Extra: If we met when we were young (22)
Cheng Yu studied for a day, and the more he looked, the more he felt that he and Lin Anlan should be lovers.
To put it bluntly, doesn't Zhuma turn a couple to find out that he has an unspeakable desire for Zhuma, wants to kiss him, hug him, and possess him, don't want him to be with other people, and want his attention to be all on himself
Cheng Yu felt that he fit all, except for that ulterior motive!
However, his old lover's father said that love and sex can be separated, and sex does not represent love. His study materials also said that sex belongs to animal instinct, not necessarily driven by love, so Cheng Yu felt that this is not a big problem. .
Besides, Cheng Yu thought about the body wrapped in Lin Anlan's clothes, he felt that he did not reject it, and even a little eager to try it!
He glanced at Lin Anlan, then looked at Lin Anlan, until Lin Anlan was a little confused by him, so he asked him, "What are you doing?"
Only then did he withdraw his gaze, "Don't do anything."
Lin Anlan frowned, closed the book, and prepared to take a shower.
Cheng Yu quickly stood up, "I'll wash with you."
"no."
"why?"
"Why?" Lin Anlan looked at him, "Go back to your room and wash it."
"I'm not a girl, and neither are you. Why do you have to separate."
Lin Anlan:…
Lin Anlan had no choice but to allow him to enter together.
Cheng Yu's trick succeeded, and he followed him in triumphantly, and then said diligently, "I will apply shower gel for you?"
Lin Anlan stretched out his hand to separate him, "Stay away from me."
He rushed out of the bathroom hastily.
Cheng Yu had no choice but to put on his bathrobe and go out with regret.
Lin Anlan was blowing his hair, and Cheng Yu sat behind him and took a hairdryer to help him.
When the hair was dry, Cheng Yu put down the hairdryer and hugged Lin Anlan from behind.
Lin Anlan looked back at him in surprise, Cheng Yu's eyes were shining, "An An, I read a lot of novels today, and a lot of bamboo horses turned into lovers. I think we can also change from bamboo horses to lovers."
Lin Anlan: ? ? ?
So he just read these novels without saying a word at school today? ! Too bad he thought he had finally given up!
"The novels are all fake! We can't!"
"Why is it all fake? Art comes from life! They can, and so can we."
"We can't."
"We really can." Cheng Yu said seriously, "I have seen it, whether it is friendship or family, the transformation of love starts with desire. For example, my brother won't want to kiss me, Xu Sheng won't want to. Hold me, they won't want to be with me forever, and they won't be jealous because of who I like more. But I will, I just want to kiss you, want to hug you, want to be with you all the time, and make you the best I like me the most, right now, as long as I think that you will like others in the future and treat him better than me, I feel very depressed."
Hearing his words, Lin Anlan felt a little trembling in his heart. He became nervous for no reason, and with a panic he didn't understand, he advised Cheng Yu, "That's because we have always relied on each other and didn't let others go. Nearly, so, in a few days, the two of us try to separate for a while, to make some other friends, and you'll know..."
"I don't want it." Cheng Yu interrupted him, "Why should I separate from you?"
He hugged Lin Anlan tightly and put his head on his shoulder, "I just want to be with you all the time and never be apart."
"Cheng Yu, you really misunderstood."
"I don't." Cheng Yu tried to persuade him, "Don't you treat me right? Don't you want to be with me forever? You are also willing to kiss me, you have never kissed anyone else, but I kissed twice. You, you are not angry or disgusted, it can be seen that you can accept the intimacy of lovers with me."
"I'm not." Lin Anlan felt that her heart was beating fast, her whole body was in a mess, her brain was buzzing, and she didn't understand why things had developed to this point.
"Although I don't hate or get angry with you, but I don't want to. Cheng Yu, I don't want to develop a relationship with you, I just want to be your friend and your brother. I can be any identity, but Certainly not your lover."
"why?"
"Because I don't want to." Lin Anlan broke his hand and turned to look at him, "Have you ever thought about what will happen to you in the future?"
He looked at Cheng Yu with clear eyes, "I thought that I would have a gentle wife, a lovely child, and a new family that belongs to me."
"Can't I?" Cheng Yu was puzzled, "I can also form a new family with you."
"But I want a child of my own." Lin Anlan said cruelly, "You can't give it to me, and I can't give it to you either."
Cheng Yu was stunned for a moment, and then asked as if remembering something: "Is blood relationship so important? You and my parents are not related by blood, don't they like you too?"
Lin Anlan shook her head, her words insincere, "Of course it doesn't matter to you, because you already have parents who are connected by the same blood, but it is important to me. I want a relative who is connected to me by blood."
His voice was calm and cold, "I won't be with boys, my lover will definitely be a girl."
Cheng Yu couldn't say anything.
This was a situation he hadn't thought of, and he unconsciously ignored it, because he liked Lin Anlan, so he subconsciously thought that as long as Lin Anlan liked him, it would be fine, but he simply forgot, in the eyes of the world, Girls match boys.
Cheng Yu seemed to be slumped there for a moment, as if he had experienced a sudden blizzard, but before he could react, the whole person was already decadent.
He whispered, "That's it."
Lin Anlan nodded, "Yes."
The air was a little embarrassing for a while, Cheng Yu rolled over and lay in the quilt, escaping and said, "Then go to sleep, good night."
Lin Anlan looked at him with his back to him, this was the first time, he didn't dare to look at him.
Lin Anlan wanted to reach out to hug him, but didn't dare to move.
He stood silent for a while, and said to him, "I'm sorry."
"It's okay." Cheng Yu said softly, "It's not your fault, I can like you, and of course you can like others too."
He said it very gently, and Lin Anlan's eyes were a little sour.
He hurriedly turned off the light and lay in the quilt with his back to Cheng Yu.
They grew up together, and Cheng Yu cherished and loved him. Almost the day he brought him back, he slept with him on the same bed.
Later, when they grew up, Yu Hanshuang, Cheng Feng and even Cheng Xiao said that they should sleep separately, but Cheng Yu still wrote with him every time he did his homework. He doesn't go to bed.
He would always hold him, or hold his hand, sometimes kiss him on the forehead on a whim, give him a goodnight kiss, and then sleep with him.
But now, with their backs to each other, no one dared to speak.
Lin Anlan's eyes were sore, but he also knew that only on this matter, he could not agree to Cheng Yu.
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Yu Hanshuang adopted him not to keep him with her own son.
She has stayed in the Cheng family for so many years, and a large part of it is for the future of Cheng Yu and the Yu family.
If he is a girl, if he can have a child with Cheng Yu, then even if they are together, there will be nothing.
But he is a boy, he is with Cheng Yu, and Cheng Yu faces too many problems.
He knew the family he was in too well. The Cheng family attached so much importance to the blood relationship. Even if they adopted him, they did not put their household registration in the name of Cheng Feng, so that the property of the Cheng family would always be in the hands of the Cheng family. inside.
If he and Cheng Yu are together and they have no descendants, will Cheng Yu still have the right of inheritance
Will Cheng Xiao and Cheng Feng really allow them to be together
Lin Anlan couldn't answer, but he didn't want to hurt Yu Hanshuang, the relationship between Cheng Yu and his family, and his future for himself, so he chose to refuse.
He doesn't care if he has biological children, and he doesn't need his lover to be a girl. He himself was abandoned by his biological mother, and he doesn't believe in blood ties for a long time.
He just couldn't move forward without any scruples like Cheng Yu.
He has too many scruples, so he can only reject Cheng Yu's love mercilessly when his love is just budding.
Lin Anlan blinked and didn't let herself cry. He closed his eyes, but couldn't fall asleep.
Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu couldn't sleep all night.
Cheng Yu was mourning his budding love.
Lin Anlan was sad for her rejection of Cheng Yu.
They didn't get tired until it was almost dawn, and they got up silently after the alarm clock rang after not sleeping for two hours.
Xu Sheng propped up his head, looked at Cheng Yu in front of him, and looked at Lin Anlan beside Cheng Yu.
They have not spoken for three classes.
Not only did they not speak, but the two of them didn't move. Even Cheng Yu's favorite decompression game, Kneader in class, was not played all morning.
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Impossible, how could Cheng Yu quarrel with Lin Anlan.
Besides, Lin Anlan has a good temper at Cheng Yu's place and is almost cultivating Buddhahood. How can he be angry with him for so long
Xu Sheng was a little confused, and hurriedly followed Cheng Yu out while he was going to the toilet.
"What happened to you and An An?" he wondered, "Why did you both ignore each other this morning?"
It's fine if he doesn't say it, but Cheng Yu is even more sad when he says it.
"I'm lost in love." Cheng Yu said in frustration.
"Hey, isn't it just lovelorn, what's the big deal... Lovelorn?!" Xu Sheng was shocked!
Cheng Yu quickly covered his mouth, "Keep your voice down."
"When did you fall in love?" Xu Sheng asked in surprise, "Why didn't I know?"
"Yesterday." Cheng Yu replied.
"Yesterday!!!" Xu Sheng was even more shocked, "Then when did you lose it?"
"It was also yesterday." Cheng Yu was even more sad.
"Failure as soon as it blooms."
Cheng Yu looked at him resentfully, "Do you have to be so heartbroken?"
Xu Sheng quickly pulled him aside, "What's going on? Tell me more carefully, I'll help you analyze and analyze, it shouldn't be your condition, and there are people who can refuse you? Who is it?"
"An An."
"An An." Xu Sheng nodded, but suddenly reacted, "An An???!!!"
"Are you so surprised?" Cheng Yu frowned.
"Brother, you two are brothers!"
"Not dear."
"Not even cousins."
"It's not cousins. We are not related by blood, let alone in the same household registration book. You don't need to worry about his background, you just need to know that our whole family knows about it."
"An An herself knows?"
"certainly."
Xu Sheng felt that the issue was a bit complicated, "So the current situation is, you like An An, An An only treats you as a brother."
Cheng Yu, "Yeah."
Xu Sheng patted his shoulder, "My condolences."
Cheng Yu glared at him, "Can't you say something useful?"
Xu Sheng scratched his head, "I think about it."
"Did An An treat you as a brother all the time, so you suddenly said you wanted to change the relationship, but he didn't react?"
"But he said he wanted to fall in love with girls, not boys."
"It's normal if he doesn't react. Don't most people think that they will talk to the opposite sex when they are in a relationship? You said before that you don't plan to have a girlfriend, but you don't plan to have a boyfriend."
Cheng Yu felt that it made some sense.
"But he doesn't want to, and I can't force him."
"Who told you to force him," Xu Sheng suggested to him, "you just try it."
"How to try?"
Xu Sheng approached him, and Barabara said a lot.
Cheng Yu wondered, "Can this work?"
"You can see An An's attitude towards you if you can or not. If he really doesn't care at all, it means that he really doesn't mean that to you, so you should treat yourself for broken love earlier, and don't drag yourself out. What a disease."
Cheng Yu: …
Cheng Yu felt that these words were disturbing enough.
Lovelorn treatment, it's easy to say, how does he treat it? He has grown up so much that Lin Anlan has lived in almost his entire life. This must make him lose his memory!
The key is that he doesn't want to!
Cheng Yu felt that he was too sad, it was really hard to lose love!
"Then try as you said." Cheng Yu sighed, "I hope it works."
"Then I will contact my brother now."
"Wait," Cheng Yu held his hand, "your brother doesn't like boys, right? If he really likes me then, wouldn't it be my fault?"
"What are you thinking, my brother likes girls, you think everyone is the same as you, Kiki Fu Kiki."
Cheng Yu: …
He obviously only treats Lin Anlanji! Why is it just Kiki? !