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So at that moment, Cheng Feng listened to Jiang Xu's cry, and it was rare that he did not let the bodyguard fall to his death.
He motioned for the bodyguard to return the child to Jiang Liying, calmly and cruelly saying, "Take you and someone else's son out, and next time he appears in front of me, I will kill him."
Jiang Liying was so frightened that she hugged Jiang Xu and left in a hurry.
She cried and walked back.
Cheng Feng is a generous lover. When Jiang Liying followed him, she got a lot of things from him. Now that she left, she also lived a pretty good life with the jewelry and money she had accumulated.
She left Cheng Feng, but she didn't have any skills, and she was used to the easy life when she followed Cheng Feng, so she could only be the next person's lover.
At this time, Jiang Xu's existence is very inconvenient.
Jiang Liying wanted to throw him away, but couldn't bear it.
Her not-so-smart mind vaguely remembered that illegitimate children had the same legal rights as legitimate children, in other words, if Cheng Feng died, Jiang Xu would be eligible to inherit his inheritance.
After all, she was still reluctant to give up her own children, and she was reluctant to give up this glimmer of hope, so she raised Jiang Xu alone until Jiang Xu's second year of high school.
When Jiang Xu was 17 years old, Jiang Liying met a man, a man who made her fall in love again. She wanted to marry him, but the other man said, "I don't want to raise children for other men, you can get married, but you Your son can't follow you."
Jiang Liying, who fell in love, only had that man in her eyes. After struggling for her love and happiness, she abandoned her son, got on a plane with the person she loved, and left the city.
All that was left to Jiang Xu was the loneliness of a room home from school, a farewell letter, and a card worth 50,000 yuan.
Jiang Liying has since disappeared, never came back to see Jiang Xu, and never called him.
Until this year, until yesterday, she came back.
He came back suddenly and without warning.
Cheng Yu was not surprised that he would see Jiang Xu at Lin Anlan tonight, and Jiang Liying was back. This was too exciting for Jiang Xu. Jiang Xu was bound to have mood swings and would come to Lin Anlan.
He just didn't expect that Lin Anlan would expose his memory loss because of Jiang Liying.
But it doesn't matter, he has long known that such a day will come, so he can accept it.
But he didn't want Lin Anlan to pity Jiang Xu, so he didn't want to tell Lin Anlan that Jiang Xu's mother abandoned him and left with others when Jiang Xu was 17 years old.
He smiled and shook his head, "I don't know, I only know that his mother's name is Jiang Liying, and she has been with my father for a while, that's all."
Lin Anlan had no doubts about him, and it seemed normal to him whether Cheng Yu knew or not.
Jiang Liying is Cheng Feng's outsider's lover. If Cheng Yu minds her, he will naturally find out about her.
But Cheng Yu doesn't even care about Cheng Feng and Jiang Xu, so it's normal to not care about a past lover like Jiang Liying.
So whether he knows it or not, it's normal.
"Has Jiang Xu been in a relationship before?" Lin Anlan asked him, "He said 'she's back', is she his girlfriend?"
Cheng Yu shook his head, "No, he hasn't talked about his girlfriend."
"Who is that?"
"Don't think about this." Cheng Yu hugged him with a smile, "Go to bed, it's so late, we should go to bed too."
"I'm always a little worried." Lin Anlan leaned against his arms, frowning to explain her feelings, "I think he has begun to wonder if I have amnesia, and I'm a little worried that he will not come next time. Will want to test me, and then find that I do have amnesia."
"So what's the question he kept asking you to answer today?"
"He asked me who he said 'she's back' before, who is she?"
Cheng Yu put him on the bed and taught him: "If he asks you that next time, just answer Jiang Liying."
"Jiang Xu seems to have been living alone in recent years, so it may be that his mother left and came back."
"But if it's fucking, he wouldn't have reacted so strongly. He didn't look very good. He seemed very excited and scared and desperately suppressed himself."
"I have no idea then."
Lin Anlan sighed and knocked on his head, "If only I could have this part of the memory."
Cheng Yu quickly took his hand off his head. He kissed Lin Anlan and comforted him, "It's okay, just take it slow and let it take its course."
Lin Anlan nodded and lay down in the bed.
This night, he didn't have a dream. He thought he would dream, but it was a good night, and he didn't dream anything until the next day.
Lin Anlan had a fever and had a slight cold.
He originally planned to film while he was sick, but Cheng Yu didn't want to, so he pressed the person down on the spot, "No need, you rest well, and it's the same when you're sick. Otherwise, if you can't shoot when you're sick, Director Zhang will be embarrassed to tell you about you. ."
Lin Anlan felt that what he said also made sense, "Well, then you can film well."
"Yeah." Cheng Yu kissed him.
Lin Anlan covered her mouth in fright, "It will be contagious."
Cheng Yu laughed, took his hand away, kissed his mouth specifically, and gave him a long kiss, "I'm not afraid."
Lin Anlan smiled unconsciously.
Cheng Yu kissed him again, and then got up to wash up.
Yang Wang asked for leave for him, he took medicine, wrapped himself in a quilt and waited to sweat.
Cheng Yu didn't rest after filming, so he came directly to him and asked him, "Is it better?"
Lin Anlan shook her head.
He has no spirit and a bitter mouth, and coquettishly said to Cheng Yu, "I want to eat."
Cheng Yu helped him order the porridge, and put a piece of sugar in his mouth to let him take it first.
"Why did I suddenly have a fever, and I didn't get much rain yesterday." Zosia worried.
Cheng Yu sat beside him, twisted a towel and put it on Lin Anlan's forehead.
Lin Anlan didn't know either, he felt that he might have poor physical fitness, otherwise Cheng Yulin was obviously more powerful, but Cheng Yu had nothing to do.
"I'm so miserable." Lin Anlan complained, "Why am I so delicate."
Cheng Yu was amused by him, pinched his face, and said to him, "It's not too delicate, people, there are always a few fevers and colds a year, and you are normal."
"But you haven't."
"I had a fever and a cold in the first half of the year, so I won't have another cold and fever in the second half of the year."
Lin Anlan approached him, put her pillow on his lap, and fell asleep in a daze.
He felt hot and cold at the same time, and his body seemed to be sticky, and he needed a basin of water.
Lin Anlan wanted to pick up the water, but he felt something dripping on his palm. When he looked up, he realized that it was Jiang Xu, a 17-year-old Jiang Xu who was crying with red eyes.
"She's gone." Jiang Xu cried.
"She doesn't want me anymore, she chose that man, and she left." Jiang Xu's tears kept dripping down his cheeks.
Lin Anlan asked curiously, "Who? Who left?"
"My mother." Jiang Xu cried and took out the letter in his hand, "She doesn't want me anymore, she doesn't even want to see me, she just left without saying a word to me, how can she do this!"
Jiang Xu lowered his head, tears pouring down like rain.
Lin Anlan took the letter in his hand. It was said to be a letter, but it was actually a paragraph written on Jiang Xu's worksheet.
"Mom is going to live a new life, and left you 50,000 yuan. You can save some money and don't come to me. If you can't make it, go to your father. Mom has raised you for so many years, I heard that Abroad, after the age of 18, your parents will no longer be in charge, and you will be fast, so don’t let your mother worry anymore. If you need money or other, go to your father. You have a photo of your father. I'll tell you the name now, it's Cheng Feng, you can go to him, after all, he has never raised you before."
Lin Anlan looked at the letter and was speechless for a while.
Jiang Xu was still crying.
Lin Anlan comforted him, "Don't cry, she doesn't want you anymore, so don't want her anymore."
He told Jiang Xu what he had heard in the orphanage. He said, "Don't wait for her. In the future, let's just pretend that there is no mother like her."
But how can Jiang Xu accept it? He has lived with his mother since he was a child. Maybe there are some bad memories in it, but she always gave him love and affection.
Of course he knew that his mother was in a relationship with another person, and of course he knew that the man he called Uncle didn't like him.
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So he persuaded his mother to break up, and he told his mother that the man didn't really love her and wouldn't treat him well.
He just didn't expect that his mother chose that man between them.
Jiang Xu cried and squatted down. The young Lin Anlan stayed by his side. Looking at his crying face, he felt as if he had seen himself.
Helpless, abandoned by his mother, no one wants himself.
He comforted Jiang Xu, "You still have me, I will accompany you."
Jiang Xu lowered his head, tears welling up in his eyes.
He cried all night, only to recover a little the next day.
But it was only superficially slow, he kept calling Jiang Liying, but no one answered.
When he returned to his home, it was silent.
He heard a knock on the door, and he hurried out to open the door, only to find that it was not his mother, but the landlord who came to collect the rent.
How ridiculous that he never had a home, either a house, or the one the house represented.
He paid the rent and sat helpless in the house.
Lin Anlan wanted to help him. After discussing with his adoptive parents, he suggested that Jiang Xu move to his own house, so that he could save the rent.
Lin's father is a teacher, and the worst thing is that children of this grade have affected their learning status because of family reasons, "This is another year before the college entrance examination. What the hell is Jiang Xu thinking, even if she wants to leave, she should Wait until the child's college entrance examination is over before leaving, what is more important than the child's college entrance examination!"
He asked Lin Anlan to pick up Jiang Xu, and then he would live in Lin's house and eat at Lin's house.
"Anyway, the family is not short of his pair of chopsticks, so take the college entrance examination first."
Lin Anlan agreed, but Jiang Xu was unwilling. He stubbornly guarded his home and wanted to wait for his mother to come back.
"She'll be back," he said.
"She won't come back." Lin Anlan said indifferently.
"She will."
"She won't!" Lin Anlan said angrily, "If she will come back, she won't leave you, she doesn't know that you will feel uncomfortable if she leaves? Of course she knows, but she doesn't care. She doesn't care about you Jiang Xu, she doesn't want you anymore, so don't wait for her, why are you waiting for her? You can't wait!"
"She will!" Jiang Xu shouted, "You don't understand anything, you have a family, you have a father and a mother, how can you understand my pain, I only have her, how can she abandon me!"
Lin Anlan was silent, looking at Jiang Xu, he always felt that he was looking at himself.
But he had already forgotten his biological mother, and he couldn't even remember what she looked like. The only mother in his memory was Mother Lin.
How lucky he is. In order to protect him and avoid gossip, his adoptive parents said to the outside world that he had a child a few years ago and stayed in his hometown to accompany the old man. Now that the old man has gone, he brought the child back.
Everyone saw that he and Lin Lang had a similar resemblance, so they were dubious about this. If it wasn't for the lack of a memory of Mother Lin's pregnancy, they should have believed it all.
So no one knew that he was adopted, and some people speculated that he was the child of Lin's father's siblings and adopted it to Lin's father, but no one ever knew that he was adopted.
Lin Anlan didn't want to expose the good intentions of his parents, he just said to Jiang Xu, "She's already done this, so it's not worth you to feel sorry for her anymore."
However, Jiang Xu was not only sad for her, but also began to fall for her.
He sent a message to Jiang Liying, saying that he was not attending classes in an Internet cafe now, that he did not want to study, and that he did not plan to take the college entrance examination.
He was immersed in the online world and started smoking and drinking with people.
He wanted Jiang Liying to appear, wanted her to scold him, and then found that she still couldn't let him go.
But Jiang Liying did not appear.
Only Lin Anlan appeared.
Lin Anlan scolded him in the Internet cafe, Lin Anlan picked him up from the bar, and Lin Anlan turned around and left in disappointment.
Jiang Xu was afraid of him, so he chased after him. Hearing Lin Anlan scolding him, he didn't dare to speak back.
It's always been like this between them. If Lin Anlan doesn't mind, Jiang Xu can jump wildly, but Lin Anlan won't care, and Jiang Xu won't step on his bottom line.
But once Lin Anlan gets angry, Jiang Xu is afraid, he can only admit his mistake and ask Lin Anlan to forgive.
Lin Anlan asked him, "Are you still depraved?"
Jiang Xu shook his head.
"Are you listening?"
Jiang Xu nodded.
"Do you still want to wait for her?"
Jiang Xu did not speak.
Lin Anlan turned his head and left, Jiang Xu grabbed him, his eyes full of pity.
At that moment, Lin Anlan felt that he was actually more merciless than Jiang Xu.
He was only five years old, but he could give up his mother in his heart, but seventeen-year-old Jiang Xu still had a faint and impossible hope.
He sighed and said helplessly, "If you want to wait, wait in your heart, wait secretly, don't let me know, don't tell me, otherwise, I will scold you for being useless."
Jiang Xu looked at him and lowered his eyes silently, nodding as if compromising.
That night, Jiang Xu drank wine. He leaned on Lin Anlan and said, "Xiaolan, I don't have a mother anymore."
"I didn't have a father before, but now, I don't even have a mother."
Lin Anlan was silent for a moment, his mind was full of his childhood self. He didn't know who his father was when he was born, and he never seemed to be in his memory.
He only had his mother, but his mother abandoned him.
He looked at Jiang Xu, Jiang Xu closed his eyes, leaned against him, under the dim light, he was like an enlarged version of his former self.
Lin Anlan looked at her former self softly.
He seemed to say to Jiang Xu and to his former self, "It doesn't matter, you still have me, I will accompany you."
Jiang Xu nodded and said, "Xiao Lan, you are so kind."
"So, don't wait for her any longer."
"Okay." Jiang Xu replied.