thirty eight:
Cheng Yu silently opened his eyes and looked at Lin Anlan calmly.
He could see Lin Anlan's back and his thin back, but he couldn't see his face or the look in his eyes.
However, he guessed that he should be looking at Jiang Xu very seriously and watching him very tenderly.
He had never met such a person, let alone such a friend.
No one has ever told him that you are now willing to degenerate, and I will feel sorry for you, and no one has ever told him that you cannot destroy yourself for others.
Cheng Yu always knew that he was very smart, so even if he didn't study much, he could easily get into the rocket class.
But he also always knew that he lived without passion, gave up on himself, and exiled himself.
He wasted his time and intelligence, indulging his game between boredom and boredom.
He envies that other people have parents who control him, restrain him, allow him to do these things, and not allow him to do those things.
But his mother is no longer there.
His father never cared about him.
Grandparents, grandparents, grandparents, every relative has his own business. Even if he knows that he is not serious about his studies, he will only think that his background, whether he studies or not, does not matter.
Cheng Yu was the most negative one. He didn't study for half a semester, didn't take exams, and skipped classes more often than eating.
It was in junior high school. The teacher asked him to invite his parents. He called Cheng Feng. Cheng Feng said that this kind of trivial matter is still worth calling him
He replaced the school's laboratory with new equipment, the principal was very happy, and the matter was over.
Xu Sheng and the others are very envious, but Cheng Yu is not happy at all.
He obviously has family and relatives, but no one cares about him, no one cares about his growth direction, and no one cares about what he thinks every day.
It was obvious that his path had gone astray, and no one stood up to restrain him from returning to the right path.
He was sad and lost.
He felt like an exiled boat. Even if one day he hit a rock or was caught in a whirlpool, no one would turn him around before he was swallowed up.
He wants restraint, a helmsman, a normal family environment, a pair of parents who will criticize and educate him when he does things wrong, and praise and praise him when he does things right.
But he didn't.
So he gave up his studies in desperation, thinking that one day Cheng Fengfeng would not discipline him for this.
But he didn't wait for Cheng Feng, he only waited for Yu Heng.
Yu Heng was very dissatisfied with his state during this period of time, "Xiao Yu, although we all know that as long as your name is Cheng Yu, it doesn't matter whether you study or not, or what your grades are, but I hope you can get better grades. "
"You are very smart, you shouldn't waste your intelligence, you can become a very good person with a little thought, so why make yourself a person that others look down on?"
"Of course grades are not the only criterion for judging a person, but under the premise that you are a student, grades are the most common criterion for judging you. You are my younger brother. I will slander you when I see the gaps in your grades."
"We all know that you can be a better person, so don't slander your qualifications to those who are worse than you. They don't deserve it, do you understand?"
Yu Heng said it very gently. He said, "I hope that my brother, not only can I see his intelligence and excellence, but other people can too."
For what he said, Cheng Yu stopped his steps that went further and further, and returned to the right path.
He felt that what Yu Heng said was right. He shouldn't slander his qualifications to those who were worse than him. They didn't deserve it.
But he also knew very well that the more Yu Heng trusted him, the less he would care about him.
His cousin is the most outstanding person in the entire Yu family's younger generation. He has a strong psychological quality, super self-control, caring for his younger siblings, and compassion for his family. Apart from being ruthless to outsiders, he doesn't seem to have any other shortcomings.
He himself is too powerful, so in his opinion, so should his younger siblings, especially his younger brother. After all, he's not a girl, so he can't speculate on a little girl's mind, but he's a boy, and he thinks his younger brother should be just like him.
But Cheng Yu knew very well that they were different. He was too different from Yu Heng, and he did not have the strong psychological quality of Yu Heng.
Yu Heng never spends his time on this kind of thing, what he has, he cherishes, and what he doesn't have, he either doesn't care at all, or he finds a way to get it.
He does not trap himself in the mistakes of others, he is always determined and fearless.
Cheng Yu couldn't do what he did, and he couldn't tell him his desires. He could only suppress his inner desires, and while satisfying Yu Heng's demands, he let his heart be desolate.
However, he saw Lin Anlan.
For the first time, he knew that what he wanted did not necessarily come from his family or relatives.
Friends are fine too.
Cheng Yu asked Xu Sheng, "If I don't study hard and just want to surf the Internet or hang out with people in society every day, will you try my best to persuade me to return to the right path and study hard?"
Xu Sheng looked at him in shock, and said honestly, "Brother, let's be more rational, even if you don't study hard, you will study better than me. It's not because I was at the top of the grade that I got into the rocket class, but because my dad donated one. Building, but you came in through the real test, I advise you? I don't deserve it!"
Cheng Yu smiled and said, "Isn't this what if?"
"There is no such thing." Xu Sheng vowed, "Brother Heng will not allow this kind of thing to happen."
Cheng Yu unconsciously sighed in his heart, he thought, his friend doesn't actually know him.
Obviously he is already on the road of this if, his friends still think that this kind of thing will not happen.
He was just stepping on Yu Heng's line to play the game. What Yu Heng wanted was for others to see his intelligence and excellence, so he demanded that he must enter the rocket class, and he could not laugh at his qualifications for those who were worse than him.
Cheng Yu entered the rocket class as he wished, and sat in the seat of the rocket class.
But he didn't study hard. He still skipped classes, surfed the Internet, and read comics. Every day was meaningless.
However, he also hopes that he can spend every day fully, but he lacks a friend like Lin Anlan.
He looked at Lin Anlan, he could see that Lin Anlan supervises Jiang Xu's study every time he was out of class, and he could see that every time Jiang Xu had a tendency to go wrong, he was dragged back in time by Lin Anlan.
He forbade him to associate with the gangsters he knew before.
He was also not allowed to go to the Internet cafe before the final exam.
He doesn't allow him to smoke or drink, let alone go to places like bars.
Jiang Xu obediently obeyed, and it was clear that people who were similar to him before, just like this, returned to the right path and became a different person from him.
He is still playing games with netizens online, but Jiang Xu has long stopped going to that Internet cafe.
He was still drinking and playing with his friends until the early morning, but Jiang Xu never showed up at that bar again.
He is still giving up on himself and exiling himself, but Jiang Xu has already lived like a normal student.
What's the difference between them
Obviously they used to meet each other often in the evening after school, but suddenly one day, he would never see each other again.
Because the other party has a Lin Anlan.
A Lin Anlan who will manage him, restrain him, guide him, correct him, and take him home.
Lin Anlan lived soberly and correctly, so Jiang Xu became the most common and enviable high school student.
He really did what he said - Lin Anlan would come to pick him up.
However, he also wanted someone to pick him up, and he also hoped that someone could pick him up.
So, can Lin Anlan also drop by and pick him up
At that moment, Cheng Yu madly wanted to make Lin Anlan as a friend. As long as they were friends, then Lin Anlan might manage himself like Jiang Xu, and he would stretch out his hand and pull him out of the mud. .
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As soon as this thought appeared, it was like a biological invasion, and it surged in his mind. He pressed this thought again and again, but he couldn't help but tempt the thought to resurface again and again.
Cheng Yu advised himself to make friends. This is normal. Who doesn't go to school without making friends
As long as Lin Anlan is so good, he will also be good to Lin Anlan. As long as Lin Anlan is willing to treat him like Jiang Xu, he doesn't even need that much, as long as he is willing to give one-tenth of Jiang Xu, then he will It can meet all of Lin Anlan's requirements, and can give him everything of himself.
He will be the best friend of his life.
With anxiety, unease, excitement and enthusiasm, he walked over to Lin Anlan tremblingly and asked him, "Do you play basketball? There is just a shortage of people."
Lin Anlan looked at him in surprise, not expecting that he would come to invite her.
He really hadn't played basketball for a long time, so he didn't refuse, and Jiang Xu joined him.
After a ball game, everyone was very happy. The PE teacher blew the whistle. Cheng Yu took the ball and walked back. He deliberately walked beside Lin Anlan and said with a smile, "You played pretty well."
"I've played before."
"Really, then I'll call you next time."
Lin Anlan thought for a while and replied, "If you have time."
"Okay." Cheng Yu said.
What more did he want to say, the physical education teacher blew his whistle again, Jiang Xu pulled Lin Anlan up and ran, "Come on, it's time for a lap after the gathering is late."
Cheng Yu didn't speak any more, and ran after him.
After that, Cheng Yu began to approach Lin Anlan intentionally or unintentionally.
He would deliberately walk up to him with a seemingly complicated math problem and ask him, "Can you explain this to me?"
Although Lin Anlan thought it was strange, she would not drive him away.
Cheng Yu sometimes showed a sudden realization, and sometimes he pretended not to understand, so that he could continue to ask him during the next class break.
Jiang Xu became a little impatient, "Why do you always ask Xiaolan, can't you ask the teacher if you don't know? You disturb him like this every day, why doesn't he do anything else? ?"
Cheng Yu was a little embarrassed, he said, "I don't ask him every day."
"That's a lot of times." Jiang Xu retorted.
Cheng Yu could only look at Lin Anlan, "Did I disturb you?"
Lin Anlan smiled, "No."
Cheng Yu just breathed a sigh of relief when he heard Lin Anlan say warmly, "But I also think that you can actually ask the teacher, your questions are all about this aspect, if you ask the teacher, the teacher may give you a system It's better for you, too."
"Then can't you give me a systematic study plan?" Cheng Yu gently asked.
Lin Anlan didn't expect him to say this, and shook his head, "I can't, I'm still preparing and reviewing myself, and there are other things to do, so I don't have time to formulate this for you, if you want, you can hire a tutor. ."
He suggested, "But you have a good foundation. It's not cost-effective to ask for a tutor. I think it would be more appropriate for you to find a teacher."
"Okay Xiaolan, stop talking, it's time to go." Jiang Xu stood up and pulled him to stand up, "You think the Cheng family is yours and mine, they are so rich, why can't they ask for any tutoring? I need your help to figure it out."
Lin Anlan glared at him helplessly, closed the book, and finally said to Cheng Yu, "Of course, I just said it casually. It's up to you to see how it goes."
As soon as he finished speaking, Jiang Xu couldn't wait to pull him away.
Cheng Yu looked at his back and held his paper in his hand. He looked down and the paper was blank, just like his heart.
Pale and lonely.