They played with the children for a while, and the children were very excited and laughed.
Cheng Yu watched Lin Anlan surrounded by children, an older child with a small child, and couldn't help asking Xiao Qiao, "Is this the case when you were young?"
Xiao Qiao smiled, "Didn't An An tell you about his childhood?"
"No details."
"That's normal. He's probably embarrassed. After all, when he was a child, he was a pitiful little one."
Cheng Yu was surprised.
Xiao Qiao looked at Lin Anlan not far away, and her memory slowly returned to the past.
Lin Anlan was about five years old when she was abandoned at the gate of the orphanage.
His mother took him by the hand and brought him here, made him wait by the door, and she said, "I'll go get you ice cream."
Lin Anlan waited obediently until the dean came out, and when the sun went down, his mother didn't come back.
He pursed his lips and called his mother with tears in his eyes. The dean picked him up and said to him, "Go in and wait."
Lin Anlan was unwilling, shaking her head and kicking her legs to go to the ground.
The dean had to put him on the ground again and gave him a small bench for him to sit on.
He looked at the place where his mother left with red eyes, and ran towards it with his short legs, but he ran to the intersection and couldn't see his mother.
The road diverged here, and Lin Anlan didn't know how to go. He stood at the fork in a daze, and finally cried out loudly, calling for his mother with all his strength.
Yet no one responded.
He didn't remember where his home was, he only remembered the car his mother took him for a long time, a big car and a small car, and he also slept in the car.
But now, his mother is gone.
The teacher in the hospital took him back to the orphanage, arranged a bed for him, and said to him, "You will sleep here in the future, darling, if you are good, a new mother will take you home."
But Lin Anlan was so sad, he lowered his head, like a withered sapling, the leaves were turning yellow.
He cried for a long time before finally tired from crying and fell asleep.
When he woke up the next morning, he ran to the door of the orphanage again to wait for his mother.
Some children shouted at him, "Your mother won't come, she doesn't want you anymore."
Lin Anlan shouted angrily, "She wants me! She will come back! She said she likes me the most!"
He stood at the door and waited, leaned against the door and waited, squatted at the door and waited, and finally cried again.
After waiting for several days, Lin Anlan did not wait for her mother.
On the fifth day, Xiao Qiao stopped Lin Anlan and said to him, "Don't you understand? You can't wait! Your mother won't come, she doesn't want you anymore! That's why you are here, only father Only the children that mother doesn't want are here!"
Lin Anlan was so angry that she pushed her, "My mother wants me!"
"She doesn't want you! If she wanted you, you wouldn't be here, she wouldn't want you anymore, so don't wait for her anymore!"
Lin Anlan was angry, annoyed, and wronged, crying while pushing Xiao Qiao.
Xiao Qiao was two years older than him, and a little taller than him. He used his height to stop him, and roared with tears in his eyes, "Don't wait any longer, if she doesn't want you, you don't want her either. She misses you, why should you miss her?!"
She hugged Lin Anlan, and Lin Anlan burst into tears, "I want my mother, I want my mother."
"You will have a new mother in the future, this mother, don't want her anymore."
When the teacher in the courtyard was brought over by the children, he saw two people hugging each other and crying. The younger boy cried heart-to-heart, while the older girl cried silently.
The teacher had no choice but to walk over and wipe Lin Anlan's tears, Xiao Qiao lowered her head and wiped away her tears silently.
After that, Lin Anlan finally stopped waiting for his mother, and played with other children in the yard.
At that time, he didn't know what it meant to have a new mother.
Until one day, he found that Xiaoyong, who was playing with him, packed his schoolbag and said that he was leaving and that he had new parents.
Lin Anlan was envious and surprised.
Only then did he know that the adults who occasionally appeared in the courtyard, if they liked any of them, would become their parents.
He also wanted his parents, so he secretly asked Xiao Qiao, "Sister Xiao Qiao, can I have my own parents?"
Xiao Qiao smiled softly, she said, "Of course you can."
Lin Anlan was very happy, but he waited for a long time, but he didn't wait. He was sobbing, tears welling in his eyes, and said pitifully, "Xiaojian has both parents, I don't yet."
Xiao Qiao looked at his tearful appearance and felt a little distressed for him, but that's how the orphanage is. The adoptive family likes good-looking ones. When he is young, Lin Anlan is good-looking. Adopters will want their children to have two mothers in their memory.
They are afraid of children who have been raised hard, and they have to find their roots when they grow up, and use the phrase "she gave birth to me after all" as an explanation.
This is what she overheard once. Xiao Qiao asked the teacher what it meant after the person left. The teacher patiently explained it to her, telling her that as long as she can come to adopt a child, she is a good person, but many times, a good person There is also a lot to worry about.
Xiao Qiao understood, but Lin Anlan still didn't understand.
He was so young, he was only five years old, he didn't even know what it meant after all.
Later, someone finally picked Lin Anlan. Lin Anlan was very happy and excitedly told Xiao Qiao that he would have parents.
Xiao Qiao was also happy for him.
It's just that on the day of the formal formalities, the other party didn't come.
Lin Anlan waited for an hour, two hours, a day, two days, but did not wait for the other party.
He was abandoned again.
The teacher comforted him, "This uncle must be bad. God won't let him come. We need to find a better father for our baby."
But Lin Anlan was still very uncomfortable. He returned to his dormitory and cried silently while holding his schoolbag.
Until Xiao Qiao came to him and said, "It's time for dinner."
"My father doesn't want me anymore." Lin Anlan sobbed, "I don't have any parents anymore."
"Then don't ask them, you will have better parents."
Lin Anlan looked up at him, and Xiao Qiao touched his head.
He asked her as if thinking of something, "sister Qiao, have you seen your father? I don't have a father, and I haven't met my father."
Xiao Qiao was stunned for a moment, she nodded, but said, "I've forgotten what he looks like."
Don't forget Lin Anlan, he has no idea what his father looks like.
He went on like this for more than a year until his adoptive father came to the orphanage to send love and saw him playing on the slide.
He was picked on again.
On the day he left, he ran to Xiao Qiao with excitement on his face, "Sister Xiao Qiao, I really have parents this time, and my parents want to take me home, this time it's true, not a lie. Mine. I have a new name, my name is Lin Anlan, you will call me An An in the future."
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He smiled happily, no longer the way he was crying before. He gave her all the snacks and toys he had, and said to her, "These are all for you, and you will also have parents."
Xiao Qiao looked at him with a smile, and said to him, "Okay."
But she didn't know that Lin Anlan also wanted to leave with her.
He secretly asked his adoptive father if he could take her with him, "Sister Qiao is very good and well behaved."
It's a pity that his adoptive parents are already too old, and the loss of a child is too hard. Raising two children is too difficult.
"If your mother and I were younger, then we would definitely be willing. But An An, we are both half-dead ages now, and we don't have so much energy to take care of our two children and keep them safe and sound. Growing up healthy and healthy, do you understand?"
Lin Anlan didn't quite understand it, but he knew that this should mean no, so he could only nod his head obediently and leave the orphanage with his adoptive parents.
It was not until he grew up that he realized that raising a child requires too many things, and how difficult and rare his adoptive parents were willing to adopt him at that age.
Xiao Qiao spoke very calmly. Her eyes looked at Lin Anlan, very soft. He said, "Fortunately, although he suffered hardships as a child, now he is very happy."
Cheng Yu listened, full of distress.
He once hoped that he would appear when Lin Anlan was six or seven years old, when he met Jiang Xu, so that he could grow up with him like Jiang Xu.
But now, he hoped that when Lin Anlan was five years old, he would reach out and take him home when his mother left him.
He will tell him, stop crying, I can take care of you, take care of you for a lifetime, as long as you want.
Lin Anlan and the others stayed until the afternoon before preparing to go back.
Before parting, Xiao Qiao approached Lin Anlan with a smile, and said mysteriously, "An An, isn't this just your friend?"
Lin Anlan was shocked, "Of course it's a friend."
"I saw your cp on the Internet~" Xiao Qiao tilted her head, "Yulan, is it Yulan?"
She smiled, "You have never brought anyone here before, not even your good friend Jiang Xu. What kind of friend is better than a good friend you have known for more than ten years?"
Lin Anlan:…
"I still want to hide it from me, but I can see it."
Lin Anlan had no choice but to say, "Then keep it a secret."
"Don't worry, I'm not your fan, I'm your friend." Xiao Qiao winked at him.
She looked at Cheng Yu, although she had only been in contact with him for a day, but on this day, Cheng Yu's eyes were almost glued to Lin Anlan. In this world, love can never be hidden. He is written in your eyes and written in you. Every gesture of yours is written in every pore of yours.
"I thought it would be me falling in love first, but I didn't expect it to be you, so I wish you a smooth and long-lasting love," she said.
Lin Anlan originally hoped to get her support and blessings, but now that she really got her wish, she couldn't help laughing.
Cheng Yu was even more surprised and said sincerely, "Thank you."
"You're welcome, but I hope you can treat him well."
"I will." Cheng Yu took Lin Anlan's shoulders.
Xiao Qiao waved to them and got into his car.
Cheng Yu and Lin Anlan also returned to the hotel.
Probably because he spent too much time in the orphanage during the day, that night, Lin Anlan dreamed that he had been in the orphanage for more than a year.
His dreams kept pulling, back to the day his mother abandoned him.
He dreamed that he was standing in front of the door, waiting foolishly.
Day after day, there was no sign of his mother.
Sister Xiao Qiao said, "Don't wait any longer."
"Don't wait any longer."
"Don't wait."
Lin Anlan frowned and shook his head unconsciously. He felt pain and grievance. He wanted to break away. He wanted to say that he was not waiting.
He opened his eyes suddenly in such a state of mind, feeling depressed and heavy.
The night was as cold as water, and he could only see a dark room with his eyes open.
The sentence still echoed in his mind, "Don't wait any longer."
Since then, since he left the orphanage, he has never waited for anyone else.
He didn't want to wait any longer, so he never followed in anyone's footsteps, and when someone approached him, he cautiously erected his protective layer.
When someone alienates him, he makes the other person alienate.
He used to cry and wait day after day with red eyes, but he didn't wait for his mother, so he never waited for anyone again.
Lin Anlan felt cold and felt as if a stone had been pressed in her heart, and it was too heavy to let go.
He turned around, leaned into Cheng Yu's arms, and hugged Cheng Yu tightly, but felt that it wasn't enough.
He called him softly, "Cheng Yu."
He raised his head, approached him and shouted, "Little flower."
Cheng Yu opened his eyes in a daze, hugged him habitually, and asked vaguely, "What's wrong, baby?"
When Lin Anlan heard his name, her nose became sore for a moment.
He complained to him with unconscious grievance: "My mother doesn't want me anymore, she asked me to wait for her, but she never came back, so why did she ask me to wait for her?"
Cheng Yu woke up instantly. He learned about it from Xiao Qiao at noon, but he didn't expect to hear it from Lin Anlan at night. Was he dreaming
Dreaming about what happened before
Cheng Yu coaxed him softly, "It's her fault, it's not your fault, you're fine, it's her not being a good mother."
Lin Anlan buried her head in his arms, rubbing against his shoulder and neck like a small beast.
Cheng Yu kissed his ear and reassured him, "It's all over, from now on, you will be my baby."