Extra Story: If you know each other in high school (19)
Lin Anlan was a little surprised, "Why did you come back?"
"Aren't you unhappy?" Cheng Yu replied, "So I came back to comfort you."
Lin Anlan felt a little sad for a moment, he still didn't know anything, he thought, so he could still say such warm words with a smile, not knowing that he was the one who should be comforted the most.
Lin Anlan asked him to come over, Cheng Yu walked over, Lin Anlan hugged him, leaned on his shoulder, and felt uncomfortable for him.
Cheng Yu put his arms around his waist gently and comforted him, "Don't be uncomfortable, Jiang Xu is sometimes heartless, so don't take his business too seriously, darling."
Lin Anlan didn't say anything. Of course, part of him was sad that Jiang Xu would want to recognize Cheng Feng, but he was more saddened by the predicament Cheng Yu was about to face.
He clearly didn't do anything wrong, and he didn't know anything, yet he had to suffer this kind of injury plainly.
This is not unavoidable harm, as long as Jiang Xu is willing not to go to Cheng Feng and tell Cheng Yu about this, then he will continue to be ignorant of everything and still maintain the current surface harmony.
Lin Anlan suddenly thought of what Jiang Xu said, he could not go to Cheng Feng, for example, he ignored Cheng Yu's words.
But for Cheng Yu, this is also cruel and cruel. He liked him in the first place and finally got close to him. At this time, if he and Cheng Yu were separated, Cheng Yu must have no way to accept it.
Lin Anlan wanted to preserve his family relationship, but he was reluctant to break his love, so he could only hold him silently, constantly thinking about whether there was a new method.
Cheng Yu rubbed his shoulders for a while before finally feeling that Lin Anlan slowly raised his head.
He looked at Cheng Yu and wanted to say something, but he didn't. In the end, he just smiled and said to him, "Go to sleep."
Cheng Yu nodded and pinched his face, "It's alright, it's him who's wrong, you are so good, he should listen to you, and he dares to quarrel with you, it's really bad."
Lin Anlan smiled, as a response.
He looked at Cheng Yu and suddenly remembered, as if in a dream or in reality, Cheng Yu would never quarrel with him, most of the time, he would listen to himself, even if he was not happy sometimes, I won't quarrel with him, but I will slowly digest it in my heart in silence.
He and Jiang Xu, one restrained and one indulged.
Although they are the same father, their personalities are very different.
Lin Anlan sighed in her heart, wondering if she should tell him about Jiang Xu now.
He hesitated for a long time, until Cheng Yu got out of the shower without thinking about it.
Fortunately, Cheng Yu still doesn't know what to do now, he's still that sunny boy, and he doesn't care much. He blows his hair, lays down under the quilt, and hugs him.
Lin Anlan turned off the light and leaned in his arms. When Cheng Yu was about to fall asleep, he whispered to him, "Cheng Yu, are you happy with your dad today?"
"That's it." Cheng Yu calmly said.
"You said before that he doesn't care about you."
"Um."
"Why?"
This topic is very difficult to talk about, Cheng Yu was silent for a moment, and then briefly explained the things in his life.
He spoke very quietly, with sadness and joy, without being able to see any sadness or joy.
Lin Anlan asked him, "Do you hate him?"
"I didn't hate it before." Cheng Yu closed his eyes, "I hated it, but I want to open it up later and don't want to embarrass myself, so I don't hate it so much."
So, I don't care that much.
"Then do you hate his lovers?"
"If he doesn't even care about him, will he still care about his lovers?"
"So what if any of those people have children?"
Cheng Yu sneered, "Impossible."
His voice was gentle and indifferent. He said, "It is impossible for him to let others have children. No matter who it is, once he has the idea, he will abandon her without hesitation."
"Do you think he likes his lovers?" Cheng Yu smiled, "how is it possible. He is just greedy for temporary happiness, beautiful women are like flowers, he can pick one at will and decorate his own Life, but that's all. He doesn't think those people are worthy of him at all, so why would he want them to have children for him?"
"He was just playing around with those women."
Lin Anlan frowned unconsciously, not understanding if Cheng Feng really thought so, why would there be Jiang Xu
But if this is really the case, Cheng Yu knows the existence of Jiang Xu, how shocked and sad it is.
"That's it." He whispered softly.
"Well." Cheng Yu was a little sleepy, hugged him, and fell asleep in a daze.
Lin Anlan felt his breathing and slept unsteadily all night.
When Lin Anlan didn't see Jiang Xu at school the next morning, the insecurity became more and more intense.
He was worried that Jiang Xu really went to Cheng Feng, lowered his head and dialed Jiang Xu's phone, waiting for his response.
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However, Jiang Xu did not answer.
Lin Anlan had to change WeChat: [Where are you? 】
Jiang Xu looked at it and did not reply.
Lin Anlan searched the Internet for Cheng Feng's company and wanted to go there to see, but as soon as he stood up, Cheng Yu poked him curiously, "Where are you going?"
Lin Anlan:…
Lin Anlan sat down silently.
He couldn't find Jiang Xu. Once he went, Cheng Yu would definitely follow him, but he didn't want Cheng Yu to know.
It was the first time he felt powerless, and he couldn't hide it, he thought, no matter how hard he tried, as long as Jiang Xu was willing, he could tell this matter at any time.
He continued to send WeChat: [You come back first, can we talk again? 】
Jiang Xu listened to the notification tone of WeChat and felt the anxiety on the other end of Lin Anlan's phone, but he felt ridiculous in his heart. His best friend, the best friend since childhood, didn't think about it when he found his father for the first time. He is worried about how to help himself find the lost family, but is worried about another person - worried that his family will hurt him.
so what? Cheng Yu's family love is family love, isn't his family love
He looked at the text on WeChat and replied: [Do you still want to persuade? Then why don't you try to persuade him? Persuade him to accept him, take his younger brother, and both of you can reach Consummation, isn't it? 】
Lin Anlan felt that he was talking nonsense. If he and Cheng Yu were the same parents, then he would reappear after more than ten years to recognize Cheng Feng and go back to Cheng. Then there is no problem. Cheng Yu has such a personality. , I guess I will only pity him for leaving for such a long time, and I will try my best to be a good brother.
But he is not!
He is evidence of Cheng Yu's father's derailment, an existence that his father did not allow to be born, and Cheng Feng's untrustworthiness, an identity that Cheng Yu did not expect to appear in his life at all.
With this identity, how could Cheng Yu accept him, and how could Cheng Feng recognize him.
[Don't go to Cheng Feng, Cheng Feng doesn't like your mother at all, your mother is just his lover, this lover, he is not only your mother, he doesn't love her at all, and won't allow her to have children, You're not in his hopes at all, you know? 】Lin Anlan is anxious.
Jiang Xu didn't understand: [Cheng Yu told you, but if this is the case, how could he be born, he lied to you. 】
Lin Anlan: [Jiang Xu, think about it with your head, what is Cheng Feng's identity, what is your mother's identity, and why does he want your mother to give birth to him? He doesn't have a wife himself. Or do you think he really loves your mom? Then, after so many years, how could he ignore her! 】
Jiang Xu looked at it, but didn't want to believe it. Maybe Cheng Feng didn't expect him, but when he appeared in front of him, standing in front of him alive, could he still be indifferent
After all, they are a father and son whose blood is thicker than water. Even if he didn't have it before, he would have it after knowing that he had his blood flowing on his body.
With that in mind, he walked firmly into the door of the Cheng Group's office building.
Lin Anlan waited for a day, but did not wait for Jiang Xu to return to school.
He was inexplicably flustered and had a heavy sense of strength.
This sense of strength was even heavier when he saw Jiang Xu at night. Jiang Xu looked at him and seemed to lose his strength.
Lin Anlan sighed and turned to Cheng Yu: "Go out for a while."
He closed the door and walked out, "Go ahead and talk about it."
Jiang Xu seemed to have been pulled out of his mind, he didn't say anything, he just followed him silently.
Cheng Yu was a little curious, but he saw that Jiang Xu's face was not very good, so he didn't care much, and he didn't go with him, but went back to Lin Anlan's bedroom.
There are too many things about him, Cheng Yu complained in his heart, can't he live in peace? !
Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu went downstairs, Jiang Xu opened the door and entered himself.
It was summer now, but the inexplicable Jiang Xu felt that he was as cold as an ice cellar.
"You're right." Jiang Xu suddenly said, "He doesn't recognize him, he says he doesn't know him, he doesn't know his mother, he doesn't know him!! How can he do this!! He is clearly dad!"
Lin Anlan looked at him, accumulating all day's anger, and after seeing his painful roar, she couldn't help but dissipate.
He pulled Jiang Xu to sit down and persuaded him, "If he doesn't recognize you, you shouldn't recognize him either."
"Why? Isn't he his son? His blood is also running on his body, why doesn't he recognize him!"
Lin Anlan guessed that his mother secretly gave birth to Cheng Feng behind his back. Cheng Feng didn't know his existence, and he didn't want to know of his existence, so even if Jiang Xu came to the door, he just didn't know him.
"No matter what the reason is, the knot is already here, so let's not forget it."
"Not reconciled!" Jiang Xu angrily said, "I am not reconciled to Xiaolan, why, why can Cheng Yu call him dad, but he can't, obviously they are his sons, why can't he Admit it?! Is it not good enough? Why is Cheng Yu inferior to Cheng Yu? Why is he so cruel!"
"This has nothing to do with you, Jiang Xu, you are not wrong, but your mother and he are not husband and wife, do you understand? Cheng Yu can call him Dad, because he is the only son of the wife Cheng Feng is marrying, so Cheng Yu can call him Dad. Feng loves him, and Cheng Feng is looking forward to his birth. But your mother is not, so your identity is not destined to be as legitimate as him, do you understand?"
"But he is also his child!"
"Give up on him. He's not worth it, your future is still very bright, there are still many days, many possibilities, so give him up. You can become very strong by yourself, without relying on him, and without him, Your life should not be dominated by the love and hatred of your parents. Jiang Xu, not every parent will love their children, so don't expect anything from parents who don't love you. It's you."
Jiang Xu looked at him, bowed his head in pain, and fell on his lap.
He didn't understand why he would encounter these things, he was obviously his closest relative, but they hurt him one after another. The mother didn't want him, and the father didn't recognize him, so why should he be born
Lin Anlan listened to his sad whimper and patted his shoulder soothingly.
The most tender thing in this world is always feelings, but the most hurtful thing is also feelings.
He didn't want Cheng Yu to know that his father had an illegitimate child, but now, Jiang Xu was leaning on him, crying hard, and Lin Anlan couldn't help but feel sad for him.
He gently patted Jiang Xu's shoulder and persuaded him, "It will be fine, as long as you are older, everything will be fine."
Jiang Xu didn't speak, but cried lowly.
Lin Anlan stayed with him all night, and didn't plan to leave until he was ready to sleep.
"Aren't you staying?" Jiang Xu asked him.