Bai Xiyue tasted blood.
Warm, filled between her lips and teeth, with a disgusting fishy smell.
Her eyes were clear for an instant, and then turned deeper and fiercer.
She has tried very hard to survive.
I work very hard to change what I can change, just to survive.
And the world suddenly became ignorant of true and false and became psychedelic.
She bit it mercilessly, her eyes fixed on the piece of skin in front of her.
Pei Yuzhou's body stiffened, but he didn't push Bai Xiyue away. His body gradually softened, enduring the pain.
He was still combing Bai Xiyue's hair patiently, with a smile on his lips.
As long as it was given by Bai Xiyue, even if it was pain, he would accept it all.
The place where Pei Yuzhou was bitten was bloody and bloody. After all, Bai Xiyue was just an ordinary person, and he didn't have the beast-like ability to bite people's throats open.
She can't kill him.
"I hate you."
Bai Xiyue's voice was hoarse, and she heard Pei Yuzhou's laughter.
"I know."
Pei Yuzhou took Bai Xiyue's hand, and interlocked his fingers against Bai Xiyue's wishes.
"Even if you kill me, you can't escape from here."
Pei Yuzhou didn't mind his bloody neck at all, and kissed the corner of Bai Xiyue's eyes.
Here was the perfect cage he had built for her.
No one will be able to find this place for decades, no one will be able to find out.
Pei Yuzhou's lips were warm, but Bai Xiyue felt cold.
The coldness penetrated through the cracks in her bones and wrapped around her body.
nausea.
too disgusting.
This kind of morbid paranoid love without freedom.
Bai Xiyue opened her eyes, and could almost imagine what she would become in the future.
The numb and hopeless self feels cold when he thinks about it.
Never live in the shadow of others so lingeringly.
When all the sharpness and edges are polished away, and become a docile puppet attached to people, become dull and cowardly, pale and weak, Bai Xiyueguang feels breathless just thinking about it.
At the very beginning, she didn't think about it.
But now, she really wanted to kill Pei Yuzhou, just bite his throat and turn him into a lifeless corpse.
There never seemed to be such a system in her mind, as if the tasks she had done before being rescued were just her long dreams.
But no fantasy will be so real, so real that she can touch the body temperature of others, so real that she can feel the pain of being killed.
But how could she be thrown back suddenly
Even if it was just a game of conspiracy, it shouldn't end in such a sloppy way without a follow-up.
"What are you thinking?"
Pei Yuzhou looked at her red lips stained with blood, and at the unquenchable flame in her eyes.
So lovely.
When Pei Yuzhou was about to kiss her, Bai Xiyue turned her head away and let his lips brush past her face.
Pei Yuzhou was not annoyed, and just kissed Bai Xiyue's face.
The stubbornness and affection in his eyes made Bai Xiyue's scalp tingle when he saw it.
Too much to correct, too much to go too far.
Bai Xiyue wants people to love her, who doesn't want someone who can love herself wholeheartedly.
But the kind of love I want is moderate, not like this, like a heavy iron, forcibly pressing on her body, making her breathless.
Bai Xiyue didn't know that pretending to be obedient could save her from suffering, but she just didn't want to.
When she was first imprisoned, Pei Yuzhou never tortured her.
He just left her in this dark and narrow environment, with her limbs bound, facing the boundless loneliness.
Bai Xiyue felt that this was not love, but torture.
She knew what Pei Yuzhou wanted to see, wanted to see her collapse completely, wanted to see her inseparable from him, and regarded him as her only support.
Bai Xiyue endured it until she was in a daze.
Fortunately, that system suddenly appeared, allowing her to catch her breath.
Otherwise, she doesn't know when she will become what Pei Yuzhou wants.
"Yueyue, I love you."
Pei Yuzhou's voice rang in her ears like a ghost.
This ghost kept speaking love language in her ear, tirelessly, over and over again.
Sometimes, just listening to it, Bai Xiyue would be brainwashed.
Bai Xiyue closed her eyes tiredly, feeling Pei Yuzhou gently touching her face.
A sense of powerlessness almost overwhelmed her.
Trying hard to do something, but can't do it.
Bai Xiyue was a little anxious and a little pessimistic, and they mixed together to form an extremely complicated mood.
She doesn't want to see the world anymore.
I don't want to die like this, but I don't want to live like this either.
The air is quiet.
Bai Xiyue thought of the day when she told her to break up. It was a very ordinary day, the weather was no different from usual, and the record of the things before the departure felt dull. At that time, she didn't know that she was on the verge of danger. It was an ordinary day in her life.
But with one step down, the situation changes suddenly.
Bai Xiyue hated that feeling of self-pity and self-pity, and also hated herself who was helpless now.
She thought about what kind of unknowns she would lead to if she followed the path planned by the system.
If at the time when the system spoke, it would go back and face everything according to the steps it gave, what would it be like now.
Bai Xiyue didn't know if she would regret it in the future, but she definitely wouldn't now.
Abandoning the false light and returning to this darkness.
In this drowsiness, Bai Xiyue felt that she was falling continuously.
When he opened his eyes again, his eyes were covered in beige white.
She sat up with her hands propped up and looked around warily.
This is another strange environment.
"Pei Yuzhou?"
No one responded.
Bai Xiyue looked at her hands and legs, they were white and clean, and there were no signs of being restrained by shackles.
It shouldn't be.
Did it appear in some strange place again
"system?"
Still no one answered.
Bai Xiyue pinched herself quietly, it hurt.
It was only after bowing her head and pinching her head that Bai Xiyue realized that her clothes were different.
There was a mirror in the room, and Bai Xiyue walked over barefoot, and saw herself in the mirror.
It was her, or rather, her face.
Bai Xiyue stretched out her hands, looking at the lines on her palms.
It was herself.
Bai Xiyue sat back on the bed, waiting for an explanation of all this.
After Bai Xiyue looked around the room, the silence was broken.
"Miss Bai, are you resting well?"
A crisp child's voice sounded in the room.
"Generally, who are you?"
Bai Xiyue looked around and spoke into the air.
"I'm here."
The wall in front of him suddenly turned into a projection screen, and a cartoon little dinosaur appeared on it.
"I'm your future system, you can call me Kaka."
The little green dinosaur flicked its tail, and a childish voice came from inside.
"I need an explanation."
"You have participated in our activities before, and we are old friends."
"Who is an old friend with you."
Bai Xiyue twitched the corner of her mouth.
"What social harmony department do you belong to?"
"It can be said that we had a little glitch before, so we returned you to the original world. Now you can choose to continue to do the task."
The clicking sound was brisk.
"As long as you collect ten energy points, you can return to the original world. We compensated for the energy points in the previous world failure. Your current account balance is four points."
"What about my previous system?"
Bai Xiyue looked at the cartoon dragon on the projection screen.
"Something went wrong and it's being repaired."
"I want it, not you."
"Hey? My authority is higher than it, it's just a rudimentary system."
"I want it."
Bai Xiyue reiterated it.
"After it is repaired, I can notify you."
"If Miss Bai has rested, can I start the task?"
"I don't want to do the task anymore, send me back."
Bai Xiyue stared at the dinosaur, her brain was running fast.
"We have signed a contract, and the task cannot be suspended until it is completed."
The little dinosaur's tone was not as friendly as before, and his attitude became cold.
"That's fine, you can do whatever you want, even if you put me in the quest world, I won't do the quest, the big deal is infinite rollback."
"Miss Bai, if you don't cooperate like this, it will damage your spirit. It is very likely that you will enter an extreme state and lead to mental illness."
"It doesn't matter."
It's not far from crazy anyway.
She wished she could hug Pei Yuezhou and kill herself together.
No, she wanted Pei Yuzhou to take care of her own dog.
Bai Xiyue's current attitude is that you can dance as you please, it's none of my business.
She just wanted to see what kind of medicine was being sold in these ghost gourds, one after another.
"Miss Bai, you can go back after completing the task. We will rescue you as we said before, and give you a sum of money. Don't you want these?"
"In no mood."
Bai Xiyue felt nothing in her heart, and even wanted to rap.
Bai Xiyue calmly took the initiative into her own hands, watching the other party's intentions.
"But what good will that do you?"
"I'm happy."
"Which place do you really want to go back to? According to our estimation, you may be killed by Pei Yuzhou in a few days. At that time, there will be no chance of regret."
"Huh? And then?"
Bai Xiyue even showed an interesting smile on her face, she seemed invulnerable, and would not take hard and soft things.
Kaka was silent for a while, as if thinking.
"Could it be that if I die, you can't let me do the task?"
Bai Xiyue sneered, with a look of indifference.
"Yes, when your vital signs die, there is nothing we can do to save you, so you have to seize the opportunity."
"That's not bad, at least you don't have to worry about being caught as a labor force after you die."
Bai Xiyue breathed a sigh of relief, and was no longer afraid.
Kaka was startled, only to realize that he had been tricked.
"Miss Bai, may I ask the reason? I think human beings should cherish their lives."
"Do you know what is the greatest weapon of mankind?"
Bai Xiyue blinked her eyes.
"mind?"
"No." Bai Xiyue shook her head, "It's the determination to go all out."
If you go all out, you don't even have to lose your life.
Even the weakest people can burst out with strength.
"I want to hear the truth."
Bai Xiyue looked at the little green dinosaur.
There's a conspiracy about it all, what the heck.
The author has something to say: "Do you know what is the greatest weapon of mankind?"
"It's the determination to go all out."
— Kotaro Isaka
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