When Cheng Hao heard Lin Yuxun say that he liked him, he subconsciously replied: "I like you too."
"I'm not talking about liking." Lin Yuxun said, "I'm GAY."
Lin Yuxun actually has the ability to hide himself well.
He has the ability to hide his feelings for Cheng Hao and stay by Cheng Hao's side, and he even has the ability to drive away those who are interested in Cheng Hao or who are interested in Cheng Hao from Cheng Hao's side.
After all, Cheng Hao trusts him and treats him like his family.
After such a long time, he might even break Cheng Hao.
He'd almost done it before.
But once he thought about it deeply, Lin Yuxun felt that what he did was a little disgusting.
Cheng Hao treats him so well, why should he count Cheng Hao like this
What's more, because of Cheng Hao, it was a very inappropriate behavior for him to be on guard against Monica.
Moreover, he didn't want to lie to Cheng Hao.
After Lin Yuxun finished speaking, he looked at Cheng Hao, waiting for Cheng Hao's sentence.
In the previous year, Lin Yuxun read a lot of books and learned a lot about things. He also had a clearer understanding of homosexuality.
In all the books he has read, he disagrees with the fact that men like men.
People think it's sinful, it's evil, it's a disease.
He didn't think it was a disease, but what about Cheng Hao? Would Cheng Hao think so
However, Cheng Hao thought so, it would be good to drive him away.
This way, at least he can't hurt Cheng Hao.
He will continue to like Cheng Hao, and he deserves all of this, but he is a little sorry for Danny.
Lin Yuxun knew very well that Danny liked Cheng Hao very much. To Danny, Cheng Hao might be similar to his father, but now that something like this happened, Cheng Hao might drive Danny away together.
Lin Yuxun thought about many things, but in fact, only a few seconds passed.
After learning that Lin Yuxun is GAY and still likes him, Cheng Hao was stunned for a moment, and then said without thinking, "Don't you know that you can't fall in love early? How old are you?!"
Lin Yuxun looked at Cheng Hao dumbfounded.
He planned Cheng Hao to show a disgusted expression, but... Cheng Hao reprimanded him, thinking he shouldn't fall in love early
In less than a year, he will be eighteen years old and able to get married!
Now he is seventeen, not very old, but not young... Monica is about his age, and has children!
In the poor community where he lived before, there were probably only one or two people in a hundred who had never found a boyfriend or girlfriend at his age!
Cheng Hao said again: "You are still young, it is too early to think about this, the most important thing for you now is to study!"
Cheng Hao was actually a little confused at the moment.
Lin Yuxun turned out to be gay, and still likes himself... This made him a little overwhelmed.
Cheng Hao often surfed the Internet in his previous life, and he was no stranger to gays. At that time, many countries had already allowed gays to marry, not to mention their own countries, which were much more tolerant.
He even watched TV series with related themes while watching TV.
At that time, he always felt that the man who was always close to the protagonist and interacting with the protagonist was a villain. He had been waiting for this villain to show his true colors, but at the end of the play, the villain did not move at all. He felt strange and searched the Internet to find out. It turned out that he was not a villain, but the protagonist CP.
He thought it was a little weird, but if he really hated it, that's okay, after all, it had nothing to do with him.
He has no prejudice against this type of people. Of course, if they do such things as fraudulent marriages, he will be disgusted.
Lin Yuxun didn't cheat on the marriage, so he naturally wouldn't have any objections to Lin Yuxun, and was even a little happy because of Lin Yuxun's confession... This happiness wasn't because he had the same feelings for Lin Yuxun, it was purely because someone liked him This matter satisfied his vanity.
However, Lin Yuxun's thoughts still need to be educated, not just because of puppy love.
Cheng Hao saw Lin Yuxun stunned, and said earnestly: "Yuxun, you like me, is it just an illusion of puberty? You didn't have friends of the same age before, so you mistaken your feelings for me?"
Lin Yuxun: "..."
Cheng Hao said again: "I know you are very dependent on me, you have to learn to distinguish between various emotions..."
Lin Yuxun looked at Cheng Hao with a serious face: "I really like you, which is love. I'm sure of this. In fact, I liked you a year ago."
Cheng Hao frowned: "This road is not easy."
"Even if this road is difficult, I still like you. I love you." Lin Yuxun said: "I know I am disgusting, but I am such a person..."
Lin Yuxun's words were full of self-loathing, Cheng Hao realized this, and immediately said: "Don't say something like 'disgusting', it's just a different sexual orientation, there's nothing disgusting about it."
Lin Yuxun: "...don't you think I'm a pervert? I like men, I'm sick!"
Cheng Hao said: "You are not sick, but your preferences are different from the public, Yu Xun, it's nothing, you have to put your mind on it and don't feel inferior."
Lin Yuxun felt that something was going wrong, completely different from what he had imagined.
However, Cheng Hao began to worry that Lin Yuxun would have psychological problems. This child is already thoughtful and has low self-esteem, and he is not friendly to homosexuals these days... He needs to comfort Lin Yuxun: "I know that the outside world is very repulsive to homosexuals. But it's not the fault of these types of people. As long as they don't hurt others, it doesn't matter what kind of person they like. You are not a psycho, you are a genius, don't care what others think, just be yourself , just do your best.”
Cheng Hao said, and patted Lin Yuxun's head.
Lin Yuxun's eyes were red, but he held back the tears.
He was prepared for Cheng Hao to hate him, and even thought that he might never see Cheng Hao again, but... Cheng Hao actually enlightened him.
Cheng Hao, why are you so good
Cheng Hao said that, could it be... He also likes men
Thinking of this, there was light in Lin Yuxun's eyes again.
Cheng Hao stared at Shanglin Yuxun's eyes full of tears and hope, and realized something: "Yuxun, I don't have such feelings for you, but I don't think you are wrong, you just fell in love with someone That's all... Of course, I also have something to tell you."
When Lin Yuxun heard Cheng Hao's words, the light in his eyes dimmed, but at the same time, he also felt that he loved Cheng Hao, which was really the right thing to do.
Cheng Hao doesn't like men, but he is so tolerant and kind.
Cheng Hao didn't know what Lin Yuxun was thinking, but at this moment, he remembered something about gay again.
He has never been in contact with gays in his previous life, but he will know a little about the things in this circle by watching the news and surfing the Internet.
Those little girls on the Internet are cute with CP or something, and they look beautiful, but in reality, the lives of GAYs are not so beautiful.
Staying in this circle, some people don't pay attention to protecting themselves, they will get sick, and some people do things like cheating marriages, all in all, it's quite chaotic.
Cheng Hao said: "Yu Xun, it doesn't matter if you like men, but you have to learn to protect yourself. Some people are more reckless and have diseases. If they engage in unprotected... behaviors, they may contract diseases. Of course, in the past few years, you'd better Don't fall in love! You are still young!"
Lin Yuxun didn't know what expression to show. He knew that he liked Cheng Hao, but he didn't think about it at all. He felt that being able to kiss Cheng Hao was already the most beautiful thing in the world...
Lin Yuxun subconsciously said: "I won't be with others..." Except for Cheng Hao, he won't like others.
"Also," Cheng Hao interrupted Lin Yuxun, "Even if your sexual orientation is different, I hope you can find someone who you love and who also loves you in the future, and support each other for the rest of your life instead of Mess up the messy relationship... It's a bit early to say this now... You are still young, don't fall in love early! Be sure to protect yourself!"
Lin Yuxun: "..." He only wanted to be with Cheng Hao, and he never thought about other people at all!
Moreover, with someone like Cheng Hao in front, who can he like? Who can fool him
Cheng Hao said again: "Yuxun, as long as you are an upright person, there is nothing wrong with you."
Lin Yuxun was a little dumbfounded by Cheng Hao's words, and at the same time, he was slowly moved in his heart.
He knew that what Cheng Hao said was for his own good.
How can there be such a good person in this world...
Cheng Hao talked to Lin Yuxun a lot, and the more he talked, the more worried he became.
Lin Yuxun is very good-looking, so he should be very popular in this circle, what if he is targeted and cheated? and AIDS or something...
Cheng Hao felt that in the future, he must pay more attention to people.
As for Lin Yuxun liking himself... It's normal for adolescent boys to fall in love with someone, but after a few years, they probably forget about it.
It's impossible for him to accept it. He doesn't feel that way about Lin Yuxun, but at this time, if he avoids suspicion with Lin Yuxun, the kid will definitely think too much, so it's better to let nature take its course.
Of course, he chose this way. The important point is that he didn't want to lose Lin Yuxun.
Lin Yuxun regards him as his reliance, so why not him
His parents died young, and he has no relatives, maybe because of this, he likes to help others and make friends, because of that, many people will like him.
But just like that, all he has are friends, not family.
Lin Yuxun and Danny are different.
He already considered them family.
Especially Lin Yuxun.
Danny relied on him, that's all, but Lin Yuxun saved him, worked to support him, cook for him, and cared about him everywhere... In his heart, he actually liked these things.
He's a little selfish and doesn't want to change that.
Thinking of this, Cheng Hao looked at Lin Yuxun, and said again: "Yuxun, don't be afraid, don't feel inferior, if you encounter uncomfortable things in the future, you can talk to me, if someone bullies you, I can help you Call back. You have to remember, you are the best."
What else can Lin Yuxun do at this time? He could only nod his head, feeling that the style of his confession today was a bit weird.
Cheng Hao chatted with Lin Yuxun like this, and while chatting, he patted Lin Yuxun's shoulder: "Don't worry, although everyone doesn't understand homosexuality now, it will definitely get better and better in the future. I I believe that one day, men and men can also get married and receive blessings. Even, if you are determined to take this path, you can work hard and contribute to this matter... Of course, if you want to do that, you You have to work hard."
Lin Yuxun nodded seriously.
At this time, his bad mood had completely disappeared, and he was even full of hope for the future.
When I met Cheng Hao, it seemed that no matter how difficult it was to solve, it was nothing.