I Want To Be a Good Person in This Life

Chapter 36: Liang Chen's feelings

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When Zhuo Shao went to the provincial capital this time, he did not take the bus.

He contacted a truck driver in advance and asked the driver to take him to the building materials market today. After buying a batch of materials, he went to the provincial capital.

When he arrived at the provincial capital, it was already noon. Zhuo Shao directed the truck to stop at the entrance of the office building not far from Fenghe Homestead, which was rented by Liang Fang, and then jumped out of the truck.

Zhuo Shao had called Liang Fang long ago, and Liang Fang had been waiting at the door. Seeing Zhuo Shao, he greeted him with a smile: "Little Zhuo."

"Mr. Liang." Zhuo Shao also greeted with a smile, and at the same time looked behind Liang Fang without a trace.

There was no Liang Xin behind Liang Fang.

Zhuo Shao felt a little lost, but it was not good to suddenly ask Liang Fang about his son.

"Xiao Zhuo, haven't you eaten yet? Let's go eat first?" Liang Fang greeted warmly. When he was in contact with Zhuo Shao these days, he heard Zhuo Shao say a lot, and now he no longer regards Zhuo Shao as a The child watched.

At the same time, he is also very grateful to Zhuo Shao.

Although Zhuo Shao pointed him to the road that may not be feasible, there is no doubt that Zhuo Shao really wants to help him.

"Okay, then let's eat first." Zhuo Shao said, and greeted the truck driver to have dinner together.

Liang Fang was short of funds recently, so he did not invite Zhuo Shao to go to the restaurant, but called Zhuo Shao into the house.

The house that Liang Fang rented is a small two-story building, which was only used for office, but he moved here recently because he was homeless.

"I just made something to eat, it probably doesn't taste good." Liang Fang smiled and brought Zhuo Shao upstairs.

Liang Fang is obviously not good at cooking, and he is very aware of his own situation, so the meals he prepares are very simple and do not require any cooking skills.

The pork was cooked directly in plain water, and then poured a bowl of soy sauce on the side and dipped it. Potatoes were cut into cubes and some soy sauce was added to make braised potatoes. The crucian carp was steamed with soy sauce. I cut a marinated chicken.

Such a table dish, not to mention how delicious it is, at least it will not be unpalatable.

Liang Fang was the only one who accompanied Zhuo Shao and the truck driver to dinner. Zhuo Shao asked curiously, "Mr. Liang, where are the people in your company?"

"Some went out for publicity, and some were on the construction site," Liang Fang said. "I sold all the houses, and now the construction site has finally started again." It's a pity that his money is still too little, and there is no way to make money. Complete with home.

"That's good... Mr. Liang, you sold all your houses, where do you live now?" Zhuo Shao asked again.

"Just live in the top attic of this building." Liang Fang smiled.

"Where's your family? They live in the attic with you?" Zhuo Shao asked again, looking at the top floor and feeling distressed.

The living environment on the top floor is not very good... A person like the little prince Liang Xin should be squeezed into the attic with Liang Fang...

Liang Fang was stunned for a moment, then said, "No."

Liang Fang didn't plan to say anything more, but Zhuo Shao, who had been thinking about Liang Xin these days, couldn't help it, so he asked, "Mr. Liang, you should have a child, right? How old are you?"

Liang Fang was stunned for a while before he said, "By tomorrow, he will be fifteen years old."

"That's the same age as me, but a few months younger than me." Zhuo Shao smiled.

"Really?" Liang Fang asked back with a smile, obviously not planning to continue talking on this topic.

"Where is he? Let him come and play with me." Zhuo Shao looked at Liang Fang expectantly.

"I'm afraid it won't work, he's not here." Liang Fang hesitated: "And he... is a little afraid of life."

Liang Xin is not here? Then he... stayed at school and didn't come home? As for fear of life... Liang Xin must be a little arrogant, right

Zhuo Shao was very disappointed, but he was afraid that Liang Fang would see it, but it was not easy to ask questions.

He thought about it, opened the bag he was carrying, and took out a wood-carved calf and gave it to Liang Fang: "Mr. Liang, I have been practicing carving recently, and I have carved a A calf, since tomorrow is my brother's birthday, this calf will give him a birthday present."

This cow was carved secretly by Zhuo Shao in the house at night.

After seeing Liang Chen's household registration book and writing down Liang Chen's birthday, Zhuo Shao also remembered Liang Xin's birthday and wanted to prepare a birthday present for Liang Xin.

In his last life, Zhuo Shao gave Liang Xin several birthday gifts, and Liang Xin's favorite was a calf he gave him that he carved while he was doing woodworking. He said that the cow was very wild and very interesting. Cute... Liang Xin also put it in a prominent place in the office.

This time, Zhuo Shao specially carved another one.

His craftsmanship is better now than at that time, and his carving is much better than the cow at the time. Liang Xin will definitely like it.

Liang Fang took the calf carved by Zhuo Shao and sincerely thanked him, but he couldn't help being a little dazed.

He didn't even celebrate the child's birthday. After all, the child's birthday was really bad.

Liang Fang's original name was Liang Ziang, and the name Liang Fang was changed for himself after he encountered a lot of things, to let him let go of some things.

His father was a scholar, very talented, and his mother was also a well-known beauty. When he was a young child, life at home was pretty good.

But there are only a few pictures left in Liang Fang's memory of those good days.

Their family ran into that unfortunate era. His father was unfortunately paralyzed in bed when he was very young because he was injured when he was being criticized.

Life in the family turned sharply, his childhood was full of hunger and bad things from others, his father was hit like that, his body was getting worse and worse every year, and his temper was getting worse every year.

Even his mother, who was a beautiful and gentle young woman at the beginning, became a bit mean and caring about middle-aged women.

Finally, when he was fourteen, his father died.

Since he was a child, he has been thinking of all kinds of ways to keep himself from starving. He went to the fertilizer factory to sweep the spilled fertilizer, went to the countryside to dig wild vegetables, made bean sprouts and sold them secretly. After his father passed away, their family had a better life. Later, after the reform and opening up, he married the person he liked.

After getting married, he sold eggs and fish to earn a little money. The life at home is not good, at least he doesn't have to go hungry. His wife has a child.

He is full of expectations for the future, but he doesn't know that his home is actually still buried in hidden dangers.

His mother's personality has changed a lot after experiencing various misfortunes. Her temper has become very bad, and she can't tolerate other people's objections. She has been starving all the year round, and she has been saved too much.

At the same time, after so many hard days, serving her paralyzed husband for more than ten years, and having to endure the abuse of her paralyzed husband who changed his temperament... She couldn't see her daughter-in-law living well.

In places where Liang Fang could not see, she did not less trouble to Liang Fang's wife, and even more asked Liang Fang's wife to listen to her.

Those are all small troubles, and Liang Fang is very good to his wife, and Liang Fang's wife is also a little weak, so she never talked to Liang Fang.

This kind of conflict between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law is common in many families. If there is no accident, the whole life will be so stumbling and stumbling. When the child grows up and the family conditions are better, the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law may smile.

However, in this world, there are all kinds of surprises.

When Liang Fang's wife was eight months pregnant with the child, she was called by her mother-in-law to fetch water, and she accidentally fell and met Hong.

Liang Fang's mother had seen all kinds of things in those chaotic times. At that time, many women were working on the day they gave birth.

She felt that her daughter-in-law had nothing to do with her, so she didn't send her to the hospital. She only boiled the water and prepared to deliver the baby.

In those years, in order to make money, she worked as a midwife.

later…

When Liang Fang came home, his wife was dying. He sent her to the hospital. In the end, the doctor took out the child who was blue and blue because of the dry amniotic fluid, but did not save the adult.

After this incident, his father-in-law's family cut off contact with his family. He was also deeply affected and could no longer stay in his hometown.

His wife could not have died!

But his mother raised him hard, no matter how much he hates him, he can't do anything but leave.

He left for many years and changed his name, so he would go back to see it during the Chinese New Year. Except for giving money, he hardly had any contact with his family.

It was not until his mother died that he stayed at home for a few more days, and then found that his children had grown up.

He didn't know how to get along with this child, and when the child looked at him, his eyes were full of fear.

When the child was in his wife's womb, he liked him very much, and he said that when a child is born in the future, the girl will be called Liang Xin, and the boy will be called Liang Xin... His wife's nickname is Xinxin.

But then... This child's birthday is his wife's death anniversary.

Although his mother specially changed the child's birthday when she applied for the household registration, this is a fact and cannot be changed.

He doesn't like this kid.

What's more, he had just set up a construction team in the provincial capital at that time. He didn't even have a fixed place to live. He lived in the house where he worked. It was inconvenient to bring children. After thinking about it, he asked his neighbors to take care of him. child.

Neighbors will tell him about the child, but the child himself... He goes back every year, but the child dares not talk to him.

According to the neighbors, it was his mother who always told the child that he didn't like the child before, and this child did this.

He doesn't know how other fathers get along with their children, but he only knows that his father's temper has gotten worse and worse after being paralyzed. Say what, even he sometimes is a little scared to see the child.

He just kept letting someone else take care of him.

He didn't know that the neighbor took his money until the child suddenly called him one day, but did not take good care of the child.

At that time, he wanted to take the child away, but the child refused and wanted to stay.

He didn't know how to take the child at all. Seeing that the child was not too young, he simply bought a house for the child to take care of himself, and then returned to the provincial capital.

In recent years, he has more money and more money for the child. He also went to the teachers in the school to ask them to take more care of the child, but nothing else.

He didn't know what else he could do.

Liang Fang took the wood-carved calf given by Zhuo Shao, but still did not mention his child.

Zhuo Shao felt as uncomfortable as scratching his lungs. After thinking about it, he found another topic: "Mr. Liang, speaking of which, I have a younger brother whose surname is also Liang. You were in the same family five hundred years ago."

"Little brother?" Liang Fang was a little surprised. Looking at Zhuo Shao's high-spirited appearance, he became more and more sure that Zhuo Shao's family was not simple. I'm afraid he was either the second or third generation of officials.

Although many people are now rich in business, few can raise such children.

"Yeah, my little brother! He's good at everything, but not at all. He loves snacks too much. He doesn't drink water or drinks all day, and he eats snacks all the time, and his stomach is ruined." Zhuo Shao Dao glanced at Liang Fang again.

This guy Liang Xin likes to eat snacks, Liang Fangke must take care of him!

"Broken your stomach?" Liang Fang was a little surprised. His son eats snacks all day during Chinese New Year, but he never said anything before.

He has been hungry since he was a child, but now that he is here with his son, he dare not say anything else, he always wants to let him eat whatever he wants.

Just, will it eat the stomach bad

"Yeah, eating that junk food is not good for your health." Zhuo Shao said.

Liang Fang frowned.

"Children, you must pay attention to diet." Zhuo Shao said again, thinking of Liang Xin's appearance before his death, he felt very uncomfortable.

Regardless of whether he can be with Liang Xin in this life, he must not let Liang Xin get sick again, that's for sure.

Zhuo Shao was thinking so when his cell phone rang.

The call was from home, Zhuo Shao picked it up without hesitation, and heard Zhuo Ting's voice.

Zhuo Ting called while Liang Chen was hiding in the house not eating lunch, and then told Zhuo Shao that Liang Chen was not eating.

When Zhuo Shao thought of Liang Xin, he felt uncomfortable at first, but when he heard this, he became even more angry, and wished he could carry Liang Chen and beat his ass.

"What's wrong?" Liang Fang asked curiously when he saw Zhuo Shao's unsightly expression.

"It's nothing, it's just that the children at home are picky eaters and don't eat." Zhuo Shao said to Liang Fang, took the mobile phone and went to the side to call Liang Chen.

children at home? Liang Fang thought that Zhuo Shao was very interesting. He was obviously still a child... Well, he really couldn't treat Zhuo Shao as a child.

He was a little funny, and then he saw Zhuo Shao who walked into the distance with a cold face, a fierce look, as if he was teaching a child a lesson.

Zhuo Shao is indeed teaching children a lesson.

He called Liang Chen, and then slapped Liang Chen violently: "Liang Chen, you don't even eat! You have grown courageous! Aren't you afraid of starvation?"

Liang Chen was a little confused when he held the phone.

Zhuo Shao has always been very gentle, this is the first time he has been so cruel to him...

"Go and eat! You can't eat more or less. If you let me know you do this kind of thing again, I'll beat you to death!" Zhuo Shao said again.

"I... I... I'll eat right away... " Liang Chen replied without thinking.

"Come on! I'll let Tingting supervise you!" Zhuo Shao said again, and then hung up the phone.

Zhuo Shao yelled at Liang Chen, and the whole person was much more relaxed. He smiled and walked to Liang Fang's side, and said, "Teach the children at home, and let President Liang wait for a long time."

"It's okay." Liang Fang waved his hand.

"Do you want President Liang to also call the children at home?" Zhuo Shao asked again, he really missed Liang Xin so much...

Liang Fang really had this idea, but every time the child answered his phone, he didn't like to say anything...

Liang Fang thought about it, and finally stood up and called his son.

Zhuo Shao regretted seeing Liang Fang walking to the place where he had just called to make a call.

He shouldn't have gone to the side to make a phone call just now because he was afraid that Liang Fang would see him yelling at someone!

It's good now, he can't hear the conversation between Liang Fang and Liang Xin at all... He can't run over to eavesdrop, right

When Zhuo Shao regretted it, Liang Chen, who put down his phone, was still stunned.

Liang Chen didn't expect that Zhuo Shao would be so fierce when he planned to skip lunch at noon.

Being accused by Zhuo Shao, he was a little sad, but inexplicably a little happy.

Zhuo Shao said this because he cared about himself, right? Although he went to see the pen pal, he still cared about himself.

As long as Zhuo Shao still cares about himself... Liang Chen raised his head and saw Zhuo Ting looking at him uneasily.

"You, you..." Zhuo Ting stared at Liang Chen: "You can't hit me!"

Liang Chen: "..." He hasn't beaten anyone yet!

Glancing at Zhuo Ting, Liang Chen walked into the kitchen, intending to eat it.

As a result, just as he was about to serve the meal, the phone rang again.

Liang Chen happily picked up the phone, thinking it was another call from Zhuo Shao, but... The call was from Liang Fang.

"Dad..." Liang Chen cried out in frustration, but because of his loss, when he called Liang Fang, he didn't have the fear he used to feel.

"Have you eaten yet?" Liang Fang asked.

"Just about to eat." Liang Chen said.

"In the future, I'll buy some food to eat at noon, don't always eat snacks." Liang Fang said again.

"I don't eat snacks now." Liang Chen said.

"That's good." Liang Fang said, he originally wanted to say that he had no money recently, so that Liang Chen could save some money, but he couldn't say anything to his son.

Liang Fang and Liang Chen were relatively speechless for a while, and finally, Liang Fang hung up the phone first.

Zhuo Shao looked for a lot of topics, but he couldn't know any news about Liang Xin. He also found that Liang Fang was not very willing to mention Liang Xin, and he didn't even tell him Liang Xin's name, which made him very disappointed.

But soon, he had no time to lose.

He also helped Liang Fang do the decoration.

This renovation is mainly about laying something on the floor and sticking something on the wall, especially the outer wall. Since people at this time have not seen many novel things, it is easy to fool around and it is very simple to make.

Zhuo Shao laid the red carpet directly on the ground, and then pasted wallpaper on the wall and reflective glass tiles on the outer wall.

When Zhuo Shao was working, Liang Fang followed along, and he was quite skilled at it.

"Xiao Zhuo, I didn't expect you to do this kind of work." Liang Fang looked at Zhuo Shao, who was more skilled than himself.

"I want to open a decoration company, and naturally I will have a little bit of everything." Zhuo Shao said.

Zhuo Shao knew that Liang Fang had probably misestimated his family situation, but he had no plans to clarify.

It's not a bad thing to make Liang Fang think that his family is extraordinary... Liang Fang might even be willing to let Liang Xin study with him.

Thinking of Liang Xin, Zhuo Shao sighed again.

Although Zhuo Shao has already thought of the easiest way to decorate Liang Fang, it is impossible to get the sales department out in one day.

Zhuo Shao was busy until nine o'clock in the evening and stopped. After making an appointment with Liang Fang to come back next weekend, he got on the truck and went to Fuyang County.

When the truck driver brought Zhuo Shao home, it was already eleven o'clock in the evening.

Zhuo Shao went upstairs lightly and gently opened the door.

He had already called the two children in advance and asked them to go to bed early, so he thought that he would see the silence in the room, but he didn't expect...

"Zhuo Shao, you're back!" Liang Chen's voice sounded, and as soon as Zhuo Shao looked up, he saw Liang Chen jumped up from the sofa.

Liang Chen was waiting for him.

Zhuo Shao was a little moved in his heart, but his face became serious - this child is not sleeping so late, it's too outrageous!

Zhuo Shao was about to reprimand, but Liang Chen repeated: "Zhuo Shao, you are finally back!" He waited for a long time, especially afraid that Zhuo Shao would not come back. Now that Zhuo Shao is back, it's great.

Liang Chen looked at Zhuo Shao, but felt that he couldn't see enough, and felt happy in his heart.

Zhuo Shao looked at Liang Chen, but his body froze.

The fifteen-year-old boy had a round face, a smile on his face, and his eyes…

In the dim light of the living room, he saw that there was affection in Liang Chen's eyes.

Zhuo Shao's heart skipped a beat.

Is he wrong? When Liang Chen looked at him, how could there be affection in his eyes

"Zhuo Shao, are you hungry? I left you something to eat." Liang Chen looked at Zhuo Shao cautiously.

Zhuo Shao always knew that Liang Chen was very dependent on him, but he never thought about it before, but just now...

"Zhuo Shao?" Liang Chen called out again.

"What time is it now? Why don't you go to bed soon!" Zhuo Shao said to Liang Chen.

Liang Chen shrank his neck and ran towards the room.

Seeing Liang Chen run away, Zhuo Shao frowned.

He must have read it wrong, Liang Chen has always regarded him as his father, and it is impossible to like him.

How can there be so many gays in this world

Moreover, Liang Chen was still young, so he thought he was peeing his pants before, so he definitely wouldn't wake up so early.

At Liang Chen's age, he still doesn't know what he likes at all!

Zhuo Shao told himself this, but he was still getting more and more uneasy.

Liang Chen has always been regarded by Zhuo Shao as a child. Even without Liang Xin, he could not have liked such a child, let alone that he already had Liang Xin.

But if Liang Chen really likes him... If he really spoils the child...

Zhuo Shao's face sank.

Zhuo Shao was very concerned about Liang Chen at first. At that time, he didn't realize that there was anything wrong with Liang Chen when he faced him. Even if Liang Chen was nice to him, it didn't look like love, and he was too busy recently. , I really don't have time to care about Liang Chen.

Could it be that Liang Chen's feelings for him have changed

Tomorrow, he must pay more attention to Liang Chen.

After Zhuo Shao had such an idea, he paid more attention to Liang Chen the next day, and his attention...

Liang Chen, who woke up early in the morning for a run, was obviously very tired after running, but he still tried his best to stand up straight in front of him.

Holding the egg fried rice he made, the boy's eyes were shining when he ate it, and he always peeked at him.

When they got to the school, the two sat together, and Liang Chen was paying attention to himself in the rest of the time except for doing homework in class.

Zhuo Shao has liked Liang Xin all his life. He has no other emotional experience, and he is not a sensitive person himself, so if others like him, he will not be able to find it if they are not too straightforward.

However, Liang Chen was really too straightforward.

This child may not know his own feelings, but he has dedicated everything in front of him, and the corners of his eyes and brows all show his love for him.

The simple love of the young man is not annoying at all, but it is impossible for him to accept it.

Zhuo Shao thought of what Liang Chen had given him, and suddenly felt that he was not a human being.

He actually cheated on a child's feelings.

No, it's not cheating feelings either, it's just…

Liang Chen was definitely not in love with him at first, even now, the child might not know it was love, but his approach changed the child's feelings for him, there is no doubt about that.

"I know that some students in the class have gone online. In the future, I will go to Internet cafes on weekends. If I get caught..." Yang Jianhua held the pointer and spoke on the podium with a cold face, but Zhuo Shao was trapped in himself. In his thoughts, he didn't come back to his senses until the get out of class bell rang.

"Zhuo Shao, Teacher Yang just said that online dating is not good." Liang Chen couldn't help but said to Zhuo Shao, "It's not good to chat with people online."

Liang Chen said this once before, and Zhuo Shao didn't take it seriously at that time, but now I hear it again...

When he first learned that the well-known designer liked Liang Xin, he was as sour as the current Liang Chen.