What are my feelings for him
I can't help but stare at him, saying that it is impossible to be indifferent, but to say that I love him like Chen Tao loves movies... Few people can do this.
Because Director Chen's love is so crazy, it burns everything, sacrifices everything, and finally even sacrifices himself.
"Play."
Ning Ning suddenly woke up and found that everyone in the crew was looking at her.
"Play." Director Chen sat in a wheelchair and said to her coldly, "The fifteenth scene of "The Phantom of the Theater" - seeing heaven, has already begun."
It is still Director Chen's son Chen Shuanghe who plays the male protagonist Lu Yunhe.
In order to play this role, he specially lost ten pounds of meat, and he was wearing a washed white short shirt, which made him more and more emaciated and pitiful. , eyes full of envy and desire.
He looked left and right, suddenly smiled happily, put the broom aside, climbed onto the stage with hands and feet, clapped his hands and stood up, learned the look of the pillar in his memory, took a few steps pretentiously, and sang with his hands behind his back: "For you, you are as beautiful as flowers. Family members, it's like the passing of water."
There are no rules, just singing happily.
I sang this song back and forth several times, and when I finally sang it for the fourth time, it was like Homecoming just after a break, and a voice came back from upstairs: "It's like a beautiful family for you, like a homecoming."
So tactful, so moving, so unfamiliar... a woman's voice.
She only sang one sentence and then stopped, as if waiting for Chen Shuanghe to continue.
Chen Shuanghe was stunned for a moment, hurriedly raised his hand and pinched his throat, swallowed a big mouthful of saliva, moistened his throat, and then corrected his tone, imitating her singing: "For you, you will be like a beautiful family, and you will be like water."
"It's Du'er who has been searching all over the place, pitying himself in the secluded boudoir."
"It's Du'er who has been searching all over the place, pitying himself in the secluded boudoir."
"Before turning around this peony column, it's close to the edge of the lake, mountains and rocks."
"Before turning around this peony column, it's close to the edge of the lake, mountains and rocks."
One sentence, one sentence for her, one sentence for him.
Until her singing stopped, Chen Shuanghe opened his closed eyes, his chest rose and fell slightly, and his body trembled slightly for reasons that he did not know.
He took a deep breath in place for a while, then lifted his feet and walked upstairs.
The camera followed his footsteps, the wooden stairs, the crunching sound of shoes stepping on it, the sound of pushing the door, the elegant seat overlooking the audience from top to bottom, a Taishi chair was placed in the middle with its back facing him, He walked over cautiously, but saw that there was no one inside.
After staring at the Taishi chair in front of him for a while, he suddenly sat in by himself, put his hands on the armrests a little nervously for a while, and then slowly closed them in front of his nose, as if his previous actions had left traces of her existence. He grabbed it in his hand, then put it in front of his nose and sniffed lightly.
"Card." Director Chen's voice sounded, frowning and said, "Not here... This action is a bit redundant."
Chen Shuanghe put down his hand and turned to look at him.
"You've acted too much, Lu Yunhe's love is not so deep-seated." Director Chen rudely reprimanded him, "Remember, you were attracted by the Phantom step by step, not you who took the initiative to rely on it. What's more, the plot has only just begun. At first, you don't love her at all now, you're just curious and a little adoring."
"And you..." Director Chen turned to look at Ning Ning again, frowning, "...You're acting too lightly, think about it for yourself, as a woman, how can you attract a man."
There are various ways for women to attract men, relying on beauty, talent and even sympathy, but it is obvious that Director Chen wants not these.
After bumping and bumping, I finally ended the day of shooting. Everyone was sweating, tired, and sprayed by Chen Dao.
"I have a suggestion." On the way back, Chen Shuanghe called to Ning Ning, "Do you want to hear it?"
"What?" Ning Ning stopped and looked at him.
Chen Shuanghe didn't answer in a hurry, but glanced around vigilantly, then pulled her to a corner where no one was around, and lowered his head to ask her, "What do you think... how am I?"
Ningning: "???"
Chen Shuanghe grunted. He now looks like Lu Yunhe, the hero in the play. After running his throat, he said, "Your question, my dad discussed it with me before. Do you... do you want to have a relationship with me?"
At that moment, Ningning reflexively wanted to look behind him.
"Cough, what I mean is... You can use me, I don't mind." Chen Shuanghe put his fist to his lips, coughed in disguise, trying to organize the language, but still incoherent, "I will try my best to cooperate with you. , you can start at any time, and you can end at any time, I won't bother you, you... think about it, okay?"
After finishing speaking, Chen Shuanghe hurriedly found an excuse to leave, as if Ning Ning would give him the answer on the spot.
Looking at his hurriedly fleeing back, a voice sounded from behind Ning Ning.
"I'm not as good as him."
Ning Ning turned around and looked at Shi Zhongtang behind him.
"When he walks by your side, he can bring you scenery and the envious eyes of others." Shi Zhongtang looked away from Chen Shuanghe's back, turned his head to look at her slowly, and there was a hint of sadness in his laughter, " And I... only you can see me."
"I don't need so much scenery, and I don't need so many people to envy me." Ningning said.
"I can't even give you a wedding..." Shi Zhongtang said.
"I never thought about getting married." Ning Ning interrupted him, "I have long decided to dedicate my life to the stage just like my mother."
"I can't do what he can do for you..." Shi Zhongtang said again.
"What you can do for me, he can't do it!" Ningning's voice was a little excited, she didn't know why she was so excited, and she didn't know what she wanted to prove to him.
Shi Zhongtang looked down at her and looked at her. The two were silent for a long time before Shi Zhongtang spoke slowly: "Actually, what he just proposed was okay, or... would you take advantage of him?"
Ningning didn't know where the grievance and anger in her heart came from, she only heard herself scream: "I can't do it!"
Shi Zhongtang suddenly raised his hand to cover her mouth, pushed her into the door behind her, and closed the door with her backhand.
Hearing the screams, the cast members who looked over to take a look looked around for a moment, then turned and left.
Inside the door, Shi Zhongtang pressed Ning Ning against the wall and looked at her with smiling eyes.
"...Because you can't be just anyone." He covered her mouth, and then said the answer in her heart on her behalf, "Ningning, you love me."
After that day, the shooting suddenly got back on track.
In other words, Ning Ning's performance suddenly met Director Chen's requirements.
Everything went well, and Director Chen even found Chen Shuanghe in private and asked, "Why, did she accept your proposal?"
Chen Shuanghe turned his head and glanced out the window, her figure was reflected in his pupils far away, he smiled bitterly: "No, but I think... I know what happened... "
restless.
Unparalleled anxiety.
Ning Ning didn't know where her anxiety came from. Every time Director Chen said to her "very good" and "it's over", she became more anxious, and could not wait to turn her head and shout to him: "You might as well continue to be right. I'm calling card! It sucks!"
Because he did this... It was almost as if he was saying to her: You are already in love with someone...
Do not! ! She's not ready yet! !
Back at home, Ning Ning threw herself on the bed and buried her face deeply into the quilt.
"What's wrong?" The mattress was concave, Ning Ning turned his head and saw Shi Zhongtang lying beside her, looking at her with one hand on his cheek, and asked with a smile, "What are you thinking about?"
What else can you think of
"...I don't want to do this." Ningning said to him, "Yes, I admit that I have a crush on you, but... We should be more cautious, I'm doubting myself now, will I be there for the needs of this movie? Love you, I don't want this, I don't want to because of a movie... I feel like I'm taking advantage of you..."
After talking incoherently for a long time, Ning Ning turned her face away, raised her hand to rub her face, and whispered, "What the hell am I talking about..."
Wouldn't that just admit that she was seriously considering the relationship between them
She said that she didn't want to get married, and swore that she didn't want to fall in love again, so what is she doing now, what is she talking about
Shi Zhongtang tilted his head and looked at her. Ningning's bed was against the window. The window was open. The white curtains were like dove wings, flapping gently in the direction of the two of them. There was a small potted plant on the windowsill. Green, sprouts emerging from the ground, flowers waiting to open.
"Don't be so anxious." Shi Zhongtang laughed, "I'll sing for you."
"No need." Ning Ning buried her head in her palm and said.
"It's like a beautiful family for you." Shi Zhongtang sang to her, "Homecoming."
A flock of pigeons flew past the window.
Only the man she can see, only the singing she can hear.
After singing the song three times in her ear, Shi Zhongtang suddenly reached out and grabbed her wrist, removing her fingers from her face.
"Why is your face red?" he asked with a smile.
"I want you to take care of it?" Ning Ning turned his face away, leaving him with only one red ear.
Shi Zhongtang pulled her fingers in front of him, lowered his eyes, and looked at her slender fingers with a little regret: "It's a pity, it's very inconvenient to wear a mask on your face, at this time, I wanted to kiss your fingers. Yes. Ningning, did you know? In fact, fingers are much more sensitive than lips, so you don't need to kiss them, you just need to gently rub them with your lips... "
"Shut up! What are you talking about? I don't understand the dirty words!" Ning Ning turned around angrily.
"Okay, then let me tell you something you can understand." Shi Zhongtang held her hand and smiled, "The first sentence I love you, let me say it, the last thing, you choose..."
After a pause, he restrained his cynical smile and said solemnly and slightly nervously, "Choose me."