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He sighed, "In addition, Jiang Xu was emotionally unstable at that time, and he was the only one by his side. He was afraid that I would leave, and he was even more afraid that you approached me on purpose and wanted to take me away, so he didn't want me to pay attention to you. In order to restrain him, I agreed with the flow of the boat."
"So," Cheng Yu was surprised, "in fact, you are also thinking of me?"
Lin Anlan smiled and said, "Xiaohua, I'm not a saint, if you ask me, am I thinking of you? That's for sure, but the more important thing is actually Jiang Xu. For me, even that At that time, Jiang Xu's father is not your father, but anyone else's, and I will stop him and prevent Jiang Xu from appearing in front of his father to disturb the current life of his father's family."
"Because this is cruel and unnecessary, but if the other party is not Jiang Xu, although I will persuade him, I probably won't bother so much."
Cheng Yu didn't care about this, he only remembered Lin Anlan's sentence, "If you ask me, am I thinking of you? That's for sure."
He smiled and looked at Lin Anlan, "But, are you still thinking about me? Because Jiang Xu's father is not someone else's, but mine, so you still think about me, right?"
He asked a sincere and sincere question, but Lin Anlan couldn't bear to deny it, so he could only nod his head.
Cheng Yu rolled his eyes, approached him, and stared at him tenderly, "Thank you."
He said, "This is a surprise I didn't expect. When I think about it this way, I don't feel so uncomfortable in those days when you ignored me."
Cheng Yu hugged him, "Because, you are secretly protecting me."
"When I don't know, secretly and silently, I want to protect the integrity of my family and my happiness."
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"An An, thank you."
Lin Anlan didn't expect him to understand so much.
He may have protected Cheng Yu's growth invisibly, so that he did not know that his father had an illegitimate child during the important period of high school.
However, his starting point was actually for Jiang Xu.
Even Lin Anlan felt that without these, Jiang Xu was just an ordinary boy without any additional identity, and he would also promise Jiang Xu not to associate with Cheng Yu.
He already knew very well that he was such a character, and for him, the people he cared about were always higher than the people he didn't care about.
So he didn't feel that Cheng Yu had anything to thank him.
I don't even think that I have protected him.
He's just doing what he thinks is right and what he should do. In this matter, if there must be someone to thank him, it is definitely not Cheng Yu, but Jiang Xu.
Because of his persistence, there is no degenerate Jiang Xu.
Because of his obstruction, there was no Jiang Xu who went astray from the beginning.
Because of his company, Jiang Xu spent the most painful period.
However, Jiang Xu did not thank him.
The person who should thank him the most did not thank him, and the person who should not thank him thanked him because of his unintentional actions.
Humans are really amazing creatures. They obviously have half of the same genes, but their personalities are completely opposite.
Jiang Xu is still far from Cheng Yu.
Even, instead of thanking him, he carried him behind his back and met Cheng Feng when he was a freshman.
Lin Anlan didn't think that the freshman himself knew that Jiang Xu went to see Cheng Feng. If he knew, then things should never have developed to the current situation.
According to his plan in the third year of high school, he and Cheng Yu, Jiang Xu and Cheng Yu should never communicate with each other.
Cheng Yu will never know the true relationship between Jiang Xu and him.
As for Jiang Xu, he would keep this secret in a place far away from Cheng Yu, within his own constraints, only the two of them and his parents would know.
However, Jiang Xu went to see Cheng Feng.
Even now, Jiang Xu and Cheng Yu meet again and again.
Is there something else going on in the middle
Did he find that Jiang Xu went to see Cheng Feng behind his back
Otherwise, how could he and Cheng Yu become lovers
According to his assumption, he would never approach Cheng Yu, let alone a lover, not even a friend
But he actually became Cheng Yu's boyfriend. What happened in between
What did Cheng Yu do? Or what did Jiang Xu do
Lin Anlan was very curious, he couldn't remember, he could only ask Cheng Yu for help, "Why did we become lovers?"
He frowned, "According to what I thought at the time, I wouldn't be with you, so how did I promise you?"
"Did Jiang Xu do something again?"
Cheng Yu panicked in an instant, the joy and tenderness that had been in his heart just faded in an instant and turned pale.
He could only dryly try to cover up, "Because I've been chasing you for a long time."
Lin Anlan felt that this was not the real reason.
Cheng Yu may have really chased him for a long time, but this is definitely not the main reason why he is with him.
The death of his father may count as one.
However, on Jiang Xu's side, something else must have happened.
Otherwise, according to his own character, he would never be with Cheng Yu and make the muddy water even more muddy.
But what is it
"Behind Jiang Xu, did you find your father?" he asked Cheng Yu.
At this rare moment, Cheng Yu was still able to analyze the answer that was beneficial to him in a panic.
"Yes," he said.
This is the truth, he did not lie to Lin Anlan.
Lin Anlan sighed, and he guessed it.
The beginning of everything is difficult. Once there is a first time, there will be a second time, a third time, and an infinite number of times.
Jiang Xu couldn't get the recognition he wanted. His father didn't recognize him. He desperately wanted to grab the straw. He would only go to him for the second and third time without knowing it. The father, I hope he can face himself.
"Then your father, do you recognize him?"
Cheng Yu sneered and said, "An An, I said before, 'Those who insisted on having children for him were abandoned by him'. He never lacked women who wanted to have children for him, but he was one Never mind. Jiang Xu was, is now, and will only continue to be in the future."
Lin Anlan looked at him with a calm expression, and felt that he was very confident, "But if the two of us are together, there will be no children. Will your father allow this?"
"He's not the only child in the Cheng family. It'll be fine to adopt one from my uncle."
Lin Anlan felt sensitively, "This, he might not be willing, right?"
Cheng Yu chuckled, "Is he willing to be of any use? Am I still considering his wishes?"
He patted Lin Anlan's head, "Don't worry about these, what is mine must be mine, I won't let it, and no one else is qualified to take it. After all these years, I'm not just a star."
Lin Anlan understood, it seemed that Cheng Yu should have left him behind.
"No wonder Jiang Xu kept saying that I came to you for him and wanted you to take me home to meet my parents."
"Do you want to see him?" Cheng Yu asked him.
Lin Anlan was surprised, "It's too early."
Cheng Yu smiled, "Then it's gone."
Not first, but gone.
They wouldn't get married anyway, and there was no need for Lin Anlan to meet his parents and be scrutinized by Cheng Feng.
He was reluctant.
Cheng Yu hugged him, "Anyway, you don't need it."
He kissed Lin Anlan's profile.
Lin Anlan thought that he only cared about himself and had a bad relationship with Cheng Feng, so he didn't want to let himself see Cheng Feng.
He patted Cheng Yu's back and said to him, "We still have to meet, but not now, it's still too early, let's wait until we get married soon."
"Yeah." Cheng Yu nodded, "Let's eat."
He said, "I ordered porridge for you before and you didn't drink it. Let's order another one for you."
Lin Anlan has no opinion.
He suddenly remembered something, "Xiaohua, has Jiang Xu told you about your relationship?"
Cheng Yu's hand holding the phone paused again.
He thought about it for a long time, but honestly said, "No."
Of course he knew what kind of answer was the best answer.
But it is not necessary.
The most successful lie in the world is that only one false statement is mixed in ten sentences, because the remaining nine sentences are true, so that false sentence will also look like true.
Cheng Yu has always done this. He truthfully told Lin Anlan about his relationship with Jiang Xu, and also told him about his previous relationship with him.
He explained his background, his relationship with his parents; his character, his likes and dislikes towards other people.
He only made a few minor changes to the timeline in August this year, so even if Lin Anlan walked out of his house, met other people, and even recalled some memories now, he never doubted Cheng Yu.
Because everything he said was true, and everything he said was true.
He seemed so gentle and dependable, and every word he said was confirmed in his memory and in the mouths of others.
So even now, Lin Anlan wondered why he and Cheng Yu became lovers, and he did not doubt Cheng Yu.
He was just guessing that something else had happened during his years of college and work.
After all, in his own memory, in his first memory, there was only Cheng Yu, and only the concept that Cheng Yu was his boyfriend.
Lin Anlan trusted himself very much, and the real memories in his dreams that he kept recalling made him even more trust in him.
Therefore, to this day, Cheng Yu is still one of the people he trusts most besides himself.
"That's good." Lin Anlan said, "If he really went to you and told you about it, then I would probably be really angry."
Cheng Yu shook his head, "He didn't say it, but I know. We both know each other's relationship with ourselves, but I know he knows, but he probably doesn't know and I know."
Lin Anlan took his hand and gave him a soothing smile.
If possible, he thinks it's better that Cheng Yu doesn't know, so he may be a little happier.
Cheng Yu obviously guessed what he was thinking, and denied: "If I were to choose, I would like to know that I don't like the situation where the enemy is dark and I am clear, I like the enemy to be clear and I am secret, so I will have more initiative. "
"That is, you have a good mentality. If you are an ordinary person, you are so old, and suddenly you find that your father has a son who lives outside. Even if you have a bad relationship with your father, it is hard not to be angry about it."
"Maybe." Cheng Yu didn't care.
He kissed Lin Anlan's forehead, "But I still want to thank you. If it wasn't for you, Jiang Xu would probably have told me when he knew about it in the third year of high school. Instead, he didn't say anything for so many years. ."
"This is probably the longest time he has ever endured."