Q: I am a man, and I like women. I have a friend who treats me very well. My friend is all right, but he hates gays. Now it happened suddenly, I accidentally kissed him for some reason, and he may have mistaken me for gays. He must hate me now, and I regret it. Excuse me, how can I ask for his forgiveness? !
A: Either go from the palace, commit suicide, or do a sex reassignment operation to give your friend a cool feeling.
In the few seconds of kissing Bai Yi, after the initial sluggishness and shock, many thoughts suddenly appeared in Cheng Zhichu's mind, so that he had the illusion that these few seconds had passed extremely long.
He never knew that he could think of so many nonsense things at a time like this, but none of them were useful. After experiencing "who he is, where is he, what is he doing", "what's wrong with Bai Yi" and so on, he finally has only one thought left—
Bai Yi will definitely kill him! ! !
In a state of loss of control, he couldn't control his body, he couldn't even open his closed eyes, and couldn't see Bai Yi's expression at this time, he only knew that the other party didn't stop him from moving - maybe he was frightened by him. .
Because of the extreme fear in his heart, Cheng Zhichu's face became extraordinarily pale, and what was even worse was that even though his heart was desperately resisting, his movements continued.
He opened his lips slightly, stuck out the tip of his tongue, and gently licked the corner of Bai Yi's lips like a kitten.
"… "
The strength of Bai Yi's grip on his wrist suddenly increased a bit, and it seemed that even his breathing was no longer so steady.
Help - life - ah! !
Cheng Zhichu was so frightened that his liver and gallbladder were torn apart, and he knew that Bai Yi had finally reacted. This is probably to crush his hands directly, and then his head will be crushed in the next second!
[Being out of control state ends. 】
The automatic reminder of the system is like a death knell being sounded at this moment. Cheng Zhichu regained control of his body, but he had lost all his strength and his legs were weak. If Bai Yi hadn't pulled him in time and held him firmly, he would have sat directly on the ground.
Cheng Zhichu lowered his head, opened his eyes tremblingly, and kept staring at himself and Bai Yi's shoes, not daring to look up at Bai Yi at all.
"Yes, sorry..."
I don't know how long it took for Cheng Zhichu to find his voice and apologize to Bai Yi with a pale face, but he couldn't say anything else, his mind was in a mess.
The current situation is so bad that it can't get any worse. He still remembers the look on Bai Yi's face when he saw him kissing Joshua last time. , Now Bai Yi doesn't say a word, he must be thinking about how to kill him...!
"Knowing the beginning."
After a moment of silence, Bai Yi suddenly spoke softly and called his name. His voice was as gentle and calm as ever, and even contained a faint smile.
The more he was like this, the more Cheng Zhichu trembled. He was afraid that this was the calm before the storm, but he couldn't bear the silence. momentum.
However, when he raised his head, he found that Bai Yi's expression was not as gloomy as he thought, on the contrary, he was even in a good mood. Those beautiful jet-black pupils shimmered and curved slightly, and there was a tear in the corner of his right eye. He made his expression more gentle, his smile filled the air, his slender eyelashes drooped down, and his eyes looked straight at him.
Could it be that Bai Yi... wasn't mad at him
Cheng Zhichu looked at him for a few seconds, his panic gradually calmed down, his face recovered some blood, and he finally gathered up his courage and said in a low voice.
"I'm really sorry, I lost control just now, and I don't know why I did such a thing..."
Speaking of why he got out of control twice and made such gay-like behaviors, is his character really a psychopath and not a porno? !
"I know you must feel uncomfortable in your heart," Cheng Zhichu felt embarrassed after realizing it, his face flushed red, because he was too worried that Bai Yi would hate him, he even forgot that this was What a shameful thing to do, "If you want to get angry hit me, I promise not to fight back..."
"Don't be afraid, how could I be mad at you."
The handsome man smiled, rubbed Cheng Zhichu's soft hair, his tone was as gentle as water, and he spoke softly in a very low voice.
"… Rather, it feels great."
"?"
Cheng Zhichu didn't hear the second half of the sentence clearly, but was looked at by Bai Yiyi's so gentle and almost condoning eyes, his face was even more red, he couldn't help but feel ashamed, and a strong sense of shame and guilt also came up together.
Bai Yi is really... He is obviously such a steely straight man, and he was kissed by the same sex. He must have a hard time now, but he is willing to forcibly endure for him, pretending to be nothing, and conversely comfort him... How can there be such a good-natured person? , he is not worthy of Bai Yi being so nice to him! !
Cheng Zhichu was so moved by Bai Yi that he thought his life would be complete if he could make such a good friend.
But it's one thing for Bai Yi to talk about loyalty, and it's another thing for him to really feel sorry for Bai Yi. Now he really has no face to be so close to Bai Yi. What should he do if he loses control again and starts to harm Bai Yi again after a while? , so at least for now, he should keep his distance from Bai Yi, and others...
Wait, by the way, he and Bai Yi are not the only ones here...! !
It was only at this point that Cheng Zhichu remembered that there were other people present, and his expression changed immediately, and as expected, he found that others were looking at him.
Sister Hua looked at him, and then at Ji Yunxiao, her eyes were very complicated, I don't know if it was an illusion, Cheng Zhichu actually saw a "why did you kiss another man again" from inside. "the taste of.
"The door is open, and there's nothing inside for the time being."
Just when the atmosphere became stiff, Da Gao pushed open the door of Room 105, turned around and said with a blank expression, it was like the sound of heaven for Cheng Zhichu at this moment.
He looked at Da Gao, his eyes suddenly lit up slightly. He was sure that he would continue to lose control in the future, and he had a hunch that the next time he lost control, he might have to act intimately with someone - although he didn't know which mental patient would do this during an episode Crazy thing.
He didn't dare to stay by Bai Yi's side anymore. After all, Bai Yi was out of love and would not subdue him with a ruthless hand, but he was very afraid of letting him act alone.
Ji Yunxiao never dared to approach him, and Meng Ke sisters were even more inappropriate, so only the strong Da Gao was the most suitable. If he lost control again, Da Gao would definitely subdue him directly.
As soon as he thought of this, Cheng Zhichu immediately came to his senses, and he didn't care about anything else. He made this request to Da Gao, hoping that Da Gao would agree. After all, his loss of control was like a bomb that would explode at any time. This is also to make the team more stable. .
"No, Zhichu."
But before Da Gao could say anything, Bai Yi rejected Cheng Zhichu's proposal. His eyes sank slightly, he pulled Cheng Zhichu back to his side, held his shoulders, and said, "It's okay as I said, just stay with me at ease."
"But..." Cheng Zhichu was a little embarrassed and said hesitantly, "If I do anything to you again... Would you find it annoying?"
"I won't hate anything you do." Bai Yi smiled, rubbed his head, and said warmly, "I won't hate you. I promise."
Cheng Zhichu was stunned, his heartbeat suddenly became inexplicably disordered for a moment, and his face was a little hot. But he soon boiled down to being moved by Bai Yi, and didn't think deeply.
Da Gao opened the door and didn't say anything after seeing this, but even without Bai Yi, he would reject Cheng Zhichu's proposal. After all, his most important task was to ensure the safety of his boss, Ji Yunxiao, and he couldn't be distracted by other things.
Thinking like this, he glanced at Ji Yunxiao subconsciously, but couldn't help feeling a little surprised.
The handsome idol looked at Cheng Zhichu and Bai Yi who were close, with thin lips slightly pursed, beautiful eyes drooping, and the eyelashes trembled slightly. Although he looked calm, he could still see Ji Yunxiao, who was familiar with him. Somewhat down.
Ji Yunxiao couldn't tell how he was feeling at the moment.
Although he is always radiant on stage, he is actually a quiet and reserved person who is neither good at expressing his emotions, nor is he always used to responding to others' enthusiasm for him.
Becoming a singer has always been his wish, but after becoming famous overnight, he was under too much sudden pressure and burden, which caught him off guard.
Not only the gossip, wanton abuse and insults, but also Ji Yunxiao often doesn't know how to respond to the fans' love and expectations so as not to disappoint them.
Perhaps because of his upbringing, he is very afraid of being disappointed by others, especially those who love him. Therefore, he is always extremely demanding of himself, hoping to show his most perfect side to everyone.
But Ji Yunxiao is also very clear that no one is perfect, and he cannot satisfy everyone, especially as an idol, there will always be many things that he cannot help himself, and many times he must reject certain expectations of others.
Although this kind of thing has happened many times, Ji Yunxiao still feels uncomfortable in front of these people, so he will try to avoid eye contact with people for too long, and always look directly at the camera, Hide your inner emotions with a smile.
He doesn't like looking into other people's eyes.
Until just now, the moment he met Cheng Zhichu's eyes, his heart was suddenly touched.
It's weird. he knows.
Although this was not Cheng Zhichu's intentional move, it shouldn't have been a good experience, because it reminded him of his previous experience of being attacked by illegitimate meals or black fans.
However, unlike those eyes that were either crazy, paranoid, or disgusted with darkness, Cheng Zhichu's eyes were so pure and transparent.
The pale red eyes were wet, and the light brown pupils were smudged with a touch of water, bright and pure, clearly reflecting his figure, with a fiery and soft emotion, clearly silent, but it seemed to contain a thousand words language.
Really weird.
Ji Yunxiao told himself in the bottom of his heart.
He shouldn't have any superfluous thoughts.
But contrary to reason, at that moment, he clearly felt that his heartbeat was accelerating, he couldn't help but looked away, pretending he didn't care, but couldn't hide his blushing face.
He didn't dare to look any further, because the gaze was too pure, it seemed that as long as he took one more look, he couldn't help thinking that someone would love him so deeply.
It doesn't matter what kind of person he is, what he does or how good he looks, it's just looking at him, nothing else.
In this world, there is only one person watching him.
It's just... Ji Yunxiao also knew that this was his own illusion. After Cheng Zhichu's loss of control was over, he kept keeping a distance from him, and even deliberately avoided any line of sight. Every time Ji Yunxiao looked at him quietly, he could always be seen looking at Bai Yi.
Now he kissed Bai Yi directly - Ji Yunxiao's eyes dimmed slightly, and he felt a faint tingling in his heart.
... Even if it was just an illusion, he actually wanted Cheng Zhichu to keep looking at him with that kind of gaze.
It's so weird...
…
"boss."
Da Gao noticed that Ji Yunxiao's mood was not right, and reminded him aloud, also reminding others not to waste time: "It's time to go in."
"… Um."
Ji Yunxiao responded, restraining the loss in his heart, pursed his lips and nodded seriously.
Da Gao turned around and walked into Room 105 first. The others followed behind him, illuminating the interior of Room 105 with flashlights.
The thick dust was rolled up with the tiny air current, slowly fluttering under the light of the flashlight.
Cheng Zhichu slightly raised his hand to cover his mouth and nose, looked around the house, and looked at the tables and chairs, medical beds, and withered green plants that had not been removed in time, and felt very familiar.
This is not surprising, this is the office of his attending doctor Luo Jie, he has been here many times. He used the clue prompting skill to search for clues, and saw three or four flashes.
One of them is on the wall. Several brain CT images are attached to the broken viewing light box. Bai Yi, who is closest to it, has taken them down and checked them with a flashlight.
Cheng Zhichu walked to Dr. Luo's desk. Just now, he faintly saw a flashing reminder. After opening the drawer, there was a dozen thick papers. But most are just blank paper, and many are shredded and have nothing of value.
After rummaging through two drawers in a row, Cheng Zhichu couldn't find anything. He squatted down and opened the bottom drawer, only to find that the drawer was empty, with only one photo in it.
[Discover clues, gain 50 experience points, and 100 survival points. 】
This is…
The photo was a little blurry. Cheng Zhichu couldn't see the person above, so he took it out. However, after seeing the face clearly, his pupils suddenly shrank, and his complexion became pale.
The teenager in the photo is wearing a clean hospital gown, his light-colored hair is particularly dazzling in the sunlight, his pupils are also very clear, his complexion is fair, and his whole body seems to be sparkling.
His smile was very bright, holding the arm of another person, who was taller than him, wearing a white coat, dressed as a doctor, and a small hole was burned in the position of his face, making it impossible to distinguish his appearance.
But Cheng Zhichu was quite aware of the youth's identity, because this was what he looked like.
In the photo, he is a few years younger than he is now, about the age of junior high school. This photo should have been taken five years ago when he was treated as a patient in this Guang Ai Hospital.
What is this... Cheng Zhichu's face was bloodless, as if a bucket of ice water had been poured into it, it was cold from head to toe.
He knew that he was a patient in this hospital in the setting, but when he saw his own photo in it, it was really horrifying, especially since he clearly remembered that he had never worn any hospital gowns. This photo was completely It was fabricated out of thin air.
This terrifying feeling made him shudder, his fingertips trembled slightly, he did not hold the photo in his hand, let it swirl around, and gently fell to the ground, revealing a line of beautifully written words on the back of the photo.
"To the respected Dr. Luo:
Thank you for your help and care for me all the time!
Cheng Zhichu
[You recall that this was a photo of you and Dr. Luo. The weather was fine that day, and you were about to recover and be discharged from the hospital, so you took Dr. Luo and asked someone to take this photo in front of the lawn in the courtyard. 】
[There are two photos in total, one for you and one for Dr. Luo. The two sides wrote congratulatory messages and exchanged them. This is the photo you gave to Dr. Luo. The words on the back of the photo were written by you. 】
[The photo that Dr. Luo gave you was also kept at home by you. You vaguely remember that the congratulations written on it were "To the children of Zhichu, congratulations that you are about to be discharged from the hospital, you are a very good child, we all like you very much, and I wish you a safe and happy life in the future". 】
"… "
Cheng Zhichu picked up the photo tremblingly while listening to the introduction.
It turned out that the person who took the photo with him was Dr. Luo. I don't know why, his face was burned off in the photo. Maybe the person who did this had some old grudges with Dr. Luo, but in that case, why not take the whole photo directly. Tear up, but burn his face and stuff the pictures back in the drawer
"Xiaochu..."
A faint sigh suddenly sounded in Cheng Zhichu's ears. The sound seemed to come from a far away place, and it seemed to be close at hand to him.
"Xiaochu, come here..."
"Look back and look at me..."
Cheng Zhichu heard that this was the sound he had heard before, and his whole body was tense, and the palm of his hand holding the photo was sweating.
His body was trembling slightly, and he didn't dare to make any movements, and at this time the photo in his hand also changed.
The young man in the photo seemed to have suddenly come to life, blinking his eyes slowly, and smiled at Cheng Zhichu, who was outside the photo, tilting his head, but his eyes were extremely empty, not really smiling.
He broke away from Dr. Luo's arm and stared at the doctor for a second. A look of disgust and coldness gradually appeared on his face. He stretched out his hand and pushed the doctor away fiercely. A cluster of blood spewed out from the doctor's throat. That is, the doctor's head was removed, and the headless body fell straight down.
The blood-red color instantly filled the entire photo, and the blood inside became more and more sprayed, drowning the boy's figure. Then, with a "pop", a stream of blood flowed out of the photo and splashed onto Cheng Zhichu's hand. .
"Xiaochu, come here. 』
"what-"
Cheng Zhichu screamed, recovered from the sluggishness of fear, his face was covered in cold sweat, and he threw the photo out again.
"Knowing the beginning?"
A warm hand suddenly supported his shoulder, Cheng Zhichu looked over in horror, Bai Yi's handsome face fell into his sight, frowned slightly, and looked at him with concern.
"Photo, photo..."
Cheng Zhichu's face was pale and tremblingly pointed at the group photo on the ground, but he was suddenly stunned.
As if everything that happened just now was all his illusion, there was not a drop of blood on his hands, and there was no abnormal trace in the photo. It was still the boy holding the doctor's hand with a bright smile, and the doctor's face was burnt out. a hole.
Bai Yi patted his back lightly and leaned over to pick up the photo. Seeing the young man with a bright smile above, his eyes darkened slightly and he asked calmly, "Is this child you?"
"Yes, it's me." Cheng Zhichu replied in shock, "It's a photo of me and Dr. Luo, and his face was burnt out. Not only that, but I also saw it just now... "
He recounted his hallucination of seeing blood in the photo, and when he heard Meng Ke's description, he also showed a somewhat frightened look, and said, "You are just like me, I also saw a very terrifying hallucination, there must be someone here. some hallucinogenic…”
As she was speaking, a black shadow suddenly fell from the top of her head without warning, brushed the tip of her nose and landed on the ground, Meng Ke gasped, screamed briefly, and stepped back several steps in a row. Stand still.
After the shadow fell, it lay quietly on the ground, motionless. Meng Xin took out a gun and aimed it at the shadow. At the same time, he held up a flashlight to shine a light on it, and he couldn't help showing a surprised look.
"... a teddy bear again?"
Da Gao also saw this thing and immediately frowned.
This is also a toy bear. It looks very similar to the one just now, but it is smaller in size, and looks cleaner and newer. The limbs are all intact, and there is basically no damage.
He raised his flashlight and pointed it at the place where the teddy bear had fallen, but there were no shelves above their heads, and the teddy bear appeared out of nowhere, with no idea where it fell from.
"When the two of you saw the hallucination, the teddy bear appeared," Da Gao frowned, "Could it be the hallucination it brought?"
"But it's really just an ordinary teddy bear."
Meng Xin confirmed it again, and even carefully picked up the bear to take a look, but no matter how you looked at it, it was not a prop item, and there was no relevant prompt.
"They might just be ordinary toys."
Bai Yi looked at the teddy bear, curled his lips, and said in a low voice, "Their appearance means... proof that something has been here."
Hearing his words, other people's expressions changed, their backs were a little cold, and Cheng Zhichu was shaking all over, and he couldn't help but question whether his ring really worked.
Originally, the function of the ring was to alert him if a ghost appeared within five meters, but now it didn't move at all. It really didn't work when it was supposed to work, and the side effects were extremely obvious.
"If it's as you said," Meng Xin looked at the bear in her hand worriedly, "isn't the bear any use? Did I do something wrong just now, shouldn't I smash the bear?"
"You can put it away first."
Bai Yi opened his mouth to speak, and at the same time put Cheng Zhichu's photo into his pocket with extremely natural and smooth movements, and then raised the CT scan in his hand: "I found clues in it."
He walked to the broken light box, hung the film in a certain order, and then put the flashlight into the light box to form a light source. The broken glass edges and corners of the light box and the shape of the brain in the film formed some kind of peculiar Projection, mapped onto the opposite wall.
"Ah, this is the password..."
The two sisters opened their lips slightly, showing a slightly surprised expression, looking at the projection on the wall.
This projection reflected words and numbers, like a reflection in a mirror, which was turned upside down. The words simply and clearly read the word "password", prompting them that it was a password somewhere.
The remaining numbers have a total of four digits. The beginning is the reversed "6". If it is reversed, it should be at the end. After reversing all the numbers, what appears is...
"Password: 0, 5, 2, 6... "
Meng Xin read out the characters one by one. Every time she read out a number, Cheng Zhichu's face became even paler, because his birthday was May 26th, no matter how you thought about it, it wouldn't be a coincidence!
"… "
Seeing this number, Bai Yi's eyes dimmed, and the corners of his lips were raised to reveal a sneer.
"Do you remember any place here where the password can be used?"
Meng Xin asked Cheng Zhichu like this. In the absence of a map, they can only hope that he can remember something, otherwise in such a huge hospital, they have nowhere to look for a place where the password may be used.
[You remember that the conference room on the second floor has a locker for storing items. Perhaps this code can correspond to the locker. 】
"Have… "
Cheng Zhichu swallowed his saliva, suppressed the fear in his heart, nodded, and said as prompted by the system: "There is a password locker in the conference room on the second floor." He thought for a while, and added, "The conference room is on the second floor. The end of the corridor on the left."
The others nodded and confirmed that there were no other clues, so they left Room 105 and found the stairwell leading to the second floor. The speed of their progress was not very fast, because Meng Xin and Cheng Zhichu had to use the skills of clues to observe their routes to prevent any omissions.
The surroundings were very quiet, and it looked depressing and terrifying. Cheng Zhichu had been thinking about the password, the photo, and the voice, all of which were inextricably related to him, but what kind of connection was there? clue.
However, he could faintly feel that the person or ghost who did these things should have a very close relationship with him. He knew his birthday, used his birthday as a password, and destroyed the half of the photo that belonged to Dr. Luo, but put him This half is preserved.
Could it be that the person who did these things was the one who called him "Xiao Chu"? If so, then the voice should be real, but he has no impression of the existence of this person...
When thinking about these questions, the group of them had come to the door of the conference room on the second floor. The door of the conference room had been smashed, and it was wide open inward, and the furnishings inside could be faintly seen.
"Here is a piece of paper."
The paper on the door caught Meng Ke's attention. She held up her flashlight and read the text on it.
"'Notice: Due to the recent renovation of the hospital floor, the road between the inpatient department and the outpatient building is temporarily closed, and everyone is prohibited from entering and leaving. If necessary, please bypass the east gate of the hospital or enter the inpatient department through the underground passage. Sorry for the inconvenience.'... This is the construction notice."
Does this imply that they are going to the inpatient unit afterwards
Such thoughts flashed across Cheng Zhichu's mind, when the system gave a prompt again.
[During hospitalization, the place you are most afraid of is the basement of the hospital. 】
[The structure of the hospital is very strange. The two buildings of the inpatient department and the outpatient department have the same underground passage. There is a mortuary inside. If you want to pass the underground, you must pass through the morgue. 】
[Only hospital personnel can enter the underground passage, but usually very few people choose this path. 】
[The gates leading to the underground of the outpatient department and inpatient department are equipped with door locks. If you want to go through this passage, you need to find two keys to enter and exit. 】
[These things you listen to the nurses who take care of you. They like you very much and will tell you a lot of interesting things, and occasionally mention some ghost stories circulating in the hospital. 】
[Such as the corpse of the woman in red in the morgue, the invisible ninth floor in the inpatient department, the ogre in the sewers... ]
[You were so frightened by these ghost stories that you couldn't sleep, curled up in the quilt in the middle of the night, and dared not close your eyes at all. 】
【Whenever this time, you will look forward to... come here... 】
【As long as...you can sleep...very...】
【… you… 】
Suddenly, the system's prompt became blurred, like an old tape that was intermittent, making it difficult to hear. Cheng Zhichu tried hard to identify and wanted to hear the content that seemed to be blocked, but to no avail.
It says come, what come? Is it someone? Dr. Luo, or the person who called him "Xiao Chu"? But who would enter someone else's ward in the middle of the night...
Cheng Zhichu didn't know why the system's voice became like this, he was very panicky, and what it said seemed to cover up something, the more he thought about it, the more creepy he felt.
Da Gao walked into the conference room first, and Cheng Zhichu followed behind him. The interior of the conference room is very spacious, and everywhere is messy. Tables and chairs are crooked, and documents are scattered all over the place. The iron cabinets are close to the wall, and most of them have been smashed. Only a few grids are still in good condition.
After using the skills of clues, Cheng Zhichu and Meng Xin confirmed that only one grid of the iron cabinet had flashes, and there were no other clues, so everyone came to the iron cabinet.
The iron cabinet is an old-fashioned combination lock, like the combination lock of a suitcase, which can be unlocked by turning the corresponding number. According to the corresponding password, Da Gao turned the four-digit lock code to change the number to "0526".
There was a light "click" in the lock cylinder, the cabinet door opened a gap, and Da Gao slowly opened the cabinet door, revealing the paper placed inside.
Da Gao took out the paper on top, it was a note. He glanced at it and read out the contents above.
"Damn, I lost the key to the underground passage. It may have been dropped in the men's toilet on the second floor. I'll go look for it first. You don't have to wait for me to have lunch together."
"That means we're going into the men's bathroom to find the keys." The two sisters muttered.
Da Gao put away the note, and took out the other sheets of paper in the cabinet to look at it, but frowned and said, "It's something written by the doctor, it seems to be a medical record, I can't understand it."
As he said that, he handed these pieces of paper to Ji Yunxiao: "Boss, please trouble you."
"Um."
Ji Yunxiao nodded. Like Cheng Zhichu, he also had the skill of interpreting words. He took these papers, looked down seriously, gradually opened his beautiful eyes, looked up at Cheng Zhichu, his eyes were a bit incredible, Jun's face flushed, and he was a little shy.
… wait, what the heck is that
Being looked at by Ji Yunxiao like this, Cheng Zhichu suddenly had a very bad premonition in his heart, stepped forward and glanced at the thing.
This turned out to be his medical record.
【Patient Name: Cheng Zhichu】
【Age: 14】
[Diagnosis results: moderate delusional disorder, mild nympho disease, mild skin thirst]
[Cause analysis: The patient grew up in a relatively indifferent family environment and lacked the affection that his family should have, which led to a strong desire for the closeness of others.
Due to the problem of sexual orientation, he had a huge conflict with his family, and was bullied at school because of this, resulting in huge mental pressure, which led to the induction of disease. 】
[Symptoms: Likes to be close to good-looking same-sex, eager to get their attention, touch and love. In severe cases, they will fantasize that the other party has a special relationship with themselves such as a lover, make intimacy and show love to the other party, and even fantasize about having an intimate relationship with a non-existent object. 】
Cheng Zhichu: "..."
He chose to die in place.
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Bai Yi's Diary Part 21
Zhichu is really cute, he even thought I would be mad at him for kissing me.
I'm a little pissed - at myself. Why didn't I turn my head over a little further so that he could just kiss my lips.
When he licked the corner of my mouth, God knows how much I wanted to hug him and kiss him hard.
This kind of knowledge can only be mine, and he can only be mine alone.
…
I'm not sure if the "I" here still retains his previous memories, but he still remembers Zhichu's birthday, and he obviously still has fantasies about Zhichu.
Really want "he" to die.
The author has something to say: The plot about the sister in Chapter 16 has been corrected, which probably means that the sister is going to participate in an event, so she asked her brother to help take pictures in fans' clothes, in order to gain the audience quota of Ji Yunxiao's variety show, other It has no effect, thank you for your comments, love you all!