When Du Yixin went to Liu Hong's bar for the first time, he was stunned by the scene inside. Although it is clean, the guests are full of strangely dressed guys.
He is obviously a tall and thick man, but he is wearing women's clothes and has heavy makeup. Among them, Du Yixin even met a man who had met once.
The lady-dressing tycoon who claimed to have Cupid's eye.
As soon as he entered, he felt that he was being visited from top to bottom, and he couldn't help but get goose bumps all over his body.
Fortunately, although these guests are boldly dressed, they are basically good people. Hearing that he has a boyfriend, while inquiring into the private life of the two, he gave advice and told him how to hold on to his boyfriend's heart.
Du Yixin was so bombarded by these questions that he couldn't bear it anymore, so he went to the back door on the pretext of going to the bathroom.
Just go straight away.
Originally, I came here because I hadn't seen Brother Liu Hong for a long time, and I wanted to catch up on the old days. As a result, the other party was too busy to be seen at all.
He took out his mobile phone and was about to leave without saying a word, but the back door was pushed open at this moment.
Liu Hong came out, dressed as a bartender. White shirt, black vest, black trousers, and a black apron tied around his waist.
"I'm sorry, Xiaoxin, a customer was drunk just now, I went out to help him get a taxi. The customer in the shop didn't make things difficult for you, did they?"
Du Yixin shook his head. After a pause, he asked, "Brother Liu Hong, are you running a... gay business?"
Liu Hong took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took one out and put it in his mouth: "No. I originally wanted to open an ordinary bar. But I don't know why, but all the customers came to the door. However, they just dressed up exaggeratedly. People are not bad."
He handed Du Yixin a cigarette, "Do you want to smoke?"
"I don't smoke."
Liu Hong didn't force it, lit the cigarette butt with a lighter, took a deep breath, and exhaled the smoke ring.
He thought of something and asked, "Your boyfriend didn't come?"
"Ying Sheng? He... has something to do today."
"I think he doesn't want to see me." Although the two were "colleagues" for a period of time, their relationship was not good.
Liu Hong didn't care, and said with a smile, "Fortunately, he didn't come today, otherwise my shop would probably be demolished."
Du Yixin imagined it for a while and smiled. Indeed, although Ying Sheng has indeed restrained his temper a lot recently, if he listened to what the guests said just now, he would definitely explode on the spot.
The two talked about some past events. Liu Hong almost finished smoking a cigarette. He flicked the cigarette ash, pretending to be casual and said: "Speaking of which, did you do it?"
"do what?"
Liu Hong threw away the cigarette butt, made a fist with one hand, and stretched out his index finger with the other, making an indescribable movement with his hands.
Seeing this, Du Yixin coughed violently.
Liu Hong went to pat him on the back: "Are you choking? You didn't even drink water."
"No, nothing." Du Yixin calmed down, "Brother Liu Hong, why don't you go back to the store to see the customers?"
"There's a hired bartender."
Du Yixin looked up at the sky: "It seems that it's getting late, so I'll go first."
But as soon as he turned around, he heard the other party ask: "Haven't done it yet?"
He coughed violently again.
Liu Hong understood, and shook his head bitterly: "Xiaoxin, Xiaoxin, what do you want me to say about you? It took so long just to confess, and I thought I finally got the hang of it. How long have you two been dating now? It's time, haven't you made it to the last step?"
After saying that, he came over gossipingly again: "Does he not want it or you don't want it?"
Du Yixin's face flushed red.
Liu Hong looked quite interesting.
Although this guy has experienced so many life and death partings, he has grown a lot. In terms of feelings, he is still a kid.
So cute.
"I can't stand it." Liu Hong patted him on the shoulder, "Let me help you."
Du Yixin subconsciously felt that it was not a good thing, so he directly refused: "No need."
Liu Hong looked at him: "Don't you two want Plato forever?" Seeing Du Yixin's shaken face, he asked while the iron was hot, "Where are you going now?"
Du Yixin glanced at Liu Hong, hesitated for a moment, and replied: "Hold hands, hug..."
"Then what."
"Kiss on the face..."
Liu Hong was still waiting for the next words, but Du Yixin just didn't move, looking at him eagerly.
Liu Hong: "..."
This wordless means "and then".
Du Yixin: "..."
This speechless means "there is no more".
"Are you elementary school students in a relationship?"
Liu Hong clasped Du Yixin's shoulders with both hands and shook, "Are you with your ex-boyfriend...or girlfriend? No matter what, you can kiss. How could it be so simple!"
Du Yixin was dazzled: "I don't know, this is my first time."
Liu Hong stopped shaking: "First love?"
Du Yixin touched his neck: "Yes."
Liu Hong immediately understood. After all, first love is beautiful, even if you don't say anything, you will feel happiness bubbling when you touch it with your hands once in a while.
He couldn't help recalling the past green years, and thinking about himself who was now stained black by the years, he couldn't help sighing.
"In short, Xiaoxin, let's start with the basics." Liu Hong is serious, "You must know the method before you can practice it. I will pass on the learning materials to you."
"Study materials?"
"Look, you will open the door to a new world."
After returning home, Du Yixin immediately received Liu Hong's so-called learning materials.
It is an indescribable small movie with tens of gigabytes, focusing on men and women.
He suddenly felt a headache.
Suddenly, there was a sound of unlocking the door. He immediately closed the message box, and looked up nonchalantly: "Are you back?"
Ying Sheng entered the room, and probably found nothing unusual. She came over and kissed him on the cheek.
At this time, the body paused, the wings of the nose twitched, and he looked up.
Du Yixin was a little nervous: "What's wrong?"
The two stared at each other for a few seconds.
"It's nothing." In the end, Ying Sheng just dropped this sentence, turned and walked into the bedroom.
The door slammed shut. As soon as Du smelled his clothes, he immediately realized that something was wrong.
It smelled of wine and perfume, it must have been rubbed on him by those guests.
Although it is not strong, but Ying Sheng has such a sharp nose, he must have smelled it.
Du Yixin felt his head hurt even more, and decided not to see Brother Liu Hong for a short time.
About a week later, Du Yixin had no classes during the day and no other arrangements, so he stayed at home alone.
In order to live with Ying Sheng, he moved out of the school dormitory and rented a house. It's just that the two of them still sleep in separate rooms because their schedules are not consistent.
He received another message from Brother Liu Hong asking about the progress, and then he remembered that he still had a lot of "study materials" that he hadn't read.
Du Yixin thought about it and made up his mind. For the sake of their first time, let's observe and learn.
He drew the curtains, put on the earphones, turned on the computer with a serious expression, and began to watch the first male-to-male movie in his life.
However, as the movie progressed, his solemn expression seemed to be watching the history of war.
Just when the plot was reaching its climax, the right earphone was suddenly taken off. Turning around, he saw Ying Sheng standing behind him, looking at him with a complicated expression.
"!"
Du Yixin was startled and stood up abruptly. Due to the violent action, the earphone cable was accidentally pulled out. The indescribable voice was released just like that, echoing in the spacious living room.
Embarrassment spreads at this moment.
Du Yixin immediately pressed the switch of the main unit to stop the background sound.
However, after returning to silence, it became even more embarrassing.
Du Yixin coughed: "Didn't you come back at night?"
"I forgot to take something."
Du Yixin noticed that the other party was carrying a satchel. He cleared his throat and felt that it was necessary to explain: "Ying Sheng, I..."
However, at this time the other party had already turned around and walked to the door to put on his shoes: "Let's talk when we come back."
The door closes in front of you.
Du Yixin took a deep breath, and then let it out slowly. Turning around and opening the curtains, the warm sunshine came in, which was extremely warm.
However, his heart was as cold as snowflakes in June.
He shouldn't be misunderstood as a wretched man thinking about that kind of thing.
But he has been with Ying Sheng for so long, it's normal for lovers to fight.
Or should Ying Sheng feel that the current relationship is enough. After all, both of them were straight men before. Although they like each other psychologically, it doesn't mean they can accept it physically.
Du Yixin became more and more confused.
At this time, the phone vibrated, and it was another message from brother Liu Hong.
[How about it, have you learned it yet?]
Du Yixin: "..."
He turned on the computer and deleted dozens of gigabytes of resources.
That night.
Du Yixin was nestled by the bedside reading a book. When he heard the sound of unlocking the lock in the living room, he suddenly panicked. He turned off the bedside lamp and covered the quilt to pretend to be asleep.
Because the scene this morning was too embarrassing, he hasn't figured out how to face Ying Sheng yet.
The sound of water came from the bathroom in the living room, and the other party was probably taking a shower. After a while, the sound of water stopped.
The sound insulation of the house is good, but if you listen carefully, you can hear the movement of people outside.
Footsteps passed the door and returned to the bedroom.
When he heard the bedroom door close, Du Yixin turned over and sat up.
Going on like this is not an option, I'd better find Ying Sheng and explain what happened today.
Just as he was about to get out of bed, there were footsteps outside the door again. The voice got closer and closer, and finally stopped outside the door.
Then, the door was gently pushed open.
Ying Sheng stood in the darkness. Just got out of the shower, and my hair is still dripping with water. He only wore a pair of trousers, revealing his thin upper body, with well-defined muscles, and his abdominal muscles rose and fell with his breathing.
Du Yixin froze for a moment, then turned on the light: "I just wanted to find you."
But the other party didn't say anything, walked over and went directly to bed.
"Ying Sheng?" Du Yixin was a little surprised.
The young man's eyes were deep, and the earrings reflected a glimmer of light. He caressed Du Yixin's cheek, and actually came over on his own initiative.
Du Yixin felt softness on his lips. Slightly startled, then immediately came to his senses and responded more proactively.
Although he didn't know what was going on, Ying Sheng didn't seem to care about what happened today.
That's how it goes
After a while, the two separated, their breaths already a little short.
Du Yixin wanted to fall asleep with his arms around Ying Sheng, but the other party took out two things from his pants pocket and threw them over.
Du Yixin caught it and saw that it was lubricant and condom.
Ying Sheng sat cross-legged on the bed, put his elbows on his knees, rested his chin on his hands, and squinted over. I don't know if it's because of the light, but the cheeks and neck are covered with layers of faint red.
"I buy it casually, and I will use this."
Du Yixin looked at the gadget in his hand and remained silent.
Ying Sheng waited and waited, but when there was no response, he felt a little annoyed, "Say something!"
Du Yixin hesitated, "Are you really going to do it?"
Ying Sheng squinted his eyes, but didn't speak.
The original intimacy disappeared, as if it had been frozen. Ying Sheng turned around and got off the bed: "Forget it, pretend I didn't say anything."
Du Yixin seemed a little angry when he saw him, and tried to grab his arm, but was thrown away.
"Ying Sheng..."
Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted again: "Do you still think women are better?"
Ying Sheng sat on the edge of the bed with his back to Du Yixin, unable to see his expression.
Du Yixin didn't expect the other party to say such words at all, and he didn't know how to respond for a moment.
"The last time you came back, there was a smell of perfume on your clothes. Did you go to play with women?"
"Hey, that's..."
"And this morning," Ying Sheng clenched his fists, "You look at that kind of film, you look like you're going to die."
Hearing this, Du Yixin couldn't help touching his face. He didn't pay attention to his face at the time, but he really didn't have much interest in that kind of small movie.
Ying Sheng clicked his tongue and covered his face with one hand: "It's crazy, why would I say such a thing." He put down his hand, tilted his head slightly, "Throw that thing in the trash can, just treat it like nothing today. It didn't happen."
He stood up: "Good night."
It must be explained clearly.
Du Yixin grabbed his arm, pulled him back, and hugged him directly.
"I don't like girls, I like you."
Ying Sheng realized that he really couldn't get angry with Du Yixin. He originally wanted to push the person away, but when he heard this sentence, there was a tingling feeling in his neck, which made him let go of his hand involuntarily.
"Smell of perfume, I went to see Brother Liu Hong. The guests there are all male elder sisters, who came up to me by accident." Du Yixin buried his head in Ying Sheng's neck, his voice was muffled, "And that film is also Brother Liu Hong. Send it to me and let me learn."
Ying Sheng laughed back in anger: "You really told him everything."
Du Yixin was silent for a while, and said, "I don't know what to do. Ying Sheng, I want to get closer to you, but I'm afraid you'll hate me."
"Huh? So I didn't take the initiative just now..."
"No." Du Yixin strengthened his hands, "I have searched before, what should be done between boys. But whether it was at that time or today, I felt very painful."
"..."
"Ying Sheng." Du Yixin lowered his voice a little, "I don't want to hurt you or make you uncomfortable."
Outside the window, there was a slight breeze, and the curtains moved slightly. The moonlight was just right, and a ray of clear light came in.
After saying this, the two of them remained silent for a long time.
"Then what do you mean." Ying Sheng pushed Du Yixin's hand away, and looked back at him, "This kind of schoolboy love for the rest of my life? Is a hug enough?"
Du Yixin blinked and looked away: "It's good too..."
"What a fart!" Ying Cheng couldn't bear it any longer, he pushed him onto the bed, and pressed him on top of him: "You were like this in the beginning, you only knew how to escape. Now that we're together, you still want to escape? I don't even mind being fucked." You suppressed it, what the hell are you afraid of!"
Du Yixin hesitated for a moment, and replied, "I'm afraid you will be in pain."
"Is my mother a person who is afraid of pain!"
As soon as this remark came out, I was speechless for a long time.
Looking at each other for a moment, Du Yixin suddenly stretched out his arms to embrace Ying Sheng, and laughed softly.
Ying Sheng also felt a little helpless at this time, letting the other party hug him: "Why are you laughing?"
"I think we are really desperate."
Ying Sheng never thought that one day there would be a dispute over this kind of thing, and he was quite speechless.
Then, he was pushed onto the bed by Du Yixin.
The atmosphere seems to have changed a bit. The two were very close, each other's pupils reflected each other's shadow, and their breaths were intertwined.
Du Yixin kissed his palm: "Is it okay, I will be very careful."
Ying Sheng covered his face with impatience and shyness: "Don't ask so many times."
The arm moves down, exposing a pair of eyes. She is usually ruthless, but now she is a little tender.
"Go ahead and hurt me, bastard."
Du Yixin held his hand and bent down.
The two figures overlapped.
Outside the window, a full moon is embedded in the sky. The moonlight is bright and clear, reflecting the earth. At this time, a thin white mist wrapped up, faintly blocking the moon, as if shy.
Tonight is still a long time.