On the tombstone, there is a small photo.
The girl in the photo looks pretty, although she is not considered a beauty, but she has a clean smile, which makes people feel peaceful at first glance.
Chen Mu put down the bunch of small yellow flowers in his hand, squatted down, and touched the photo on the tombstone with his hand.
The person in the photo is called Zhang Lixue, who is his ex-girlfriend.
The story is simple and not too bloody.
Because his parents are not around, Chen Mu, who is left alone at home, has always been a rebellious boy at school.
Although he can't be said to be bad, but he has money in his pocket and has practiced martial arts. Fighting in school is a common occurrence, and his academic performance is naturally not very good. He belongs to the category of poor students.
Since junior high school, he had made many girlfriends, which can be regarded as a disaster for countless girls in Huaichun. It was not until the second year of high school that he met Zhang Lixue.
Zhang Lixue is a girl with a weak sense of presence in their class, and she doesn't know what the teacher thinks, so she arranges Zhang Lixue and him at the same table. Chen Mu's first impression of Zhang Lixue is that she is in poor health, but she studies hard. So good grades.
The relationship between the two was originally lukewarm, and they didn't talk very much even when they were at the same table. They became acquainted because once Chen Mu was blocked by people outside the school. Zhang Lixue happened to pass by and called for help. She, she didn't run away, but stood in front of Chen Mu foolishly. Fortunately, someone rushed over to scare him away, otherwise she would probably be beaten together with Chen Mu.
From that time onwards, Chen Mu felt that this girl was very interesting and always teased her, and finally the two got together.
"It's fine if you want to talk about friends with me, but I have a congenital heart disease, and I don't know when I will die. You have to be mentally prepared."
This is what Zhang Lixue said to him on the first day after the two confirmed their relationship.
After hearing this, Chen Mu just smiled and didn't care.
Life and death are too far away for him, he still doesn't understand.
"Xiaoxue, why do you study so hard?"
"I don't have much time, so I try to learn more, so that I can feel more fulfilled in my life."
"This is too literary, it's like a movie, it's too fake."
"Hey, my parents have been staring at me since I was a child, for fear that something might happen to my body. I actually just want to get into a university so that they can't stare at me anymore."
"So it's because of this..."
"In fact, I envy you the most. It's great that you are free and no one cares about you."
"But I envy you too, it's nice to have someone take care of you."
"It's best if no one cares!"
"Someone is the best!"
"Nobody cares!"
"Someone take care of it!"
"no one!"
"Someone!"
…
Life is impermanent, what Chen Mu didn't expect was that one day in the first half of the third year of high school, Zhang Lixue really fainted suddenly due to congenital heart disease, and then died.
"Shall we go to college together? I want to go to college with you, really!"
Because Zhang Lixue always said this sentence, after her death, Chen Mu began to study hard, and even did not hesitate to repeat his studies for a year, and was admitted to the local Yingshi University.
Although Yingda University is not a very good school, with Chen Mu's background, it is already a miracle to be admitted to the university. Both the family and the school teachers are very happy.
Only Chen Mu knew that it wasn't just about his going to college, he was fulfilling Zhang Lixue's wish.
"Hey, no one is watching you over there, do you feel free?"
"I've found more interesting things to do, so I might drop out."
"It would be great if you didn't die. I'll take you to my gas station. You'll like it... Well, there is real freedom."
…
Chen Mu was alone in front of the tomb, rambling on for a long time.
"After this trip, I may not come here for a long time. You take care of yourself. Uh, if it's suitable, find another boyfriend over there and let him take you to play around. We Forget each other in Jianghu, okay?"
After speaking, Chen Mu touched the photo on the tombstone again, then turned and left.
Hu Ran had been waiting in front of the cemetery.
He and Chen Mu are from the same high school, one year younger than Chen Mu.
It's just that the two didn't know each other well in high school, and they really started dating after they went to university. Hu Ran knew more or less about Chen Mu and Zhang Lixue.
Seeing Chen Mu coming out, Hu Ran asked, "How are you going back?"
Chen Mu thought for a while: "I'll open a room first, and you can ask me out tonight, let's have a good meal, um, I'll treat you."
"good!"
Without further ado, Hu Ran called an online car-hailing car, and the two quickly headed towards the school.
night.
In a private room of a restaurant outside the school.
Chen Mu and his roommates finally reunited.
We exchanged a few words and started eating and chatting.
"You kid really don't plan to come back to study? Don't you want a diploma?"
In the dormitory, Qi Zhihua was the oldest. He had always been relatively mature. He planned to stay in school after graduation, so when he heard that Chen Mu was not planning to return to continue his studies, he couldn't help but persuade him: "You have to think about the future, this diploma is still very important. , even if you don’t have time now, you must come back and finish your studies in the future to get your diploma.”
Chen Mu knew that the other party had good intentions, so he replied "I see".
After eating, several people went to the school cafeteria to continue chatting.
Chen Mu took out the special products by the way, and distributed a copy to each of them.
Chen Shaobo was in a hurry, so he opened the things and checked them. When he saw a bag of black things, he couldn't help but ask, "What is this? Why does it look like it's burnt, so ugly?"
"This is cistanche, and it is the most expensive thing in it."
Chen Mu smiled, pointed at Chen Shaobo's brother, and joked: "This thing is used to brew wine and strengthen yang. I know you guys can't do it, so it's specially prepared for you."
"Who said I can't do it anymore, cut, brother, do you need to strengthen Yang?"
"Then if you don't need it, return it to me."
"I... I keep it for my dad, he is getting old and needs this."
"Yes, next year your dad will get you a younger brother. Remember to call me to thank me yourself, and I'll send you some more."
"roll!"
Everyone laughed and put away their things.
While chatting, someone suddenly passed by on the other side of the table. When the person saw Chen Mu, he was surprised: "Chen Mu?"
Chen Mu looked up, and when he saw the man's face clearly, he nodded towards him without saying a word.
The man walked over by himself: "Didn't you drop out of school? Why, are you back?"
Chen Mu didn't speak, Hu Ran spoke first: "Chen Mu just came back today."
The man nodded: "I heard that you went to the Northwest, how is it, how is the situation over there?"
"good!"
Chen Mu nodded, not wanting to say more.
This person is Dong Juan, the monitor of their class. Chen Mu had a small conflict with him when he was still in the class.
Unexpectedly, as soon as I came back, I met again. What a friend.
Dong Juan looked old-fashioned, and said: "I wanted to persuade you not to suspend your studies at the beginning. You see, you have delayed everything by suspending your studies. Now all of us are about to graduate, and you are still a sophomore. I don't know when I can get it, what a pity... "
"Almost, let's go!"
Before Dong Juan could finish speaking, Luo Jun stood up suddenly and told everyone to leave.
Dong Juan was taken aback for a moment, and his face suddenly became a little ugly.
The people at the table didn't seem to see Dong Juan's expression, they crossed their shoulders and got up and left.
After leaving the dining hall, Yang Chuncai said: "I heard that Shabi's family has connections, and he plans to stay in school, and he will enter the Academic Affairs Office as soon as he arrives."
Luo Jun curled his lips: "Never mind him, we're not all the same way, so we'll avoid seeing each other in the future."