The phrase "I like a little bit" is more like leaving some room for improvement than expressing her feelings, but Xu Jiao didn't want her to be shaken any more, so she expressed her feelings during this time, Ideas, as well as real feelings that are unspeakable, are replaced by such invitations.
Zheng Zhiyu raised his brows.
The pale face made her facial features more delicate, and even the dark eyes that looked like a pool of water were particularly eye-catching under the moonlight in the middle of the night. She just stared at Xu Jiao quietly, waiting for two. The silence between the people had been brewing long enough that she asked aloud:
"Jiaojiao, can I take your words as an invitation?"
Xu Jiao didn't have much expression on her face, as if she could suppress the eagerness in her blood and the passion that had been engraved in her bones in sweat. She was still holding Zheng Zhiyu's wrist, but she turned slightly away. He shook his head, as if he couldn't bear the cold and fiery gaze of the other party.
After no longer looking at each other, as if resisting, she still held the other's hand but took the next step—
She put Zheng Zhiyu's wrist on her neckline.
"You don't seem to have so much nonsense before?"
Today Xu Jiao is wearing a black and white plaid shirt. The first button on the neckline was not buttoned in the design, so in the slightly exposed V-shaped part, you can clearly see the direction of the collarbones on both sides. In the middle of the night The moonlight became very bright, and there was even a halo of moon hanging in the sky. The light fell, and it illuminated Xu Jiao's soul into a translucent appearance.
He was clearly seduced by the sweet soul of the other party. Zheng Zhiyu had to put on clothes on his face. Hearing Xu Jiao's words, he smiled and pulled her gently into his arms, almost moving. She didn't exert much force, as if she just flicked, this person as light as the wind came to her.
Zheng Zhiyu put her hands around Xu Jiao's waist, and her lips were close to Xu Jiao's pale red lips, as if she was about to open her mouth to swallow this person's soul in the next moment, exuding an unspeakable force and possessiveness. It just stopped and didn't move, and then the lips moved down a little bit.
The faint cold breath fell from Xu Jiao's lips to her chin and then to her neck.
Xu Jiao involuntarily tightened the strings in her mind.
Although she didn't know the difference between her soul state and her body, her instinctive reaction to Zheng Zhiyu's closeness seemed to be the same—
Just want to escape.
It was an inexplicable fear.
Not from the pain, but from the fear of "getting out of control" itself.
Insanity sinks, and the senses completely dominate all of their own, and all the reactions of the senses come from the other side, as if being dominated, not knowing what will happen in the next second, and the threshold of happiness will be raised to what extent.
In fact, Xu Jiao herself is a very insecure type. She has analyzed herself many times from the inside, and she even thought about why she fell in love with the neighbor sister of the year, one of the answers to this kind of psychology. Yes:
She is insecure, unwilling to pin her soul and feelings on a real person, and is afraid of disappointment and disappointment.
It's hard to give up trust easily, so I miss someone who doesn't exist from afar. I know that the other person is very kind and has helped me a lot. As long as I don't contact them anymore, all the impressions of the other person will stay in the best. moment, never changes.
For her, that person is a benefactor, a teacher, and a spiritual support that she can talk to when she experiences setbacks in life later.
Xu Jiao defines it this way.
So she doesn't like a thing to escape her control very much, and she never wants to find any real love—
until now.
All the reason and all the past experiences in her mind were telling her that the person in front of her who said she loved her still had doubts, and she was not completely trustworthy. If she really decided to transfer her emotions to Zheng Zhiyu, the most The best thing is to explore everything about the other party without leaving any ambiguity.
Even if just a little like it.
In an instant, those rational voices turned into tens of thousands of blocking hands. In Xu Jiao's mind, they kept pushing her in the opposite direction to Zheng Zhiyu, some were admonitions, some were nasty warnings:
"You still don't know the real reason for being selected by the system this time, and you don't know her true identity. How dare you so easily entrust your emotions to someone you don't know or understand at all?"
"When emotion overwhelms your reason, you make stupid decisions. You have seen too many people like this, and you have written too many of them, haven't you?"
"Have you ever thought that maybe the more you let her ask for nothing, the more she thinks about it, and once you let her get it, she might not be so rare?"
"Don't be the kind of person you look down on the most."
Xu Jiao closed her eyes, and those voices appeared in her ears in a complex way, loud and small, as if she didn't want to miss any chance to pull her back from the edge of the cliff.
She was quiet for a while, and heard the emotional voice in the corner of her inner world:
"Why must it be deceived?"
"Why do you fall in love with a liar who has become a liar, a bastard who will play tricks on people's hearts, a criminal who has been loved by others but doesn't know how to cherish it, and who is always chasing after what he can't get, or a deep-hearted shrewd person type?"
"You know human nature, know where your bottom line is, and always stick to your own principles and bottom lines. Even if you find that you have mistaken people for a moment, but one day you discover the truth, will you make mistakes again and again? "
"Be mentally prepared to be able to bear the wrong results, don't be swayed by sunk costs, and always be mentally prepared to be self-reliant. Under this premise, what's wrong with daringly liking someone you like?"
Xu Jiao stood there and didn't move.
Zheng Zhiyu didn't know the reason why she suddenly closed her eyes, raised her hand to touch the corner of her eye, and said in a low voice, as if she could turn into an entity and wrap her whole body around her.
"Why are you so impatient today?"
Xu Jiao had already made a decision in her heart, and when she opened her eyes again, her expression was much firmer. She raised the corners of her lips slightly, because Zheng Zhiyu was slightly bent over at the moment, so from the perspective of her, Xu Jiao treated her a little bit. A little condescending looking down.
This makes Xu Jiao feel that she has always been in control of the initiative.
Sleep.
She likes it.
Hearing Zheng Zhiyu's words, she provoked unhurriedly: "I have always acted resolutely, whether I refuse or agree, it has always been like this, but you—"
"I always looked like I was eager to get close to me before, but now that I invite you, you are holding back, don't you..."
"You can't do it anymore?"
Zheng Zhiyu: "!"
It doesn't matter what you say when you are attacked, but you just can't hear the word "no"!
Right now, Zheng Zhiyu didn't care what Xu Jiao's mental activity was just now, he only held the other person's fluttering soul and went up to the heights together, as if he wanted to take Xu Jiao to pick the stars and the moon in the sky. , the silver brilliance became more and more dazzling.
…
The cold wind is slow, the lonely moon hangs in the sky, and it insists on being the brightest light in the world at night.
I don’t know how many lost people got their fingerprints. Occasionally, there were sounds from the forest into the sky. Sometimes it was the roar of unknown animals, and sometimes it was the sound of birds that came out to hunt in the middle of the night.
Xu Jiao was really taken too high by Zheng Zhiyu, those movements sounded too far away, and she couldn't tell clearly.
The experience right now is a bit unbelievable...
She was brought to the cloud by Zheng Zhiyu.
When she was on the plane, she saw the vast sea of clouds through the window. She thought that only the immortals or the mythical world could touch them, but Xu Jiao didn't expect that the state of her spirit body when she encountered these clouds was completely different from when she had a body.
The clouds formed by countless water droplets now feel like soft marshmallows. The first time the fingertips touch it, there is not much obvious feeling, and when the coldness of the water droplets spreads. In my mind, I suddenly realized that I had encountered a cloud.
But Xu Jiao raised her hand to take a closer look, but found that there was nothing in her hand.
No ice, no water.
Only the feeling truly remains.
I don't know if she was too light, or the worldview of the spiritual channel was unreasonable, but she was able to stay on the cloud with Zheng Zhiyu, looking at the high moon, as if she could reach out and touch it.
The silver brilliance made her eyes feel a little too bright.
It was the moon halo that blew her eyes.
Thinking of this, Xu Jiao raised her arm to block her eyes, but the light and the scattered lights in front of her hadn't dissipated. Two faint voices emanated from her mouth, leaking from her throat. , such as soft words, like chants.
Only then did she realize that—
The halo isn't because it's too close to the moon, it's because...
She was shaken too much.
Xu Jiao vaguely thought that it must be because her soul is too light and the wind in the sky is too strong, so she swayed like a boat in Zheng Zhiyu's movements, and she would fall from the high cloud top if she wasn't careful. down.
Originally, the two of them were still in the middle of the cloud that could not be seen, but Xu Jiao came to the edge of the cloud by hiding. She herself had no fear of heights, but now there are stars in front of her, and the whole world is full of stars. No matter what, everything seemed to be spinning in her mind, Xu Jiao instinctively wanted to grab something. .
But this cloud bed... looks like a water bed.
Spread your fingers out, there
She scratched on the cool, smooth face, leaving no trace except for wetness. On the contrary, because her desire to grab something was too strong, when she was empty, the panic in her heart would instantly increase.
For a time, it really seemed like she was afraid of heights.
Stepping back is to allow Zheng Zhiyu, who is behind him, to have a deeper understanding of herself, but going forward, she will fall into the clouds. Xu Jiao is stuck in this dilemma, before she can clear anything out of her chaotic mind. With choices and thoughts, Zheng Zhiyu got closer.
The coolness fell on the back of her neck. At first Xu Jiao thought she was being kissed by the other party, but when the starlight in her mind receded and her whole body suddenly tense and relaxed, she felt the pain later.
It was bitten.
This sentence popped into my mind slowly.
Xu Jiao didn't react, her eyes were looking at the direction of the moon in front of her with some vacant eyes, the fingers of both hands tightened, as if she was pulling the edge of the clouds and would not let go. She let out a heavy sigh, as if she had been too excited before. This caused the breath to be tight in my chest for a long time, and now I can really breathe.
Zheng Zhiyu stroked her hair, put it up and kissed her profile, watching Xu Jiao's eyes slowly recover from the chaos, just when the traces of love and desire were about to disappear—
She saw Xu Jiao's eyes widen suddenly.
Zheng Zhiyu laughed softly.
His tone was full of joy.
Childish like a child who succeeded in mischief.
Xu Jiao breathed for a while, and then her whole body trembled uncontrollably. Zheng Zhiyu noticed her trembling, lowered her head and bit her ear, and asked her slowly:
"Didn't you just say I can't do it?"
"I'm not starting to prove myself? Why are you so surprised?"
Xu Jiao felt a kind of throbbing in her soul, as if she was about to turn into water in the next moment, she could only murmur, and she couldn't gather in a human form. forbearance.
It's a pity that when I said it, it was already broken and I couldn't hear the original appearance.
"don't want… "
"enough… "
"stop… "
There were even more indescribable contents that came to her lips, and Xu Jiao didn't know how much perseverance it took to swallow those shameful contents back into her stomach and just say some refusal words in a messy way.
She couldn't catch any more clouds.
For a time, it seemed that the sky was covered with the moon, and it seemed that the sky and the ground were filled with stars, and there was dazzling light everywhere. Xu Jiao kept shaking her head. Now that she had changed to a more sensitive spiritual state, she realized that the most terrifying thing was to make herself cry so much that she couldn't cry.
Soul state people are not so easy to cry.
But some stimuli overwhelm the senses even more.
Xu Jiao bit her lip, trembling hands and feet, and pushed Zheng Zhiyu with the ground. Because of her extreme patience and repression, the words that came out were one after another. Zheng Zhiyu noticed her patience and kissed her with some distress. her lips.
Randomly said:
"Shh."
"Look there."
Xu Jiao was transferred by her
Paying attention, she felt that her movements were much slower, so she obediently moved her eyes to look at the place that Zheng Zhiyu indicated, and found several rows of birds flying past and flying away.
An unknown bird.
At first, Xu Jiao couldn't find out if they were the same group, until she found that they flew up and down, came and went several times, and seemed to focus on the two of them.
Xu Jiao's image at the moment is not the kind that can be seen—
The button on the hem of the shirt was loosened, not to mention the fact that it was just the innocent gaze of an animal, but it made her feel a great sense of shame in an instant.
She raised her hand and waved. She had never been so embarrassed before, trying to drive those birds away:
"Go away..."
"do not look… "
Don't look at it.
Disgraceful.
Even if the bird didn't even know who she was.
She waved her hand messily. At first, the bird was really frightened, flapping its wings and flying far away, but then, out of curiosity, it made a flapping sound when flying not far or near.
Xu Jiao couldn't drive away these birds, she could only cover her face, this time she really scolded with a bit of a cry:
"Damn."
Zheng Zhiyu was really frightened when she saw that, the yin qi that had been restrained well spread out, and drove away the birds from a long distance, and some even flew away and stumbled away.
After driving away the onlookers who wanted to watch action movies for free without paying, Zheng Zhiyu promised Jiao with a good temper:
"Okay, I'm a jerk."
"Good, they're not coming, really, kiss me, eh?"
Xu Jiao refused to let go of her hand, and Zheng Zhiyu deliberately used more force to hit her.
Until Xu Jiao really cried, it was because her senses had reached the limit, and she couldn't take it anymore, so she could cry in the state of a spirit body.
She closed her eyes, letting the tears flow from the corners of her eyes—
at the same time.
The large cloud that carried the movements of the two of them swayed slightly from side to side in the sky, and the rain fell in a dribbling manner. It bathed in the forest dribbling, leaving some green leaves splashed with wet traces.
At first the movement was not so obvious.
However, this cloud is not small. It is almost the largest piece hanging on the nearby mountains. Therefore, after the first drop of water that cannot bear it falls, it seems that the valve is opened, and thousands of water droplets follow. After that, it started to rain.
After Xu Jiao reacted from that brief absence, the sound of rain could be heard in her ears.
Zheng Zhiyu held her in his arms, lay on this rainy cloud, and whispered to her:
"It's raining."
Xu Jiao replied drowsily, "Yes."
Zheng Zhiyu said again: "The ground is wet."
Xu Jiao didn't pick up on her.
So Zheng Zhiyu went down by himself: "I got wet too."
Just now, Xu Jiao was immersed in the experience that made people unable to return to her senses. Now that she heard Zheng Zhiyu's words, she didn't respond at first, until her ears took this sentence into her mind, and after turning around a few times, her nerves did not change. react-
She lazily lifted her eyelids to look at the man in red beside her.
A person lying on the clouds can't get wet, what can they get wet
The two stared at each other for a few seconds, and then, Xu Jiao slammed into each other's shoulders, with a lot of strength, Zheng Zhiyu didn't know if it hurt or not, she could only hear her. laughter.
There was a hint of contentment in this joy.
The more Xu Jiao listened, the more annoyed she became.
What was a normal natural phenomenon, now being described by Zheng Zhiyu like this, it's like what kind of reaction she had... that caused such an unprovoked rain on the ground.
Even the silent rain that moistens things will be soiled by these words.
The speaker is really disgusting.
Xu Jiao didn't have the strength to scold the cheeky guy, she just gritted her teeth silently.
Zheng Zhiyu gently touched her cheek with her fingertips, as if teasing, but also like pity, allowing Xu Jiao to bite herself for a while before reminding her faintly:
"Are you the first person who dared to bite a ghost?"
Hearing this, Xu Jiao stopped for a few seconds.
Then she silently let go of her mouth, turned over, straightened the corners of her wrinkled shirt, and slowly buttoned the button, facing Zheng Zhiyu with her back to Zheng Zhiyu, and emphasized:
"I don't eat game either."
Zheng Zhiyu: "..."
She didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and she didn't argue with Xu Jiao about this strange classification. She just hugged the person and took him down from the cloud again.
The body is still on the roof, although the soul is separated from the body, but if Xu Jiao is frozen overnight, when Xu Jiao returns, it is estimated that it is not a severe cold, and it will not escape top-heavy.
…
By the time Xu Jiao was put back into her body, she was already sleepy and tired, and when Zheng Zhiyu carried her back to the house, she fell asleep completely.
The next day, she was woken up by a neighbor.
Xu Jiao changed her clothes at will, and only knew the situation when she went out—
It turned out that it was Xu Dashu who went out with a pole this morning. When he saw someone, he said he was going to kill a ghost. The neighbor was frightened, and he was directly dragged to the town hospital. He wanted to come to inform the rest of their family, but when he came in, he found that Xu's mother had fainted. Hall, so I sent another one.
At this moment, seeing Xu Jiao yawning like nothing, the neighbors looked at her a little bit wrong.
Someone tentatively asked:
"A Jiao, your father and your mother seemed to bump into ghosts last night, did you see that?"
Xu Jiao put down her hand and put away the drowsiness and tiredness in her eyes, and then answered politely: "No, Uncle Six, I fell asleep as soon as I got home yesterday, and you saw it, I woke up at this point. ."
After a pause, she said again: "Why are there any ghosts, Sixth Uncle, don't scare yourselves, I think they must have done something wrong in the middle of the night, and they can't pass the test of conscience, so frighten themselves? ."
Onlookers: "..."
For some reason, they vaguely made up a scene from this subtle sarcasm.
For example, the couple wanted to kill their unfilial daughter in the middle of the night, but they didn't know what scene they saw, and they scared themselves.
Or maybe Xu Jiao beat the two of them secretly, knocking one of them out and the other stupid.
Combined with Xu Jiao's sturdy 1v3 when she just returned home, the villagers felt that the latter possibility was very big.
one
Time, everyone sees her expressions are very complicated.
Xu Jiao only glanced at it and guessed what they were thinking. Seeing everyone was eager to call the police to remove the unfilial descendants of the old Xu family, she took the initiative to say:
"But I think it's a little strange."
"I have to ask the police to come and see. What the hell is going on? If you don't make it clear, you might think I'm scared and foolish. I can't do this kind of thing."
It's not that she is scared stupid.
It was all done by Zheng Zhiyu.
Xu Jiao nodded in her heart, her face calmly preparing to call the police and self-examination. She made a phone call with one hand and rubbed her forehead with the other. Perhaps it was because of the wind blowing her body for too long last night, and now she always felt a little headache.
Of course, it may also be because of being woken up early in the morning.
She dialed the phone, and just said nothing, suddenly the whole person was spinning—
The people around looked at her dumbfounded, and it took a long while to help her.
"Ouch! This doll is so hot! It's a fever!"
"My God!"
Hearing this, Zheng Zhiyu, who originally wanted to go out of the house to help, stared at the foot she stepped out, not knowing whether to advance or retreat.