Li Yuanmin's body gradually became tense,? His ten fingers rubbed into his hair roots, trying to push him away, but his reason deeply understood,? At this moment,? He shouldn't have pushed him away,?? He needed a companion, a fellow traveler who knew he was breeding offspring with his deformed body.
And this powerful man in front of him is obviously the most suitable candidate.
He glanced down, the man was kissing his slightly protruding belly, a creepy feeling rose from the tailbone, which made his toes tense,? Almost screamed, he immediately bite He pursed his lips, desperately telling himself to hold back, he held his breath, a mixture of shame, helplessness, and self-loathing engulfed him.
He finally controlled himself, and only allowed Yan Lie to drag him into such a suffocating quagmire.
When Yan Lie blocked Li Yuanmin's lips dryly again, he was caught off guard by the smell of blood.
He raised his head suddenly, and found that Li Yuanmin was sweating profusely, the black hair on his temples was wet, and blood was dripping from his lips, like a beautiful fairy.
However, Li Yuanmin didn't know it. Seeing Yan Lie let go of his lower abdomen, he stood up as if he was relieved. He pulled his lips towards him and smiled: "Okay, You should go back."
He raised the quilt a little higher, covering his lower abdomen.
With such a movement, he realized that he had bitten his lip, rubbed it with the back of his hand, saw the blood on it clearly, his body froze slightly, and stretched out his tongue to lick the blood on his lips up.
Then slowly lay down, he curled up and hid himself in the bedding.
Yi Lie's eyes were dark, and after looking at him for a long time, he lifted his quilt, went in, and held him in his arms.
"I'll leave after you fall asleep."
After hearing this, Li Yuanmin smiled again, approached him obediently, and quickly closed his eyes.
A lamp like a bean, shaking slightly, laughing at everything in the wing.
In the silence, Yan Lie suddenly said without thinking: "Don't be afraid."
I don't know this is the first time he said these two words with him.
Li Yuanmin shrank into his arms while listening. After a long time, he finally said, "Can you promise me something."
Such an abnormality caused Yan Lie's eyes to narrow suddenly. He keenly felt that this must not be an easy task, and his Adam's apple twitched, and said, "Tell me first."
"No," Li Yuanmin said stubbornly, "You must agree to this matter."
Seeing that Yan Lie didn't answer him for a long time, Li Yuanmin raised his upper body and gently kissed his thin lips with clear lines: "Promise me, okay?"
The tip of his nose rubbed against his, and his voice softened: "I only ask you for this matter."
He looks delicate, but his heart has always been strong. He has never been a coquettish person, and he has rarely used such a weak tone.
So how could Yan Lie not be willing to be captured by him, he sighed quietly: "You say."
Li Yuanmin heaved a sigh of relief and smiled. He lay down, hugged Yan Lie's thin waist, and moved his body closer: "I found a peasant woman. The baby in her belly is the same as... the baby in my belly. This is about the same size. Her husband died in the army. She is a peasant woman with a poor family and is unable to raise the child. I have already sent someone to give her a sum of money. When she gives birth, I will order someone to secretly take her child away. Enter the palace."
Yi Lie was so alert, his muscles tensed immediately, and he interrupted him abruptly: "I don't agree."
Li Yuanmin became anxious. He raised his upper body and looked at Yan Lie pleadingly, "Listen to me first."
He swallowed: "She may conceive after me. To be on the safe side, I will find a few more suitable ones during this period to make sure nothing goes wrong."
Yi Lie's eyes gradually cooled down, and he looked at him with a blank expression as he said these seemingly meticulous arrangements seriously.
"Of course, we may not need them. If I give birth to normal children, I will raise these children... It will be easy. I did not raise children when I was in Lingnan."
"If you give birth to... a child like me..."
Yi Lie said coldly: "How?"
Li Yuanmin licked his lips. There was a fresh wound there, which would hurt when touched. However, Li Yuanmin deliberately licked it with the tip of his tongue morbidly, as if enjoying the pain.
"There is a kind of medicine that can be taken very quickly." He seemed to be afraid of Yan Lie's objection, "Don't worry, he won't be in pain, it's like falling asleep, and he definitely doesn't suffer at all—I found it after a long search. of."
Yi Lie shuddered down his spine, thinking that maybe he himself was coveting these medicines, his heart beat violently: "What are you looking for? What are you looking for with all these troubles! I won't agree! Heart!"
Yi Lie's chest was heaving heavily. He stood up suddenly and looked at Li Yuanmin with red eyes: "Who looked for it? He Yan? It was Zhang Long! Say it! Master broke his neck!"
Li Yuanmin smiled miserably:
"You don't understand, you... don't understand."
He held on to Yan Lie tightly, trying to make him understand his pain: "With such a body, I am enough."
Unfortunately, it took him two lifetimes to realize that some things are predestined.
What he has gained in this life, compared with those sufferings, is too insignificant, and even the few things left are so easy to lose. He has to do his best to exchange for the starting point of ordinary people. Fatigue is marrow-soaked.
He was soaked in the quagmire of being disgusted, despised, and hated since he was a child. After growing up like this, he has lived under the prying eyes of dirt and corruption all year round, and he has hardly lived a normal life—he It's almost getting out of order.
If they fail, such a deformed child will not live better than him. Even if they succeed, they will live in the eyes of aliens, imposing such a hopeless and dirty life on an innocent baby , too cruel.
Even if there is only a chance, he must cut it off.
Let everything end with him.
Yi Lie looked at him for a long time, then slowly hugged him into his arms: "I won't agree."
Li Yuanmin was furious, his eyes turned red: "You promised me!"
"I regret it." Yan Lie replied meanly, but said it softly: "I am a real villain in front of you, and I don't care about such a thing."
Li Yuanmin closed his eyes weakly.
There was a dull pain in Yan Lie's heart. This was the first time he realized the "abnormality" of the person in front of him. His hatred of his own body had become instinctive.
This kind of hatred is domesticated bit by bit by the surrounding world. Their eyes and their prying coerce his will, and even he himself loathes such a body.
The heterogeneous in the world will always be excluded from the ranks of the public and stared at willfully. As for Li Yuanmin, after fighting for so many years, it was obviously at the end of his battle.
—He has gradually been unable to straighten himself out.
Yi Lie looked at the pain he had nowhere to hide, his body was rebellious, ready to move like never before, he suddenly took his hand, bit it hard, and said in a deep voice: "Jiaojiao, don't be tamed .”
Looking at the deep tooth marks and the bruises in them, he took another bite, as if awakening a dying soul with pain, "Don't teach people to be domesticated at all!"
His sharp eyes shot out an unprecedented light, and he said word by word: "It is they who should make changes, not you, Li Yuanmin."
Li Yuanmin was bitten by him so painful that tears welled up, but Yan Lie pressed against his forehead and held him like a tiger, "You can create whatever world you want!"
"I'll help you!" Yan Lie looked at him hotly, "I, Yan Lie, will always help you in my life."
"Li Yuanmin!"
"Don't be afraid!"
The author has something to say: The next chapter may have to deeply explore each other's bodies, let me think about how to write.
This is a very important mentality change for His Highness.
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