Lu Shizhen was sober. She simply fell on Xu Shiyue's legs without caring whether it would affect her points.
It was said that Lu Shizhen was not sober, but when she heard Xu Shiyue's words, she quickly folded her hands to her chest, and warned the person in front of her vigilantly and seriously: "I don't sell my body."
Xu Shiyue's eyes couldn't help but curve when she saw Lu Shizhen's reaction.
She didn't know where the interest suddenly came from, she raised her hand and poked Lu Shizhen's face: "Really?"
The well-trimmed nails gently scratched the girl's delicate skin and slowly lifted her chin.
Although the dark pupils could not be seen clearly, they were still full of scrutiny: "I see that you have such a beautiful face, can't I return the favor?"
Hearing Xu Shiyue say this, Lu Shizhen suddenly felt a little aggrieved: "It's not like I want to grow up like this."
Then she turned her head away and rubbed her face a little hard: "She is so coquettish and arrogant. I can tell she is crazy at first glance."
Xu Shiyue raised her hand and confiscated Lu Shizhen's hand that was playing tricks on her, and said with a smile: "You are very aware of your own position."
Lu Shizhen was really drunk and couldn't tell whether someone was saying good or bad. When he heard Xu Shiyue's affirmative tone, he immediately raised his head and said, "Of course, I'm Lu Shizhen."
"Your name is Lu Shizhen?" Xu Shiyue asked as if he had grasped something.
"Yes, my name is Lu Shizhen, and I will not change my name or surname." Lu Shizhen said firmly, but his eyes darkened as he spoke, "Oh, it seems 'not possible'."
"No way?" Xu Shiyue didn't understand.
Lu Shizhen said "hmm" to show his affirmation.
She wanted to explain, but her mind seemed to be unable to wrap around the twists and turns of the two worlds. She simply waved her hand at Xu Shiyue and pretended to be serious: "You don't understand. This is a historical issue."
"What historical issue?" Xu Shiyue asked again.
"It's the past." Lu Shizhen looked up at Xu Shiyue above her line of sight, a little disdainful, "Xu Shiyue, how come you don't even understand this."
Xu Shiyue replied naturally: "Yes, it is because I don't understand that you have to tell me what this past is."
Lu Shizhen blinked when he heard this, and felt that it made sense.
But I felt confused and thought this person was setting a trap for me. She was so smart, how could she not understand what I was saying
It's a pity that before Lu Shizhen could come to a conclusion, Xu Shiyue's voice interrupted her: "Even if it's the reward for you to rest your head on my legs."
After going around in circles, the topic came back to "return".
Lu Shizhen rested her head on Xu Shiyue's legs again. The faint fragrance mixed with the slightly bitter smell of medicine fell into her nostrils, making her a little bewitched: "Okay then."
But then Lu Shizhen was a little distressed: "But I don't know where to start."
After all, she had a past in two worlds, and her drunken brain was like an old CPU that couldn't bear the load.
"Then start from the point that impressed you the most." Xu Shiyue suggested to Lu Shizhen.
"Impressive..." As if she had been given a composition topic, Lu Shizhen folded her legs and looked up to think about her past. "My life before was not as good as it is now, and there were not as many people who really cared about me as here. As long as I was alive, I still had a sister. It's like this account is useless, so they practiced another one. The small account is very competitive and very lucky."
"She is a head taller than me, has fair skin, and is good at studying... But she is not as pretty as you."
As Lu Shizhen spoke, he smiled flatteringly at Xu Shiyue who was above his sight.
She looked heartless, but Xu Shiyue felt as if someone was twisting her heart as she listened.
If possible, who would be willing to objectify themselves and compare themselves to a piece of trash
But what on earth had she experienced in the past that made her compare herself to a piece of trash like this...
"October, my legs hurt so much."
Just as he was thinking this, Xu Shiyue heard a soft call.
This was not the first time she heard Lu Shizhen call her by her first name without her surname, but her heart still skipped a beat at this rare moment of intimacy.
In my sight, Lu Shizhen had turned his body slightly to the side at some point, with his brows furrowed as if he was enduring the pain.
The doctor did not find any broken bones on Lu Shizhen's body when he examined her just now. Xu Shiyue thought that Lu Shizhen must have hit her leg when she knelt on the ground, so she reached out her hand and groped to rub her leg.
Dazed, Lu Shizhen felt a very soft warmth covering his legs.
This temperature pressed against her skin, gently transferring the warmth into her flesh and blood, gradually making the pain that suddenly surged up from her memory feel better.
"Is it getting better?"
A familiar voice came into Lu Shizhen's ears, pulling her back from the pain that had been rubbed away.
Lu Shizhen was stunned for a moment, and then she took advantage of the situation and pressed her face against Xu Shiyue's legs, smiling and replied: "Much better, Shiyue, you are so nice."
Xu Shiyue lowered her eyes slightly and ignored Lu Shizhen's overly intimate behavior.
She heard that Lu Shizhen's voice was better than before, so she said, "Then continue."
"Continue what?" Lu Shizhen tilted his head and looked at Xu Shiyue.
Xu Shiyue reminded him calmly, "Continue talking about your childhood."
Lu Shizhen never thought that her childhood was interesting, so she was a little surprised when she heard Xu Shiyue's words: "You like to hear it?"
Xu Shiyue said, "Hmm," "So I want you to talk more."
"I didn't expect that my childhood memories were actually that interesting." The drunk Lu Shizhen didn't think about anything else, and was even encouraged by Xu Shiyue's words. She thought hard and remembered something that impressed her: "By the way, did I tell you that I won the National Jin Yulin Youth Award when I was fifteen?"
Of course Xu Shiyue didn't know, so she shook her head and said, "No."
"Oh, you almost missed my most important life event!" Lu Shizhen was a little nervous and annoyed, but also a little relieved and complacent, "Fortunately I thought of it."
Lu Shizhen raised his voice, as if afraid that Xu Shiyue didn't believe him, and continued to tell her: "Do you know that the painting I drew for you is something that many people begged for but couldn't get. My gay friend even went to a certain website to take a look at my autograph..."
"Jiyou?"
Before Lu Shizhen could finish his words, he was interrupted by Xu Shiyue's doubts.
She thought Xu Shiyue didn't understand her internet term, so she patiently explained to her: "We are good friends, very close friends. Although I have never met her and only chatted online, it doesn't prevent us from being good friends."
"So that's another way of saying friend." Xu Shiyue lifted her long hair that was hanging on the side of her face, and a sneer flashed across her face.
"Hey, don't interrupt me."
Lu Shizhen was somewhat dissatisfied with Xu Shiyue's action. He reached out and grabbed her hand that was blocking him from facing her, and said mysteriously: "Guess what my friend told me, how much did I pay for my autograph?"
Xu Shiyue was not familiar with this either. She only calculated based on her experience in auctioning other celebrity signatures: "One thousand?"
Lu Shizhen couldn't help but smile when he heard this, and proudly gestured a "zero" to Xu Shiyue and said: "One more zero."
"Do you think I'm precious?"
The girl looked up and showed off, her eyes sparkling in the light.
The temperature in the room was kept at 27 degrees, and Xu Shiyue's palms were not as cold as before.
The warmth slowly fell on the ends of Lu Shizhen's hair. Not sure if it was because of the affirmation or because of this warmth, the smile on Lu Shizhen's face became even more intense.
Children who are praised tend to express more ideas to the other person, and Lu Shizhen is no exception.
She then said to Xu Shiyue: "But I don't encourage this kind of behavior. It's such a waste of money. Money is hard to earn, but it's spent very quickly."
Xu Shiyue nodded, agreeing and affirming: "You are a very responsible public figure."
This evaluation was obviously higher than what Lu Shizhen had expected. She was a little nervous and quickly declined, "No, no, I'm not a public figure. I'm just a useless person living in a small room. I just wanted to share my paintings at first, but who knew that more and more people would like them later."
“I think without that board, I probably wouldn’t have had as much fun as I did.”
Lu Shizhen's ideas have always been simple, without so many utilitarian desires.
Having fought with death for most of her life, she knew too well what it meant to be content and cherish the rare peace and tranquility.
Xu Shiyue had not agreed with this somewhat mediocre idea before, but now she felt that she could understand Lu Shizhen's idea: "Painting is very important to you."
"Yes." Lu Shizhen nodded. "I can paint many places I have never seen or been to, just like they are real. Nothing can make me happier than this."
Xu Shiyue listened to Lu Shizhen's words and drooped her eyelashes slightly.
Somehow she thought of the little girl in her dream again. She wondered if the painting on the wall was also something she had never seen before, so she drew it.
So what are the places that Lu Shizhen has not seen or been to
She compared herself to a defective product, but where was she defective
Mental disability, or...
"Hey, why do you look like that? Do you think I forgot about the painting I gave you?"
Xu Shiyue was thinking this when her thoughts were interrupted by Lu Shizhen's voice.
This person seemed to be somewhat dissatisfied with his distraction. He suddenly sat up from his legs and said to himself seriously: "I'm telling you, I haven't forgotten. And I'm almost done with it. I just need to add a few more details."
As if to prove that he was not lying, Lu Shizhen moved closer to Xu Shiyue and said, "Hey, do you want to know what the painting looks like?"
Xu Shiyue didn't want to know her surprise in advance, and she didn't know how to share it with Lu Shizhen when she couldn't see clearly.
But she looked at Lu Shizhen's hazy but still expectant eyes and cooperated: "What does it look like?"
"Like this..." Lu Shizhen said as he half-knelt beside Xu Shiyue and touched his pocket.
She wanted to share the unfinished product in her phone with Xu Shiyue, but she couldn't find her phone after searching for a long time.
And then, Lu Shizhen realized that even if she found the phone and gave the unfinished product to Xu Shiyue.
She was drunk, but she also knew that Xu Shiyue couldn't see her paintings now.
Lu Shizhen's excited expression darkened for a moment, and his body sank as well.
Lu Shizhen feels that the most amazing thing in the world is color, which can display all kinds of bizarre things through various combinations and arrangements.
It’s such a pity that Xu Shiyue can’t see it.
But after a while, Lu Shizhen straightened his back as if he had thought of something.
She turned the color image into words and described it directly to Xu Shiyue: "It was a starry sky, and there was a little girl standing in the wilderness. She was dancing, her skirt fluttering, and her outstretched hand seemed to be about to touch the stars in the next second!"
Xu Shiyue was a little surprised. She didn't expect that Lu Shizhen would take a picture apart and describe it to her in such a vivid and colorful way.
She suddenly realized that the relationship between her and Lu Shizhen had never been just one-sided.
From the beginning this person has done much more for himself.
support.
Give yourself the desire to live.
Protecting oneself in a biased manner.
The light that was lit on her first birthday as an adult slowly spread in Xu Shiyue's sight.
She didn't know why her so-called rationality helped her block out what Lu Shizhen had done for her in the past, but there was no way she would forget it because of blocking it out.
Lu Shizhen is indeed her weak spot.
But she knew that she couldn't do it, and she didn't want to get rid of this weakness.
Because this bone was not put into her body by Lu Shizhen, but grew out of her body.
It looked fragile and thin, like a withered rose, but together with the other bones it supported her pale and decayed body.
"That little girl is so pretty, with long black hair and a white skirt, and on her face, on her face..."
Xu Shiyue was listening to Lu Shizhen's description. Before she could finish her words, she was caught off guard by a shadow that suddenly approached.
Lu Shizhen seemed to have talked about something that he couldn't describe in words, so he came up to Xu Shiyue recklessly.
The originally faint and inaudible rose scent silently drifted out from the floating hair, and like the person who suddenly approached, it flowed into and spread around Xu Shiyue's nose and heart, causing her heartbeat to accelerate for some reason.
Alcohol clouded Zhen's brain when she landed, allowing her to rush towards Xu Shiyue without restraint.
The sunlight outside the window cooperated very well, drawing a golden halo behind Lu Shizhen. As she pushed Xu Shiyue against the head of the bed, the overly bright light fell into Xu Shiyue's sight.
Xu Shiyue had no idea what Lu Shizhen was going to do, and her heart stopped beating.
Then she saw Lu Shizhen raised his hand that was supporting her side, and touched her eyes with warmth.
"Right here, there's another small mole."
The warmth of her fingers on her cheek and the coolness of her back against the headboard were pressed against Xu Shiyue's front and back. The ambiguity mixed with the smell of alcohol emanated from Lu Shizhen's lips, making her blood boil instantly.
In Xu Shiyue's life, everything happens suddenly.
Like a fire, like an escape from a hospital.
Xu Shiyue subconsciously blinked twice at this man's action, but suddenly stopped after opening his eyes.
She saw Lu Shizhen's eyelashes slowly parting in her sight, and her slow breathing moved her eyelashes, one by one, drawing a long-lost boundary around the blurry things around her.
She saw it.
(End of this chapter)