I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Chapter 105: my wife (17)

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Even though Xu Jiao had adjusted her state as quickly as possible, she still couldn't hide from Zheng Zhiyu's senses. Now that Xu Jiao has been found out, denying it is the most stupid behavior. Just follow the trend and ask:

"How could you have such a dream?"

Zheng Zhiyu shook her head, her eyes were still focused on Xu Jiao, she didn't know what she was observing, anyway, she was the type who could really keep her emotions intact. Who can make a dead person change his expression

As long as she wanted to, she was the most powerful lying machine.

Now, she said casually: "I don't know, but I was very impressed, so I wrote it down, why, have you ever had such a dream?"

Xu Jiao didn't say a word, she raised her head to meet Zheng Zhiyu's eyes, and her tone became loose and casual, as if she was just casually discussing an absurd dream story with her friends, as if it could not be true or counted:

"Well, if such a thing is true, have you ever thought about why you meet me in so many worlds?"

Her peculiar angle made Zheng Zhiyu be questioned.

Originally, Zheng Zhiyu wanted to try Xu Jiao's depth, but when this question came up, it seemed that Xu Jiao kicked the ball back to Zheng Zhiyu's side. It was Zheng Zhiyu who wanted to know why Xu Jiao appeared in the In my own world, it's still time and time again... Now it's Xu Jiao who came to ask her, why do you always come to meet me again and again

Zheng Zhiyu tried to trace the origin from the familiar and unfamiliar scene, but the beginning seemed to have been erased by something special. No matter how much she thought about it, she couldn't remember the relevant content. In the end, she could only take it lightly. Topic took over:

"Because we are destined."

Xu Jiao hooked her lips, not knowing whether she was amused by this answer, or simply amused by her overly metaphysical words.

This is how the strange dream was revealed.

The two have different ideas.

Zheng Zhiyu listened to Xu Jiao's unusual tone, not talking to her about the bizarreness of the dream, nor mocking her self-willedness, but continuing to chat with her as if taking the story seriously.

I always felt that Xu Jiao seemed to know something.

Moreover, this person was not surprised at all after listening to the content of World One Two Three Four Five.

Zheng Zhiyu thought about finding a suitable opportunity to chat with Xu Jiao about this one day.

As for Xu Jiao being held by her...

After moving his eyes away, he looked elsewhere with a thoughtful look in his eyes.

The things that Zheng Zhiyu said were too real. It was the same as what she had remembered since she entered the world of the first novel. She thought that the protagonists of these novels were independent. After all, there was no series of world views and the stories were not connected. When she was with Feng Qingyu before, she had guessed once if Feng Qingyu had something to do with the previous heroine, but she had not seen Feng Qingyu show any relevant performance. At that time, Xu Jiao even wondered if it was a system trick. Come out to spoof your own conspiracy.

The result is not.

Because it has already been ruled out once, even if she encounters Zheng Zhiyu who has the same memory as the previous world again in this world, Xu Jiao will only regard it as the previous Lilith's obsession with her, so she will

Chased here, after all...

The protagonist of this world has become Xu Jiao.

But she never imagined—

Zheng Zhiyu is not only Lilith, but also Feng Qingyu, Shen Yelan and Xia Jingzhe.

The stories between them and her are not the same. In Xia Jingzhe's world, Xu Jiao is cold-hearted, acting like a bystander from beginning to end, and has almost never explored Xia Jingzhe's inner thoughts until In the end, Xia Jingzhe turned black, locked her up, and fought with the Heavenly Emperor to send Xu Jiao to the supreme position. From the beginning to the end, Xu Jiao was like an audience under the stage, and she was suddenly blocked by someone. A costume, pushed her to the stage in a hurry to play.

She only had a rough idea of the usual way of acting. Facing the sudden play of another opposite role, her head was blank and she didn't know how to take it. There was only one way to immediately turn over and step down, throwing a costume aside, who would she love? The urge to act who will act.

Arrived at Shen Yelan's place.

Xu Jiao just wanted this scene to go according to her own ideas, and she took the initiative to throw a few pennies into the hat on the stage, and wanted it to have the ending she wanted. A mouth became an unfamiliar tone again.

It's not enough to pretend to be coquettish with ten thousand faces.

After not taking the usual path twice in a row, Xu Jiao finally developed a little adaptability, and when she got to Feng Qingyu, she was already mentally prepared, even if the other party pulled her to the stage and showed her love in front of everyone This time, she seemed to be passing by an audience member who was pulled by a clown actor to perform magic tricks. She smiled lightly, politely refused, and continued on her own path.

Don't let yourself lose your demeanor or embarrass the other party, keep the relationship at just the right distance, and stop there.

until…

She began to look at these people to explore the logic behind their behavior.

As a result, this time, the people around were ordinary people, and the task asked her to find out who was the special one. Xu Jiao had no clue at all. She didn't even know what the other party was going to sing. She could only rely on the previous few times. Experience, looking for those similarities, half-guess.

In the process, she met a person who was similar to her, who also liked a distant object that she couldn't ask for Unknowingly, he also became another corner of the stage, and finished a scene with the other party.

There's even a sequel to this game.

That is the world.

At most, she could only think that this story and the previous story were sequels. Who would have thought that this was actually the fifth...

Xu Jiao instinctively picked up the conspiracy theory for a while, and felt that her encounter with the other party from the beginning seemed to be arranged. She wanted to ask the system, but the words swirled in her mind for a few times, and she dismissed it again. .

Take a thousand steps back.

If the system arranged these stories, even if she asked, would the system tell the whole story behind it

Xu Jiao asked herself if she was the one who planned it, she would definitely not do this.

So after thinking about it, she didn't pick up Zheng Zhiyu's fate, but instead threw an ambiguous test at the system: "System, what do you think of her dream?"

The system was quiet for a while, and answered her with a very calm voice:

"You are a very assertive person."

"Now I must have begun to doubt my original intention to let you participate in the Harmony mission, and I also suspect that I deliberately joined these protagonists to tease you, or have other plans, but if I said no, would you believe it?"

Xu Jiao gave a "ha" and said, "You are right."

She won't believe it.

All she can trust is herself.

The system seemed to have heard her answer, her voice did not fluctuate at all, and replied to Xu Jiao extremely calmly: "I said one thousand, ten thousand, it is better for you to feel it with your heart. If you think it is a conspiracy, then Look for the reason behind, if you think her love is an illusion that confuses you, you go to the evidence."

Xu Jiao pretended to smile, and habitually said, "But my power to travel through these stories is in your hands. If you do something small, won't I be able to guard against it?"

system:"… "

It answered quite sincerely: "You must know that if I can do something small for you, I will definitely find a way to pack the human emotions on me as soon as possible. Since the first world, your performance has been consistent. This artificial intelligence of mine will scold me cold-blooded!"

Xu Jiao played it perfunctory insincerely: "Exceeded the award."

In the bottom of her heart, Xu Jiao secretly made a decision, she was going to find out what happened to the memories of these heroines.

It can't be that these heroines love her too deeply and become obsessed, so they inherit it one after another, right

An unknown insect chirping sounded, accompanied by the path that Zheng Zhiyu carried Xu Jiao into the house, and played various pieces from far and near.

The neighbor next door to Xu's house is building a brand-new small western-style building. Now the owner wakes up late at night to go to the bathroom, turns on the lights on the second floor, and people look out from the window—

Looking at it, I don't know why I saw a red figure.

And Xu Jiao, who was floating in the air.

The man next door shook his hand, and the whole person shuddered. The cold sweat on his back was like thin fluff, and suddenly came out. He took a deep breath, lowered his head to comfort himself, and went out of the house. Look.

Where are there still people and red clothes floating in the air

The road was as dark as ever.

The man swallowed his saliva. He was scared and curious. His eyes seemed to be glued to the window. .om

Just stared at it for about half a minute.

Nothing happened.

His trembling hands gradually stopped rhythm, and he comforted himself with a sentence:

"Are your eyes dazzled?"

"It must be dazzling, fuck, startle me..."

Compared to his luck for the rest of his life, the old Xu and his wife were not so lucky. After discovering that it was not the bald master before, but Xu Jiao, who had come back for his life, the two immediately sat down. on the ground.

The pole in Xu Dashu's hand made a tuk-tuk movement on the ground.

Especially now that Zheng Zhiyu deliberately showed his figure in front of them, so that they could see the blood-like red clothes on his body, as well as his long black hair, lifeless eyes, and too pale cheeks.

Anyone who sees her will be

This extremely unreal face is frightening.

Mother Xu's crotch was wet immediately, and she crawled in the direction of Xu Dashu. As she climbed, she said sharply, "Xu Jiao! You unfilial daughter! How dare you do this to us! Even if I were a ghost, I would not let you go!"

Her voice ripped through her throat, it sounded almost screaming, and the final note was about to be out of tune.

Before Xu Jiao could speak, Zheng Zhiyu had already floated forward for a long distance. She deliberately used this way of leaving the ground with her feet, and silently came to Mother Xu, with a strange, sinister expression on her face. With a pitiful smile, he slowly said:

"yes?"

"If you really become a ghost, wouldn't it be exactly what I want? I haven't eaten the soup made by the heart of a kid for a long time. I don't know if you have become an old ghost, if you still have that taste."

Mother Xu's pupils tightened, her whole body tensed to the extreme, and a more foul smell came from her body.

Xu Jiao withdrew directly from the door. .om

She felt the need for a breath of fresh air.

On the other hand, Xu Dashu, as if he already knew that he had no way to survive, muttered in a daze: "I shouldn't have kept her... I shouldn't have kept her... I should have strangled her to death..."

He couldn't hear what his wife said. He didn't know if he was frightened by the truth that Xu Jiao had brought Li Gui back alive, or if he was puzzled and had internal injuries.

Zheng Zhiyu kept him untouched.

She had accumulated a lot of terrifying scenes, and was going to let Mother Xu experience it first. Who knew that Mother Xu couldn't help but frightened. As soon as she found that the surroundings were dark, she fainted all over.

Zheng Zhiyu's face was full of boredom, and he turned his head to scare Xu Dashu. As a result, Xu Dashu didn't know what was wrong, and he even killed with the pole in his hand in the illusion. His eyes were red, and he went back and forth in the room. After turning around for several times, he actually started to sing Qin Opera, babblingly thinking of himself as a general who would kill evil spirits with a stick, and slashing ghosts around in that illusion.

This reaction was not what Zheng Zhiyu wanted.

But she couldn't really scare the old lady to death. After observing for a while, she felt that it would be better to scare the two of them than to tease Xu Jiao. The red figure passed by the wall and walked around the courtyard, only to discover Xu Jiao looked at the stars with her arms resting on the roof.

She went up leisurely, raised her height, swayed in front of Xu Jiao, lowered her head and looked at her.

For some reason, the movement in the house didn't get out at all. Xu Jiao couldn't hear anything outside. Seeing that Zheng Zhiyu came out so quickly, she thought about it and said something to her:

"Aren't they dead?"

Zheng Zhiyu thought of the picture just now, and a bit of boredom appeared in her eyes, but this only made her eyes more empty. She had already done her work, but she was inexplicably uncomfortable with Xu Jiao carrying her so leisurely. The appearance came, so I deliberately did not answer, but only raised the bar:

"You just want to ask them, have nothing to say to me?"

Xu Jiao thought about what she had just threatened Mother Xu, and thought about it seriously, and replied to her:

"Have."

Zheng Zhiyu: "?"

Xu Jiao said, "Don't eat game."

Zheng Zhiyu: "...???"

She was at a loss for two seconds before she realized what Xu Jiao meant by "game". She was dumbfounded and had no choice but to answer: "It's just to scare her, I don't have that kind of hobby.

"

Xu Jiao nodded, as if she was relieved.

She was looking at the scenery in the sky, but Zheng Zhiyu was looking at the scenery in the world, staring at Xu Jiao's face for a long time, she suddenly lost her mind and thought of Xu Jiao in the previous pictures. Although each of her looks different, her personality is different. Exactly the same.

On the surface, she seems to be serious about what she does, but in fact, nothing enters her eyes.

If all these pictures happened in real life, then why did Xu Jiao come to her side again and again in these worlds

The question occupied her mind for a moment.

But the capacity it occupies is not much, it is probably the same position as "beware of that monk coming back for revenge".

Now, Zheng Zhiyu has clearly grasped the key points from those fleeting contents like a mirror-like flower and water moon—

Xu Jiao has someone she likes.

This is not her.

At this moment, Zheng Zhiyu felt that other people's coffins might be filled with preservatives. Only hers was added wrong and replaced with lemon juice, which could soak her so much that even her soul exuded a sour taste.

Her mood was like a roller coaster, going up and down for a while, but nothing showed on her face. At best, Xu Jiao felt a little cold, raised her hand and touched her arm, then stared at Zheng Zhiyu for a while, and suddenly asked without warning:

"Do you… want to do it again?"

Zheng Zhiyu, still immersed in jealousy: "!".om

At this moment, she was a little stunned, not knowing what her own reaction made Xu Jiao think, but soon, she realized that no matter what, this was always an opportunity for them to get close, as long as she behaved well, Maybe one day, that person will be removed from Xu Jiao's heart and replaced.

Even if there is still a little bit of bitterness in my heart.

But the acid returned to the acid, but she did not let go of this opportunity to open up meat. When she saw Xu Jiao's invitation, her eyes were still fixed on the stars in the sky, and she suddenly raised her hand and said:

"Want something special?"

Xu Jiao's original intention was just to be confused. She didn't know what Zheng Zhiyu meant by standing there staring at her. Thinking of what happened every time she was stared at her like this, she asked.

But because the confusion is too obvious, I don't know if this ghost is a reincarnation of a lecherous-ghost, I just made a fool of myself not long ago, why can I have other thoughts so quickly.

After hearing Zheng Zhiyu's answer, she appeared as expected and replied calmly:

"Thank you, I don't want to."

Zheng Zhiyu was a little unhappy when she heard her halfway turning point, thinking that Xu Jiao never seemed to be close to her, the next moment, she raised her hand on Xu Jiao's shoulder and leaned towards her face. go-

Xu Jiao met her face at close range. In order to avoid the situation where her vision could not be focused, she simply looked away and asked:

"you… "

What are you going to do

Before she could say anything, she suddenly felt that she had become a little light and airy. She was about to stand up and scold someone when the thought came to her. The angle of view had already increased, but what was even more outrageous was that Yu Guang seemed to notice her legs, a pair of straight legs. Standing upright with the other pair still lying flat on the roof.

She looked down at her somewhat translucent state at the moment, and realized that she had actually left her soul.

and this

It has nothing to do with Zheng Zhiyu.

Although in the state of the soul, her body instinctively reacted more sensitively when facing this specter, as if she felt the opponent's strength, she instinctively wanted to tremble, but perhaps knowing that she would not be hurt, Xu Jiao actually suppressed this instinct. He looked at Zheng Zhiyu blankly.

Zheng Zhiyu came to ask her seriously this time: "When I asked you this question last time, you didn't answer. Can I ask again this time?"

Xu Jiao thought about you and asked, why did she take pictures of herself like this

Is there any mandatory buff for the spirit state or a buff that cannot lie

Doubt swept across his mind.

Zheng Zhiyu's words have already been spoken: "Do you like me at all now?"

Before Xu Jiao could respond, she quickly added: "Or, in your heart, apart from your sweetheart, can you still have a little space for me?"

Xu Jiao: "…"

Her expression went blank.

After knowing who Zheng Zhiyu was talking about, Xu Jiao moved her lips, lowered her eyes and said, "She... has never been in love with me, she in my eyes has made countless assumptions and is not real. "

Xu Jiao once thought that her obsession with that person was very deep, as deep as love, like falling in love with someone who was out of reach. Even if she never met again, the beauty of the other person always stayed in her heart. What she did has always affected her, so she secretly fell in love with the other party on her own, and regarded the other party as the only possible object of her heart.

After all, she was emotionally cold.

But…

Since meeting Lilith, she has found that her rock-solid beliefs have been shaken.

She fell unknowingly, just like when she discovered her mind a long time ago and began to understand the world. When she came back to her senses, her eyes were already focused on the other person.

Lilith first, then Zheng Zhiyu.

Now Zheng Zhiyu said again, no, there is an earlier story.

they…

It seems that they have known each other for a long time without knowing it.

Even if Xu Jiao didn't want to take the initiative to have any contact with the other party at first, but now the fact is that she seems to have accidentally made the heroine fall in love with her again and again, and she can't extricate herself, as if she was under some spell. Same.

Moreover, I knew that these encounters were too coincidental, but I still couldn't quickly extinguish the little thought that had already started.

After listening to Xu Jiao's answer, Zheng Zhiyu seemed to have tasted something from the inside, narrowed her eyes and approached her, the faint cool air blowing on Xu Jiao's face, Xu Jiao heard her slowly ask:

"so what?"

So thinking about it this way, I actually really like the heroine in my writing.

Xu Jiao took the time to complain to herself in the bottom of her heart:

It's incredible.

The more fruitless love, the more deeply I can fall in love. First I fell in love with a dead person, but now I fell in love with the characters I created.

She didn't say a word, but Zheng Zhiyu insisted on coming to hear her answer. She raised her hand and squeezed her chin, and the coldness soaked into the cracks of her bones, in a posture similar to pressing and kissing, Whisper softly:

"if you have

So a little like me, why I never found out? "

"Is it because I have always been the one who has always been close to me, and you haven't once."

"Oh, yes, you also took the initiative to seduce me - in order to know if I have any conspiracy to approach you on purpose."

She was talking about things in Feng Qingyu's world.

Xu Jiao thought that Feng Qingyu had something to do with Shen Yelan and Xia Jingzhe, so it was rare for him to take the initiative to approach each other, and with an almost seductive attitude, lured the other party to tell the truth.

But doing this is a kind of harm to those who really like them.

As if the resentment that the fifth generation could not have concentrated in an instant, Zheng Zhiyu also lowered her eyes, her long eyelashes covered the emotions in her eyes, her voice was much lighter, like a feather brushing from Xu Jiao's heart:

"Although I know you don't have any feelings for me, I'm ready to never be liked by you."

"But, Jiaojiao, I'm really a little sad right now."

What a strong heart must you have to endure this pain again and again

Hearing Zheng Zhiyu's words, Xu Jiao's brows jumped, she raised her hand and held Zheng Zhiyu's wrist, and for a moment, she felt that these heroines were the projections of the former person, and these people were clearly her projections.

Knowing that it is impossible, I still try to get this almost delusional love again and again with full effort.

She responded for the first time—

Raising her chin slightly, Xu Jiao leaned in and kissed Zheng Zhiyu's lips, as if she wanted to tell her that your god really saw you this time.

Zheng Zhiyu heard her ask the words just now, but changed the content slightly:

"Do you… want to do it?"