The place in the painting really exists.
Ning Ning looked at the abandoned railroad tracks in front of her. There were no cars, no people, only weeds. When the wind blew, they swayed gently on the rails, with one or two small white flowers mixed in them.
"Do you remember the way you came?" Ning Yuren stood behind Ning Ning and put his hands on her shoulders.
Ning Ning shook his head.
"Then let's go again." Ning Yuren smiled.
It's a rare holiday, it's rare that Ning Yuren doesn't have to film today. As a result, the two of them didn't go to the park, the playground, or even have an ice cream or cake together. The time was spent on the road, Ning Yuren drove Ning Ning all the way to the suburbs, and arrived at the abandoned railway track in front of him.
Once is not enough, two or three back and forth.
"Do you remember now?" Ning Yuren asked.
"Remember." Ning Ning said.
"Can I go out alone?" Ning Yuren asked again.
This track has been abandoned for a long time. Year after year, day after day, the original road was submerged by weeds. Cars could not get in, so they could only get off the car and walk through a lush forest. to find this track.
"Yes." Ning Ning replied. After walking back and forth two or three times, Ning Yuren even took a knife and engraved marks on the tree. Even with these marks, Ning Ning could find the way out, but she was a little confused, why did her mother bring her here
"Good boy." Ning Yuren smiled and patted her head, then slowly turned to look at the abandoned railroad tracks in front of her.
What did she see on the rails
So much lingering fear, so unwilling, so sad and angry.
"Let's go." Ning Yuren suddenly slapped Ning Ning on the back, "You walk in front, and mother follows you behind, and see if you can find your way out by yourself."
"En!" Ning Ning nodded, walking towards the front while looking back at Ning Yuren, not knowing whether this was a game or a training. Perhaps the possibility of training is more likely, because as soon as she went off the road, Ning Yuren dragged her back to the railroad tracks and asked her to walk again. This time Ningning did not dare to go the wrong way on purpose. Looking up at the mark on the tree, it took half an hour to finally walk out and saw the main road outside and the private cars parked on the road.
"Well done!" Ning Yuren clapped her hands, the big brother on her waist rang loudly, she picked up the big brother, "Hello."
"The medicine you gave me last time, I had someone check the ingredients." A man's voice sounded opposite, "Now the result is out."
"How is it?" Ning Yuren asked with a smile.
"Part of it is cold medicine, and part of it is sleeping pills," the other party said.
"Well, I see." Ning Yuren still smiled, that smile was like the woods behind her, gloomy and deep, hiding endless dangers that were hard to detect with the naked eye.
At the same time, Ning Yu was at home.
Xu Rong was cooking in the kitchen when the door opened behind her.
"Xiaoyu, come and try this..." Xu Rong scooped up a piece of braised pork with a spatula, turned around, and frowned, "...what's the matter with your clothes?"
Xiaoyu stood at the door, wearing a brand new red skirt, she pulled up the skirt and smiled: "Mom, do I look good?"
"Change it." Xu Rong said to her, looking in the direction of the door, "They will be back soon."
The smile on Xiaoyu's face gradually disappeared, she lowered her head and muttered, "I don't want to wear her old clothes."
"... When the salary is paid, my mother will buy you new clothes." Xu Rong turned off the fire, and then dragged her back to the room to change clothes. Ningning's old clothes, old pants, and old socks were put on on her.
Although it is an old dress, it was actually given away after wearing it for a long time, and it looked like new.
But Xiaoyu was still sullen. She looked at the bright and beautiful red dress she just replaced with nostalgia, and then said to Xu Rong, "Mom, I don't want to go back to primary school."
"Shh." Xu Rong hurriedly interrupted her, "How many times have I told you, don't say that you have gone to primary school, but say that you are six years old and still in kindergarten."
"What does it matter." Xiaoyu pursed her lips, "Anyway, there is no one else here."
Xiaoyu looks a little bigger than Ningning, but it's not. She is already eight and a half years old and almost nine years old this year. Because of the late development and the late registration of the household registration, she announced that she is only six years old this year, and she is just stuck in the selection range of the little heroine of "Dream of the Future".
"Isn't Mom afraid that you don't pay attention usually, and you miss out when it's important?" Xu Rong sighed and held her in her arms.
Xiaoyu leaned in her arms for a while and said softly, "Mom, I really don't want to go back. I want to stay here and be an actress like Aunt Ning."
"It's so easy to be an actress." Xu Rong put her arms around her shoulder lovingly, "You picked up an opportunity, it just happened that Ning Ning fell ill, and your auntie Ning had a good relationship with me, so I asked you to replace it. Go up, but there is usually only one chance like this..."
"Can't Ning Ning get sick a few more times?" Xiaoyu said unwillingly, looking up at Xu Rong, "Mom, I really want to act."
Xu Rong fell silent.
"I want to be an actress like Aunt Ning, and I want to be as rich as her." Xiaoyu's eyes slowly turned red, "This way I don't have to wear old clothes that others don't want, and you don't have to work for others. We live in In the big city, I will never go back, and I will never have to be beaten by my father and my grandmother again.”
Xu Rong heard tears almost falling, hugged her and said, "Okay, I'll go back and beg you, Aunt Ning, and let her find a way to let you continue acting."
"En!" Xiaoyu kissed her cheek happily.
In order to ask for help, Xu Rong tried her best to cook the food so that it was full of flavors and flavors. The two mothers and daughters waited anxiously at the table for a long time. When the dishes on the table were almost cold, she received a call from Ning Yuren. Said: "I have something to do here. I won't go back to eat at noon. You can eat by yourself."
"What's the matter?" Xu Rong asked cautiously.
"It's nothing, personal affairs." Ning Yuren said lightly, "I said that first, bye."
After hanging up the phone, Xu Rong looked at the beeping microphone in her hand with complicated eyes, thinking: She was not like this in the past.
The two of them are closer than they seem on the surface. The two grew up together and studied together. Later, they separated and kept in touch with each other. Compared to Ning Yuren, who gradually made her way out of the world, Xu Rong's situation is not so good. She married someone early, but she has never been able to have children. She was beaten and scolded by her husband and mother-in-law. Well, she finally gave birth, but she was a girl, and she started to be beaten and scolded along with her daughter. She told Ning Yuren all these things in the letter. Ning Yuren sympathized with her and asked her to come and work by her side.
Therefore, Xu Rong is not only a nanny, but also a basket for Ning Yuren's words.
Although Ning Yuren is rich, she is under a lot of pressure in the workplace. If she complains or something sad, she will not tell Xu Rong, but she will tell Xu Rong. It's just that something happened recently, and she suddenly doesn't complain to her about anything. , didn't tell her anything.
"...She must have found out, right?" Xu Rong couldn't help shivering when she thought of this.
"Mom, when will Aunt Ning be back?" Xiaoyu sat beside the table and shouted at her from a distance, "I'm starving to death."
"Aunt Ning said she won't come back, so you should eat first." Xu Rong replied, hungry but too late to eat, she walked back to the room quickly, opened the wooden cabinet for the medicine, and put a small bottle hidden in the innermost Take it out.
"I'm just confused for a while..." Xu Rong looked at the bottle and murmured, "I just thought, if Ning Ning's illness can be cured later, Xiaoyu will be able to continue acting... She, she wants to act so much..."
Shaking the bottle in her hands, she put the bottle into her clothes pocket, and then went back to the living room to eat with Xiaoyu. Xiaoyu was still young and starving, so she just bury her head in eating, didn't see her absent-mindedness, and forced a smile.
After eating, Xu Rong arranged for Xiaoyu to fall asleep in her room, singing a lullaby softly, until Xiaoyu fell asleep, she bowed her head and kissed the other person's forehead, and then clenched the bottle in her pocket and went out the door.
The bottle in his pocket was not cold medicine, but sleeping pills.
Xu Rong didn't even dare to throw the bottle into the trash can at the door of her house. She got on a bus and didn't get off at several stops along the way. She got off the bus at the terminal and looked around, looking for a place where she could throw garbage. place.
In a remote suburb, you can't even see a trash can, but you don't need a trash can. There are weeds on the side of the road. If you throw the bottle in your hand, it will be flooded by the grass at once, and no one will find it for a long time. .
Xu Rong was about to take out the bottle and throw it away, when a few people suddenly came out of the bushes opposite.
She hurriedly stuffed the bottle that she had taken out halfway back, and walked to the station entrance as if nothing had happened, as if waiting for the bus.
Those few people also walked towards the station, and when they got close, they realized they were a family. Dad hugged a little boy and kept spanking him: "Stinky boy, I told you to run around, I told you to run around everywhere. ."
The little boy kept crying, and his mother said distressedly beside him: "It's hard to find someone, don't break them."
"But this place is really desolate. If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't know that the forest was so deep, and there was an abandoned track in it," said the eldest sister.
"Fortunately, it's summer. It's okay to lose a day and a half. If it's winter, people may not be able to come back." The second sister said.
"Bah Tong Yan Wuji, the wind blows away, hurry up and slap me three times!" Mom said angrily.
A bus came over, and the family got on the bus one after another. The bus left the platform, leaving Xu Rong standing alone on the platform.
She watched the car leave, then lifted her foot and walked towards the bushes where the people came. The road was very difficult to walk. One branch caught her hair, and as soon as she broke several branches, Xu Rong simply broke the branch. Throw it on the ground, step on it with your foot, and make a clicking sound.
"It's hard for adults to walk, let alone children." She mumbled softly, then stopped.
In front of me is an abandoned track, there are no cars, no people, only weeds, swayed by the wind, gently swaying in the rails, mixed with one or two small white flowers.
She looked at the abandoned railway track in front of her, and for some reason, she murmured and repeated the sentence she heard before: "It's okay to lose a day and a half in summer, but if it's winter, people may not be able to come back."