"What are you doing?" Yun Zheng raised his eyebrows slightly, and turned his head to meet Gu Yan's gaze. If it was normal, this big cat would probably kiss him on purpose, and even toss it hard. But surprisingly, this time Gu Yan, he didn't do anything.
He just looked at Yun Zheng seriously, as if he couldn't see enough. His deep eyes seemed to be filled with love words that would fill the whole world, and he just looked at Yun Zheng so cherishingly. It took a long time before he lowered his head and carefully kissed Yun Zheng.
"What do you want to tell me?" Yun Zheng knew that, unlike the little milk dog, the abnormality of this big cat represented something special.
But Gu Yan sighed lightly, and another kiss fell between Yun Zheng's brows: "It's nothing, I just think you are too powerful, and I don't seem to have anywhere to keep you."
Bowing her head on Yun Zheng's shoulder, Gu Yan's voice was very deep, not as seductive as before, and even a little pitiful. Yun Zheng has always felt that that squeamish and jealous little milk dog is always so cute that he wants the stars but not the moon. But now this big cat's ability to act like a baby is also at its peak, and Yun Zheng's heart is so soft that he can't be coaxed.
But no matter which one it is, why are they so cautious, as if they would leave him behind. Yun Zheng sighed helplessly, stretched out a finger and pushed him away. "What about you? Our young master Gu is so powerful that he can take power in his teens, and he is very prosperous both at home and abroad. Just mention your name in the circle, and someone is about to pee. I am a cook, you what do you like about me?"
But Gu Yan shook his head, then hugged Yun Zheng even tighter, and whispered in his ear: "It's different, you are Yun Zheng."
Yun Zheng frowned, wanting to speak again. But before he opened his mouth, he felt his body sinking, and was directly pushed down on the bed by Gu Yan. When she looked up, she unexpectedly discovered that Gu Yan had... fallen asleep.
"Gu Yan!" Yun Zheng panicked, and quickly called Gu Yan. But it was probably because of being too exhausted, Gu Yan didn't intend to open his eyes at all, but followed his instinct to hug Yun Zheng even tighter.
Yun Zheng's heart suddenly turned cold, and he finally realized that Gu Yan was not all right, on the contrary, things were getting worse. Since he would fall asleep from time to time because of exhaustion, he could show many abnormalities. But they are now abroad, and Yun Zheng couldn't find anyone reliable for a while.
"System, do you know something?" Yun Zheng asked sharply. All that was available was silence.
"Come out!" Yun Zheng was really in a hurry, the system's taciturnity in the past was nothing to Yun Zheng. This time, because of Gu Yan's abnormal body, he noticed something more.
Yun Zheng felt that there seemed to be something that both the system and Gu Yan knew about, but only he himself did not know. And the biggest secrets about the system and Gu Yan are also hidden in those who have lost their memories. But until now, Yun Zheng couldn't remember it.
Subconsciously holding Gu Yan's hand, the cool temperature almost drove Yun Zheng crazy. However, at this moment, the system finally responded. But he only said one sentence: "Don't worry about the host, he will be fine."
"Then why is it like this recently?"
"Because you haven't remembered yet, the past hasn't changed."
"What do you mean?" Yun Zheng tried to ask, but the system refused to speak. For a moment, Yun Zheng had no other choice but to worry.
Fortunately, Gu Yan woke up early the next morning. But just as he opened his eyes, Yun Zheng pinched his jaw and kissed him hard.
Yun Zheng's kiss, like his own, was so gentle that it made people intoxicated. But this time, the kind of force that seemed to be mixed with despair made Gu Yan feel cold in his heart.
"Yun Zheng..." With a little force, Gu Yan tried to push Yun Zheng away. In the end, he met Shang Yunzheng's extremely tired eyes. The blue eyes showed that he hadn't slept all night.
"What's the matter?" Gu Yan stretched out his hand to hug Yun Zheng, and Gu Yan was also a little frightened. But then, Yun Zheng's obvious fragility in his arms made him calm down immediately.
When Gu Yan heard it, Yun Zheng told him, "Don't die."
"Did you remember something?" Gu Yan exerted force on his hand, changed Yun Zheng's position, and at the same time lifted the quilt to wrap his cold body inside.
The familiar body temperature and Gu Yan's warm embrace made Yun Zheng's heart restless all night, and gradually calmed down. Although the system said that Gu Yan was fine, but when he saw him falling asleep like a coma and didn't see him open his eyes, Yun Zheng couldn't let go of his heart no matter what, and was eager to know the truth.
"Gu Yan, do you have something to hide from me?" Yun Zheng's tone already contained some questioning.
But this time, Gu Yan was like a stewed gourd, no matter how much he asked, he didn't say anything. But even so, Yun Zheng could understand that if Gu Yan didn't talk about it, and if he didn't talk about it with the system, it proved that the key to all problems lay in his lost childhood memory.
Only when he is found can Gu Yan's body be completely fine, and all his doubts can be resolved.
But even so, knowing it doesn't mean you can do it. Thirteen years have passed since the car accident in Xingcheng. When he was recovering, he couldn't remember it, how could he do it now
But if he can't remember, Gu Yan... probably will die.
This possibility chilled Yun Zheng's heart. He even had an illusion that if he couldn't catch it, then Gu Yan would really be hopeless this time.
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It can be said that this is the first cold war between Yun Zheng and Gu Yan since they met. Perhaps it is not very appropriate to describe it as a cold war. It's just that the two of them have nothing to say.
No fights, no avoidance of communication. But Gu Yan no longer likes to cling to Yun Zheng as before. Even that big cat would not tease Yun Zheng on purpose. At the same time, it was the same with Yun Zheng.
His concern for Gu Yan's daily life is no less than before, and even more subtle. The way she looked at Gu Yan was still the same tenderness and indulgence as before.
But the greasy sweetness before disappeared all of a sudden, not even a trace of tacit understanding remained.
"Are you arguing?" The modified cold violence is still cold violence. On this day, as soon as Gu Yan came home, he was stopped by Gu Qian.
In fact, from the day Gu Yan and Yun Zheng came back from Myanmar, Gu Qian noticed the subtlety of the atmosphere between them. I thought it was because I was too tired. But it never occurred to her that a week later, instead of getting better, the relationship between them became worse.
Now, Gu Qian couldn't sit still. He simply pulled Gu Yan out and said a few words: "I don't know what's going on between the two of you. But Yun Zheng has a lot of thoughts, and the affairs of the Yun family every day are not enough for him to be tired. He is still busy studying and taking care of you." You yourself know that it's not easy for him, no matter what the reason is, don't waste him like this. The man who turns back is really tired and sick, isn't it because you feel sorry for yourself?"
But Gu Yan shook his head, took advantage of the situation and sat on a chair beside him and replied casually: "It's okay."
"You..." Gu Qian was choked with anger. If it's all right, can he still stand here to persuade her? Gu Yan's health was not good in the first place, after these few days of quarrel, the good looks that had been cultivated meticulously disappeared immediately. But the wind got a little stronger and I started coughing.
Not to mention Yunzheng's side, he lost weight just seeing people. Even his eyes were not as calm as usual, and it even made people feel that he was holding back his energy, or else he was about to cry, which was so uncomfortable.
So, it's all like this, and you still say it's okay, who can you lie to
However, Gu Qian was helpless on this side, while Gu Tang was also helpless with Yun Zheng.
When Gu Tang went to the kitchen, Yun Zheng was holding a spoon in a daze. The old duck soup in the pot was almost boiling to the point of overflowing. He didn't intend to turn off the fire, but just stood there dumbfounded, not knowing what he was thinking.
"Yun Zheng!" Gu Tang called out to him.
But after a few seconds, Yun Zheng turned down the flames in a hurry as if he had just recovered, and smiled at him embarrassedly: "Brother Tang, I'm sorry, I was distracted just now."
"You!" Gu Tang sighed, and called the cook beside him to help Yunzheng look at the soup, then made a gesture with Yunzheng, and led him upstairs.
Before seeing this scene, Gu Tang didn't think it was necessary for Gu Qian to have a good talk with the two younger ones. But seeing Yun Zheng's state now, he found that Gu Qian's proposal was really right. Yun Zheng is more secure than a person, and now he is like this, which shows how much impact he has received.
Thinking of this, Gu Tang took the man to his room.
"Tell me, what happened to you and Xiao Yan?"
"It's okay." Yun Zheng shook his head, not wanting to elaborate. When Gu Tang saw this, it was not easy to force him, so he simply changed the subject.
"Do you know why you have an engagement with Gu Yan?"
"Because the Yun family and the Gu family are friends?"
"No, it's not that simple." Gu Tang shook his head, and told Yun Zheng about his and Gu Yan's childhood in that reminiscing tone.
Gu Tang said that once Yunzheng's father gave Gu Yan an order, saying that Gu Yan could live to be 27 years old at most. The only way is to get engaged to Yun Zheng. When Yun Zheng becomes an adult, there will naturally be a way to help him change his fate against the sky. So in the end, Yunzheng's father made the decision and got engaged to the two children.
Although in the circle of Yanjing, it is not uncommon to order baby kisses since childhood. But it was the first time for the Yun and Gu families to hold banquets with great fanfare.
"You may not remember." Thinking of the past in his childhood, the smile on the corners of Gu Tang's lips grew stronger. He rubbed Yun Zheng's hair and said with emotion: "When you were five years old, you were just like a little adult. Right and wrong, there is nothing you can't see through. Even Gu Qian and I don't think as fast as you. So at the beginning, everyone was afraid that you didn't like Gu Yan and didn't like this marriage. "
"And then?" Regarding the description in Gu Tang's mouth, Yun Zheng was completely at a loss, unable to comprehend what kind of self he would be like, who was comparable to the devil king in the world.
"Then everyone didn't expect that the first time you saw Gu Yan, you would take him home. You also said that our Gu family can't support anyone. By the way, just wait for me." Gu Tang got up and walked from the side On the bookshelf, I took down a thick photo album. Turning to one of the pages, he pointed it to Yun Zheng: "This is how you and Xiao Yan met for the first time at that time."
Yun Zheng received it in his hand and looked intently. I saw myself when I was young, hugging Gu Yan who was taller than me and not letting go. The righteousness on his face is really a bit like a demon king in the world.
"This was when I was five years old?" Yun Zheng turned a few pages back. When he saw himself and Gu Yan standing in front of the huge cake in formal attire, their eyes were a little blurred for a moment.
It turned out that in his lost memory, he and Gu Yan were actually engaged.
I have to say that Gu Yan was so exquisite and beautiful when she was a child. Although there are not many expressions on his face, he is extremely focused on the appearance of people. But now it's almost the same.
"When I was young, I was terrible." With a hint of a sigh, Yun Zheng touched Gu Yan's face in the photo, and then turned back.
Gu Tang's photos are very comprehensive, almost completely presenting Gu Yan's entire youthful stage.
From being young and immature at the beginning, to getting more and more wings later. The only difference is that in Gu Yan's expression, there is always a kind of indifferent lifelessness, as if nothing can keep him.
Gu Tang accompanied him, and also shook his head: "You were the one who lost it during this time. At that time, everyone in the circle said you were dead, but Xiao Yan didn't believe it. Then he desperately searched for you for ten years."
After considering his tone, Gu Tang used the tone of someone who came over to discuss with Yunzheng: "You don't need to tell me about Xiaoyan's temper, you know it best. Whenever he does something bastard, you beat him twice in anger, scold him He said a few words, don't be so self-indulgent. He can't stand it."
"That's not the case." After closing the album, Yun Zheng didn't know how to tell Gu Tang. But in the end, he still remembered Gu Tang's words.
In fact, Yun Zheng himself also understands that Gu Yan regards him more than his life. In her previous life, she wished she could protect him as long as she had breath. Otherwise, how could he, a little cook who was born as an orphan, be able to get along so smoothly in the circle of Forty-Nine City
But it was precisely this that made Yun Zheng feel uncomfortable.
Gu Yan puts him first in everything. In order to make him happy, it's not enough to have a single personality, even a finely divided personality must be together. Whenever he frowned, Gu Yan became extremely nervous. But the feelings are mutual, just because of Gu Yan's heart, even if Yun Zheng is a stone, he will be smothered, not to mention that he likes Gu Yan so much.
Therefore, whether it is Gu Yan or Gu Tang, they have misunderstood. Yun Zheng was not angry, but distressed. At the same time, he was also reflecting on whether he had not done enough to make Gu Yan feel so insecure.
Even in the current state of the Cold War, as long as the appearance can be maintained, Gu Yan will not dare to ask more questions even if he is suffering to death.
The more he thought about it, the more panicked he felt, Yun Zheng didn't want to continue discussing this topic with Gu Tang. After a simple apology, he returned the photo album to Gu Tang and prepared to go downstairs.
But at this moment, I suddenly heard Gu Qian from downstairs yelling: "Gu Tang! Gu Tang! Something happened to Xiaoyan!"