Thirty-four:
Cheng Yu: …
Just... just this? ?
Cheng Yu breathed a sigh of relief.
He nodded, and with a calm "oh" sound, his dangling heart finally let go.
Lin Anlan looked at him in surprise, "Why are you so calm and 'oh'?!"
Cheng Yu looked at the surprise in his eyes, and said in his heart that there was nothing to make a fuss about. In his initial suspicion, Lin Anlan suddenly appeared in front of him, saying that he had lost his memory, and asked himself if he was his boyfriend. At that time, He had doubted this possibility.
It's just that it's not a big deal, it's not even a big deal. If I had to say it, Cheng Yu thought it was a happy event.
Is there anything more surprising than Lin Anlan's willingness to stay by his side
there is none left.
So compared to this result, the cause is completely irrelevant.
He accepted all the reasons for Lin Anlan to come to him. Lin Anlan really lost his memory and mistook him for his boyfriend, and he was happy; Lin Anlan's fake amnesia was just for Jiang Xu to come to him, and he also felt good.
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He would even thank Jiang Xu for giving him such a wonderful memory.
Cheng Yu has lived to this day, he cares very little and owns very little, except that he has a lot of things outside his body. To exchange those things for Lin Anlan, this is not a disadvantage to him, but a huge advantage.
Especially since he wasn't going to hand over what was outside of him.
Those that belonged to him should naturally belong to him. Jiang Xu can miss them, but he will never get them.
He is willing to present everything of himself to Lin Anlan without reservation, but Jiang Xu is not worthy, so no matter what Jiang Xu's plan is, it is just a monkey fishing for the moon, which can be seen but not touched.
Of course, for now, Cheng Yu felt that Lin Anlan must have lost her memory.
Otherwise, even if he had a good relationship with Jiang Xu, he would not be willing to have a substantive relationship with him.
He doesn't need either.
As long as he opens his mouth, smiles at him a little, or hugs him, he will do what he wants and what he wants.
He didn't need to have sex with him at all, not even a kiss.
Too humiliating.
So Cheng Yu believed in him, believed that he really lost his memory now, really liked himself, and really only cared about himself.
"Because I don't care." Cheng Yu smiled, "I am willing to be deceived by you."
Lin Anlan: ! ! !
Lin Anlan looked at him in shock, "Do you know what you're talking about?"
Cheng Yu smiled, put down the chicken wings in his hand, and wiped his hands.
"I know, and I mean it."
"I like you myself. Even if you deceive my feelings, for me, it's just a matter of gaining and losing, but at least I have gained it, so it's considered a gain, isn't it?"
Lin Anlan: ? ?
Lin Anlan felt that his thinking was wrong.
"You can't think like that. It's not right to deceive each other's feelings at any time, especially this kind of purposeful deception."
"Everyone cares about different things. What you want, I will give it. What if it is a purposeful deception? It's better that you get what you want, I get what I want, and we all Satisfied, everyone is happy.”
Lin Anlan:…
"So, if Jiang Xu told you that I was with you for him, wouldn't you mind?"
"I don't mind." Cheng Yu said frankly, "I would even thank him for fulfilling my wish for so many years."
What else can I say, his boyfriend is too arrogant!
Lin Anlan applauded him, "You can probably piss off Jiang Xu."
"That's great. It's realized that you and I are together again, and he's mad at him, killing two birds with one stone and killing two birds with one stone. This kind of good deed is worth toasting to celebrate."
Lin Anlan:…
Lin Anlan gave him a thumbs up, "Awesome."
Cheng Yu smiled, "So An An, you don't need to worry about this."
How could a paranoid and stubborn person like him care about this, as long as Lin Anlan was by his side, he didn't mind what he did and what he did.
His love was very unhealthy, and it was already terminally ill. Cheng Yu was very clear, even too clear.
However, he did not intend to treat.
Lin Anlan didn't expect him to be worried about his own mood at this time. Although he always knew that Cheng Yu liked him, he liked him very much, but every time he encountered something new, he would find that Cheng Yu was better than him. Thought to like him.
His boyfriend seems to have an infinite love for him, like the bottomless sea, every time he feels that he has spied the depth of the seabed, but when he dives, he finds that the sea is far more than he thought even deeper.
He released his love calmly and poured a hand full of water on his love with a scoop at will. Those extravagant weights for others were just a drop in the bucket for him, and they were worthless. carry.
Lin Anlan was really curious, "Xiaohua, what exactly do you like about me?"
How can you like me so much
"What did I do that made you particularly fond of it?"
Cheng Yu looked at him, and for a moment, did not speak.
His feelings for Lin Anlan, retrospectively, are too long, his memory is clear, but he can't explain clearly.
He blinked unconsciously and whispered, "I like you as a person."
"You're very nice," he said. "You're very nice, so I like it a lot."
Lin Anlan wondered, "How good am I."
"It's very good." Cheng Yu smiled, "Better than everyone."
Lin Anlan:…
For the 10,000th time, Lin Anlan felt that Cheng Yu was probably looking at him through a filter of 1,800 meters, and it couldn't be 800 meters, which was not worthy of Cheng Yu's beauty degree towards him.
"But I still have to make a statement for myself. Although I have amnesia now, I am sure that I am not the kind of scum who deceives other people's feelings, so I confirmed my relationship with you a week before my amnesia, definitely not because of Jiang Xu, it must be I really like you, I can guarantee it."
Cheng Yu nodded slightly and said gently, "Of course, you are not such a person."
Of course he's not a scumbag cheating on his feelings, because he is.
Lin Anlan did not deceive his feelings, but he deceived Lin Anlan's feelings.
How can they have any relationship established a week before amnesia, it's all fake, everything is fake.
He is the scumbag.
Cheng Yu lowered his head, his long eyelashes trembling slightly.
He asked, "An An, will you forgive the person who deceived your feelings?"
"No." Lin Anlan did not hesitate, "Human feelings are very precious and should not be played with casually."
Cheng Yu nodded calmly and said, "Yes."
This is Lin Anlan, a sensible and clear-headed Lin Anlan who has her own ideas.
It was the same Lin Anlan he was familiar with before.
"You're right," he repeated softly and calmly.
No shock, no unwillingness, no loss, and no struggle.
He knew this would happen for a long time, but he still chose such a road of no return.
Cheng Yu accepted his ending, he just hoped that the ending could come a little later.
A little later, a little later, give him more time, let him keep more memories with Lin Anlan.
If the two loves last for a long time, how can they be in the morning and evening.
But if the relationship between the two is not for a long time, then every day and every night is worth cherishing and remembering.
He kept these days and evenings precious and cherished, and sincerely hoped that these days and evenings would last longer.
He will have countless days and nights separated from Lin Anlan in the future, and he will turn a blind eye, so he just asks that now Lin Anlan can see him and is willing to stay by his side for more time.
Maybe it was too much, but he only insisted this time.
Cheng Yu stood up, walked to Lin Anlan's side, and hugged him.
His movements were gentle, yet firm.
He asked, "An An, what do you call me?"
Lin Anlan looked at his profile in surprise, not understanding why he suddenly asked this again.
Because of Jiang Xu
Or was it because Jiang Xu's arrival reminded him of the time when he was chasing him
You shouldn't be worried that you really lied to him.
"I'm serious." Lin Anlan whispered, "I definitely didn't lie to you. Although I lost my memory, I can guarantee that I will not deceive other people's feelings, and I will not deceive others' feelings for anyone."
"I know." Cheng Yu hugged him tightly, his voice was magnetic but lonely, "You are not someone who can deceive other people's feelings. I believe that you would not do such a thing."
Lin Anlan hugged him back, "You must really believe me."
"Really." Cheng Yu hugged him tightly, "So An An, what do you call me?"
Lin Anlan couldn't, she put her head on his shoulder and replied, "Husband."
Cheng Yu's heart stabilized at this moment.
Tranquillity, steadfastness, fell back to the place.
He asked, "What do you call me?"
Lin Anlan thinks that this is probably the sequelae of being in love for too long and chasing for too long.
With a little trouble, Cheng Yu would be afraid of him leaving.
If he didn't like himself so much, maybe he wouldn't be so worried about gains and losses.
But if you don't like someone too much, how can you persist for so many years, after so many things, and still not give up.
He comfortably kissed Cheng Yu's side face, and called his husband to satisfy Cheng Yu's wish.
"Does my husband like me the most?" he asked.
Cheng Yu didn't hesitate, "Of course."
"That's a good coincidence," Lin Anlan said slightly away from his shoulders, looking into his eyes, "I also like my husband the most."
Cheng Yu's heart felt sweet and slightly sour when he heard his words.
If that's really a coincidence, that's fine.
But what a coincidence
It's just a man-made trap, disguised as a coincidence.
"Who is your husband?" he whispered.
Lin Anlan was helpless, "I still have a few husbands, of course, the little flowers I raised at home."
Cheng Yu smiled and hugged him again.
Lin Anlan also laughed, "So my little flowers must thrive."
"Yeah." Cheng Yu replied in a low voice.
Lin Anlan hugged him quietly for a while, and then she felt that Cheng Yu had calmed down and let go of him again.
He took a few skewers of barbecue and handed them to Lin Anlan, "Here, your supper."
"You eat it too." Lin Anlan kept a few skewers for him and took a few skewers himself.
As he was eating, he remembered what he just wanted to say to Cheng Yu.
He spoke gently, trying to persuade Cheng Yu, "Xiaohua, I think, two people are equal when they are together, so if one party does something wrong, the other party can be angry or dissatisfied. Even if you like me, If I do something wrong to you, you should also criticize and educate me, instead of thinking it's good."
"You shouldn't suppress your emotions for me."
"I don't." Cheng Yu smiled.
"Then you just said that if I lied to you, you won't be angry."
"Because I'm really not angry." Cheng Yu looked at him and winked at him, "You can't ask me to be angry for something I won't be angry with, right?"
"But..." Lin Anlan sighed, not knowing what to say.
Anyone who encounters cheating feelings will be angry, but Cheng Yu said that he is not angry, and he really doesn't look like he is angry. In the final analysis, he still likes him too much.
Seeing that he frowned, Cheng Yu put the barbecue in his hand to his mouth and touched it.
Lin Anlan glanced at him and bit the meat on the bamboo stick with her mouth open.
"Aren't you worried that I'm arrogant?" he wondered.
"That's great." Cheng Yu smiled and ate the remaining meat on the bamboo stick into his mouth. The surging love was fleeting in his eyes, like a rising tide, hitting the shore and fading away quickly.
"It's best that you can be proud and arrogant, and others can't satisfy your temper, so you can only stay by my side."
Lin Anlan:…
"You still have this in mind?"
"Can't you?" Cheng Yu said frankly, "If I love you the most in this world, then why do you feel wronged and go to someone else?"
Lin Anlan: ... It seems to be the case.
Cheng Yu smiled, "Is it bad to be my little baby? What do you say, what do you want, what I give you, love is yours, money is yours, people are yours, and it's only yours, you Is it bad to have absolute dominance?"
Lin Anlan: ... This is a question of whether it is good or not, this is too good!
"Don't tempt me, I can't stand temptation."
Cheng Yu smiled and approached him, "Then you can tempt me, I can stand the temptation."
"Really?" Lin Anlan was suspicious.
Cheng Yu blinked, with an innocent look on his face, "You'll know if you try it."
Lin Anlan tilted her head and looked at him.
After a long time, he gave up and said, "Unfortunately, I won't tempt people."
Cheng Yu laughed, "I thought you could make money for nothing, but you took the initiative, it seems that the plan was in vain."
"However," he turned to look at Lin Anlan, "you are the most irresistible temptation."