eighty three:
"Sure." Lin Anlan said.
Zosia couldn't, but could only agree.
Cheng Yu didn't know whether it was happiness or sadness for a while, and always felt that he seemed to be in trouble.
"I really don't want you to not meet, and I don't think it's necessary for you."
"I know, but I think so."
"Cheng Yu, you don't understand, I feel so disappointed, so disappointed that I'm a little tired. If I can't change him, then I'll leave him. At least, I want him to know clearly that I don't like his behavior. , he is like this, I will never be friends with him again."
Cheng Yu felt that he understood, but the source of this matter was himself, so he was always guilty.
Can Jiang Xu still have the correct three views
He doesn't think so.
And after regaining his memory, will Lin Anlan feel that it was his fault and that it was caused by him.
Cheng Yu couldn't be sure.
He seemed to have done something stupid and shot himself in the foot, and while the removal of the rock made him happy, it hurt to hit his foot.
So Cheng Yu regretted it, he was too anxious to pave the way for himself, he should proceed step by step, and should let Lin Anlan be disappointed again and again in his conversation with Jiang Xu, rather than his appearance, adding fire to this disappointment in advance.
But things have come to this point, Cheng Yu regret is useless, so he can only take a step by step, always ready to patch himself in the next place.
Jiang Xu was very surprised when he found that the security guard stopped him.
He came to the crew several times, and it was considered unobstructed. After all, he was a star, and his coffee position was not small. He said that he came to visit the crew, and the crew naturally welcomed him, but now, the security stopped him.
"I'm here to visit Lin Anlan, you should know who I am, right?"
"I know, but Mr. Lin said he didn't accept visits recently, and he explained it, especially you."
Jiang Xu: …
Jiang Xu hurriedly sent a text message to Lin Anlan: [Xiaolan, what's wrong with not accepting my visit? 】
Lin Anlan looked at the text message unsurprisingly, her mood was very calm.
He thought for a while and called Jiang Xu.
Jiang Xu didn't expect Lin Anlan to call, so he picked it up quickly, "Hello."
"Not accepting your visit means we don't want to meet again." Lin Anlan's tone was very soft.
Jiang Xu didn't understand, "Why? I have something to tell you. You haven't finished listening to me about Cheng Yu."
"I don't want to hear it." Lin Anlan said, "Jiang Xu, do you really have no guilt towards Cheng Yu?"
Jiang Xu: …
"Did he tell you this?" he asked, "he's really scheming, why didn't he say that he treats you as an item and wants to exchange Cheng Feng with me for you, are you a commodity? His family affection is Commodities? Can this kind of thing be exchanged?!”
"It's not impossible." Lin Anlan replied unexpectedly to Jiang Xu, "Don't you want your father very much, then you go to Cheng Feng, don't come to me again."
"Xiaolan, what nonsense are you talking about!"
"I'm not talking nonsense, I've thought about it very seriously. For so many years, since the third year of high school, I've told you that Cheng Feng is not your father, but Cheng Yu's father. We said good to each other, you don't go to Cheng Feng, I don't want to go to Cheng Yu, Cheng Feng belongs to Cheng Yu, I belong to you. I hope you can let go of Cheng Feng and Cheng Yu, I hope you can grow up healthy without comparison, without jealousy. Your origin is not up to you, but yours Growth is something you can control. But you give up on yourself."
"I… "
"Do you really have no guilt towards Cheng Yu? Even for a minute, do you?" Lin Anlan asked him.
Jiang Xu did not speak.
"You really, Bai has received so many years of higher education. You have given up on yourself, why should I worry about you?"
Thinker
"Jiang Xu, I don't want to see you again until your three views are sound. I don't think I need a friend with wrong three views. If my friend does something wrong, I will help him, I will let him correct, But if he goes his own way and doesn't change his mistakes, then I will leave him."
"Because I am very disappointed in him, and I have worked hard for myself, but I am very disappointed that I can't get results."
Lin Anlan hung up the phone.
Jiang Xu stared blankly at the phone, but didn't speak for a long time.
They seemed to have returned to the day they quarreled, and Lin Anlan asked him angrily, "Look at the way you are now, don't you feel disgusted? What TV series are you filming, you can go directly to "Society and Law" without makeup! "
"How can you do this, has your three views been eaten by a dog? Did it eat your brain when it ate it? So you can think of such a thing and say such things to me!"
"Jiang Xu, am I not good enough for you? So you are still not satisfied, you are still obsessed with what you want at the age of 17, you are already 25 years old, and after this birthday, you will be 25 years old. After so many years, How can you go around and still stand in the same place!"
"I thought I had walked a long way with you. I thought you should have let go after so many years, but why are you still standing there."
"You are so disappointing to me."
"No, it's probably you who make me sick. You really don't know me at all."
He let Lin Anlan down again. Before his memory loss, he let Lin Anlan down. After his memory loss, he let Lin Anlan down again.
Once again, it was because of Cheng Yu.
Jiang Xu sat in the car and couldn't get out.
He quickly sent a text message to Lin Anlan: [I was wrong, it was my three views that were wrong, I felt guilty about him, I know he was not wrong, it was my fault. 】
Jiang Xu: [Xiaolan, don't be disappointed, don't be angry, can I know if I'm wrong? I won't be like this anymore. 】
Jiang Xu: [I really didn't want to disappoint you, how could I be willing to disappoint you? 】
But Lin Anlan did not reply to him.
Jiang Xu parked the car at the entrance of the crew and refused to leave. Yang Wang received the news and told Lin Anlan.
Lin Anlan didn't lift her eyelids, she only said, "Let him go."
He remembered something again and asked Cheng Yu, "You should be more reliable than the crew, if you don't want anyone to appear."
Cheng Yu: …
Cheng Yu didn't know what to say, he could do it, but he didn't dare to take part in the friendship between Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu.
That was the 18th year of Lin Anlan, the 18th year of Jiang Xu's incomparable confidence, and the 18th year of daunting after suffering.
"Don't let Jiang Xu appear, whether it's the crew or the hotel, leave it to you." Lin Anlan laughed.
Cheng Yu nodded helplessly, "Okay."
The shooting went on smoothly, and Jiang Xu never appeared again.
He would still wait at the entrance of the crew or the hotel, but if Lin Anlan didn't show up, he couldn't wait.
Jiang Xu asked him: [Do you want me? Are you going to abandon me too? 】
Lin Anlan didn't read his text messages. He looked at the script with a low profile face very serious.
Jiang Xu panicked and waited not far away, although it was not very far away, but he could not see the person within reach in his memory, and could not wait for a response from the other party.
Did he really want to abandon him
Will Lin Anlan abandon him too
How could Lin Anlan abandon him
In this world, isn't the only person he can trust is Lin Anlan
But why didn't Lin Anlan see him
Jiang Xu got out of the car and tried desperately to break into the hotel, but was stopped.
In the end, he remembered that he was still a star, and there was no way to roll around in the hotel. He could only go back to the car and texted Lin Anlan again, apologizing and begging for his forgiveness.
Jiang Xu suddenly discovered that his actions now are very similar to himself a few months ago.
At that time, he quarreled with Lin Anlan, and he was terrified. Lin Anlan had never been so angry and said such serious things to him.
He even blocked his WeChat and didn't answer the phone.
He could only keep sending text messages, praying for Lin Anlan's forgiveness.
He said he was wrong, he shouldn't be like this, he won't be like this anymore.
He said he didn't want anything, he didn't want anything, as long as Lin Anlan was by his side, he could want nothing.
But then what...
Then, he found that Lin Anlan went to Cheng Yu's place, and he thought that Lin Anlan still wanted to help him after all.
So he thought he could have both.
He started to contact Cheng Feng again, he thought, when he became rich, he would give Lin Anlan everything he wanted.
However, what Lin Anlan wanted at first was to keep him away from Cheng Feng and Cheng Yu
How could he possibly help himself
How could a person of his character be willing to deceive Cheng Yu's feelings and help himself
He had been wrong from the beginning.
So he did it wrong from the start.
Therefore, he disappointed Lin Anlan again.
He didn't let his mother down, even his mother could not want him.
He disappointed Lin Anlan twice, and Lin Anlan could naturally not want him.
Jiang Xu regretted it. At this moment, he completely regretted it.
For him, everything in the world is a bubble of prosperity, but Lin Anlan is the mainstay that supports his mind not to collapse. When this mainstay is there, he can chase prosperity without any scruples, but once this mainstay is there After leaving, all his unease will be released, and everything in this world, no matter how beautiful, he has no heart to appreciate.
Lin Anlan has been with him for too long. He was born without a father, and his mother also chose to leave the stage in the middle. Only Lin Anlan, only Lin Anlan has been holding him and walking with him.
Jiang Xu in his youth felt that Lin Anlan was the best person in the world. He thought that when he grew up, he would give him everything he wanted.
In his youth, Jiang Xu felt that Lin Anlan was the most reassuring person in this world. He would never leave him, so he should also understand his desire for fatherly love.
He unknowingly betrayed himself when he was a teenager, but he never realized his betrayal.
It was not until this moment that Jiang Xu realized that he would also leave him.
When he was disappointed with himself again and again, he would also choose to give up and turn around and leave.
There are so many good people in this world that he can see, he can see it, Cheng Yu can also see it, and so can others.
So Lin Anlan could leave him, but he couldn't leave Lin Anlan.
[I was wrong, Xiaolan, I will never see Cheng Feng again, really. 】
He sent the text message, however, there was no response.
Jiang Xu asked him word by word: [It doesn't mean that I didn't see me before the three views were perfect, then I now know that I was wrong and corrected it, why don't you reply to me? 】
Still no reply.
Lin Anlan was already asleep.
He has waited for Jiang Xu, just like he once waited for his mother, but he didn't wait, he was tired, so he chose to give up on them.
When Lin Anlan woke up the next day, he found that there were a bunch of unread text messages displayed on his mobile phone.
This weekend, we are going to film the last episode of "The Backpacker", so Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu rushed the filming schedule and set off on time on the weekend morning.
The recording location this time is still abroad. As the last episode of the finale, the program team specially selected a small island with pleasant scenery, ready to let the stars play some confrontational games while showing their good bodies.
After Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu arrived in country S, they got into the car sent by the program team.
The director who was filming saw Lin Anlan and said with a smile, "An Lan might have a surprise when she arrives at the hotel in a while~"
Lin Anlan was surprised, "Surprise?"
The director smiled, "You'll know in a while."
Lin Anlan thought they had prepared some kind of gift, and guessed the so-called surprise with anticipation, but when he arrived at the hotel, he didn't know what the director's so-called surprise was.
—Jiang Xu is even here!