I Used to Be Alone Until I Meet You
我本愛孤獨，直到有了你
Author: 葉落無心
Latest: Chapter 29
Status: Completed
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Genres: Modern Romance
In my mind filled with romance, confession, marriage proposal, and marriage are the three most memorable moments in a woman's life. They should be so romantic until they're outdated, and in retrospect, I can still be moved to tears. However, art is always higher than life. June 13, 2003, the date I remember very well, because it was my birthday. The SARS that lasted for more than two months and the upcoming graduation made the entire campus seem to be immersed in a heavy separation. I was suppressed to the limit by the heavy atmosphere, and on impulse, I asked him to go to a bar for a drink. Getting drunk, I said to him, "Now we're going our separate ways, I just want to hear you tell me plainly: You don't like me, you've never liked me... I can give up..." After a brief silence, he said, "What if I say...like it?" "what--" "I love you for a long time." "You, why didn't you tell me earlier?" "Don't you know? I thought I was obvious enough." I had a headache, I drank too much, and my brain was a little out of whack. I couldn't figure out why he liked someone and didn't say anything. Years later, when I had a deep understanding of him to the bone, I understood— He never says he loves me, but he can do anything if I can say it
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This a sweet love story between a girl and a man who hardly expresses his love through words. This is a step of understanding that love is not just a word but actions. In the beginning the girl had a romantic perception that confession, proposal, and marriage is every woman’s three key moments throughout their lives, it should be a tear-jerker moment that even you’re old you can still feel it in your eyes.
After several years, when she gained deeper understanding, she said:
”He never said he loves me, but no matter what the problem, as long as I say it, he will definitely solve it”
在我被言情桥段充斥的脑子里，表白、求婚和结婚是女人一生最值得铭记的三个时刻，应该浪漫得直到老掉牙时，回想起来还能感动得热泪盈眶。
然而，艺术总是高于生活。
2003年6月13日，这个日期我记得很清楚，因为那天是我的生日。
持续了两个多月的非典和即将到来的毕业，让整个校园仿佛都浸泡在一种沉重的别离中。
我被沉重的气氛压抑到了极限，一冲动就约了他去酒吧喝酒。
酒意微醺中，我对他说：“现在咱们要各奔东西了，我就想听你明明白白跟我说一句：你不喜欢我，从来没喜欢过……我就能死心了……”
短暂的沉默后，他说：“我如果说……喜欢呢？”
“啊——”
“我喜欢你，很久了。”
“你，你为什么不早点告诉我？”
“你不知道吗？我以为我做得已经够明显了。”
我头疼，酒喝多了，脑子有点不灵光，我怎么也想不明白，他喜欢一个人为什么只做不说。
多年以后，当我对他有了深刻到骨髓的了解，我才懂了——
他从不说爱我，可不论什么事，只要我说得出，他就做得到