your dad. He's really not a thing, but he won't embarrass me, so as long as I let go of my feelings for him and only treat him as a partner, then he's a good partner, and I'm very satisfied ."
Cheng Yu was speechless. His parents' views on love were obviously different from his. They had their own set of views on love, which he couldn't understand, but he couldn't ask the other party to change either.
His mother really didn't look like she was bearing humiliation, and his father had been a low-lying child for so many years, and he didn't dare to take a step forward.
They have their own ruler, so they don't need him to worry about themselves.
"That's about the bastard."
"Let him handle it."
"Did you already know?"
Yu Hanshuang smiled, "I can be deceived once, but how can I fall down on the same thing twice. But he really doesn't matter, your father didn't lie to you, he has no feelings for that child, let alone a memory. , everything about him is yours, everything about me will also be yours."
Yu Hanshuang looked at him and said seriously: "Xiaoyu, in a family like ours, cheating, lovers, extramarital affairs, and illegitimate children are actually not uncommon things, you can be angry, but don't be too uncomfortable, and don't worry about it. Embarrass yourself. I was too embarrassing for myself at the time. Actually, thinking about it now, it's not a big deal. Haven't I seen such a thing? I've seen it too much. So, don't punish yourself for other people's mistakes , you can hate him and hate him, but don't hurt yourself."
Cheng Yu nodded, "I know."
Yu Hanshuang touched his head, "That's good."
When Cheng Yu went back, he still felt very strange.
Lin Anlan came out of the shower, saw Cheng Yu sitting on the bed, and asked him, "What are you thinking?"
"How can people's view of love be so different."
"What do you mean?" Lin Anlan wiped her hair.
Cheng Yu took the towel in his hand and wiped his hair, "My mother is back, I just told her about it."
Lin Anlan looked back at him in surprise, "Didn't you say we'd go together?"
"It didn't happen that she came back to talk to me, so I said it by the way." Cheng Yu comforted him, "It's okay, she's in good shape, she already knew it."
"What about you?" Lin Anlan asked.
Cheng Yu was silent for a moment, then whispered, "I actually guessed before whether my dad was cheating, so although it makes sense, it's not unexpected."
"After so many years, I have also prepared myself mentally."
Lin Anlan held his hand unconsciously, and Cheng Yu sighed, "I just didn't expect that he would have an illegitimate child."
"I didn't expect it either." He clearly heard nothing at the time.
But according to Cheng Feng's logic, even if I ask him now, he doesn't think he has it.
"I'm actually quite angry, but I quarreled with him to the end in the study, and I asked myself, what is my appeal? You quarrel with someone about something, you encounter something unsatisfactory, you can't just not Shun Xin, just arguing with others, you have to settle the matter, understand what your appeal is, and then put it aside. So I asked myself, what is my appeal?"
"I want Jiang Xu not to exist, but can I stuff him back in the fucking belly? I can't. Can I kill him? I can't. Can I accept someone else kill him? Neither can I. So He can only exist, so under the premise of his existence, what is my appeal?"
"It's my dad who doesn't love him, it's he who loves me more, he only loves me, it's that he doesn't take Jiang Xu seriously at all, it's that he doesn't pay attention to him, doesn't care, doesn't care. And these, Cheng Feng It has been done, even more complete than what I asked for, so it seems that all my demands have been met."
Lin Anlan nodded, "He really only loves you, you are his favorite child."
Cheng Yu reached out and hugged him, "So, although I'm still very angry, it seems that there is no way to put my anger on him completely."
Cheng Yu was a little depressed, "My mother told me not to embarrass myself too much and not to hurt myself with other people's mistakes, I think she is right, from Jiang Xu's point of view, she definitely wants to see me irritable, painful and angry, the best family When there is a conflict, I see him every day and I will never die with him, but why should I do what he wishes? I am irritable, painful and angry, and it is me who is sad in the end, but I am not wrong, I passively accept everything from beginning to end , why pay for him and Cheng Feng?"
Lin Anlan nodded vigorously, "Well, so don't feel bad."
Cheng Yu smiled and pinched his face, "I try my best, I try my best."
Lin Anlan raised a hand, "I'll give you the hand too."
"Let me pinch them all? One for each hand."
"You don't have to suffer."
Cheng Yu felt relieved in an instant, hugged him tightly, rubbed his neck, and kissed his face again, "An An, why are you so nice."
Lin Anlan looked at him with a smile, her brows twitching.
"Then kiss me." Cheng Yu took the opportunity to ask for candy, "I won't feel uncomfortable if you kiss me a few times."
"How many times?" Lin Anlan asked him sincerely.
"Five times." Cheng Yu lion said loudly.
Lin Anlan:…
Lin Anlan felt that he simply took the opportunity to make random demands.
"Is it okay?" Cheng Yu pressed his forehead coquettishly, "Just five times, kiss me, it won't be uncomfortable if you kiss me."
Lin Anlan couldn't do anything about him, she just thought he was really clingy.
He hugged Cheng Yu's waist, swiped twice on the left side and twice on the right side, hesitating at the last stroke, and simply kissed his forehead.
"Okay." Lin Anlan asked him.
Cheng Yu stared at his soft lips, inexplicably wanting to kiss.
But when they were young, they only kissed the face, not the mouth, so Cheng Yu was a little embarrassed.
But he also felt that the left and right sides and the top of his face were kissed, but the bottom was not kissed, and he always felt that a part was missing.
"Up, down, left and right, one piece is missing." He coaxed.
"You said it yourself five times." Lin Anlan reminded.
"I made a mistake just now, make it up again, you are the best." He said and kissed Lin Anlan, "I already kissed you."
Lin Anlan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, she squeezed his face and kissed his chin.
However, it wasn't here that Cheng Yu wanted him to kiss.
What are you kissing your chin for? Just kiss him on the mouth!
Cheng Yu looked at Lin Anlan sadly and unsatisfactorily.
Lin Anlan couldn't figure it out, didn't he let him kiss him? How come it's just this expression after the kiss.
"What's your look?"
"Depressed look."
"Didn't you say that I won't feel uncomfortable after kissing?"
Cheng Yu looked at him and said in his heart that you didn't kiss the right place.
He stared at Lin Anlan, his heart fluttering, "An An, I want to... try one thing."
Cheng Yu's voice was cautious.
Lin Anlan was curious, "What?"
"I'm afraid you will hit me." Cheng Yu said with a guilty conscience.
Lin Anlan laughed, "I still hit you? When did I hit you?"
Might be calling soon.
After all, stealing someone's first kiss or something is still intentional, which is a shame.
Cheng Yu blinked and pretended to be pitiful.
Lin Anlan was hooked by him and became more curious, "What is it?"
"Do you allow it?"
"As long as you don't give me an account."
"No account." Cheng Yu assured.
"That's fine." Cheng Yu wouldn't bully him anyway, and Lin Anlan still trusted him.
"real?"
Lin Anlan nodded, "So what is it?"
Cheng Yu heard the words and reached out to cover his eyes.
"It's so mysterious." Lin Anlan was even more puzzled.
Cheng Yu stared at his lips that opened and closed along with the words, his heart beating fast.
He didn't know what he was nervous about, but his heartbeat almost flew out of his chest, and the sound was so loud that it made his ears hurt. Cheng Yu doubted that Lin Anlan would have heard everything.
He pursed his lips slightly, and before Lin Anlan spoke again, he stepped forward slightly and kissed his lips.
He kissed lightly, cautiously, tentatively, and nervously.
Lin Anlan's lips were softer than he thought, soft like sugar that melts in your mouth, but sweeter than all the sugar he had ever eaten.
Cheng Yu kissed slowly and thinly, Lin Anlan was stunned for a while, until she felt that the other party seemed to want to stick into his lips, then she pushed Cheng Yu away as if she had just woken up from a dream, and took her hand from her eyes in surprise. down.
He looked at Cheng Yu with shock in his eyes, "What are you doing!"
"I'm sorry." Cheng Yu apologized honestly, "I couldn't hold back for a while."
"This is what you want to try?!" Lin Anlan could hardly believe it.
Cheng Yu nodded obediently, "I was wrong, next time I..."
He originally wanted to say that he would not dare next time, but when the words came to his lips, he felt that he still wanted to have another next time, so he silently swallowed the words back.
"Do you have a next time?" Lin Anlan felt that he really had the courage to admit his mistakes and never repent!
"Can't there be a next time?" Cheng Yu asked tentatively.
"What do you think! Of course it's impossible!" Lin Anlan refused, "Is this a kiss? Only couples can kiss, and I'm not your girlfriend, so of course you can't."
Cheng Yu was a little unhappy, the truth was this, but he was just unhappy.
Seeing that he was thinking about this matter, Lin Anlan guessed that he was no longer uncomfortable, and sent him, "Go and take a shower, and then go to bed."
Cheng Yu made an "oh" sound, got out of bed aggrieved, and went to the bathroom.
Lin Anlan touched his mouth involuntarily when he waited for him to leave.
He just said that he and Cheng Yu are too close. Which brothers can be so close to each other, they are too tired and crooked.
Xu Sheng said before that he didn't take it to heart, but now it seems that Xu Sheng is right.
Lin Anlan sighed, thinking about how to keep the distance that a normal brother should have with Cheng Yu, not to be so tired.
He hadn't thought about it yet, but Cheng Yu had already washed it out.
He wiped his hair, lay down on his bed, and was about to sleep with Lin Anlan in his arms.
Lin Anlan made a big alarm, and felt that this was not what a normal brother of this age should have.
"Go back to your room tonight." He said to Cheng Yu, "I want to sleep alone."