Extra Story: If You Know Each Other in High School (15)
It wasn't until Cheng Yu walked back to the classroom and sat in his seat that he woke up from a dream and realized that he had come back.
The class bell rang, Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu walked back from the classroom, Cheng Yu looked at Lin Anlan, but only the words remained in his mind, "He won't affect you, you will always be my best friend's."
His heart seemed to fall into the ice cellar in an instant, cold, painful, and sour.
Of course, he knew that their relationship this month could not be compared with Jiang Xu's eight or nine-year relationship.
What he cares about most will always be Jiang Xu.
But why say it so clearly
Why let him know
He knew it was one thing in his heart, and it was another thing to hear it with his own ears.
After realizing this reality so suddenly, Cheng Yu felt that he didn't even know how to face Lin Anlan for a moment.
It was clearly what he said, they were also friends, and it was obvious that he had hugged himself and said he would give him a privilege, but why was he turning his head and saying forever to others.
Why not give him a chance to be the best friend
Say forever, why are you so sure, now he can't compare to Jiang Xu, is he destined to be inferior to Jiang Xu in the future
Cheng Yu was not reconciled, but he had no choice but to lie down on the table silently, silently.
He felt uncomfortable and did not speak for the whole class.
Lin Anlan thought he was sleepy at first, until after school was over and everyone went out of the school together, he realized that Cheng Yu's air pressure was lower than before.
"What's wrong?" he asked Cheng Yu.
Cheng Yu shook his head and whispered, "It's okay."
Jiang Xu glanced at him with a smile in his eyes, but it was rare that he didn't open his mouth to ridicule.
Lin Anlan originally thought that Cheng Yu would be very happy to move to his house today. After all, he has been looking forward to this day ever since he knew about it. Who would have thought that he didn't seem to have any energy, and it was faintly revealed that A kind of loss.
Lin Anlan didn't understand a little, and because of Jiang Xu's presence, she guessed that Cheng Yu wouldn't be able to tell his heart.
"It's okay." Cheng Yu whispered.
He put the things he brought in in the place designated by Lin Anlan, and put his clothes into Lin Anlan's closet.
The two people's clothes were next to each other, and they seemed to be very close and intimate, but Cheng Yu knew that this was just appearance. In the final analysis, he was not the closest person to Lin Anlan.
Cheng Yu sighed silently in his heart, persuading himself that it was not necessary, he knew it would be like this early in the morning, why should he be sad about this kind of thing now
If his relationship with Lin Anlan this month can be worth their relationship for the past eight or nine years, that's true, it's unlikely.
However, what he wants is not now. He only hopes that he can become the most important friend in his heart like Jiang Xu in the future. Is that okay
Why say forever? As long as he doesn't say these two words, Cheng Yu feels that he won't be so uncomfortable.
He hung up his clothes silently, and went out with Lin Anlan to eat.
The parents of the Lin family were very happy with his arrival, they specially cooked a table of sumptuous meals, and talked to him about the traffic environment here with a smile.
Cheng Yu laughed too, not wanting them to see his sadness.
He cooperated and ate dinner with a smile. Under the urging of Lin's father, he went back to the bedroom with Lin Anlan and started to do his homework.
Lin Anlan felt that he was strange all afternoon, "What's the matter with you?"
"Nothing." Cheng Yu lowered his head and opened the paper.
Lin Anlan didn't like this kind of communication very much, "Cheng Yu, I'm a mortal person, and I don't have the ability to read minds. If you don't say anything that you're unhappy about, then I won't know."
Cheng Yu's hand turning over the paper paused, and unconsciously looked up at him.
Lin Anlan approached him, tilted her head and said curiously, "I know you are unhappy, but I don't know why you are unhappy, so I can only ask you what's wrong with you, because I don't know how to help you at all, do you understand? "
Cheng Yu understood, but Cheng Yu didn't know how to answer.
He wants to tell him that I don't like your answer, why I can't be your best friend, and that I want to be your best friend too.
He wanted to say it, but didn't dare.
He was afraid that Lin Anlan would refuse, that Lin Anlan would tell him that his best friend would always be Jiang Xu.
He wanted too much, he appeared so much later than Jiang Xu, but he delusionally thought that he could like and care about himself more.
Cheng Yu suddenly felt very uncomfortable. He clearly realized once again that he was much later than Jiang Xu. It was not a day or two, nor ten days and half a month. It was eight or nine years, thousands of years. day and night.
So what did he use to compete with Jiang Xu? Even if he is willing to give everything and give everything to Lin Anlan, he is so long behind Jiang Xu, and he will never win against Jiang Xu.
Lin Anlan watched the sadness in his eyes slowly emerge, and it became more and more turbulent like a rising tide.
He was a little surprised. The next second, Cheng Yu lowered his eyes, and when he raised his head again, there was only calm and loneliness in his eyes, without those turbulent pains.
"Nothing, really."
Lin Anlan frowned, he really didn't like this kind of quiet personality.
If Cheng Yu and him are just ordinary friends or classmates, that's fine. The problem is that they may live forever in the future. If Cheng Yu has such a personality, one of them will be suffocated to death, and the other will be so angry!
So for the sake of their physical and mental health in the future, Lin Anlan felt that she had to talk to him, "I can't know?"
"no."
"That means I don't deserve to know?"
"Of course not." Cheng Yu said quickly.
"That's why you don't want me to know."
"I do not."
"I must be blind."
Cheng Yu: ? ?
"You obviously have good eyes."
"Then why do I say you have something to do, but you keep saying it's okay? Either I can't know, or you don't want me to know, or I don't deserve to know, neither, it can only be because I'm blind."
Cheng Yu: …
"I can understand that everyone has secrets," Lin Anlan said patiently, "It's normal that you don't want me to know, but with the way you are now, I can't help but wonder if you understand? So I care if something happened to you, I hope you can tell me that we can solve it together. If you really don’t want to say it, you can also tell me what it is, such as your family affairs, then I will definitely not say much, you just need to tell me what I should do How can I help you? If I can do it, I will do it, and if I can’t, I will comfort you, so that I don’t know anything now, and if I want to comfort you, I don’t know what to say.”
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Cheng Yu was a little at a loss at what he said, and looked at him silently for a while before saying, "Then, give me a hug."
Lin Anlan was a little surprised when she heard the words, but she didn't refuse, and slowly approached him and hugged him.
He really didn't understand why Cheng Yu was suddenly unhappy, and he was really curious, so he hugged him and coaxed softly, "Don't be uncomfortable, it's alright."
Cheng Yu raised his hand and hugged him tightly.
He felt the temperature on Lin Anlan's body, felt that he was lying on his shoulders and neck, warm and soft, and unconsciously increased the strength of his hands and hugged him tightly.
This is his right, Jiang Xu can't.
Only belongs to him!
"I still want a privilege." Cheng Yu said softly.
Lin Anlan asked him, "What?"
"I want to compete fairly with Jiang Xu." Cheng Yu said boldly.
Lin Anlan was puzzled, "What do you mean?"
"Can't I be your best friend? Even if I can't now, can't I in the future? Give me a chance, don't tell him forever, even if I can't match his position in your heart, give me A chance to match him, okay?"
Lin Anlan instantly thought of what he said to Jiang Xu in the afternoon, so Cheng Yu was unhappy this afternoon because of this
Lin Anlan felt a little strange, "Why have you been unhappy for this?"
Cheng Yu didn't admit it, but silence was the default.
Lin Anlan let go of him and looked at him with a worried look, "Do you want to be my best friend?"
"Isn't it possible?" Cheng Yu said with a guilty conscience.
Lin Anlan tilted her head, "You know what you're talking about?"
Cheng Yu didn't speak.
"Jiang Xu is my best friend, but I don't hug him, do you want that too?"
Cheng Yu shook his head quickly, "This is the privilege you gave me."
"But don't you just want to be like him, just be my best friend?"
"But I have the privilege."
Lin Anlan gave a "tsk", "You've thought about it, if you want, I can promise you, as long as you don't regret it in the future."
Cheng Yu: …
Cheng Yu inexplicably felt that if he really said yes, he would regret it later.
But why
He looked at Lin Anlan with some doubts, "You don't want me to be your best friend?"
"I didn't, obviously you didn't want to."
"I don't!" Cheng Yu denied, "I hope you care about me the most, how could I not!"
Lin Anlan laughed and poked his heart, "So ask yourself, you think I care about you the most, do you want me to be your best friend?"
He smiled and looked at Cheng Yu, "Cheng Xiaohua, as a human being, don't shoot yourself in the foot, or you will regret it later, then I can't do anything about it."
Cheng Yu: …
"Do your homework." Lin Anlan patted his shoulder.
Cheng Yu nodded and looked at him nervously, "So, I..."
Lin Anlan sighed and said helplessly and gently, "Jiang Xu is my best friend, but this has nothing to do with our relationship, you are different from him, and naturally you don't need to compare with him, even if we My relationship will be better and closer than him, but it doesn't prevent him from being my good friend. Just like no matter what our relationship will be in the future, my parents are my closest relatives, this is not a conflict , isn't it?"
Cheng Yu actually still didn't understand, but he heard the key word - "Our relationship will be better, and we will be closer than him."
"Our relationship will be deeper in the future?" he repeated, as if seeking certainty, "More deeply than your relationship with Jiang Xu?"
"Of course." Lin Anlan said.
Although friendship is also very precious, the direction of love is marriage and family, which is destined to be more intimate and profound.
If he and Cheng Yu can get to the point of marriage.
Cheng Yu was satisfied, leaned over to him on the table and asked, "So you also care about me?"
Lin Anlan looked at his bright eyes, like a large dog begging to be petted, and reached out and rubbed his hair, "I let you live with me, I don't care enough."
"Did you tell Jiang Xu about this today?"
"Well, after all, you're moving in today."
"So he is jealous." Cheng Yu said.
Lin Anlan felt that it was coming again, the familiar feeling of jealousy.
He pinched Cheng Yu's ear, "You just need not be jealous."
"I was jealous before, but I'm not jealous now." Cheng Yu confessed.
Lin Anlan raised her eyebrows, "You were jealous before?"
"You said that he will always be your best friend, of course I'm jealous." Cheng Yuzhen said, "And he's too shameless, he deliberately told you in front of me, and he made it clear that he was blocking me. "
Lin Anlan was surprised, "Why did he deliberately stand in front of you?"
"When you two were talking between classes, I was looking for you, and I happened to see you talking. You turned your back to me, he was facing me, and he saw me, so he deliberately asked you if he was the best for you. My friend." Cheng Yu ruthlessly fell into trouble, "It's too scheming! He's just targeting me on purpose!"