The smoke burned his hand, and Cheng Yu woke up from his memory. He glanced at the cigarette in his hand, slowly pressed it out, and walked back.
He opened the door and, worried that his pajamas smelled of tobacco, took off his clothes and went to bed.
Lin Anlan sensed that he was back, and cuddled into his arms, asking him in a daze, "What's the matter?"
"Family affairs are not a big deal." Cheng Yu said.
After hearing what he said, Lin Anlan didn't ask any more questions, and fell asleep with peace of mind.
Cheng Yu waited until the blanket was warm, then finally hugged Lin Anlan again and hugged him tightly.
No matter what happens in the future, at least now, Lin Anlan belongs to him.
The next morning, Cheng Yu still woke up earlier than Lin Anlan.
He lay with Lin Anlan for a while, and after Lin Anlan woke up, he told him about the script.
"I think this play is not bad, and it's Director Zhang's movie, so I really want to play it with you."
Lin Anlan was reluctant.
"No," he refused. "I don't want to act."
"Why?" Cheng Yu asked.
Lin Anlan looked at him and felt that he was really not sensitive at all, "We are a couple. In this scene, Jing Huan has a crush on Gu Shuyu. What if others see that we are a couple?"
"How could it be." Cheng Yu advised him, "the more they are like this, the less they will think about it. Even if we pretend to be close, everyone will only think that we are selling corruption."
Lin Anlan shook her head, "I don't like it anyway."
Cheng Yu was a little disappointed, "But, I want to act with you."
"Then there will be other suitable scripts in the future." Lin Anlan smiled.
Cheng Yu couldn't laugh. For him, this was the most suitable script. Jing Huan liked Gu Shuyu, he liked Lin Anlan, Gu Shuyu didn't like Jing Huan, and Lin Anlan didn't love him either.
This is the most suitable script, and there will be nothing more suitable than this.
What's more, these two words in the future are too extravagant for him.
Who knows when Lin Anlan will regain his memory, maybe tomorrow, maybe next month, how can he dare to take out a loan for future happiness.
"I really like this script." Cheng Yu said seriously, "An An, I really want to play Jing Huan and want you to play Gu Shuyu, can you, because of me, you promise this time, as long as this time , in the future, I will never embarrass you on this kind of thing."
Lin Anlan frowned.
Cheng Yu looked at him expectantly.
Lin Anlan was helpless, so she had to let the footpath, "I'll think about it."
Cheng Yu instantly became happy and kept kissing him, "My wife is so nice, I know my wife is the best."
Lin Anlan couldn't help laughing at what he said. He really didn't want to play such a role. As the so-called thief has a guilty conscience, which thief dares to sway in front of the owner, not to mention that he has a variety show with Cheng Yu, and now there is another movie, this is not obvious Are you going to kick the cabinet door
Lin Anlan sighed in her heart, thinking, why doesn't Cheng Yu understand
They got out of bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower. Cheng Yu was still cooking, and Lin Anlan sat on the sofa thinking about how to reject him without making him uncomfortable.
He thought about it for a long time, but couldn't come up with a method, so he could only tentatively ask while eating, "Do you want us all to participate?"
He thoughtfully said, "If you really like it, I don't object to you playing it, I just don't want to play this role myself."
Cheng Yu paused for his hand holding the vegetables, but still put the vegetables into his bowl, and just asked him calmly, "Do you mind if I like other boys?"
"It's just acting, it's all work, I understand."
Cheng Yu looked at him with sadness in his heart.
He asked, "Do you really want to play Gu Shuyu?"
Lin Anlan nodded, "If I like girls, then I will play this role, I won't feel anything, but because I like you, I always feel guilty."
"But Gu Shuyu doesn't like Jing Huan, but Jing Huan likes him."
"It's the same." Lin Anlan said, "It's not that I don't like you, as long as I like you, it's the same."
Cheng Yu was silent.
Seeing that he stopped talking, Lin Anlan lowered her head to pay attention to his expression, and asked in a low voice, "Are you angry?"
"No." Cheng Yu smiled.
His smile was very light. He smiled clearly, but there was inexplicable sadness in his eyes. He said, "If you don't like it, forget it. I'm just talking about it casually.
After he finished speaking, he gave Lin Anlan his favorite dish again, and then lowered his head to eat.
Lin Anlan suddenly felt guilty.
Not only is he guilty, but he is also a little distressed.
He tried to persuade Cheng Yu, "Don't we have another variety show? The variety show was recorded together."
Cheng Yu nodded, "Yeah."
"When we meet a suitable script in the future, we can also act together. It's not that we are all young, and we won't stop acting in two years."
"Um."
Lin Anlan gave him a chopstick dish, "I'm sorry."
"It's okay." Cheng Yu smiled at him, "It's not a big deal. If you don't like it, don't act. It's okay."
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He said that, but Lin Anlan felt that he seemed sad.
He reluctantly smiled and nodded, thinking that when there is a suitable opportunity in the future, it will not be too late for him to compensate Cheng Yu at that time.
After all, there is not a single movie between them.
After eating, Cheng Yu washed the pots and bowls, and replied to Sun Meng, "I won't go to the audition."
Looking at his words, Sun Meng guessed that Lin Anlan must be unwilling.
He didn't understand, why did Cheng Yu care about Lin Anlan so much? !
Sun Meng thought for a while, and sent him a WeChat message: [Think about it again, I heard that Xie Hui will go to the audition. Isn't he called Xiaolin Anlan by everyone? I think he looks a lot like Lin Anlan. you consider it. 】
Cheng Yu looked at what he said and sneered, just as Xie Hui was ashamed to say Xiaolin Anlan? The low-end version of Lin Anlan doesn't even count!
He just sometimes imitates Lin Anlan with makeup on purpose, and moves closer to his appearance.
but…
Cheng Yu leaned on the platform, thinking about Jing Huan's character, thinking about his love for Gu Shuyu, thinking about how he finally looked at Gu Shuyu, and bowed his head deeply to him in the twilight.
Of course he's not Kyung Hwan, but they have something in common.
Cheng Yu knew very well that he wanted to play this role, not because of his artistic value, not because of his ordinary and extraordinary, but because he saw his own shadow in Jing Huan.
That kind of stubborn love for each other, longing for the other party to look back at him a little bit.
He has it, and so does Jinghuan.
So he hopes that Lin Anlan will play Gu Shuyu and play Jing Huan himself, so that even if Lin Anlan recovers his memory in the future and they separate, he can watch this movie and recall his former love.
But now, Lin Anlan refused.
Cheng Yu suddenly felt that this might be what it should be, and it might be more in line with his love.
Lin Anlan doesn't like him, and if he can't get him in the real world, how could he ask him to appear in the movie.
What qualifications does he have, watching him and Lin Anlan in the movie while recalling his former love.
Maybe someone like him should be watching the movie. He suppressed his love and liked it hard, but the person he liked didn't bother to appear at all. From beginning to end, it was his own one-man show.
This is more in line with his past with Lin Anlan.
Cheng Yu thought of this and made a decision in an instant. He said to Sun Meng: [Tell me the time and place of the audition, and I will go to the audition. 】
Sun Meng was pleasantly surprised: [Great! It's really good that you can figure it out! 】
Cheng Yu laughed at himself and didn't return to him.
That night, he and Lin Anlan said, "I still decided to act in this play, but you don't have to worry, I just like it myself, and I can't bear to give it up. If you don't like it, forget it."
Lin Anlan didn't expect him to be so obsessed with this drama, he asked him, "Who are you playing? Is it still Jing Huan?"
Cheng Yu nodded.
Lin Anlan suggested, "Actually, I think Gu Shuyu's role is better and has more scenes. I think you play Gu Shuyu better."
Cheng Yu shook his head, "No."
"Why?" Lin Anlan was puzzled, "Isn't Gu Shuyu bad? You don't like Gu Shuyu?"
"He's fine, but not for me."
"Why isn't it suitable for you? Gu Shuyu himself is handsome and has a wealthy family. Isn't this suitable for you?"
Cheng Yu was silent for a moment, then said softly, "I'm not suitable for this kind of beloved role."
After he finished speaking, he turned and walked towards the bathroom, "I went to take a shower."
Lin Anlan watched him enter the bathroom, thinking about what he said just now, and unconsciously felt a little distressed for him.
What does it mean to be unsuitable for such a beloved role? Doesn't he feel like he is loved
Or does he not feel like he is worthy of being loved
Lin Anlan thought quietly, then suddenly lifted the quilt, jumped out of bed, ran to the bathroom door, and opened the door.
Cheng Yu was still taking a shower. Hearing some movement, he turned off the shower and said suspiciously, "An An? Is there something wrong?"
Lin Anlan opened the glass door of the bathroom, and under the bright light, Cheng Yu's figure was very good, and he could see everything.
Lin Anlan didn't know where to put her eyes for a while, so she simply lowered her head.
Cheng Yu tore off the bath towel, wrapped it around his waist, and asked him, "What's the matter?"
"Why did you say that just now?" Lin Anlan looked up at him, "What do you mean by 'I'm not suitable for this kind of loved role'?"