Compared to the skin that has not been damaged in the past, the skin near the scar always seems to be more sensitive than other places.
Xu Shiyue's kiss fell on it, and the warmth from the tip of his nose unreservedly touched the skin that was rubbing against each other, softening the slightly dry lips and falling moistly on the uneven scar.
It was so sudden and overly intimate that my nerves, which were not prepared at all, trembled slightly under this tenderness.
It was like a thread buried in the human body, causing Lu Shizhen to tremble slightly, and the hair that barely hung on his shoulders fell down.
Lu Shizhen has never felt that any other kiss besides kissing can make her feel like she is going to go soft.
Although her lips were not blocked by anything, her breathing became heavier as if during a kiss. The blood in her body was boiling and surging, consuming her oxygen.
The hospital gown that had originally hung from her shoulders was draped over Lu Shizhen's arm, revealing a smooth and delicate surface in the sunlight.
Xu Shiyue kissed the scar on her shoulder with a light yet deep kiss, and asked softly, "Why won't it heal?"
Lu Shizhen felt that his brain was almost empty. He barely understood what Xu Shiyue meant, and answered with an uneven breath: "Because, the projects are different..."
"Health restoration and body optimization are two different programs, and you have to pay for them twice." Lu Shizhen said, her voice became quieter, as if she was complaining and complaining, "And both programs are so expensive... It's just a profiteer."
Hearing this, Xu Shiyue raised her hand and pinched Lu Shizhen's earlobe: "That's because I made you spend money."
"How is that possible?" Lu Shizhen disagreed. She tilted her head and looked at Xu Shiyue with a smile in her eyes. "Is there anything better than paying a little money to get you?"
"Of course."
Xu Shiyue said, with a faint voice and a smile that was ambiguous.
Before Lu Shizhen had time to figure out what Xu Shiyue meant, someone leaned over and kissed her lips as she just caught her breath.
A faint fragrance wafted out from the smell of disinfectant that he had long been accustomed to, and gradually surrounded Lu Shizhen as the kiss fell.
The knees as she sat on the hospital bed overlapped with the hem of her skirt, and the warmth continued to penetrate her.
One or two of the buttons that were originally tightly closed had been undone at some point, and the drooping collar revealed the skin that was originally hidden underneath.
A patch of white proudly falls out from the deep black, delicate and warm, with a color like jade, just like the moonlight falling on the ground at night, bright and containing emotions that cannot be expressed in words.
Those cold eyes were already filled with a layer of mist, a strand of hair lay across the front, kneading the endless tenderness, looking down from above, yet full of charm.
Lu Shizhen just felt as if something was boiling and suddenly rushed to her brain.
She raised her hand and pressed down on Xu Shiyue's neck, kissing her back with her lips opening and closing.
Although he had no idea how many times they had kissed, Lu Shizhen was still tirelessly tracing Xu Shiyue's lips.
It's like releasing my emotions over and over again, but I can never be satisfied.
Suddenly, Lu Shizhen's legs hanging down on the bed sank for a moment, and Xu Shiyue's cool hand grasped her wrist, as if guiding her to take the next step, but she suddenly stopped and said in a shy voice: "Um, Xu Shiyue..."
Xu Shiyue panted lightly, her cold eyes tinged with Zeng Qianhong: "Don't want to?"
Lu Shizhen pursed her lips suddenly, and said in a very small voice, "... No."
When Xu Shiyue heard this, he was stunned for a moment.
This kind of stunned state was completely unexpected, and there was undisguised surprise in his stagnant eyes.
When Lu Shizhen saw Xu Shiyue's expression, she felt ashamed and angry, and her already red face became even redder.
She raised her arms to block her face, as well as Xu Shiyue's face in her sight, and repeated in a desperate tone: "No, no... I, I, I haven't seen it..."
Xu Shiyue seemed to have finished the stuck program and suddenly laughed.
She just stared at Lu Shizhen's red face, reached out her fingers, and accidentally twirled a strand of her hair: "So there's still something our Sixteenth Teacher doesn't know how to do?"
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Lu Shizhen's face had already turned red with shame, her eyes dodged, and she muttered softly: "It's all your fault. I didn't like girls before."
Xu Shiyue narrowed her eyes slightly when she heard this, and pulled Lu Shizhen closer to her: "Did you have a crush on a boy before?"
"That's even less true!" Lu Shizhen immediately shook his head and denied, "I have never had many friends since I was a child, and I didn't have any innocent student days like other people. The place I have been to the most in my life is the hospital, and the people I have come into contact with the most are doctors and nurses."
As if he had experienced enough embarrassment just now, Lu Shizhen was not so shy anymore.
She just looked at Xu Shiyue who was very close to her, looked into her eyes, and said to her: "Before I met you, I no longer hoped that I would have someone I like in my life, or that I would be liked by others."
It was the first time that Xu Shiyue heard Lu Shizhen talk about her past. Although it was just a few examples brought up to prove her previous question, she didn't know whether it was because Lu Shizhen's subsequent words were too sad or for some other reason, but she felt a dull pain in her heart.
Without bothering to continue what she hadn't done, Xu Shiyue gently stroked Lu Shizhen's face and asked, "Why do you go to the hospital so often? Are you not feeling well?"
"Yeah." Lu Shizhen nodded and told Xu Shiyue about his past calmly, "From childhood to adulthood, I have performed no less than thirty surgeries, big and small."
Xu Shiyue paused for a moment.
Rubbing Lu Shizhen's now slightly fleshy face, Xu Shiyue asked again: "Have you checked what the disease is?"
"I can't find out." Lu Shizhen shook his head, but his tone was not as heavy as the words said. "It seems that one of the genes is not good. It didn't divide according to the rules, which made the whole person unwell."
"But my case is probably a mutation. My sister is in good health, she can eat and drink, she's 1.75 meters tall, and my parents love her very much."
Lu Shizhen made inferences and spoke with great interest, even with a sense of pride and joy that did not belong to her.
Of course, she should be happy.
She heard her family say this with her own ears when her sister safely spent her second New Year.
—It won’t be the second burden, this child will definitely be a healthy and lovely child.
Everyone welcomes such children.
Lu Shizhen thought Xu Shiyue would ask about her sister like everyone else, but unexpectedly, she asked herself: "What about you?"
"Me?" Lu Shizhen was a little surprised. Not many people had asked him this question.
She didn't know why she suddenly felt at a loss, yet also felt indescribably happy.
It was as if after more than twenty years, someone finally paid attention to her and finally cared about her.
It took some time to organize the words he had never said before. After a few seconds, Lu Shizhen said, "The doctor said I wouldn't live past ten, but I lived to be twenty, and my condition stabilized. I basically spent my whole life in the hospital."
Perhaps feeling that what he said just now was a bit too heavy, Lu Shizhen then changed the subject and said jokingly: "By the way, you know, until I came here, I didn't have my own room at home, and I had to share a bed with my sister when I occasionally went there. But the hospital always kept a room for me."
As Lu Shizhen spoke, he smiled at Xu Shiyue, feeling relaxed and having a sense of finding joy in misery.
But the sunlight didn't notice that there was a subtle loneliness and bitterness in her eyes.
—If you don’t have your own room at home, is it still a home
Lu Shizhen had never thought about this problem, and his relatives at home also thought it was a joke.
And for many things, after talking about them over and over again, people gradually become numb.
But there was just such a person who pulled Lu Shizhen out of numbness.
He put his arms around her tightly, kissed her forehead gently, and said to her: "You will have many rooms of your own in the future, in your own home."
Suddenly, Lu Shizhen's eyes turned red.
She felt that even if she won the lottery jackpot, it wouldn't be as good as the good luck she had now.
How could I meet such a person who can hug me so promptly and can see my sadness and sorrow.
In the empty crack in the valley that no one could see, someone brought countless flowers and candies and threw them in handfuls at a time, helping her to fill the hole that had been constantly collapsing and sinking in the past.
Lu Shizhen didn't want Xu Shiyue to see her red eyes, and suddenly she wanted to hug her, so she put her head on her shoulder and hugged her tighter than this man: "Actually, I think that devil is stupid. It thought it could threaten me with what I wanted most, but now I don't care about what I wanted at the beginning."
"What I want most now is to live in a world with you."
Lu Shizhen hugged Xu Shiyue very hard, as if he wanted to embed her into her body.
Xu Shiyue just let her hold him like this, and asked softly in her ear: "What did you desire at the beginning?"
"Health." Lu Shizhen replied, "I long to have a healthy body, especially legs."
The faint smell of alcohol disinfectant mixed with soapberry went through Xu Shiyue's nostrils and melted into her body. As Lu Shizhen said this, memories suddenly surged in Xu Shiyue's mind, and she finally understood what Lu Shizhen had said when he was drunk in the past.
When she praised her legs, it wasn't out of perverted sentimentality, but because she really liked them.
The first time she got drunk, she kept showing me her legs, not because she was showing off, but because she was really happy.
Happy that she finally had the healthy body she had longed for.
I'm happy that she can finally stand up like a normal person.
stand up…
Xu Shiyue turned his head slightly and looked at Lu Shizhen who was leaning on his shoulder.
They were facing away from the window at the moment. The square ward looked like it had no windows, and the little girl in her memory was pushing her wheelchair and walking out of Xu Shiyue's sight.
Overlapping with Lu Shizhen's current appearance.
(End of this chapter)