Lin Anlan didn't want to move, but Cheng Yu didn't wear a condom this time, so he could only stare at Cheng Yu helplessly, and said angrily, "It's all your fault."
Cheng Yu smiled and kissed his mouth, and coaxed him in a good-natured way, "Well, it's all my fault, I'm not determined."
He pressed Lin Anlan's forehead, his eyebrows were gentle, and his eyes were full of affection, "But I can't blame it all, it's all because my wife is so charming that she makes her husband not be a man."
Lin Anlan was dumbfounded by what he said, and pinched his waist in anger, "Stop talking nonsense!"
Cheng Yu took his hand and kissed it, "What nonsense, my wife is the most gentle, considerate and best man in the world."
"Aren't you yourself?" Lin Anlan laughed.
"How can I compare to you." Cheng Yu hugged him tightly.
He lifted the quilt and hugged Lin Anlan, "Let's go, get it out for you, and then go to sleep."
Lin Anlan pushed him, "I'll go by myself."
"That won't work, only scumbags let their wives go by themselves afterwards."
Lin Anlan couldn't do anything about him, "Why are you doing so many things wrong?"
Cheng Yu smiled, "Because I like you."
He looked at Lin Anlan and said gently, "I like you the most in this world."
Cheng Yu hugged him and rinsed again, and the two returned to the bed again.
Lin Anlan was already sleepy, Cheng Yu watched him and closed his eyes, so he didn't tell him about the script.
He turned off the light, and Lin Anlan rubbed against his arms, whispering, "Good night."
Cheng Yu kissed his forehead, "Good night."
However, not long after he fell asleep, he was awakened by the ringing of the mobile phone on the table. Cheng Yu picked it up and took a look, and instantly woke up.
Lin Anlan frowned and muttered softly, "Who is it?"
Cheng Yu soothed and kissed him between the eyebrows, "It's alright, you continue to sleep, I'll go take a call."
He pressed mute, did not turn on the light, and left the bedroom door with the light of his mobile phone.
Before going out, he did not forget to help Lin Anlan tuck in the quilt.
Cheng Yu walked all the way to the balcony of the study before finally picking up the phone, "Speak."
"Jiang Xu went to see President Cheng today."
"and then?"
"They talked for a long time and he didn't leave until the evening."
"besides?"
"Gone."
"Didn't he contact Lin Anlan?"
"No, he once sent a WeChat message to Mr. Lin, but he didn't send it, and then he didn't send it."
Cheng Yu felt strange, so why didn't he make a call
Jiang Xu should know that Lin Anlan blocked him, why didn't he call him
"Is there any other action?"
The other party hesitated for a moment, then whispered, "He saw Mr. Cheng yesterday."
Cheng Yu sneered, "He really insists."
"So Cheng Shao, what are you going to do?"
"Why should I plan to do what?" Cheng Yu asked back, "I plan to watch from the sidelines."
"Cheng Shao..."
"Okay," Cheng Yu interrupted him, "I have my own measure, so you don't need to give me any advice."
"Okay."
"Then keep staring at him and contact me at any time if anything happens."
"Okay."
Cheng Yu hung up the phone, leaned against the railing of the balcony, and looked at the night view outside the window.
The night was already deep, pitch-dark and thick with ink, except for the crescent moon on the horizon, hanging high, and vaguely exuding its own brilliance.
Cheng Yu lit a cigarette, but just as he was about to smoke it, he remembered that he had said before that he wanted to quit smoking, so he put it between his fingers and smelled the smell of tobacco.
He felt that Lin Anlan probably really lost his memory, otherwise, he would not have a substantive relationship with him.
No matter how much he cares about Jiang Xu, he is not the kind of person who will sacrifice his body for the other party. Emotions can be deceived, but physical relationships are real and cannot be faked.
Thinking of this, he couldn't help sighing.
In fact, he didn't want to develop to this stage with Lin Anlan.
He liked Lin Anlan, and the more he liked it, the more afraid he became. He was afraid that he would leave after recovering his memory, and even more afraid that after recovering his memory, he would know that they had already done what they should and should not have done. At that time, he looked at himself.
What will he think of him
You might find him mean and disgusting.
Probably never want to see him again.
However, he was indeed such a person.
A vile liar with dishonorable means.
Cheng Yu wanted to smoke again.
In fact, he doesn't smoke very often. Only when he is upset or confused, he will smoke a few, delusionally relying on tobacco to ease his mood.
The first time between him and Lin Anlan was not far from now, almost at the beginning of last week or at the weekend of last week.
At that time, the two of them drank some wine and watched a movie at home. It was raining outside, and the house was dark. The movie played the best part.
Lin Anlan looked at it, seemed a little embarrassed, and lowered her eyes.
Cheng Yu fast-forwarded this part very cooperatively, but heard Lin Anlan ask him in a low voice, "Have we ever done such a thing?"
"No." Cheng Yu said frankly, "You forgot that we just established our relationship before, so we didn't."
"Not before the relationship was established?"
Cheng Yu looked into his curious eyes, smiled and rubbed his hair, "Of course not, we're not friends. Before we confirmed our relationship, we had a very pure relationship. I ran after you."
Lin Anlan nodded, "Oh".
Cheng Yu originally thought that this matter should end here, but after a while, Lin Anlan asked him in a low voice curiously and even cautiously, "Then do you want to try it?"
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Cheng Yu looked at him in surprise, and saw that Lin Anlan's eyes were hiding a faint but obvious eagerness to try.
He quickly refused, "No way."
"Why?" Lin Anlan didn't expect him to reject him. In his limited memory, Cheng Yu was almost obedient to him and never rejected him.
Cheng Yu didn't expect him to ask why, so he could only bite the bullet and answer: "It's not suitable."
"I think it's quite suitable." Lin Anlan said without any hesitation, "I want to try it."
He probably drank alcohol, and his courage was strengthened. He looked at Cheng Yu with bright eyes and said, "Aren't lovers both able to do it? We can try it too."
Cheng Yu restrained the desire in his heart that was instigated by him, and tried hard to make himself a person, "Wait later."
"Why? I'm not a girl, and I won't get pregnant. It won't affect me if I do it. Why wait for the future? What's the difference between the future and now? Could it be that if you have sex with me today, you will break up with me and start Disappointing?"
"Of course not." Cheng Yu quickly grabbed his hand to ensure his existence, "How could I break up with you? I will never break up with you in my life."
"That's not it." Lin Anlan plausibly said, "There's no difference between then and now."
Cheng Yu listened to his words, but couldn't say what was in his heart.
If Lin Anlan is really his lover, of course he will not refuse, but Lin Anlan is not.
He lied to Lin Anlan, stole Lin Anlan's feelings, and let him stay by his side now, hug and kiss him, and be his boyfriend. Relationship.
"I'm afraid you'll regret it later."
"Why?" Lin Anlan asked him.
Cheng Yu looked at his doubtful and clear eyes, and rarely, said the truth, "I'm afraid that you will be unhappy if you regain your memory in the future."
Lin Anlan fell silent for a moment after hearing his words.
The air was inexplicably heavy, Cheng Yu held his hand, and could only hear the harsh screams of the girls on the screen coming from his ears.
"Let's watch a movie." He coaxed softly.
But Lin Anlan did not follow his topic.
He asked, "Cheng Yu, do you really dislike me now?"
"Of course not." Cheng Yu didn't understand why he thought so, he hugged the person in front of him anxiously, and said without hesitation, "I like everything you are."
"Then why, you only care about whether I will be happy after I restore my memory?"
He looked at Cheng Yu with a bit of sadness in his eyes, "The me now, at this moment, the me who has no memory, I'm not happy, don't you care?"
"I care." Cheng Yu kissed his eyes distressedly, "How could I not care, you are my favorite person, how could I not care about you."
He called him softly, "Baby."
Lin Anlan looked at the affection in his eyes and knew that what he said was true, but he also knew that his affection came from his love for him before he lost his memory.
But if he appeared in the first place, as it is now, would Cheng Yu still love him
He was afraid that he would be unhappy after recovering his memory, so even if he wanted to try it, even if he offered to do it, he was not willing.
But if the one without amnesia and complete memory made this request, Cheng Yu would definitely not refuse it.
At this moment, he seemed to get into the tip of the bull's horn, forcibly dividing himself into two people.
Also, Lin Anlan thought, who would want her lover to suddenly forget everything between the two of them one day, like a stranger, ignorant of the previous heartbeat.
Cheng Yu wanted to save such an important thing until after he recovered his memory, and left him with a complete memory.
However, who knows when he will be able to regain his memory? Maybe it will never recover in this lifetime
He may not be able to wait for the original lover that he is familiar with.
Lin Anlan felt a little sad, for Cheng Yu, for her former self, and for her current self.
He thought a lot at this moment, he said, "I don't want to watch movies anymore, I want to go back to sleep."
Cheng Yu panicked all of a sudden, he said, "I'll accompany you."
Lin Anlan shook her head, "I sleep by myself, you should watch a movie first."
Lin Anlan wanted to pull out his hand, but Cheng Yu clenched it tightly.
Lin Anlan looked up at him, Cheng Yu wanted to say something but didn't dare to say it, so he could only let go and say to him, "I'll take you back to your room."
He sent Lin Anlan back to the bedroom, Lin Anlan closed the door, Cheng Yu didn't leave, and stood against the wall next to the door.
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He was sensitively aware that Daolin Anlan's emotions were wrong, but he didn't know why, because he didn't want to have a relationship with him
But this was the last bit of conscience he had left.
He didn't dare and couldn't have a relationship with him.
Cheng Yu stood outside the door, full of panic.
Lin Anlan sat on the bed and looked at the bedroom in front of him. This was Cheng Yu's home and Cheng Yu's guest bedroom. This was an environment he was familiar with but not familiar with.
But if he wants to restore his memory, the most appropriate thing should be to stay at his own home, in a familiar environment.
He suddenly felt that he seemed to be relying on Cheng Yu a little too much. Since he found Cheng Yu after he lost his memory, he has been relying on Cheng Yu.
Cheng Yu accompanied him home, Cheng Yu helped him get a new mobile phone, and Cheng Yu took him to meet his agent.
Even at home, Cheng Yu cooks, Cheng Yu washes the dishes, and Cheng Yu accompanies him.
However, what Cheng Yu wanted was a Lin Anlan with a complete memory, a Lin Anlan who remembered the details of their relationship, and a Lin Anlan who personally promised to be his boyfriend.
He said he chased after him for a long time, a long time, but he didn't remember it at all.
He didn't remember the past when he tried his best, made chance encounters again and again, and pursued him with perseverance time and time again.
On the one hand, he relied on Cheng Yu, and on the other hand, he cruelly reminded Cheng Yu that the person in front of you was not the one you loved in the first place.
This is so unfair to Cheng Yu.
Lin Anlan lay on the bed for a while, and then came up with her thoughts during dinner at night, "I want to move back to my house."
Cheng Yu's hand holding the food stopped.
He looked at Lin Anlan, his heart was full of fear, and he almost couldn't hold the chopsticks in his hand.
He put down his chopsticks, suppressed his fear and strong possessiveness, and asked him gently, as always, "Why?"