seventy - seven:
Lin Anlan smiled and kissed his eyebrows gently.
"Order," he said. "I'm hungry."
Cheng Yu helped him order shrimp porridge and some snacks.
Lin Anlan didn't eat much for a day, and it was rare for her appetite to open up. She ate some snacks with shrimp porridge, and then put down her chopsticks.
Wang Cheng sent Cheng Yu a WeChat message to remind him that the shooting time was coming up, and let him not forget to return to the set.
Cheng Yu didn't want to go back, but he couldn't bear the fact that he still didn't film, so he could only let Yang Wang take care of Lin Anlan instead of him, put on a coat, and was ready to go back to work.
"Goodbye." Lin Anlan waved to him.
"You remember to take your medicine and have a good rest." Cheng Yu urged.
Lin Anlan nodded, "Got it."
He took the medicine in front of Cheng Yu, sat on the bed and started playing with his phone.
In the evening, Yang Wang went back, Lin Anlan was a little sleepy, looked at his watch, estimated the time Cheng Yu would return, and decided to wait for him.
Although he had already told Cheng Yu that he was sick, it was best for the two to sleep separately, but Cheng Yu refused without thinking.
Lin Anlan liked him after all, plus his experience was really miserable, and he felt sorry for him, so he didn't mention it again.
He flipped through the photo album he brought from home again, looked at himself growing up in the photo album, and also saw Jiang Xu who grew up in the photo album.
He was also very cute when he was a child, how can it be like this now
Blame the fuck
Probably weird, but not entirely.
Cheng Yu's mother left early, and his father didn't care about him, he still grew up healthy, and Jiang Xu...
Lin Anlan was a little frustrated. He tried so hard to hope that Jiang Xu would grow into an upright person.
He hoped that Jiang Xu could put aside his background and let go of his parents, but Jiang Xu still did not do it.
He will not take Jiang Xu's mistakes on himself, nor will he feel that Jiang Xu has become like this, and he is also responsible.
He has done a lot and worked hard, but he just didn't expect Jiang Xu to be so stubborn.
The photo turned to the group photo in the park where the two families went to play together.
Jiang Liying smiled tenderly and was beautiful.
But Lin Anlan instinctively didn't like her.
He didn't understand why before, but now he knows, because she abandoned her child, and he, like his mother, doesn't deserve to be a mother.
However, Lin Anlan remembered Jiang Xu's panicked appearance that day, standing at his door in a state of embarrassment.
Jiang Liying is back, what is she doing when she comes back
Is her husband leaving her? Or did she discover that Jiang Xu had become a star
She definitely won't miss Jiang Xu anymore. When Jiang Xu was a minor, she could have left him and walked away. Now, it would be too ridiculous to think about missing him.
The wind picked up, and Lin Anlan heard the sound of raindrops hitting the window.
Crackling, banging, knocking on the glass.
Lin Anlan got out of bed and drew the curtains. He guessed that Cheng Yu should be back soon.
Cheng Yu was faster than he expected. The sudden rainstorm interrupted the shooting plan, and everyone stopped work and rested first.
"Is it better?" Cheng Yu asked concerned.
"It's much better, go take a bath, don't let me get sick, and you get sick again."
Cheng Yu heard the words and asked him, "Will you take care of me when I'm sick?"
"Of course."
"Then I kind of hope I get sick." Cheng Yu smiled.
Lin Anlan couldn't help laughing and laughing, "Go take a shower and drink more hot water. I'll take care of you even if you're not sick, so join in the fun of being sick."
Cheng Yu went into the bathroom with a smile, took a shower, and then drank a cup of hot water.
It was raining heavily outside, and Lin Anlan's phone rang.
He glanced at it, it was Jiang Xu's text message.
Jiang Xu: [Xiaolan, it's raining, rest early. 】
Lin Anlan didn't make sense. He had a hunch that Jiang Xu would come to him in the near future. After all, last time, he asked a question he shouldn't have asked, but he was not sure that he could hide it this time.
Although he already knew that the "she" in Jiang Xu's mouth was Jiang Liying, and also knew the past of Jiang Liying and Jiang Xu, he still had many other things he didn't know.
His memory was too scattered, Jiang Xu wanted to try him, but he couldn't hide it.
It would be great if he had the habit of writing a diary, Lin Anlan thought, but judging from some of the memories he had recovered, he didn't.
Alas, Lin Anlan sighed and lay down in the quilt.
When Cheng Yu returned to the bedroom, he saw Lin Anlan lying obediently under the pure white quilt, only showing his head, which looked very painful.
He walked over and poked Lin Anlan's face, "How good."
Lin Anlan opened his mouth and gestured to bite his fingers, but Cheng Yu smiled and retracted his hand, bowed his head and kissed him.
With the wind and rain outside the window, Cheng Yu kissed softly and lingeringly, accompanied by the rising ambiguity in the room, it was a warm room.
He hugged Lin Anlan and lay down beside him, took the person into his arms, and turned off the light.
Before going to bed, Lin Anlan closed his eyes and whispered with him, "Xiaohua, if Jiang Xu comes to me in a few days to test me, I can't hide it, I'll showdown with him."
Cheng Yu's heart skipped a beat, and he was silent, "Yeah".
"Then you must not believe any of his words, and you must not be deceived by him."
"Well." Lin Anlan rubbed in his arms, "I only trust you, don't worry."
Cheng Yu wasn't so relieved, but he didn't have a better solution. Jiang Xu wanted to test, but most of them were private memories between them. Cheng Yu didn't know, because he was not allowed to intervene at all.
Just like Lin Anlan's birthday, Jiang Xu knew, but he never knew.
Cheng Yu hugged him unconsciously, kissed his forehead cherishly, and said softly, "Wife."
Lin Anlan opened her eyes and glanced at him in the dark, thinking, is he afraid? Afraid that Jiang Xu will use his amnesia to provoke their relationship
"It's all right," he said. "I won't trust him, don't worry."
After he finished speaking, he kissed him comfortingly, and said softly, "Husband."
Cheng Yu got the title he wanted, but he still couldn't let it go.
Although he knew that this day would come sooner or later, once he really realized that it was about to come, he couldn't help but be afraid.
Jiang Xu will not let Lin Anlan, who has amnesia, stay by his side, he has a hundred ways to break them up.
He just didn't realize that Lin Anlan had already deviated from his orbit, so he only appeared occasionally to make him unhappy.
But once he realized that Lin Anlan might really leave him, he would not be able to bear it and would try his best to expose his lies.
As long as it's a lie, there are always loopholes. Lin Anlan might not hesitate to believe him at first, but when Jiang Xu attacked him again and again, Lin Anlan would always be suspicious.
His good days are really running out.
Cheng Yu hugged Lin Anlan tightly, and kissed him several times in the dark.
He fell asleep amidst worry and fear.
He was still scared, scared and scared.
He saw Lin Anlan in the boundless darkness, and he hurriedly chased after him, but he couldn't catch up.
He anxiously called him, "An An."
Lin Anlan looked back at him, her eyes were cold, and his eyes were full of disgust. He said, "Cheng Yu, when we confirm our relationship, is there any evidence?"
"No." Cheng Yu stood still and replied dryly.
"Is there any physical evidence?"
"nor."
"Then what evidence do you have?"
Nothing, because this is inherently false.
Lin Anlan smiled and said, "I still want to stop Jiang Xu from destroying your peaceful life, but what about you? Are you just repaying me like this? You are so disgusting!"
Cheng Yu woke up instantly.
He sat up, his back covered in cold sweat.
He took two breaths tremblingly and quickly, and in the darkness, he turned to look at Lin Anlan beside him.
He couldn't see Lin Anlan's expression clearly, but he still felt guilty.
He kept muttering, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
But it was useless. He knew it was wrong, so he wouldn't stop there, he would just go his own way and keep making mistakes.
Cheng Yu sat on the bed, and the sound of rain outside the window tickled, hitting the leaves, and then fell to the ground along the veins of the leaves.
He got out of bed and walked into the living room.
He looked at the rain outside the window. The rain was urgent, and many branches and leaves on the tree were blown out of shape.
Cheng Yu wanted to smoke, but he remembered that he had stopped smoking for a long time. He quit smoking for Lin Anlan. He had not smoked for two or three months.
He was already very familiar with Lin Anlan's life by his side.
He didn't want Lin Anlan to leave.
He looked at the rain outside the window and stood quietly and alone.
When Lin Anlan leaned towards the other side in a daze, he vaguely realized that something was wrong. He opened his eyes and found that Cheng Yu was not by his side.
Did you go to the toilet? Lin Anlan thought.
He closed his eyes and waited for Cheng Yu to come back, but after waiting for a while, there was still no movement.
Lin Anlan was puzzled, he rubbed his eyelids and got out of bed.
When walking to the living room, Lin Anlan turned on the light, only to see Cheng Yu standing in front of the window, looking back at him, she was surprised for a moment.
"Why did you get up?" Cheng Yu came over.
"I should ask you this." Lin Anlan said, "Why did you get up and still stand by the window?"
Cheng Yu smiled and lied to him, "I came out to get a glass of water, but I couldn't sleep, so I stood in front of the window for a while."
"Why can't you sleep?"
"I had a nightmare." Cheng Yu said, "I woke up when I dreamed that you were gone."
"The dream is the opposite, which means that we will always be together." Lin Anlan comforted him.
Cheng Yu nodded and walked with him towards the bedroom.
When the two returned to the bed, Lin Anlan asked him, "Are you still worried, afraid that Jiang Xu would know that I lost my memory and provoke us, and I believe him."
Cheng Yu glanced at him and did not deny it.
"Do you have so little confidence in me?" Lin Anlan asked him.
Cheng Yu shook his head and said, "It's not that I don't have confidence in you, it's just that I didn't have confidence in you all those years."
"An An, I actually like you now." He suddenly said, "You have no memory, only me in your heart, and only me in your eyes. You have me every day, and I am the one who has been with you the longest. , so I am very happy."
"However, you who have all your memories, you spent more than ten years with Jiang Xu. You have many secrets that I don't know, and there are many times that I can't squeeze in."
"It's not that I don't believe you, I'm just scared."
"I'm afraid that Jiang Xu will tell you about the ten years you have shared together. I'm afraid that I alone will not be able to beat the feelings you have had for more than ten years and thousands of days and nights."
Lin Anlan was stunned.
Of course he could feel that Cheng Yu was uneasy, otherwise he wouldn't have such a dream.
He just didn't expect that Cheng Yu would think so much, and he would prefer this self who has amnesia now.
"You don't want me to regain my memory."
Cheng Yu raised his hand to cover his eyes, not wanting him to see the greed in his eyes.
"Yes," he said. "I'm not as good as you think. I'm a lot more selfish than you think."
"very many."
He is essentially the same as Jiang Xu, both selfish and greedy.
They inherited the selfishness of Cheng Feng and put it badly on the people they cared about most.
What is the difference between him and Jiang Xu
They are all the same, the same sorry for Lin Anlan, the same hurt Lin Anlan, they are indeed Cheng Feng's son, half-brother.
In Lin Anlan's life, the last thing he should have encountered was the two of them.
"An An, there is one thing I want to tell you in advance." He said softly, paving the way for himself before a rainy day, "We are in an underground love, so when we confirmed our relationship, no one knew, and there was no written record. If Jiang Xu uses this to provoke our feelings, don't believe it."
Lin Anlan nodded, "Okay."
Cheng Yu let go of his hand, smiled at him, and said, "Go to sleep."
Lin Anlan looked at him, but didn't move.
"What's wrong?" Cheng Yu was puzzled.
Lin Anlan reached out and hugged him, he hugged Cheng Yu, and said to him very gently, "I haven't fully recovered my memory, I just remembered a little bit, so don't be afraid."
"Besides, although Jiang Xu and I have had a relationship for the past ten years, we will have a relationship for the next few decades, so whether I restore my memory or not, you don't have to worry, because the past has passed, But the future is what we have to cherish.”
Biquge
He held Cheng Yu's face and kissed him on the lips.
"Xiaohua, as I am currently amnesiac, I am very happy, because I have always been with you, even if I don't remember anything, I feel very relaxed and relieved. So, even if I regain my memory, you will The most important person to me, because I won't have a second experience like this, and you, and only you, are fully involved in my period."