She is out of control.
Ning Ning straddled Chen Guanchao's waist, she knew what she was doing was wrong, she wanted to stop, but couldn't, because Qu Ning'er's hallucinations appeared behind her, and her severely burnt hand stretched out from behind and grabbed her. He helped her to squeeze Chen Guanchao's neck ruthlessly.
"No!" Ning Ning shouted in her heart, "No! I can't do this!"
"What does it matter?" Qu Ning'er leaned her chin on her shoulder, she became more and more real, Ning Ning could even feel the pain of her chin poking her shoulder, "Anyway, this is a movie world, do you think You can do anything, it doesn't matter if you kill him, he's not real anyway."
"Don't look good for me!" Ning Ning said angrily, "You just want to use my hand to kill Chen Guanchao, because he is Chen Junyan's grandson!"
After a moment of silence, Qu Ning'er sneered: "Yes, I want to kill him! Because if I were still alive, my grandson would be as big as him, if I was still alive..."
Her hatred spread with these words, flowing into Ning Ning's hands, pinching Chen Guanchao's neck even harder. Ning Ning looked grim for a while, then suddenly turned his head with difficulty, struggling to say to Ning Yuren, "Stop me."
Ning Yuren was already sitting on the ground in fright, speechless.
"Please..." Ning Ning yelled helplessly at her with a crying voice, "Hurry up and stop me!!"
Ning Yuren jumped up from the ground by her roar, reached out and touched the lamp next to her, shouted and waved it, the lamp hit Ning Ning's head, she rolled to the ground with a groan, and after a while, she pressed the button. Grabbing the wound on his head, he got up from the ground while he got up from the ground, with an expression of the rest of his life on his face, and asked them with a smile, "Are you all okay..."
"Don't come here!" Ning Yuren hugged Chen Guanchao and huddled in the corner. She was so scared that she blurted out one word, "Monster!!"
Ning Ning was stunned for a moment, and two lines of tears streamed down.
"It's okay if others are afraid of me, why are you afraid of me..." She stared blankly at him, "It's okay if others say that to me, why are you saying that to me..."
"Because she's fake too." The hallucinations and auditory hallucinations appeared again, Qu Ning'er climbed up on her shoulder like a maggot on her tarsus, and whispered in her ear, "Everything in this world is fake, Mommy. It's fake, Director Chen is fake, so are you, only my hatred is real."
The sound of footsteps came from behind, interrupting Qu Ning'er's voice. Someone went down to the cellar and shouted, "Wen Xiaoning, someone is looking for you outside."
Finally, there is no need to listen to Qu Ning'er anymore, Ning Ning breathed a sigh of relief, raised his hand to wipe the tears from his face: "Just come."
She didn't dare to look at Ning Yuren again, and was even afraid of hearing her speak, so she ran out of the cellar in a hurry. When the sun was shining outside, Ning Ning narrowed her eyes and felt that everything in front of her was unreal.
"Is this world... real?" she murmured, then looked down at the palm of her hand. "Am I... really a monster?"
Whether the world is real or not, she must be a monster.
Had her mother not stopped her just now, would she be a murderer now
No, even if it doesn't work, it's still an attempted murder. Now Chen Guanchao hasn't recovered, and when he recovers, she will be removed from the crew, and she may even end up in jail.
"Ha, I'm finished." Ning Ning laughed, and suddenly hugged herself with both hands, ten fingers digging into the flesh, her face twisted, and she said in a vicious voice, "Come out, come out! It's all your fault! I'll come out, get out of here!"
There was a sudden exclamation in front of her. Ning Ning looked up and saw that it was a courtesan. There was a plastic pot under her feet. The fruit in the pot rolled to the ground, and she was looking at her with horror on her face.
"What?" Ning Ning stared at her with blood-red eyes, "Am I scary?"
The courtesan turned and ran.
Not only her, but others who saw Ning Ning had similar reactions, either fleeing in a hurry, or watching from a distance, pointing and pointing. What did you see? Ningning looked at them fiercely, what do you think I am? Ghost? monster
The sun makes her feel pain, their gaze makes her feel pain, at this time she really wants a cloak to wrap herself, a mask to cover her face, so that they don't have to be seen by them, don't have to be used by them Such eyes were watching, but she had nothing, so she could only raise her hands to cover her face, and lowered her head to the entrance of the theater.
After a pause, she looked at the person waiting for her outside in surprise: "...Why are you here?"
Under the sun, Wen Yu quickly turned his head.
He looked a little dirty, his hair was gray, his face was gray, and he looked a little dull, but the moment he saw Ningning, his eyes lit up, he ran over, opened his arms, and fluttered. into her arms and hug her.
Ning Tranquility stood still, and after a long time, he lowered his head and asked him, "...Aren't you afraid of me?"
Wen Yu shook her head in her arms, then opened her schoolbag and took out a workbook, opened a page, wrote a line on it, and showed it to her.
Ning Ning took it and took a look, and it said: "You haven't come to me, so I came to you."
For a while, she looked at him, he still looked up at her just like the day they parted at the train station, showing her a warm and trusting smile without haze.
"...You didn't come at the right time." Ning Ning smiled at him, "I just tried to kill, and I'm about to be arrested."
After she finished speaking, two people came from behind her, one left and one right, carrying her inside, Wen Yu froze in place, and hurriedly chased after her.
When I came to Chen Guanchao's room, there was a lot of noise inside, and the director's roar came through the door: "She is a dangerous person! To tell you the truth, she hates it too deeply!"
Ning Ning took a step.
"I don't know where she has such hatred at such a young age, but I can see that she has been acting with this hatred! I don't know who she is acting, but it's not the Phantom!" The director continued to rage. , "The Phantom may push people into the coffin, but will the Phantom sit on the coffin, clapping and singing? No! That's not a Phantom! It's the ghost of a little girl!"
Ginger is still old and spicy, it's all for you.
Ning Ning knocked on the door and went in. The two of them turned to look at her. The director said coldly, "You heard it? If you just didn't act well, I could bear you, but you actually hurt people! Then I can I can't stand you anymore..."
"I can bear it!!" Chen Guanchao, who had forgotten the pain before the wound on his neck was healed, shouted, he looked at Ning Ning frantically, "My phantom needs you!!"
"I really should let you see those old actors and actresses more, lest you be a treasure even if you see a grass!" The director hated that iron is not steel, he pointed at Ning Ning, "Look at her , see clearly, in her eyes, there is only hate, no love in her play! There is nothing at all! This is an actress with a fatal flaw!"
"I used to have." Ning Ning suddenly laughed and said lightly, "I used to love..."
The voices in the room fell silent, and after a while, Xiao Wenyu suddenly ran out from behind her and rushed towards the director. She wrote something in the workbook and showed it to him.
The director glanced at the words in the workbook, then looked up at Ning Ning, and shook his head.
Wen Yu was not discouraged, and he wrote another line in a rustling manner.
The director glanced at him and said angrily, "What's your name grandpa, uncle!"
Wen Yu immediately lowered her head and made two strokes, looking serious, like a primary school student revising the typo, and after revising, she showed him the words on it again.
A hand stretched out from behind him. He turned around and saw that Ning Ning had come behind him at some point, and was flipping through his workbook page by page, which read in sequence:
"She loves me very much."
"Grandpa - cross it out. Uncle, please, give her another chance."
"She'll never hurt anyone again, I promise you, because..."
Before the last paragraph was finished, Wen Yu asked for the book back from her hand, rustling and tender strokes to complete the last paragraph, that paragraph was: "Because I will live with her, if she wants to hurt people , will only hurt me, not others."
"...You don't have to make such a sacrifice." The director said firmly.
Wen Yu shook her head, held the hand beside her, raised her head and smiled at Ning Ning, telling her with this smile: Don't worry, don't be sad, there is still one person on your side in this world.
Ning Ning did not expect that this smile actually gave her a chance. At the last chance, the director agreed to keep her on the condition that she would not behave too badly in the rehearsal of "Looking up at Heaven" the day after tomorrow. Back in the cellar, she sat on the lid of her coffin. The previous "Murder" and the subsequent venting exhausted all her energy. She looked at Wen Yu tiredly: "You don't need to make such a sacrifice."
The dirty Wen Yu also looked a little tired. He leaned close to her and yawned a little.
"...Because I'm not afraid of him at all." Ning Ning turned her head and looked forward with some empty eyes, and said with a smile, "Because I just finally figured it out, he's just a person in a movie."
Wen Yu looked at her suspiciously.
"No matter how hard he embarrassed me, the movie will always end." Ning Ning murmured, "The same goes for everyone else, no matter how much my mother hates me, the movie will always end, no matter how Director Chen protects me, the movie will always end. On the day it ended, they were all fake, and their feelings for me were fake... everyone was fake, I'd rather they were fake..."
She would rather everything is false, and would rather believe that this is just a movie, because if it is a movie, then mother, Director Chen, Qu Ninger, father... or they are all actors.
"...I'd rather my father was just an actor." Ning Ning lowered his head, covered his face with his hands, and said in a low voice, "Then he didn't do so many wrongs, was not burned to death, and was not forced to kill his own daughter. , he can go home after the movie, hug his wife, hug his real child, but if all this is true... Ha, what's true, it's all fake, it's all fake... he's fake , I'm also fake..."
Ning Ning suddenly turned around and looked at Wen Yu coldly: "You are also fake."
Wen Yu was not frightened by her appearance. He looked at her with pity. After a while, he grabbed her hand and gently covered her cold fingers on both sides of his cheeks. The temperature she actually felt told her: I am real.
Ning Ning stared at him blankly.
He stretched out his hand to her, covered her cheeks with his small hands, and told her in the same way: You are real too.