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"No, it's not normal for you to forget this."
Jiang Xu looked at him anxiously, with thoughts in his mind, but he didn't dare to guess.
Lin Anlan looked at his anxious and worried eyes, and simply showed him the cards, "I forgot, I lost some memories in my mind, about you, about my parents, about Cheng Yu, everyone has it. Missing, that's fair enough, so I don't think it's a big deal."
Jiang Xu was shocked.
Before he came, he guessed countless possibilities. He even thought about whether Lin Anlan had amnesia, but he denied it again. Amnesia is too dramatic and impossible.
However, he did not expect that what he thought was the most impossible thing turned out to be the truth of the matter.
"You lost your memory." Jiang Xu looked at him in horror, "When did you lose your memory? What do you remember?"
"Not long ago, I remembered that Cheng Yu was my boyfriend, that you were my friend, and that Zosia was my manager, right?"
"Of course not!" Jiang Xu grabbed his arm, wishing to instill his memory into him, "Cheng Yu is not your boyfriend! He is not! How do you think he is your boyfriend? He is lying to you of!"
Jiang Xu panicked. For the first time, he realized how serious the current situation was.
He had always thought that Lin Anlan was pranking, that Lin Anlan was trying to be angry with him, that Lin Anlan was acting for him and Cheng Yu.
But now, he suddenly discovered that everything may not be what he thought.
Lin Anlan lost his memory, Lin Anlan stayed by Cheng Yu's side all the time, so Cheng Yu could do too much!
He can completely fabricate a fake memory for Lin Anlan, and he can completely deceive Lin Anlan and realize his long-cherished wish.
No wonder Lin Anlan will always protect Cheng Yu now, no wonder he will quarrel with himself for Cheng Yu.
He thought that Lin Anlan was just acting on the scene, and he also advised him not to do so, but now it seems that it is Cheng Yu who lied to him!
"This liar! He's crazy and shameless!"
"You're shameless." Lin Anlan retorted, "Didn't you hear clearly? I remembered that he was my boyfriend, not that he lied to me. If you say it like this, I still remember that you were my friend, too. Did you deceive me?"
Jiang Xu was helpless, "I'm different from him."
"That's really different, he's not as shameless as you."
"Xiaolan." Jiang Xu simply didn't know how to persuade him.
"Don't hold such hostility towards me, okay? I won't lie to you. In this world, there is only me that you can completely trust."
Lin Anlan sneered, "Really? I don't believe it."
He looked at Jiang Xu, tilted his head and asked him, "Are you credible? We agreed back then that if you didn't go to Cheng Feng, I ignored Cheng Yu. I really didn't pay attention to him later, but what about you? Did you go to Cheng Feng?"
Jiang Xu instantly lost his voice.
There was a flicker of panic in his eyes, and he said, "I don't."
"Say it again." Lin Anlan approached him and stared into his eyes.
Jiang Xu wanted to lie to him, but he had almost never lied to him since he was a child. He had no experience of lying in front of Lin Anlan, especially now, when Lin Anlan stared into his eyes seriously.
He instinctively said with a guilty conscience, "I, I have no choice."
"There's no way? There's no way?" Lin Anlan looked at him mockingly, "What did you say when you promised me back then, and what happened? Jiang Xu, is Yang Fengyin disobedient fun? You're so embarrassed to say that it's only you. , I can totally trust."
"Don't you feel guilty?"
"I just, I just want a family."
Jiang Xu held his hand, and Lin Anlan threw it away.
Jiang Xu said in a panic, "I look at you every day, and watch your family enjoying themselves. Xiaolan, I also want a father, and I also want a family, do you understand?"
"I said, you want family, I can be your family!"
"It's different." Jiang Xu argued, "I can be your family too, but I can't replace your father, can I? I just want to have a father, like you, to have an elder of my own."
"But does your father recognize you?" Lin Anlan said angrily, "If he wanted to recognize you, he should have known that someone like you existed. Has he ever looked for you? Does he want to recognize you? Even now, If he recognized you, you wouldn't dare to tell me that you went to see him secretly behind my back, and he didn't recognize you, did he? He didn't recognize you as his son at all, did he?"
Jiang Xu's face turned pale.
He was silent for a long time before he said hoarsely, "Yes, he doesn't want to recognize me."
"You should have thought of that."
"However, I am indeed his son. I just lost because I didn't have the surname Yu. Otherwise, he would be willing to admit that I was his son!"
Lin Anlan thought it was ridiculous, he said, "Jiang Xu, make it clear, you are the son of your mother and Cheng Feng, you can never be surnamed Yu, if you want to be surnamed Yu, then there will be no Jiang Xu in the world. , your genes, half of your bloodline, come from your mother, only the combination of her and Cheng Feng can give birth to you, and she will always be Jiang Liying."
"I know, so I accepted it, didn't I?"
"Did you accept it? If you accept it, why are you resenting Cheng Yu now?"
"From start to finish, what did he do wrong? What right do you have to hate him?!"
"Xiaolan!" Jiang Xu excitedly said, "Can you not speak for him? You know that I hate him!"
"What right do you have to hate him!" Lin Anlan snapped.
"His existence is enough to make me hate it!" Jiang Xu shouted, "I hate his identity, I hate that he was born with a father! Obviously everyone is Cheng Feng's son, he doesn't have to do anything, Cheng Feng will Call him a son and he will accept him, but what about me? No matter how I show my closeness to him, he just thinks I don't exist!"
"He already has Cheng Feng, and he has to be like a dog..."
Lin Anlan raised her hand and pinched the sides of her cheeks, interrupting his words, "If you dare to say this again, next time, I should really fight with you."
He let go, Jiang Xu couldn't believe it, "Xiaolan, what did you say?"
"You said you were going to fight for him and me?"
His eyes were full of disbelief, he looked at Lin Anlan sadly and unwillingly, and then, as if deliberately experimenting, deliberately trying to anger Lin Anlan, he said loudly, "Did I say something wrong? He Not just a dog, a dog staring at you all the time, a dog dog…”
"Bang", Lin Anlan raised his hand and gave him a punch.
With coldness in his eyes, he said, "You really disappoint me."
Lin Anlan turned around and wanted to open the door, but Jiang Xu hurriedly stopped him.
Lin Anlan threw his hand and got out of the car.
Seeing him coming out, Yang Wang quickly greeted him and asked, "Brother Lin, are you finished talking?"
"I don't want to see Jiang Xu again today. If he wants to come to me later, you are responsible for stopping him. If you can't stop him, call the bodyguard."
Yang Wang was surprised. He looked at the coldness on Lin Anlan's face, and he didn't know what happened in the car, but it should have been a quarrel, otherwise, Brother Lin wouldn't have said that.
Yang Wang nodded quickly, "Okay."
Lin Anlan walked towards the shooting area.
He looked down at the hand he had just hit Jiang Xu, and he probably should have hit him a long time ago.
What to do if the child is not obedient, most of them are useless, just beat him.
Since Jiang Liying left, Jiang Xu has never been beaten again.
He felt sorry for Jiang Xu, and projected his childhood experiences on Jiang Xu. Although he restrained him, he couldn't stare at him all the time because of his own affairs.
He thought that Jiang Xu would grow up and realize that parents who are not worthy of being parents are not worth waiting for. He will understand that if the other party doesn't love you, then you shouldn't waste your feelings on the other party.
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However, after so many years, Jiang Xu is still stubborn about his parents and stubborn about this unnecessary relationship.
He didn't hate Cheng Feng, he longed for Cheng Feng to recognize him, so the only Cheng Yu who was admitted by Cheng Feng, who inherited his surname and matched his father and son, became the object of his hatred.
He didn't even slow down his hatred for Cheng Yu as he got older, but it intensified and his desire became deeper.
Lin Anlan knew from the beginning that Jiang Xu could not get too close to Cheng Yu.
He would involuntarily compare with him, would be jealous of him, would hate him, but he did not expect that after so many years, Cheng Yu did not take the initiative to approach him, he still envied him and hated him.
Just because he is Cheng Feng's son? Just because Cheng Yu has been looking at him all the time, does he want to chase him
Lin Anlan couldn't understand.
He can understand the pain of seventeen-year-old Jiang Xu, but he can't understand twenty-five-year-old Jiang Xu's desire for his father.
There was never a biological father in his memory, and his adoptive father was a very good person.
He is too good, so Lin Anlan is very clear that he will not miss the growth of his children at all.
He can even raise children who are not related to him as his own son, let alone his own son
He sighed, walked slowly into the shooting area, and sat down on his chair.
Seeing him leave with a nonchalant expression, Zosia came back with a heavy face and asked him, "What's wrong?"
"It's nothing, I think the joys and sorrows of human beings are probably not the same. The same thing, everyone's way of dealing with it, is completely different."
"It's normal," Zosia said. "Otherwise, humans can just copy and paste, so who else would they need? The uniqueness of human beings is not that he has ideas, whether he is smart or stupid, he is unique and special. ."
"Then he is really stupid." Lin Anlan said.
"You mean Jiang Xu?"
"Otherwise, can it still be me?" Lin Anlan glanced at him.
Zosia: …
Zosia deeply felt that Lin Anlan, who hadn't found out that she had been deceived yet, was actually not that smart.
But obviously, he is still smarter than Jiang Xu.
When Jiang Xu recovered from the surprise of being beaten by Lin Anlan, Lin Anlan had been gone for a while.
He sat in the car in disbelief and was stunned for a while before he opened the door and got out of the car, hurriedly trying to chase after Lin Anlan.
Seeing him coming out, Yang Wang quickly stopped him and said to him, "Brother Jiang, Brother Lin said that he doesn't want to see you today, so don't go there, or Brother Lin should scold me."
"He told you that he doesn't want to see me today?" Jiang Xu said in a daze.