"I rely too much on you." Lin Anlan said honestly, "In this way, I may never be able to recover my memory. I should go back to a place I am familiar with and touch things I am familiar with, so as to help restore my memory."
Cheng Yu felt that the fear in his heart became stronger.
"But we agreed to live together before?"
"Isn't this a sudden accident." Lin Anlan persuaded him, "I didn't know I would lose my memory at that time."
"Don't you want me to restore my memory?" Lin Anlan asked him.
Cheng Yu didn't want to, how could he want him to restore his memory, he had just come to him, he had just lived a life with him that he had never dreamed of, how could he want him to restore his memory.
He walked around the table, walked to Lin Anlan, and asked him softly, leaning on his shoulder, "Baby, is it related to what happened just now? Are you unhappy, so you're angry?"
Lin Anlan shook his head. He was not angry. Although he was a little disappointed, he understood.
He just wanted to quickly restore his memory, so that Cheng Yu could do anything with him without any scruples.
Instead of facing a lover with incomplete memory, longing for the day when his memory is complete.
"I just want to restore my memory as soon as possible, so that you don't have to worry about whether I will be unhappy when I restore my memory in the future, and we can do whatever we want."
"We can do it now." Cheng Yu said anxiously, he took Lin Anlan into his arms, the fear in his heart continued to devour him like a black hole, "Don't go, okay, I can give you anything you want, I promise you all right?"
"I'm not leaving." Lin Anlan didn't understand why he resisted so suddenly, "You can also go to my house, don't you want me to restore my memory as soon as possible?"
Cheng Yu hugged him even tighter in an instant, and he said, "It doesn't matter whether you restore your memory or not. What matters is you. As long as it's you, that's enough."
"Those in the past are not what you deliberately want to forget. It's not your fault. What I like is you, not the past memories. As long as you are here, we can keep creating new memories, so you don't need to do this. Try to remember yourself."
He looked at Lin Anlan and said eagerly, "It's my fault, I shouldn't have said that just now, I shouldn't just think about your current mood after you regained your memory, it's because of my lack of thought and negligence, Will you forgive me?"
When Lin Anlan was told by him, the grievance just now came back to his mind. He lost his memory, lost his emotional connection with everyone, and only left his trust in Cheng Yu.
He was bathed in Cheng Yu's love, peaceful and at ease, but he was also afraid, afraid that he was not the character he liked now, that he would lose patience with him one day, and that his likes would change with the time he lost his memory. Slowly fade away.
"Is the current me and my personality before my memory loss similar?" Lin Anlan asked him in a low voice.
Cheng Yu was stunned for a moment, but could not answer him.
looks like? He didn't know.
Lin Anlan has never loved him, so he has never been treated like this by Lin Anlan.
How could he know what Lin Anlan looked like in front of the person he liked
But maybe it's the same, when he faced Jiang Xu, he was always gentle and patient, full of tolerance.
Cheng Yu nodded and shook his head again, "Some are similar and some are not."
"But it's not important." Cheng Yu held his hand and kissed the back of his hand, "People are multi-faceted, so no matter what kind of character you are, it's you, and I like it."
"Then have you ever thought about it, what if I can't restore my memory all the time? Or very late at night?"
"Then you are my wife too." Cheng Yu clenched his hand tightly, "Whether you restore your memory or not, you are Lin Anlan and the person I like."
"Besides," Cheng Yu smiled, "you are also very cute now, didn't you realize that I've been peeking at you recently?"
He leaned closer to Lin Anlan's ear and said softly, "I want to kiss you secretly."
Lin Anlan's ears instantly turned red, but she couldn't help laughing and lowered her head slightly.
"So don't move back, okay? How can you move back after living together? Don't you want my husband?"
He hugged Lin Anlan and called him to please, "Wife."
Lin Anlan was so embarrassed when he said that, she could only nod in his arms.
Cheng Yu smiled and said, "I knew that my wife is the best, and my An An is the best person in the world."
Lin Anlan felt sweet and embarrassed by what he said, so she pushed him back, "Eat."
That night, Lin Anlan went to Cheng Yu's bedroom after taking a shower.
He stood at the door and said boldly, "I want to sleep with you."
His heartbeat was fast, he knew that Cheng Yu understood what he meant, but he was afraid that Cheng Yu would pretend not to understand.
He looked at Cheng Yu, simple but stubborn.
At this moment, Cheng Yu suddenly realized that Lin Anlan was actually the Lin Anlan he was most familiar with. His personality had changed, but he had not changed.
He still has his own ideas and opinions. No matter what you say or do, he will still insist on what he wants.
He thought he had persuaded Lin Anlan, but he didn't, that's why Lin Anlan appeared in his room and asked himself for the answer again.
But now Cheng Yu no longer dared to answer according to his conscience.
He couldn't bear the fear of losing Lin Anlan. The one time in the afternoon was enough to make him afraid, and he didn't dare and would not bear the second time.
Cheng Yu got out of bed, walked to Lin Anlan, bent down and hugged him, all the way to his bed.
He looked at Lin Anlan sitting on the bed obediently, with joy in his eyes. He felt that human nature was really fragile, and conscience really couldn't stand the test.
Even if he knew that this was wrong, it was impossible. When Lin Anlan regained his memory, he would definitely hate him.
But he still gently kissed Lin Anlan's forehead, kissed his eyebrows, kissed the tip of his nose, kissed his lips, and kissed him warmly and indulgently.
He took his hand and put it on his heart, kissed him, and promised him: "In this world, whatever you want, whether I have it or not, I will give it to you."
Even if you will hate me in the future when you restore your memory, but if you want it now, I will give it to you.
He held Lin Anlan's face, kissed his lips, turned his lips bright red, and then slowly kissed his jaw and neck. His joys and sorrows, love and hatred, including peace or not, will always give way to Lin Anlan.
His conscience can't stand the test at all. As long as Lin Anlan shows his intention to retreat, he can put his conscience aside and just want to keep him.
He loves Lin Anlan, the whole world, he only likes Lin Anlan.
Amidst his deadly love, he slowly unbuttoned Lin Anlan's pajamas.
A charming room.
After everything was over, Lin Anlan leaned against Cheng Yu's arms and hugged him contentedly.
It was at this moment that he finally felt at ease, and finally merged his former self and his present self into one person again.
Cheng Yu rubbed his waist, looked at the hickey on his shoulder, and asked with some guilty conscience, "Does it hurt?"
"It hurt a little at first, but it stopped later." Lin Anlan said truthfully.
Cheng Yu wanted to see if he was swollen, but Lin Anlan stopped him, "No."
"What's wrong with this, I have to see if I need medicine for you."
Lin Anlan said in her heart that it was not you who was being watched, of course you are not ashamed, how ashamed I am.
"don't want."
Cheng Yu looked at his blushing face and guessed that he was embarrassed, so he had to give up temporarily, thinking about going to the bathroom for a while and then helping him to take a shower.
He kissed Lin Anlan and said to him, "Just sleep with me in the future."
Lin Anlan has no opinion. They have all done this kind of thing, so naturally they should sleep in the same bed, "Well."
Cheng Yu couldn't help hugging him tightly, and his heart was filled with warmth and happiness.
He cherished and carefully touched Lin Anlan's cheek, leaned closer to him and said softly, "Wife."
Lin Anlan looked at the tenderness in his eyes, thinking that he had called her like that several times, but she didn't seem to have responded to him, so she whispered back, "Husband."
Cheng Yu was shocked.
He looked at the person in front of him in disbelief and asked in surprise, "What do you call me?"
"Didn't you always call me that?" Lin Anlan said.
Cheng Yu suddenly laughed, great joy swept over him, he nodded in surprise, "Yes, yes, that's what I called you."
"You call me again."
Lin Anlan was instantly embarrassed.
Cheng Yu hugged him and shook his waist, "Honey, call me again."
Lin Anlan was ashamed to speak.
But Cheng Yu was unyielding, "Just say, wife, just say, you are the best."
Lin Anlan couldn't, so she whispered again, "Husband."
Then, he realized something was wrong.
Cheng Yu got close to him and said softly, "Let's do it again."
Lin Anlan:…
This time, Cheng Yu was obviously more excited than just now, and even more so because of his experience, he bullied Lin Anlan and hugged him by the shoulders and shouted, "Slow down."
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"Who is slower?" Cheng Yu said deliberately.
Lin Anlan glared at him angrily, but there was water vapor in his eyes, not staring, but anger, Cheng Yu only felt that he couldn't hold it anymore.
He lowered his head and kissed Lin Anlan's lips, and asked him calmly, "Who is slower?"
Lin Anlan was so angry that she grabbed him hard, and had to beg for mercy, "Husband, slow down."
Cheng Yu smiled and said, "Do you want your husband to love you?"
Lin Anlan nodded, "My husband loves me."
"Okay, I'll listen to my wife." Cheng Yu kissed the tip of his nose and slowed down.
Lin Anlan hugged his shoulder, then he breathed a sigh of relief, and then he opened his mouth and bit his shoulder.
He bites a lot, but the force is very light, and he doesn't want to bite Cheng Yu too much.
After all, he was his closest lover.
He thought so, hugged Cheng Yu tightly, and laughed slowly.