The snow melts, the days are clear and bright, everything is revived, and the young leaves adorn the treetops.
Li Yi Er went out early and went to the small lake where he and the kitten often go. Throughout the winter, when the kitten was rarely full, he wanted to get more fish and bring it back so that it could eat all at once. .
Hopefully it won't leave him after the winter.
In the severe winter, the sky is full of snow, and it is difficult to find a place to stay. It is willing to huddle in a small shabby house with him, but how about the end of the winter
It is so humane and likeable, I am afraid that many people are willing to take it in, and it will no longer have to worry about starvation.
Li Yier knew that the kitten often went to the blind mother-in-law at the end of the street, and the blind mother-in-law would give it food. Sometimes he worried that it would not come back. Every time he came home, he would secretly see it there. Breathe easy.
He thought, winter is over, food is easy to find, as long as he doesn't let it starve again, it won't leave.
Li Yier looked at it every day, and finally waited until the ice in the small lake melted, and the ice cubes cracked into a thin layer and flowed along the water, like dumplings floating in a pot.
Li Yier got a bag of worms and earthworms and fished with a homemade fishing rod.
After noon, three fishermen came to the lake, and one of them also set up two sets of rods. They were very experienced and calm. They had caught two or three fish in a short time, and Li Yi or two caught one.
In the evening, the fishermen left one after another. A gray-bearded fisherman passed by him, glanced at the fish beside him, and couldn't help but praise: "There is still such a calm little boy today."
After he finished speaking, he walked away slowly. Li Yier ignored him and concentrated on catching his own fish. His fishing rod was not very good, and he let the fish run away several times, but this was already what he had done with the existing materials. The best fishing rod.
The moon climbed up the pitch-black sky, a few stars flickered on and off, and the temperature dropped sharply at night. Li Yier felt that it had been a long time, and he lost consciousness below his knees.
In the end, a small fish fell, with a total of ten, which was the most harvested one.
The kitten must be full, it must be very happy, Li Yier thought happily.
He strung all the fish on the fishing line, carried them, and stepped back under the moonlight. He even hummed a little tune, an unknown tune that his sister often hummed to him.
Halfway through the road, he noticed a bunch of small white flowers on the side of the road, unknown names, very strong vitality, he bent down and picked a small handful, somehow, he believed that the kitten would like it.
When he walked to the door of the small broken house, Li Yier was stunned for a while. He vaguely smelled the slight smell of blood. He was shocked. Is the kitten injured
Li Yier hurriedly opened the door, the cabin was too dark, and only a vague outline could be seen. He saw the kitten lying motionless on the ground.
He dropped the fish and flower in his hand and ran over to pick it up.
The sticky liquid and icy temperature in his hands made Li Yier freeze in place, and he couldn't recover for a long time.
After a long while, he gently shook the kitten in the palm of his hand, as careful as he was afraid of breaking it, he made a hoarse voice with difficulty: "Cat...cat..."
But it gave him no response.
Li Yier stumbled to his feet and walked out with it in his arms. When he passed the threshold, he stumbled hard. He protected the cat in his arms tightly and rolled around on the slippery ground.
Li Yier didn't care about anything else, and looked down at the kitten in his arms by the moonlight.
The kitten's head was smashed, its stomach was ripped open, and its intestines flowed out.
Li Yi'er's whole body's blood coagulated, and the cold winter couldn't resist the chills of his bones and blood at the moment. His fingertips trembled, and he carefully put its internal organs back into its already cold body.
He stood up abruptly and ran forward suddenly, without stopping for a moment, because of the fast running, he couldn't breathe, and his heart and lungs were throbbing violently.
There's a doctor on the street, he's going to the doctor and it'll be fine.
"Bang bang bang-"
In the darkened street, I could only hear a strong knock on the door, but no voice.
"Who is it! It's in the middle of the night!" The doctor put on some clothes and went to open the door. When he saw the child outside the door who was in a state of embarrassment, he didn't know what he had experienced when he came. His hand was bloody, and his forehead was smashed.
"Isn't Li Yier looking at the injury? I won't charge you any more. Next time, don't disturb people in the middle of the night." The doctor said with a headache. Seeing this child coming to him for the first time, he softened his heart once.
Li Yier immediately shook his head, his eyes were bloodshot, babbled, babbled and anxious, and passed the kitten in his hand.
It took the doctor a while to understand what he meant, "Save the cat?!"
"People are not necessarily saved, and there are people who save cats. Who has the time to spare, and the cat died a long time ago."
Li Yier grabbed his sleeve, pleading all over his face, knelt down and kowtowed, his head was bleeding.
Helpless and impatient, the doctor waved him away: "Hurry up, hurry up!"
Li Yier was pushed out and fell to the ground. The icy stone steps were no more than his hand. He didn't give up and begged one by one doctor.
"What cat to save, are you sick?"
"Come back next time and see if I don't kill you."
"Okay, don't waste your time, hurry up and walk away, it's really bad luck."
The last old doctor, he saw the child's eyes full of despair and hope, and sighed: "Child, this cat really can't be saved."
The old doctor saw the child kneeling and kowtow to him, then he hugged the kitten stiffly and walked away.
Looking at his thin and short back, the old doctor put his hands behind his back and sighed deeply: "If I had such an old child, I would never let him go through all the wind, frost and cold, and duckweed would be helpless."
The moonlight is like a disc, hanging in the sky far away, and the silver glow falls on the lake, like a thin layer of frost.
Li Yier was standing by the lake with the kitten in his arms, his eyes full of grief. He was still fishing here in the next day, hoping to give it a happy meal, but at night, it was like a hell on earth.
He thought, why
People close to you will eventually leave, not even a kitten.
The more a person who lacks warmth, the more he cherishes that little gleam, and then he loses it after he gets it. It's like the last flower on the barren land is uprooted, and his last string is also broken.
Tears fell silently, and Li Yier finally accepted the fact that it left.
"Ah-ah-"
The blue veins on his neck bulged, and all the backlogged emotions were released at this moment, such as the collapse of the dam, the slope of the mountain torrent, and he made a hoarse and desperate voice, like a cuckoo crying blood, which echoed on this lake for a long time.
After a long time, the child by the lake took his cat and jumped into the lake together.
The lake stirred up a small splash, and soon returned to calm.
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I don't know how long it took, Li Yi'er felt soaked all over, and his throat was full of earthy smell. Someone pressed his lungs, he coughed out water, and it took a long while to recover.
It was still dark, and there was a fisherman in front of him.
"You son of a bitch, you praised you for being calm during the day, and came to seek death at night. If it wasn't for my family living close by and hearing your cry, come and have a look. Tomorrow you will sink to the bottom of the lake to feed the fish."
Hearing this voice, Li Yier realized that it was the fisherman who passed by him during the day and talked to him.
Li Yi Er lowered his head to see the kitten in his arms, and was relieved.
The fisherman: "It's strange to say that you jumped into the lake with a dead cat, and he didn't want to let go even if he died, so I rescued them together."
Li Yier stood up staggeringly, bowed to him, thanked him, and turned to leave.
"Hey, baby," the fisherman hurriedly called to him, "Why don't you have any difficulties as I said, maybe I can help you with something, but don't ask for death, it's not that someone saves you every time, my family lives on the east side of the lake. On that piece of land, the house closest to here, what can you do to find me!"
Seeing the person's head without looking back, and I don't know how much he heard, the fisherman squeezed the water on his body and left.
When Li Yier got home, he hugged the cat, fell on the ground motionless, and spent the long dark night.
For the next two days, he didn't go out, he didn't even move a bit, he didn't eat or drink, so he kept his eyes open, as if he had accepted his fate and was at the mercy of him.
Like before, he covered the cold kitten to his chest, but it would never be warm again.
On the third day, the door of the small broken house was kicked open, and three boys came in. The fat boy in the lead saw Li Yier on the ground and laughed very happily: "Freak, why are you acting like a ghost? But it suits you."
Li Yier's expression was blank. These people would come to trouble him when he had something to do with him, especially the person named Wang Siyun at the head. His father had a violent temper and would beat him whenever he could. vent.
Li Yier has long been indifferent, and now it is even more indifferent.
A group of people beat him several times, but they didn't see any reaction from him. Some people wondered: "What's wrong with this freak, isn't it because he was beaten stupidly before?"
"What is he holding in his arms?"
Wang Siyun freed his hand, found the cat hair in his shirt, and smiled wickedly: "Why, is this cat still there? I don't want to eat it? I thought you ate it early."
"Do you like the meat we gave you?"
In an instant, Li Yi'er's dull and colorless eyes were instantly scarlet, he slammed into Wang Siyun with force, and opened his mouth to bite his neck.
"Ahhh!!!"
"Damn, you dare to bite me!"
No one expected that Li Yier would suddenly go crazy and bite. Wang Siyun was completely unprepared, and in response, he kicked him violently and smashed Li Yier's stomach with his hands.
The remaining three went to drag Li Yier.
Li Yi-2 hadn't eaten for two days, so he couldn't resist for a long time. When he was torn apart, his mouth was full of blood, and Wang Siyun was almost torn off a layer of skin.
"Mad! Kill him!"
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When they left, Li Yier lay on the ground, spitting out blood, panting slightly, his breathing sound like the sound of breaking a can into the wind, his eyes widened, staring at the spider web in the corner.
After a while, he raised his hand and fondly touched the small head in his arms.
After an unknown time, a little moonlight leaked from the window, and the surroundings were quiet.
Li Yier sat up and slowly raised the fire. He hugged the cat and watched for a long time before putting it into the fire and burning it into ashes.
The light in the fire was reflected in his eyes. It was no longer warm and yellow, but only icy cold.
He sat guarding the fire until dawn, when the last spark went out and turned into a puff of smoke.
Li Yier took out the ashes and put them in a small jar that could be carried with him, and put them in his arms along with a piece of red paper with the character "Fu".
He came to his house according to the position that the fisherman had said before.
The fisherman was not surprised: "Come and sit and have something to eat first."
Li Yi2 nodded and ate all the steamed buns and porridge on the table.
The fisherman asked him, "Look at how pitiful you are, how can I help you?"
Li Yier pointed to the knife on the fisherman's waist.
The fisherman was stunned for a moment, then smiled: "You have a good eye, this knife is very sharp, you can go up the mountain to cut branches, you can also pick fish and cut bones. It's fine for you, but you have to use it carefully and don't hurt yourself." He thought It is not easy to get food for a child, and it is indeed better to eat whole with a knife than begging.
Li Yier took the knife and bowed to him to thank him.
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"Courageous, brave!!" Qian Benzhen carried the basket with wild vegetables on his back, "Hey, it's weird, I told you to go over there to see if there are mushrooms, but I haven't seen anyone for a long time and haven't responded yet."
Zhu Yong and Qian Benzhen lived close together. They played together since childhood, and today they came to the mountain to find some wild vegetables to bring back, otherwise they would stay at home and be scolded by their mother and do nothing.
The children in the village are precocious, and they will go up the mountain to find things at a very young age, and they can clearly distinguish the edible wild vegetables and fungi.
Seeing that it was getting late, and the things were almost picked, Qian Benzhen went to look for him, went around a small hillside, and tripped over something.
"Mummy, what?" Qian Benzhen stabilized his body and looked down at a hand, "Ah—"
It was Zhu Yong who was in vain, and was covered in blood.
Qian Benzhen hurriedly put down the basket, squatted down, stretched out with trembling hands, and probed his breath - he was out of breath.
His heels softened, he sat on the ground, his back was hairy, and he was sensitively aware of a cold gaze behind him.
When he turned around, he saw Li Yier standing behind him, already holding a knife high.
"no no-"
In an instant, blood spurted out, and along with the moonlight, soaked into the soil together.
There is one person left.
Li Yi'er went down the mountain with no expression, washed the knife and the blood from his body, and then he kept walking to the fruit forest of Wang Siyun's house.
Wang Siyun went for a walk in his fruit forest when he was full, and sometimes walked through the fruit forest to hang out on the street.
"Dad, I'm full, I'm going out for a walk."
After finishing speaking, Wang Siyun put down his chopsticks, went out the door, and wanted to walk through the fruit forest as usual, and then asked Qian Benzhen to go shopping.
It was dark in the woods, but he walked too familiarly and the route was similar, so he didn't care too much.
Suddenly, he heard the sound of branches being trampled and broken, not from him.
"Who, what are you doing in my forest at night?!"
A gust of wind blew, and the leaves rustled, covering up a lot of voices. Wang Siyun listened carefully for a while, and found nothing unusual, so he planned to continue walking.
Just at this moment, the clouds in the sky were blown away, revealing the bright and bright moon, the moonlight in the bright hall fell, and Wang Siyun found the shadow under his feet.
He quickly turned sideways, dodging Li Yier's knife.
Wang Siyun laughed angrily: "Okay, freak, I have a seed, dare to wave a knife at your father, do you think I don't have it?" He has been domineering for a long time, how could he not bring a knife.
Li Yi Er did not change his face, and continued to attack him. The two quickly scuffled into a ball, without any skill, they used brute force.
And Li Yier was at a loss. Compared to the fat body Wang Siyun, his strength was simply not enough.
"Little bastard, see how your father abolished you today!!!" Wang Siyun's neck bite was still painful, of course he would not spare him lightly.
Li Yier was quickly suppressed by Wang Siyun in the trunk, and there was no way to retreat.
Wang Siyun snatched the knife from him, and provocatively said, "If you strip off your clothes now, kneel down to the street from here..."
He never thought that Li Yier would risk his life. Li Yier blocked him with his right hand, and didn't care that his right hand was pierced by a sharp blade. When he was distracted, he took another knife from him and stabbed him hard. 's neck.
Only then did Wang Siyun deeply realize that Li Yier wanted to kill him, he wanted to kill him with a knife, but Li Yier clamped his knife with his right hand.
At the juncture of life and death, both of them saw viciousness in each other's eyes, and both tried their best to make each other deadly.
The blood gushed out and did not sink into the roots of the tree.
"Pa!" Li Yier's right hand was cut off to the ground, while his left hand still held the knife and pierced Wang Siyun's neck.
Wang Si used his last strength and fell.
The severe pain caused Li Yier's body to twitch and twitch, and he didn't forget to give Wang Siyun a few more cuts.
Taking advantage of the night, Li Yier fled the village.
In the end, he was exhausted and collapsed beside a lake, and the blood from the broken arm flowed into the water from the lake.
There was a faint morning light on the horizon, and Li Yier took out the blood-soaked red paper from his arms.
He pulled the corners of his mouth, half-smile, and put the piece of paper on the chest where the kitten always shrank.
"Ding Ding Ding-"
A man with a bamboo hat and a monk's robe walked out of the bamboo forest.
"My name is Yan Wusheng, and I'm here to find you, a person who is destined."
Looking at the child's dark eyes, he smiled and said, "Is it boring?"
"The person I Yan Sisheng wants to save can't die, and neither can you."
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"Wenshu, you have a nightmare, wake up." You Xu called him softly.
The two originally hugged each other to keep warm, but who would have known that a high fever suddenly developed in the middle of the night after the operation. Perhaps it was too cold in the cave.
You Xu felt that he slept unsteadily, his face was pale, he was sweating all the time, and he said something vaguely, but couldn't hear it clearly.
Seeing that he had been covering his heart, You Xu thought that he was injured there, and hurriedly opened the front of his clothes to see, who would have found a piece of red paper.
The size of a palm, not very regular, some wrinkled, the edges and corners were all worn out, and most of the paper was dark red, as if it had been dyed by something.
She flattened it carefully, and there was a large blurry character on it, which was extremely difficult to distinguish, only half a cat's paw print could be seen in the lower right corner.
Red paper blessing, cat paw print.
This was the birthday present she gave him when she was a kitten back then, but he still kept it.
For some reason, You Xu suddenly remembered what his college roommate had said. If a person clings to the past and is nostalgic, such a person is likely to become obsessive, stubborn and rigid, dedicated and cold.
You Xu came back to his senses and found that Wenshu's eyelids moved, so he stuffed the red paper back again, "Wenshu, are you awake?"
The scene in the dream continued to emerge, Wen Shu opened his eyes, a little stunned, his vision was scattered, only the clear and bright eyes in the dream were seen.
Seeing that he wasn't awake, You Xu reached out and shook his hand in front of him, but unexpectedly, he was caught by the wrist.
With a hoarse voice, he hurriedly said, "It's you!"
"What am I?" You Xu was at a loss, "What am I?!"
After staring at her with big eyes for a while, Wen Shu woke up, calmed down, let go of her, slowly lowered her eyelashes, and then said in a low voice, "It's nothing."
The author has something to say: Listening: In other people's dreams, the lover is a human being, and mine is a cat.
Yu Xu: As expected of me.
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