Extra: If we met when we were young (25)
Cheng Yu was in the cinema at this time, and Xu Zhe was drinking Coke while waiting for the movie to start.
Cheng Yu was not in such a good mood as he was, and always wanted to go home.
"Brother, do you want popcorn?" Xu Zhe asked him.
Cheng Yu waved his hand, "I can't eat it."
Xu Zhe: …
Xu Zhe silently took a sip of his drink and ignored him.
"Why hasn't this movie started yet?" Cheng Yu was anxious, "What time will it be finished?"
"It won't take long." Xu Zhe said, "Just one night, after you sleep, it's over."
"I can not sleep."
Xu Zhe: …
Xu Zhe silently grabbed the popcorn and decided to give up talking to Cheng Yu.
Dogs die when they are killed, and so do single straight male dogs!
Cheng Yu turned on the phone and looked at WeChat. Lin Anlan still didn't send him WeChat, and there was no movement. He should have gone home by now, and he should have started his homework.
"Usually, at this time, I started to do my homework." Cheng Yu said.
"Then you are very good at learning, no wonder your grades are good."
"The main reason is that An An has good study habits. I will accompany him. He wants to go to a good university, so I can't get too bad grades."
Xu Zhe: "... Wang."
Cheng Yu looked at him, "Why is there a sudden bark?"
Xu Zhe: "It means that the dog is full, let go of the dog, the single dog has to live."
Cheng Yu: …
"Although, I'm also single now."
"If you have a cute dog in your heart, you are not single." Xu Zhe sighed, "I am a serious single dog."
After he finished speaking, before Cheng Yu could speak, the phone rang.
Cheng Yu hurriedly pressed mute, seeing that it belonged to Cheng Feng, he immediately hung up.
Cheng Feng didn't expect that he would hang up his phone, and immediately called again.
Seeing this, Cheng Yu felt that he might have something to do, and said to Xu Zhe, "I'll go out and answer the phone."
He walked out of the theater, answered the phone, and heard Cheng Feng ask him, "Did you quarrel with An An?"
"No." Cheng Yu wondered, "What happened to An An?"
"What's wrong? I came back angrily, with a frown like a hill, and a pouted mouth like a duckling. I asked him, and he said I was annoying. Tell me, did you bully An An?"
"How could I bully him." Cheng Yu felt that he was wronged, "but, isn't he happy?"
"How unhappy, angry."
Cheng Yu heard the words and couldn't help but worry.
"So what's the matter with you? Why didn't you come back with him?"
"I'm watching a movie with my friends."
"Then take him with you." Cheng Feng said, "You can't watch any movie with him. Didn't you mean to make him angry?"
"I see." Cheng Yu was upset by what he said, "I'll go back now."
"Come on." Cheng Feng said, "You're true, don't you usually stay with him? Now you leave people behind to go to the movies with others. You really don't look like me at all, too. No more emotional intelligence!"
"Heh." Cheng Yu sneered, "Is that your emotional intelligence? Yours is a love history, right? You're pretty funny."
Cheng Feng: …
Cheng Yu hung up the phone and went back to the cinema to tell Xu Zhe. In Xu Zhe's surprise, he rejected his retention and walked out.
Xu Zhe quickly chased after him, "Are you really going back?"
"He's not happy now, I have to coax him."
"It's normal for him to be unhappy. If he's happy, it doesn't mean that he doesn't have you in his heart, but that he's unhappy. You can make him realize that he likes you only if you keep trying."
"I can't bear it." Cheng Yu said honestly, "I understand the truth, but I can't be ruthless. I have never let him have anything wrong since I was a child, let alone knowing that he is not happy. Go see you. Let's go back first, be careful when you go home later."
Xu Zhe had no choice but to watch him leave the cinema.
He sighed, only to think that Cheng Yu also likes Lin Anlan too much, can this still be tested
It's so hard!
Cheng Yu took a taxi and hurried back home.
"He's still not happy?" he asked Cheng Feng.
Cheng Feng nodded, "I'm lying on the bed, I brought him some fruit, and he ignored me and asked him what was wrong, but he didn't say anything, alas, tell me, what are you doing to provoke him like this? If he is with other Can you be happy when people watch a movie without you?"
Cheng Yu didn't talk nonsense with him, walked upstairs quickly, pushed open the door, and walked in cautiously.
Lin Anlan was lying on the bed with the door behind her back, and when she heard footsteps, she thought it was Cheng Feng coming again.
He was in a bad mood today, and he didn't care about Cheng Feng. He closed his eyes and didn't want to speak.
As a result, the footsteps got closer and closer, and finally everyone sat down on his bed.
Lin Anlan opened her eyes and wanted him to go out, but when she opened her eyes, she realized that Cheng Yu was sitting beside his bed.
"Why are you back?" Lin Anlan was a little surprised, "Didn't you go to the movies?"
"My dad said you were not happy, and I came back."
Lin Anlan refused to admit it, "I'm not unhappy, he's blind and misunderstood."
"real?"
Lin Anlan nodded, "Listen to his nonsense."
Cheng Yu glanced at the fruit on the table that was obviously not moving, and then looked at him lying quietly on the bed, and sighed helplessly.
He said, "An An, don't you like me and Xu Zhe getting too close?"
"I don't." Lin Anlan turned over, "You have the right to make friends, and you can get very close to anyone."
"But I just want to get very close to you." Cheng Yu said softly.
He looked at Lin Anlan with his back to him, "Actually, I don't want to go to the movies either."
"Or go to the movies with the two of you, but you don't want to, you don't want to be too close with me, you don't want to be with me. If I were a girl, then now we don't need to be awkward about this kind of thing, we You can be together or have children, but I am a boy and you are also a boy, so I am not in your consideration."
"So, we will be separated sooner or later. You will have the family you want, and I will have mine, or maybe not. After all, I don't want to be with anyone but you at the moment."
He looked at Lin Anlan's jet-black hair, reached out and touched it, "I can stop going out with Xu Zhe, play games with him, and talk to him, but An An, you will meet people who want to Xu Zhe who is close to you, will she want to watch movies with you, study together, and talk to you, will you ignore her for me? Even if you can ignore one, but when you are in your twenties, thirty How old, in her forties, can you still ignore her?"
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"You will come out of my world, become the center of other people's worlds, and then slowly separate from me."
He leaned down slowly and leaned gently on Lin Anlan's body, "At that time, you will never be angry again because I went to the movies with other people, you will even forget that in your second year of high school This year, you have been unhappy because of this."
Lin Anlan's heart was sour, he wanted to say no, he would not forget, and he would not separate from him.
But he couldn't say it, because what Cheng Yu said was right, people are always like this, they will always move forward on the track of time.
He used to think that he would never forget his mother in his life. He hated her so much, she was the whole of his life, but slowly, as he grew up, his life became complicated and diverse, and he gradually I forgot what that woman looked like, and how sad I was back then.
His life is filled with new characters and colors, so he is reluctant to devote his energy to those past events.
So at the age of 20, he may still remember his sadness today, but at the age of 30, he should forget it at the age of 40.
—If Cheng Yu was not by his side.
He never thought that they would be separated, at least until Cheng Yu said he wanted to be in a romantic relationship with him.
He felt that they would be like family, always by each other's side.
But now he found that it was still different. The family would not be together all the time, would not stop by your side forever, and would not see other scenery.
They stayed by each other's side for too long, and now that Cheng Yu walked out a little bit, he couldn't accept it, and he didn't want to accept it.
He hoped that Cheng Yu could always be by his side, accompany him all the time, and rely on him all the time.
Lin Anlan remembered the time when they were young and when they grew up together. He actually knew very well that he was special to Cheng Yu, just as he knew very well that Cheng Yu's tenderness towards him was only his tenderness.
He used to think he was so easy to talk to everyone, until later, once he saw Cheng Yu's cousin asking him for something he had, but Cheng Yu didn't give it, the younger cousin was about to cry, and so did Cheng Yu He looked calm.
"You can ask your parents to buy it for you if you want, but if I don't want to give it to you, you can't ask me for it." He said it very calmly, with a calm tone that was very similar to his father and grandfather.
It was a tone that Lin Anlan was unfamiliar with and had never heard before. Cheng Yu had never spoken to him like this during his growth.
He never refused any of his requests, and even if he sometimes disagreed, Cheng Yu would reluctantly agree as long as he said a few soft words.
His indulgence is his greatest strength in the Cheng family, so what he loves most in this family is not Yu Hanshuang, who picked him up, nor Cheng Feng, who always thought he was good and sensible, but always pampered him unconditionally. Cheng Yu.
He knew very well that only Cheng Yu could always be counted on.
But now, he is pushing away his support.
Lin Anlan felt very uncomfortable. At this moment, he even wished he was a girl. If he was a girl, he wouldn't need to push him away so firmly, but he was a boy.
But if he was a girl, Cheng Yu might not have chosen him in the first place, but would have chosen another person as his younger brother.
This world is always like this, giving you a happy beginning, but at the end, smashing happiness in front of you.
Lin Anlan's eyes were sore and astringent, and he heard Cheng Yu's surprised voice, "Don't cry, it's alright, I won't say anything, don't cry."
Lin Anlan pushed him with his elbow, but Cheng Yu pulled him up, hugged him, hugged him and coaxed, "It's alright, it's alright, I won't say it, don't do this, I will too. Time to cry."
Lin Anlan only felt more and more uncomfortable when she heard him say this.
Cheng Yu coaxed him gently, making him both warm and sad.
He is always like this, Lin Anlan thought, every time, as long as he is unhappy, he will let go of everything and make himself happy first, will he also coax other people like this in the future
Will hold each other and tell her don't be like this, should I cry if you are like this
Thinking of this, Lin Anlan felt jealous and reluctant. He was clearly Cheng Yu's favorite person, so why did he try to coax others in the end
He unconsciously reached out and hugged Cheng Yu, as if he was afraid that he would go to someone else, and it seemed that some young people were unwilling.
Cheng Yu felt his embrace, a little surprised, and looked down at him.
Lin Anlan lowered her head, unable to see his expression clearly.
Cheng Yu touched his face and wanted to ask him what he meant, but he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to answer, and after all, he was not willing.
He put the man in his arms again and assured him, "I won't go out with Xu Zhe again, don't worry."
Lin Anlan nodded and said, "Neither would I."
"Of course you won't now, but later you will."
"I won't." Lin Anlan emphasized.
"You always want to get married, of course you won't go out with the man Xu Zhe, you will go out with the woman Xu Zhe." Cheng Yu said quietly, "At that time, I might stop you, but I might see you angry. Now, don't dare to stop it."
Lin Anlan looked up at him, Cheng Yu's eyes were calm, he smiled, his eyes full of tolerance, he said, "Don't worry, I will always make concessions for you, so maybe at that time we will become inseparable. So close, but I will still follow your wishes. It's just that I can't accept it all at once, so don't be too anxious, give me some time, and don't blame me too much, I won't hurt you, nor It will stop you from anything, I just might need a little time, a little bit longer."
What he said was sincere and sincere. Lin Anlan listened, but after all, she couldn't hold back, and put her arms around his neck.
"I don't blame you," he said, "but I want you to be happy."
"If you really think that we are always together, this is the best thing for you, and you can always be happy, then I promise you. I don't have to be with girls, and I don't want my own that much. Child, but I don't want to make your mother feel bad, I'm afraid that she will be sad, that her efforts for so many years will be fruitless, but I don't want you to be unhappy, I want you to be happy."
"I like you." He looked into Cheng Yu's eyes, gentle and sincere, "Of course I like you, I want to be with you all the time, but I don't want you to have a gap with your parents because of me, I want Everything about you is good, not only love, but also family, I don't want to hurt the family between you and your parents."
Cheng Yu listened to him, and he knew that it was like this. If Lin Anlan didn't like him, then his refusal was out of his own unwillingness; but if Lin Anlan liked him, then his rejection of himself could only be due to family reasons. .
He looked at the lover in front of him who was obviously not too old, but worried a lot, smiled gently, kissed his forehead, and helped him stretch his frown, "Don't worry, it's not a big deal. , it's not as serious as you think."
"How is that possible." Lin Anlan didn't believe it.
Cheng Yu smiled to reassure him, "Really, you believe me, have I ever lied to you?"
Not so.
"But..." Before Lin Anlan finished speaking, Cheng Yu kissed him on the mouth.
"No but, what you need most now is to answer my question first."
"what?"
"So are you willing to be my boyfriend?" Cheng Yu asked him with a smile.