The farce in the court continued until the time of withdrawal from the court, and the ministers still failed to reach a conclusion. Until they left, Chi Zhao didn't know what they were going to do to Pang Zhuo.
As an emperor who has not yet been in power, what Chi Zhao has to do every day is to watch the fun in the morning, read a book in the next, sleep at noon, and continue to practice calligraphy in the afternoon and evening.
Holding the brush in his hand, Chi Zhao felt that if he kept practicing like this, he would definitely become a great calligrapher.
Except on the first day, Shen Wumian personally came to watch him practice calligraphy, in the following days, he never came again, and the intersection between the two ended in the morning. The two went up and down together, Shen Wumian arranged some homework for Chi Zhao, and regardless of whether he had any doubts, he just looked at his own, and then left when the time came.
It was the same today. The little emperor had the habit of taking naps. When he woke up, Chi Zhao sat up slowly, and then went to the study surrounded by the maids and eunuchs.
The same life has been repeated for several days. Chi Zhao practiced dry calligraphy under the gaze of the big palace maid with red tears. The content he copied over and over again was just like that. He practiced until it was dark and did not stop.
People are always more vulnerable at night than during the day.
Chi Zhao was no exception. In addition to him, there were two palace ladies in charge of lanterns, two eunuchs serving eunuchs, and a foreman with red tears.
An extremely unfamiliar environment, an extremely unfamiliar person, this prisoner-like life makes Chi Zhao feel very uncomfortable, but he can't show it yet, because this is his task, his job.
Chi Zhao knew that he shouldn't complain, everyone had to work, and they had to do what they promised. Moreover, it was a common truth in any world to exchange labor for what they wanted. Therefore, it doesn't matter if he is a little bit bitter and tired, anyway, he's living his life for nothing. Every day he lives, he should be grateful to Dade.
But…
Chi Zhao lowered his eyes, still feeling uncomfortable, always feeling very sour.
While dipping in the ink, Chi Zhao calmly rubbed his eyes with his left hand, while still sighing in his heart.
It seemed that he was really spoiled, and he couldn't bear the pain.
Listening to Chi Zhao's self-comforting in his heart, the system silently shrank itself into a ball.
Humans seem to like to deceive themselves. About this, the main system once told it that this is because human bodies and brains are too small, and many times they cannot bear too many things. When they cannot bear it, they will You will deceive yourself and tell yourself that it is no big deal. If you deceive yourself and believe it, the crisis caused by overload will be lifted.
Chi Zhao is deceiving himself now. It's not that he can't bear the pain. Physical torture will never defeat him. He is a very determined person, so the system will pick him and make him its host.
The reason why he can't stand it now is because no one loves him anymore, he has lost his lover again, and is back to being alone again.
The feelings that were filtered before were returned to Chi Zhao. After so many days, the feelings should have all returned. The three feelings are mixed together. It stands to reason that Chi Zhao's behavior these days will not be too normal. Auntie would be moody for several days, not to mention someone like Chi Zhao who suddenly had to endure three life-and-death feelings.
However, Chi Zhao always behaved normally, as if nothing had happened. At first, the system really thought that he was so powerful and could handle all his emotions well. After careful observation, the system discovered that Chi Zhao was In fact, he has been suppressing himself.
He didn't say it, because he didn't want the system to worry, and he didn't want the system to become his trash can, and he didn't want to make the system that was already eating with him even more troubled.
woo-
If the system had eyes, the eyes would definitely become the poached egg special effects only found in cartoons.
The host is too good, really good, except for always being unable to complete the task, there are almost no other shortcomings!
…
Chi Zhao's emotional fluctuations will be detected by the system. If the system's emotional fluctuations are too severe, Chi Zhao can also detect the same. In order to prevent Chi Zhao from discovering that the code that he has touched is shaking, the system quickly returns to Chi Zhao's. Deep in my mind, while crying and biting my data cable, I clicked a song "Father" in the music library, and by the way, it turned into a single loop mode.
Main system still connected to system data: "..."
I feel like my position is going to be unstable.
Thinking of other things in my mind, it will also be reflected when I write. When I stopped writing, Chi Zhao realized that he had written a line of words that was not in the book given by Shen Wumian. After a moment of silence, Chi Zhao put this piece of paper together. Well, and then tossed it into the waste paper pile on the side.
After another half an hour, finally, Hong Lei came over to remind him that it was time to rest, Chi Zhao put down his pen, rubbed his stiff legs, and returned to his bedroom.
He just left here, and within ten minutes, the piece of waste paper he threw away appeared in front of Shen Wumian's desk.
Every word that is written in waste will be checked by a special eunuch. After confirming that there is no abnormality, it will be burned. This one is not the content of the book at first glance. The eunuch is naturally very vigilant. sent over.
Looking at the simple six words on the paper, Shen Wumian never spoke, but the expression on his face became more introverted, making it more and more invisible.
- Human affairs, few are missing.
The world is different, and the cultural development is also different. Shen Wumian didn't know that this was a word written by an ancient writer, and thought it was written by Chen Yi himself.
The meaning of this sentence is easy to understand, but it is just a casual expression. Life is impermanent, some things are perfect, and some things are full of regrets. Almost every literati and writer will sigh such a similar sentence when they get old. But those literati and writers couldn't say such a level sentence, and Chen Yi was not an elderly person.
Chen Yi is only fourteen years old, his life has not yet begun, how could he have such an idea
Does he have any regrets
Shen Wumian's mind is deep, and he will ponder for a long time when he sees something wrong, not to mention such an obvious note. When the eunuch sent the note, Shen Wumian had not left the palace, and was still reviewing the memorial in the Qinzheng Hall. His position is the side hall of Qinzheng Hall. The main hall can only be used by the emperor. Even if he is the regent, he cannot break the rules.
After pondering for a moment, Shen Wumian decided to stay for a while longer. After Chen Yi fell asleep, let Hong Lei come over and tell him if there was anything strange about Chen Yi in the past two days.
The words passed, and Shen Wumian thought that he would be able to see people after an hour, but two and a half hours later, Hong Lei came to see him in the night.
As soon as he walked in, Hong Lei immediately knelt on the ground, "This servant has seen the prince."
Shen Wumian frowned and looked at him, with a cold breath in his eyes, "Why are you here so late?"
In the last life, he was kind to his subordinates, but in the end, he was betrayed by the dead man he trusted the most. There were nineteen dead men in the Shen family. Shen Shiliu was one of them, and so was Hong Lei. , Before she came to the palace, her name was Shen Asi, and she was one of the only two women among the dead.
The dead man was not completely loyal to him, and Shen Wumian completely remembered this point.
Hong Lei didn't know why the lord suddenly became so cloudy and uncertain, she could only answer cautiously: "The lord ordered the servants to wait until His Majesty fell asleep before coming over. His Majesty just fell asleep a moment ago, and the servants dared to come here."
She fell asleep only a moment ago, and Shen Wumian's brows were even more wrinkled.
"Why did he sleep so late today?"
How can Hong Lei know that she is not the roundworm in Chen Yi's stomach, but as a subordinate, when the master asks questions, she can never answer that she doesn't know, otherwise she will be dereliction of duty. And as a dead man in the palace, dereliction of duty is equivalent to death.
Hong Lei thought for a moment and replied, "Your Majesty has been tossing and turning for a long time. It seems that he has something on his mind. The servant wants to explore, but His Majesty is silent."
Shen Wumian stared at Hong Lei for nearly a minute, his expression seemed quite calm, but anyone who knew Shen Wumian knew that he was measuring the value of the other party's use, and if he came to the conclusion that it was worthless, he would Kill the opponent without hesitation. What about the confidant who has worked so hard to cultivate, he will also not be soft-hearted.
Hong Lei's back is stiff, if Shen Wumian speaks now and lets her lead to death, even if she doesn't want to die at all, she will immediately kill herself. Fortunately, after a long period of silence, Shen Wumian felt that she was still useful and didn't kill her.
He said lightly, "Get up."
The red tears were like amnesty, and he quickly stood up. Shen Wumian put down the things in his hand, walked out from behind the desk, and walked to Chen Yi's bedroom.
Hong Lei followed him, and when he arrived at the door, Shen Wumian raised his hand slightly, and everyone behind him immediately stopped, not daring to make a slight movement.
In the golden bed curtain, Chi Zhao finally got rid of his insomnia, but as soon as he fell asleep, he indulged in a dream. When the first two worlds changed, he had never experienced the feeling of longing and sadness intertwined. Now that he realized it, he knew that the system was really good for him at that time.
He understands the painstaking efforts of the system, so he tries to mediate himself, so that people in this world don't see that he is in a bad mood, but he is the emperor, and his words and deeds are watched by people, and he is not an actor, how is it possible Concealed by everyone.
At the same time, during the day, the depression was ruthless. At night, those feelings were like backlash, and they all found him in the dream, making him uncomfortable.
In the dream, Chi Zhao was standing in the vast expanse of whiteness. Opposite him was Qi Yuyang, who was in his thirties. He was smiling and looking at himself. Seeing that he was stunned, he also stretched out a hand, gentle said to him, "Come here."
After a second of silence, Deng Deng Deng, Chi Zhao ran directly into the other party's arms, he hugged the other party tightly, the tears could no longer bear, just like a flood, the tears flowed down.
In the dream, he cried fiercely, but in reality, Chi Zhao's face was still dry, and not a single tear came out. However, he kept frowning tightly, his expression looked sad and aggrieved, with a bit of indifference. Reason's complaining and pampering, as if he met his biggest supporter in a dream, and wanted to express all his unhappiness and sadness.
Shen Wumian stood beside Chi Zhao's bed and looked at him blankly. There was no wave in his expression, but he was frowning in his heart. For no other reason, Chi Zhao's expression looked really aggrieved, as if he had been trampled on so severely that Shen Wumian had no choice but to reflect, did he go too far
It's just been practiced for a few days, and this is just the beginning.
Shen Wumian folded his hands slightly, turned around and wanted to leave, but saw Chi Zhao's lips tremble a few times, as if speaking, Shen Wumian paused, sat beside him, slowly leaned down, and put his ears close to Chi Zhao photo above.
Chi Zhao didn't know what he said, and the volume was very low. After listening for a long time, Shen Wumian realized what he was talking about.
"You can coax me again..."
The coquettish with a crying voice was like a needle, which stabbed Shen Wumian's heart fiercely, so that he had to change his face. At this time, Chen Yi still didn't know who the person who saved him was, and he only had himself in his eyes. A person, so, this "you" is naturally the self who has ignored him for a long time.
In the last life, even before Chen Yi betrayed him, he never touched a finger of Chen Yi. The voice, his feelings for Chen Yi, was only extremely disgusting.
But now, he broke the principle that he had not broken in two consecutive lives, and his cool fingers involuntarily pressed against Chen Yan's fine and fluffy face, the soft touch made him stunned for a moment, but then , he moved his fingers uncontrollably again, and lightly stroked the contours of his face.
In the dream, Chen Yi also seemed to feel this brief but gentle treatment, and warm tears flowed out instantly, dripping down the skin onto Shen Wumian's hands.
The wet touch suddenly made Shen Wumian come back to his senses, like an electric shock, he stood up suddenly, his face was full of anger, and the eyes looking at Chen Yi were extremely ugly.