The second movie that my classmate Xiao Cheng and I watched was Lord Xing's Journey to the West.
This classic comedy of Star Lord, without any accident, made me... cry.
When I heard Fairy Zixia say, "I guessed the beginning, but I didn't guess the ending..."
I burst into tears while holding the tissue, and classmate Xiao Cheng put his arms around my shoulders and patted my back soothingly.
I'm devastated and have a new boyfriend who has generously contributed to the shoulders, of course I'm not polite and enjoy it.
He said in my ear, "You know what? The first time I asked you to a movie, you kept crying and I kept thinking..."
"Thinking about what?"
"Think... I should lend you a shoulder."
I wiped my tears and asked, "Then why didn't you borrow it?"
"I'm afraid you won't pay it back."
I couldn't help laughing: "How stingy."
"Actually, what I'm most afraid of is... I don't want you to pay it back."
Based on my understanding of his "generous" character, I believe the latter is more likely!
Before graduation, the counselor convened the final meeting of all the graduates of the school to talk about the graduation defense.
I remember that there were at least 200 people at the conference, filling the lecture theatre.
I haven't seen such a spectacular scene for a long time. I looked back and wanted to see the handsome guys from our department for the last time. Those handsome guys who have been with me for four years, those I know, those I don't know, who have spoken to and have not spoken to. Unexpectedly, when I turned my head and saw Xiao Cheng, my eyes suddenly froze.
I don't know if it was intentional or unintentional, but the position where Xiao Cheng was sitting was exactly the angle from which we met for the first time.
People are still the same, and the relationship is not yesterday.
I can't help feeling overwhelmed!
In order to keep a low profile, I pretended not to see him, silently turned my head back, and chatted with Nan Nan seriously: "The weather is so nice today!"
Nan Nan looked out the window: "Okay? What a cloudy day!"
I:"… "
At this time, classmate Xiao Cheng lightly tapped my shoulder with his finger, and saw that I didn't respond, so he poked again.
I turned my head calmly and glanced at him calmly: "Classmate, is something wrong?"
"Please eat oranges!" He took out a bag full of oranges from under the table and put them on the table, estimated to be ten or eight pounds.
I suddenly lost my language function.
As soon as the boys around saw Huang Chengcheng's oranges, they reacted quickly and made strong movements, and they took most of the oranges in a blink of an eye. I was quick-witted, and I took the remaining oranges and distributed them to Nannan, Feifei, and Zhuozhuo next to me.
Zhuo Zhuo took the orange and glanced at it, then glanced at Xiao Cheng's direction, and put the orange on the table.
I didn't think much about it, I just peeled the orange and put it in my mouth. The orange was so sweet that the corners of my mouth curled up involuntarily.
A boy asked, "Cheng Ze, why did you think of buying oranges today? Don't you like oranges the least?"
He replied: "What she owes her, if she doesn't pay it back, she will remember it for a lifetime."
Everyone seemed to understand, "Oh".
I turned around and snorted at him: "Who said that?! I'll remember it for the rest of my life when I finish eating!"
Later, whenever I mentioned the matter of oranges, he would always say with infinite emotion: "It's really a bloody case caused by oranges... No, unjust case!"
The graduation defense was successfully concluded. Except for one weird student in our department who answered the judges "The fixture I designed can limit seven degrees of freedom", everyone else in our department successfully got their diplomas.
The parting is coming soon, and there are endless meals for the class, fellows, dormitories, friends, and other people, all of which are eaten one after another.
My classmate Xiao Cheng and I were running around various dinners, trying to fall in love, but we were all alone.
But every night before going to bed, he would call me and say a lot of words on the basis of alcohol, saying that he fell asleep, or I fell asleep, or the two people's mobile phones were out of power, and the call could only be terminated.
I've never seen him talk so much before!
The break-up meals came one after another, and the partings came one after another.
Those classmates, roommates, and friends who have been with each other for four years have left T University one by one, starting from a new starting point to the life they yearn for.
I go to the train station almost every day to hug, wave and say goodbye to them reluctantly.
When she was leaving, she hugged me reluctantly in front of the platform and said to me, "Actually, we all wanted to slaughter Cheng Ze for a meal, but seeing that you never wanted to disclose your relationship, we had to endure it. Remember, on your wedding day, be sure to treat us to a big meal!"
"You already knew?" The tears I was about to fall were dried up by her shock.
"Do you think we are all blind? These days, every time you see him, your face turns into a peach blossom!"
I lowered my blushing face in annoyance.
Nan Nan and Brother Tao got on the train together, hugged me one last time before getting on the train: "We will all be happy!"
I nodded vigorously: "Everyone will be happy!"
Nan Nan left, accompanied by a harsh roar, the train slowly left, and my tears finally fell down.
Turning around, I saw a familiar figure standing not far away, my tears suddenly welled up.
Xiao Cheng approached me step by step and handed me a packet of tissue paper.
I took it, my heart was sour and warm: "Why are you here?"
"Give it away, Tao," he said.
I then remembered that A Tao, who left on a train with Nan Nan, had a good relationship with him.
We walked side by side on the platform, and I seemed to have foreseen the scene of our parting, so I walked silently, without a thousand words to say.
I asked him, "When are you leaving?"
He hesitated for a moment, didn't answer directly, only said: "I'm going home tomorrow, I'll be back soon."
"Oh!"
It's just a short farewell, and I've already begun to feel distressed.
The next day, I sent Zhuo Zhuo, my once best friend.
That day, it was raining, and her boyfriend came to pick her up. She said "goodbye" to me lightly, opened the white umbrella and walked away. The light blue skirt was like a blooming water flower, pure but cold.
I stood in front of the apartment door, watching her get into the car, the raindrops falling from the window blurred her face, I tried hard not to cry, don't cry, but the tears still fell.
When the car started, I wanted to catch up and tell Zhuo Zhuo that I really like Cheng Ze, but I never thought of arguing with her. I really regarded her as my best friend...
However, I didn't say anything.
This is life, and there are so many lines in life that we would rather rot in our hearts forever than say them.
Later, Zhuo Zhuo and I would occasionally make a phone call, but we didn't make an appointment to meet;
Later, we will simply greet you only when we meet on QQ;
After that, no contact...
Until now, I have never seen her again, and I don't know if she is doing well, but I believe that a smart girl like her will be happy!
The friendship between some women is like a delicate flower that blooms in a greenhouse. It is fragrant and pleasant when it is in full bloom, but it cannot withstand a bit of wind and rain.
Back in the empty bedroom alone, I suddenly miss my new boyfriend. When I remembered that he had already gone home, and I won't see him for a while, I immediately stopped thinking about eating and drinking.
I took out my phone, wanted to call him, and asked him what he was doing, but I wanted to know when he would call me, so I held the phone and waited.
Throughout the morning, I fidgeted with my phone in my arms, glancing at it from time to time to make sure it had enough power and whether it had a signal. I gritted my teeth and persisted until noon, and finally couldn't hold back, so I sent him a text message:
He replied quickly, as succinctly as ever:
Facing the two words on the screen of the mobile phone, my blood boiled instantly.
Without thinking at all, I went straight to the train station and bought a ticket to Xiao Cheng's house.
When I got off the train and stood in front of the train station where people came and went, I couldn't find my way, and I started to think about a key question: where should I go to find him
Ugh! My hopeless brain!
But I have come. In order to achieve the effect of surprise, I tried my best to recall, and I remembered that he said many years ago that there is an Internet cafe near his home called "Kai Kai Internet Cafe". He used to surf the Internet in that Internet cafe and chat with me. He also said that there is a "Chenguang Baozi Shop" near his house, and his little one loves to eat it. He often doesn't sleep at midnight (five o'clock in the morning), and takes him to eat buns...
I took a taxi and turned around for an unknown number of streets. Finally, I saw the plaques of "Menguang Baozi Store" and "Development of Internet Cafes". At that time, the full moon was already in the sky.
I can't wait to run into the Internet cafe, find a place where I can see the door and sit down, and I can't wait to take out my phone and send him a text message:
I waited excitedly for a while with no reply.
I put down my phone in disappointment, logged into Lianzhong Games, and wanted to pass the time by playing cards.
When the first round of cards was getting intense, a strange feeling suddenly spread to my central nervous system. When I turned around, I saw the person who had missed the whole day standing behind me. He was wearing a black shirt, and he seemed even more quiet as the night. …
The noisy Internet cafe seemed to suddenly be silent, and I could almost hear his breathing, which was chaotic and rapid.
as my heart.
I deliberately pretended to be very calm and smiled: "You are here so soon? I was planning to hook up with the handsome guy for a while!"
"Save your strength to hook me up!" He stretched out his hand to hold me and walked out of the Internet cafe quickly.
I didn't speak, because as soon as I stepped out of the door of the Internet cafe with my two feet, he pressed me against the wall next to me and blocked my mouth.
Don't ask me what to block, you know.
The moonlight that night was very beautiful. The bright full moon shone down on the ground with warm moonlight, which I will remember for the rest of my life.
I am not good at expressing language. If I have to describe the feeling at that time, I can only think of one sentence - this life, he must!
Not knowing how much time passed, he let go of me, and with unsteady breathing, he asked me, "Have you had dinner yet?"
Immediately I felt hungry.
"I haven't eaten lunch yet!"
He sighed deeply and took me to a lunch and dinner.
After eating and drinking, we held hands and walked on unfamiliar streets.
He introduced me one by one and told me where he frequented, where he liked, and where he remembered the most...
I listened carefully and took notes.
He also told me about his parents, relatives, and childhood. That was the first time I heard him talk about his strict father and his loving mother. Although it was a brief description, I could hear that it was a harmonious and happy person. family.
Later, he forced me to memorize his landline number.
I was puzzled: "Why remember?"
He said: "My home phone will never change, you remember it, there will always be a chance to use it."
I silently recited it countless times in my heart, and it is unforgettable to this day.
The night was as cold as water. My classmate Xiao Cheng and I kept walking.
People in love can really do even the most boring things.
"When exactly are you going to City B?"
I deliberately asked him in a very relaxed tone to hide the heaviness of my heart.
Thinking of him leaving, I am always afraid, afraid of a love that has just started, and the test of distance before it can heat up, afraid that this sweet dream will wake up soon, and the person I love will be separated from each other after all. irrelevant. However, I can't escape after all.
"I decided to default and stop working in City B."
His answer struck me like a thunderbolt, no, it was a surprise: "What! What did you just say?"
"I'm not going to City B anymore, I'm going to stay in City T to find a job, or take a postgraduate exam."
I stared at him with wide eyes. The surprise came too suddenly. I didn't get used to it for a while. I always felt that I heard it wrong: "Are you really not leaving?"
"Don't go. I have told my parents and they respect my choice."
At that moment, the night suddenly burst into bright fireworks, and the sky was full of brilliance.
He put his arms around my shoulders and walked slowly forward, as if walking on an erratic cloud.
"Why did you decide to stay in City T?" I asked knowingly.
He pretended to have a deep answer: "I have a scale in my heart. Whenever I face a choice, I will put the things that need to be weighed on both ends of the scale. Whichever side the scale is biased towards, I will choose which side, so..."
I waited expectantly for him to continue, only to hear him say, "I think you should lose weight."
Why can't this person speak sweet words well? !
"It's annoying! It's annoying!" I waved my hand to hit him, but he avoided him, and I kept chasing and hitting him until I reached a dark place with no light. I finally caught up with him, the foot was unstable, and the man had fallen into his arms...
The night wind ruffled his long hair, and also ruffled people's hearts.
Night, since having him, no longer lonely.
Later, classmate Xiao Cheng found me a place to live, and then called his high school classmate (the current girlfriend of my buddy) to accompany me, so he left with confidence.
That night, I chatted a lot with his high school classmates, and the sentence that impressed me the most was: "He is definitely a good man to marry!"
Many years later, I understood a truth, a woman does not need to ask a man: Do you love me or not? Do you want to spend your whole life with me
Because as long as you experience it with your heart, you will surely find the answer in his words and deeds.
However, despite my understanding of this truth, I still insist on asking at least once a month, to this day.
- Lesson 8 of "The Secret Book of Love" -
To judge whether a man is a good man, don't look at how he treats you, but how he treats people he knows.
Knowing how he treats his family, how he treats his friends, how he treats his classmates, and how he treats strangers, you can understand how he treats you when his love for you is no longer in full swing...