Since the love between Xiao Cheng and Zhuo Zhuo ended without a hitch, for a long time, he has not contacted me, and I have not contacted him.
There is no cute avatar shaking on QQ, I chat with anyone in a few words, no fun anymore;
There is no high-scoring God in the Lianzhong game to turn the tide, and my points are lost to the end;
Without his harassing text messages on my phone, I always forget where I put it, until the phone rang, I was scrambling to find it...
Some people, if he never shows up, your life is plain but full.
But when he appears and disappears, you will understand that life is boring no matter how full it is.
When the senior year began, the school arranged our "love apartment" for female graduate students, and the undergraduates were forced to move out. I went back to the original historical monument building, and Xiao Cheng also went to rent an apartment off-campus.
Our senior year majors were different, and we never met again. If I hadn't seen him eating from a distance in the cafeteria once, I almost thought he had completely disappeared from my world without leaving a trace.
I often tell myself: in college, love is just the salt in the dish of life. There is something, it tastes delicious, and it doesn't.
However, every night when I lie in bed with Crayon Shin-chan in my arms, my mouth is still full of bitterness and I want to eat something delicious...
In my senior year, there were very few professional courses, and everyone was bored. I didn’t want to let myself be idle, because when people were idle, they would always be sentimental.
To keep myself busy, I took a double major in e-commerce.
During my busy study, I made a complete plan for my life:
"After a year, after I get my second degree diploma, I'm going to find an e-commerce company to do network operations.
"After work, I will try my best to find an affordable man. He doesn't need to be handsome, smart, or earn a lot of money. He just needs to give me a lifetime of stability. When I'm tired or sad, he will be the first Time gives me a warm shoulder to lean on.
"I will fall in love, get married, and live a 9-to-5, dull but warm life from now on..."
For my perfect life plan, I worked hard to enrich myself. From morning to night, I was either in class or on the way to class.
In 2003, winter went to spring, and the next semester of the senior year came.
I inadvertently learned from the well-known nannan mouth: Xiaocheng is obsessed with online games and plays games every day. After several times of tossing and turning, I found out that he was playing the closed beta game of "Knight". He is the most powerful mage in the game, and his online name is "Falling and Innocent".
That night, I couldn't resist the urge to harass him. After tossing around in the Internet cafe for half the night, I finally succeeded in learning how to play online games.
Then, I registered an account, chose a super-beautiful character, and entered the game.
In the game, through the player search function, I quickly found "depraved innocence" in front of the green mountains and green waters and the beautiful scenery of the waterfall Hangqianchuan.
He was standing on the edge of the cliff in an indigo robe, his long hair hanging down at his waist, and moving lightly in the wind, it was really a touching picture.
Because the scenery is so beautiful, his peerless and independent back looks very lonely, which makes me want to get close.
After hesitating for a while, I walked over to him and stood side by side with him.
Maybe he's not in front of the computer, he hasn't spoken to me.
I couldn't help it, so I opened my mouth and asked:
He quickly replied:
This line of dialogue from "The Legend of Wukong" made my heart hurt.
I asked again:
I tap the sit button.
Seeing that I sat down, he also sat beside me.
That day, we chatted all night, and I can't remember what we talked about, because I won't save the chat records of the game, and I can't review the past.
Since I "ran into" with my classmate Xiao Cheng in online games, my biggest leisure and entertainment activity every day is to play with him in the game.
I follow him to participate in the "Holy War", follow him to fight small bosses, follow him to travel the mountains and waters, follow him to upgrade the scepter...
Some people say that online games are illusory, where you can't even distinguish between men and women, how can you distinguish between good and bad people
But I think: in this virtual world, we are strangers to each other, there is no need to hide and cover up, it is easier for you to understand a person's heart.
It was in the illusory world of online games that I got to know Cheng Ze.
I found that he is a very committed person. He never agrees with others easily, but as long as he agrees, he will do it no matter what.
For example, he promised his teammates to fight the big boss together. No matter the time when the big boss is spawned is 12:00 midnight, 3:00 am, or 6:00 am, he will definitely show up and never miss the appointment.
I found that he is very inquisitive. What he does not understand, he will observe with his heart and find the law until he understands it clearly and thoroughly.
For example, when other people are fighting Boss, he often observes by the side, looking for the skills to defeat the enemy and study the best strategies and tactics of teamwork, so his combat effectiveness is always impressive.
I also found that he is a very persistent person. Whatever he wants to do, he will try his best to accomplish it and never give up.
For example, if he wants to upgrade the scepter, no matter how much he pays, no matter how many times he fails, he still keeps trying. He even observes the law in front of the altar of sceptre brushing day and night until he has the only top scepter in the game. .
I also found him to be quite a funny person, and often in very serious occasions, a word that made me spray the screen.
For example, when everyone was fighting Boss fiercely, he sat on the ground beside him and shouted: "Beer, drinks, mineral water... Potato chips, sausages, big melon seeds..."
Everyone fell.
I leaned over to him and clicked the query button: "Boss, do you have any popcorn?"
…
In the past, I liked Cheng Ze very much, but that kind of like was vague and shallow, and that kind of like never made me lose my mind and be desperate.
Since I met "Degenerate and Innocence" in the online game, I have a deep understanding of him, and that kind of love becomes more and more strong as I understand it, and it becomes more and more difficult to hold myself...
Many times, I almost told him: "I'm in love with you, not the ignorant love, but the love, engraved on the tip of my heart - love!"
In the game, when "Degenerate Innocence" and his teammates fought the super boss, I never dared to help, because I would definitely help more and more.
When he finished fighting the boss and left alone, I quietly followed behind him.
He walked to the cliff, the mountains in the distance were heavy, the waterfall was pouring down, and I stood beside him, standing side by side with him.
Whenever this time, I always have the illusion that we are not playing games, but falling in love.
So, I smiled at the screen from ear to ear.
On the computer screen, he asked me:
I answered without thinking:
He asked again:
I thought about it for a long time:
he:
The days of eating and waiting to die in the game with "Degenerate and Innocence" were very happy. Every night in my memory, I fell asleep with a smile.
I foolishly thought that this loving episode would become the secret and sweetest memory in my heart forever.
Unexpectedly, a turning point came.
One day I was watching the fun and my back was sore, I couldn't help but say to "Degenerate Innocence": "I'm so hungry! I really want to eat a cream cake."
he asks:
He despised me:
I sigh:
An hour later, a strange number called and told me to go to the apartment gate to pick up the cream cake.
I was startled, stared at Qingfeng Langyue's figure in the game for a whole minute, and asked:
He replied:
I ask:
He said:
I really want to smash myself to death with a cream cake!
The cream cake came back and I opened it carefully.
On top of the yellow cream, there is a layer of strawberries.
I couldn't wait to taste the cream, and the sweetness spread from my lips to my heart.
Sweetness anesthetizes shame, and I type cheekily:
He didn't answer, and sent a "marriage" invitation directly from the game.
I almost choked on the cream.
At such a romantic moment of marriage proposal, his dialogue is very unpleasant:
After swallowing the cream cake with great difficulty, I replied decisively: I accepted the invitation to "marriage".
Later, I asked him:
The conversation was sent out, and I found myself unclear, and was about to add: When did you recognize me
Before I finish typing, he has replied:
I asked in amazement:
he told me:
you understood.
These three words seem simple and ordinary, but how much acquaintance, how much tacit understanding, how much helplessness, who can really understand
However, I forgot one thing, when Monkey King said this, he was still nostalgic for a fruitless love...
He thought I understood, but I didn't fully understand it, but it wasn't that I didn't understand it at all...
- Lesson 6 of "The Secret Book of Love" -
What is the order of love? Everyone has a different opinion.
Some people think it's like this: meet him, know him, like him, read him...
I think the sequence should be like this: meet him, know him, read him, like him.
If you choose the right order of love, the road of love will go further!