Gu Xingduan has a deep-sea phobia, and whenever he sees the dark bottom of the water, his whole body becomes stiff. But he also loves water very much, and every graceful figure in the water can steal his attention.
He used to be able to swim. His mother is a swimmer, of course, because she retired so early, many people may have forgotten her. He learned to swim with her since he was a child... until he watched her die in the sea. She was forced to death by the Gu family.
After that, Gu Xingduan never touched water again. He let every Gu family die in the water, and in the end he was the only one left. He completely grasped the power of the Gu family.
But this kind of life is really boring.
Until he accidentally caught a glimpse of the swimming games on TV. Gu Xingduan gradually began to go to the swimming pool and to the competition site. He even sponsored the provincial sports team and the national team... He did not hesitate to sponsor those talented athletes. It seems that they can vaguely see the shadow of learning to swim when they were young.
Then, he noticed a girl, the youth beside her.
He accidentally caught a glimpse of the young man standing by the pool in a daze. He thought it was a little funny. This person was obviously afraid of water, so why did he come to the swimming pool
Then the performance of the youth gave him a slap in the face.
The youth not only can swim, but also swim very beautifully. But his body didn't seem to be very good, and he stopped after a while. Gu Xingduan recalled the scene of his swimming just now, and couldn't help clenching his fingers. There seemed to be a place in my heart that was restless.
want this person.
Gu Xingduan suppressed his intense emotions.
After that, he was fortunate enough to meet the youth numerous times.
He can sit in the best position every time and observe the beautiful swimming posture of the young man from the best angle. He could even see the youth's lean waist, beautiful waist and abdomen lines, and upturned buttocks...
Water is like a kingdom belonging to young people. He watched the young people show more and more excellent sides in the water, and he couldn't help but become more and more addicted to it.
He wanted to take off the youth's swimming trunks and violated him in the water.
Just this thought made Gu Xingduan excited several times.
Gu Xingduan's thought of wanting to get this person has never been so clear and strong.
He couldn't resist building a huge swimming pool in his bedroom. If he could see the young man swimming in it as soon as he looked up, there must be nothing more touching in the world.
He thought he would get his wish soon, but the youth was too beautiful, and soon, everyone saw the beauty of him swimming in the pool.
Every day, Gu Xingduan sees countless microblogs expressing their love to young people.
Especially when another man appeared beside the young man, Gu Xingduan tasted for the first time the taste of being scorched by jealousy.
The desire to get him grows stronger.
Gu Xingduan's desire and love were intertwined, and they climbed up together.
Until he couldn't hold himself any longer, he took the young man away. He couldn't wait to let the youth enter his place, and even couldn't wait to hope that the youth could get his own taste.
When he saw that the young man entered the big swimming pool as he wished, Gu Xingduan could no longer restrain the burning desire flame in his heart.
…
Everything shattered so quickly.
He greedily watched the back of the young man leaving, the thoughts in his heart grew into vines, tormenting him frantically. How can I actually get him? No longer just his body. but his heart...
Gu Xingduan dug out the love poems he had copied countless times.
Gu Xingduan had never loved anyone, but when he really needed to love someone, he could only learn it clumsily, trying to get a half-taste of sentiment and skills from the love poems.
Gu Xingduan was apprehensive, he didn't know whether the young man loved him or not. He began to approach the youth again, and he was willing to pave the way for the youth, hand over the youth to the peak of glory... He was willing to watch the youth show the most beautiful style at the top. Anyway, no matter how much those people like and admire, the youth will only belong to him. Only he had seen what the young man looked like when he was emotional.
Gu Xingduan still didn't know whether the young man loved him or not.
But it doesn't matter, it's rare to find such a person in the world, how can he let go
Gu Xingduan even closed his eyes and planned all the future.
Then…
And then no more.
The young man lay in the mourning hall.
Gu Xingduan would never forget that when the young man pushed him towards the assistant and the driver, he frantically reached out to grab him, but he couldn't hold his hand...
The youth sank.
Aren't you good at swimming
You just won the championship.
You are a rising star in the swimming world!
How could it sink like this
…
He didn't dare to set foot at the young man's funeral, even if he glimpsed the young man's posthumous photo, he was afraid that he would collapse.
He took the culprit, Wei Guang, out of the police station. He pressed Wei Guang to the seaside. He looked at Wei Guang grimly: "He died, are you satisfied?"
Wei Guang's face was as pale as paper, he was staring at the direction of the sea with that haggard and embarrassed face. He broke free from the people around him and jumped down.
The assistant hurriedly asked, "Boss, what should I do? Are you going to get someone?"
Gu Xingduan stared coldly at the sea without moving.
Wei Guang is also very good at swimming... Maybe he wants to run away.
"Go block people."
Many people blocked the sea area and began to contain Wei Guang. But they waited for a day and couldn't wait for Wei Guang to emerge from the water.
"... Boss, it may be, is dead."
Gu Xingduan fell silent. The two people he loved the most in his life died in the water, and the people who killed them also died in the water...
"Boss, if the body is salvaged..."
"Then throw it back, and he should have no bones left."
Wei Guang's death didn't make much waves, but the young man's death was vigorous for a period of time. As long as Gu Xingduan goes out, he can hear and see the news of the youth. Countless people are cherishing the memory of this fleeting genius.
The wound hidden in Gu Xingduan's heart was torn open again and again.
Sometimes, his mind kept looking back at the moment when the youth sank.
Sometimes, he still remembered that day in the car, he even teased with the young man, saying that one day he would also try the red rope.
Sometimes, he would unconsciously rub the photo in his hand...
Then he suddenly realized that he had been addicted to youth and could not extricate himself. For a moment, Gu Xingduan had the idea of ending his boring life and going to be with the youth.
But how can he die
…
Gu Xingduan finally came to the young man's grave.
He put down the flower in his hand.
"Although you haven't taken it once, I still want to give it to you." Gu Xingduan's cold mouth curled up slightly, "Although you haven't opened it once, I will always read it to you."
Gu Xingduan unfolded the letter in his hand.
"I dreamed of you last night... I am willing to give up everything to miss you for the rest of my life."
Um. There are still so many seals that have never been opened. When the day comes to an end, it is probably the time to end this boring life completely.
Gu Xingduan stood up and looked at the photo on the tombstone.
"I think you love me." So he gave his life to save him.