I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Chapter 148: As first seen (5)

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Footsteps approached the door.

Xu Jiao's attention was all on the receiving system's memory. The process of receiving the memory only took an instant, but it took a little longer to digest it carefully. She only recalled it briefly, and the content that flashed in her mind was all those that made her feel uncomfortable. Disgusting, disgusting stuff.

Key in - entry hole, someone pushes doorknob -

Immediately afterwards, the solid dark wooden door made a slight noise, and a tall figure appeared behind the opened door. Xu Jiao's eyes were facing Xu Hankai.

The man was clearly taken aback by the death stare.

In the past, when he went out, Xu Jiao would always be in the corner of the house, either watching the little train or playing with building blocks. When he heard the door open, he would be a little stimulated and threw the things in his hand, and there was no big action. , Because this child never pays attention to the people around him, and rarely responds, so until now, Xu Hankai discovered that Xu Jiao's eyes were so dark and dead, and at first glance, it seemed a little intimidating.

The smile on his face froze instinctively.

There was also a conditioned reflex in my heart.

Before the door was closed, his gentle voice entered the room: "Jiaojiao, Dad is back."

Xu Jiao didn't move.

Xu Hankai's footsteps seemed to be frozen in place. After a long while, he didn't know what to think, and moved to the side. Fortunately, Xu Jiao didn't move her eyes away with his movement, and still looked in the original direction, not knowing what to do. What was he thinking about, seeing her like this, Xu Hankai instinctively breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.

startle him.

The dead child's gaze was like a ghost just now, and he saw the cold sweat on his back. He almost thought that what he had done in the past had been discovered, but he recalled it immediately and felt that it was unlikely.

The words the doctor said last time were still ringing in his ears, and the diagnosis report was still in the drawer in the house. This dead child's illness could only be more serious, and it was developing in a crazy direction.

He closed the door outside the living room.

With the soft closing sound, the air in the corridor and the room suddenly stagnated, and there was an inexplicable and strange atmosphere, which made people feel terrifying for no reason, like being locked up.

Ke Xu Jiao was not afraid at all.

She even kept the wooden figure very leisurely, staring at the door of the house, sorting out her memories—

Xu Hankai has always been very secretive.

Because of his trust in him, there has never been a camera installed at home. In addition, Xu Jiao's mother is worried about the leakage of personal information these days, and she is more resistant to installing a camera at home. This matter has not been brought up for a long time. schedule.

But her mother was not without dikes to begin with.

At first, when she was young, there was a nanny at home. To a certain extent, the nanny and Xu Hankai completely supervised each other.

Xu Hankai felt this kind of precaution. He looked at a very nice face, but he was actually sensitive and suspicious. He just felt that women in this world were not good things. He was only inferior to these so-called successful women. What's more, he thinks women are stupid, as long as he hooks his hands, there are no women he can't handle.

Sure enough, as long as he showed a little bit of thoughtfulness, Mother Xu, who had been burdened by Xu Jiao all the year round and faced great work pressure, would rely on him.

At that time, he simply hated this child and felt that she was a burden. He had seen Xu Jiao's mother pouring her heart into her and thought that as long as Xu Jiao was there, it was impossible for this woman to give birth to her own child. How could this be possible? Woolen cloth

He began to fiddle with what the nanny had prepared for Xu Jiao.

First, a new baby clothes.

There was a needle buried in a secret place inside.

After Xu Jiao put it on, she burst into tears. The nanny didn't know why, so she could only hug and coax. When Xu's mother found out, there were already some blood spots on the back of Xu Jiao's neck. After hearing the news, Xu's mother scolded the nanny. , and because it was new clothes, she personally went to the merchant to make a theory. As a result, the merchant did not admit that there was a problem with her goods, and the nanny did not admit that she was not careful in checking. In the end, Mother Xu angrily invited the person away and replaced it.

When the second one was taking care of Xu Jiao, Xu Hankai quietly mixed the temperature of the milk powder for Xu Jiao with boiling water. , then fed the child directly, but halfway through the movement, the water cup was knocked over, burning Xu Jiao's hand.

She burst into tears and could be heard all over the park.

Several nannies couldn't take care of the children in succession. Mother Xu was a little annoyed. Xu Hankai just watched from the side and didn't interfere much in taking care of the children. When Mother Xu couldn't sleep in the middle of the night and quietly cried because of the child, she suddenly suggested:

"Would you like me to take care of Jiaojiao?"

"Those nannies are always outsiders. How can they take good care of the children? If you don't worry, I will accept supervision. You can see the effect of half a month. If it's good, don't hire a nannie and leave the child to me. Well, this will save you a lot of money, and your work pressure will not be so great."

Mother Xu was moved by his thoughtful remarks, and asked him to give it a try with suspicion, but found that he took care of her better than herself. After all, she was holding the child once, because Xu Jiao's sudden struggle caused The arm was useless all of a sudden, and Xu Jiao fell to the ground.

That was the one time Mother Xu regretted the most.

But the good times didn't last long. Not long after Xu Hankai took over the child, Xu Jiao was found to have an autistic tendency. She was obviously old enough to speak, but she was reluctant to speak, and she would suddenly become irritable and have some tendency to hurt herself. .

Because of this, Xu's mother wrapped all the table corners in the house, and then added a layer of sponge-like material to the walls, which could absorb sound and prevent Xu Jiao from hitting the wall suddenly.

Even the toys are carefully selected.

But even if all the tables at home were replaced with plastic toy tables, which would make Mother Xu and Xu Hankai feel wronged when they were eating, but they were still incapable of doing it. Xu Jiao would scream suddenly, not wanting a little change in the surrounding environment, otherwise He was very sensitive, and refused to go out, unable to meet strangers.

Therefore, Mother Xu reduced social activities as much as possible. Even if she had to do it sometimes, she would keep all these outside the house. As soon as she got home, she would sit patiently next to Xu Jiao and talk with her for a while. talk.

only…

Later, Xu Jiao couldn't bear to sit next to her family.

Mother Xu was heartbroken.

She didn't know that all this was caused by Xu Hankai.

This man's methods are more cruel each time.

At first, he just used words to express the malice of the whole world to Xu Jiao. He often carried the patient, meticulous, and gentle voice entrusted by the doctor. , he would say softly in a storytelling tone:

"Xu Jiao, why aren't you dead yet?"

"Do you know how stupid that woman is? She gave birth to a fool like you, but she didn't strangle you to death, and she worked so hard to let you live in this world. You are your mother's oil bottle, a burden, and a burden. It's rubbish."

"Oh, you don't remember the word that woman? Let me tell you, your mother is a bitch."

"Guess when she will find out my true face? She's so stupid, as long as she doesn't pick good-looking men, she's still bad. I'm stingy to someone like me who tirelessly takes care of her garbage, you Say, when you die, will she be too sad and follow me, leaving all her property to me?"

Children are the most sensitive to emotions.

Even if he didn't understand the content of Xu Hankai's words, he could still feel the malicious feelings in that smiling tone vividly. Xu Hankai not only scolded her himself, but also electronically synthesized her mother's voice with some unpleasant slurs in the TV series, and placed them on the screen. On the mobile phone, Xu Jiao could listen to her if she had nothing to do, which made her even resist her mother's voice.

But no one will know why.

Everyone just thought this sensitive, dumb-like autistic child had gotten worse.

But this did not satisfy Xu Hankai.

It's not enough to express his malice towards her and her family in words. He couldn't hide the darkness in his heart against such a child who was easily broken, screamed, and had a beautiful face.

When Xu Jiao hit his head on the ground because of his illness, he would laugh extraordinarily happily and applaud next to him, as if watching a performance, but he was rarely able to enjoy himself. After a few thumps, he would grab Xu Jiao's hair, pull her to the wall, and slap her head against the wall, saying slowly:

"It's a pity, that bitch changed the walls of the house."

"There's no sound at all, it's boring, or you don't let me down, shout louder, baby, so that I have the motivation to continue."

Only when he heard Xu Jiao's screams approaching hoarseness did he stop his hands, and then asked like he was talking to himself, "How? Shake it? No way?"

After each such splurge, he would stop for a while.

Stop doing it.

When he just moved his hand, he would be more merciless every time. He liked to use words to force children to run away, lead people to the back of the bookshelf, and watch Xu Jiao knock down the bookshelf, and he held it in time, only to hear that. Heavy books fell on the children one by one:

"One, two, three... Oops, I only won six books this time. No way, Jiaojiao, my father will be unhappy."

He would also secretly put some of Xu Jiao's most hated tastes in her meal, such as bitter, such as spicy, and was happy to build all his happiness on the child's pain.

When Xu Jiao's illness was getting worse—

Ye Zhen appeared.

She lived at the end of the corridor, and the bedroom window was facing the window of Xu Jiao's house. There was a small gap to see the scene outside. She accidentally saw Xu Hankai's atrocities.

She wanted to save the child.

At this time, Xu's mother temporarily took a break from work because Xu Jiao became seriously ill, and stayed with her at home. She tried every means, but did not let the child get close. Finally, she followed the advice and bought a small animal to come back to accompany her.

She bought Xu Jiao a puppy.

Ye Zhen came to the door at this time.

Because Mother Xu's business happened to deal with some of Ye Zhen's family's businesses, she had a good attitude towards Ye Zhen, but at first she found out that the other party was a neighbor, and when she came to visit, she showed some embarrassment.

At that time, Xu Jiao naturally resisted Ye Zhen's approach.

But Ye Zhen never offended her.

Every time, she approached cautiously, kept a distance that Xu Jiao could accept but not too far away, and talked to her with a smile. Mother Xu found that the child did not reject Ye Zhen's voice.

Just as motionless as ever.

Because Xu's mother was also at home, Xu Hankai could no longer be as reckless as before. He could only watch Xu Jiao go through a period of stability. During that period, Ye Zhen's relationship with Xu Jiao warmed up unilaterally, and later even Xu Jiao can be taken out for a short period of time, as long as the puppy is with her, Xu Jiao can stay in her house for a while without making any noise.

Ye Zhen is not stupid.

She hastily exposed Xu Hankai's true face. She is a girl who has just turned 20 and is not a match for an adult man at all. No one knows what he will do with a pervert like Xu Hankai.

She could only try her best to be nice to Xu Jiao.

But the good times were soon over.

Xu Hankai extended his metamorphosis to animals.

One night, he opened the balcony door and threw Xu Jiao's puppy from upstairs, and watched helplessly as the dog fell to the side of the road.

When she heard the news, when Ye Zhen went to Xu's house, she kept her eyes on Xu Hankai, but she never caught his evidence, so she could only try her best to find an excuse to bring Xu Jiao to her house to prevent the other party from attacking again. .

Mother Xu was still kept in the dark.

Seeing Xu Jiao getting better, she had the idea of continuing to go to work again. After all, she has a strong professionalism, and she understands from her last failed marriage that women can only protect themselves if they become stronger. people you want to protect.

then.

Mother Xu's first week back to work—

Ye Zhen happened to go to Xu's house and heard some small movements in the door. Knowing that the sound insulation of Xu's house was good, she could only keep knocking on the door to warn Xu Hankai. Xu Hankai was concerned about the relationship with the neighbors, and he hadn't cheated mother Xu's money. , Naturally disguised well, open the door and invite her in.

Ye Zhen warned him to be honest and calm, otherwise he would tell the world what he did.

In panic, Xu Hankai, because of the perverted direction of his inner repression, kept doing it, and was stimulated by Ye Zhen's words, so he raised his hand to pinch her, pressed her against the window, and warned her to be honest, but Ye Zhen didn't want to. Being made by him, he touched an empty pottery pot by the window with his backhand and patted him on the head. Xu Hankai pushed her down in anger.

"Little bitch, what should I feed you today? Huh?"

Xu Hankai returned to the house in a good mood, changed his clothes, threw all the evidence of stealing into the washing machine, came out in a good mood, and said the most vicious words in his usual gentle voice.

Xu Jiao slowly turned to look at him.

Xu Hankai's heart froze for a second for some reason.

Could Xu Jiao understand what he said

Xu Jiao glanced at him indifferently—

a few seconds later.

There was a thud, and his head hit the carpet near the table.

Xu Hankai fell there unconsciously, as if he had passed out.

The system's voice sounded in Xu Jiao's mind: "Huh? The world's spiritual energy is very weak, how did you do it?"

Xu Jiao raised her hand and yawned slowly, and decided to go to the kitchen to see what to eat to treat herself. At the same time, she answered the system slowly in her mind: "It's not that I need spiritual energy, it's just that there are people around me who are suffering. Living creatures."

As she said that, she inadvertently looked back to see the leaves of the spider plant that had fallen from someone on the balcony. The green that used to be vibrant has now turned into a dry yellow that has lost its nutrients.

The system asked again: "Did you create a dream for him by borrowing your spirit? Is this a bit cheap for him?"

Xu Jiao hadn't heard such an emotional statement from the system for a long time, she smiled when she heard it, "Really?"

Xu Hankai still didn't know what happened.

He stood still, and realized that Xu Jiao just glanced at him, and had nothing else to do. He couldn't hold back for a while, and went up and slapped the child on the head, and then the girl cried loudly. In the sound, she pulled her hair happily and took the girl to the dining table.

He made a bowl of bitter gourd bibimbap for Xu Jiao, listened to Xu Jiao's cry, picked up a spoon, and stuffed it into Xu Jiao's mouth, until the cry was blocked, and he smiled:

"It's so good, Dad likes how you look when you don't talk."

Then, in a good mood, he put the fish in the bowl into his mouth. After chewing a few mouthfuls, he swallowed the delicious fish into his stomach, but suddenly there was a sharp pain in his throat!

Xu Hankai desperately opened his mouth like a dying fish, trying to breathe, reaching out to dig something in his throat, but in vain, he found that blood mixed with saliva was falling from the corner of his mouth, and he was ruthless with the back of his hand. After wiping, he got up embarrassed and grabbed the key to run towards the hospital.

Driving all the way to the hospital, Xu Hankai was about to go to the emergency room, but he encountered a nurse and family members who hurried past him pushing a seriously ill bed. He was bumped, and the irritability and pain made him look like a trapped animal now.

He hurriedly looked back over there, and found that lying on the hospital bed was a serious patient with bandages all over his body, unable to see his face, and blood oozing from the bandages. Xu Han, who was unable to speak, felt relieved when he was happy:

A sick man.

He is still a sick and dying ghost who is about to die ugly. If he is this poor bastard, he will commit suicide on the spot. What is the meaning of life for the crippled rescued

Thinking like this, after registering, he rushed directly into the emergency room, and jumped into the queue openly. The doctor saw the blood on the corner of his mouth and realized that his condition was serious. The instrument checked his mouth and took out the fishbone inside.

He breathed a sigh of relief, took the medicine and headed home. When he walked out of the hospital, he deliberately patted the dust on his clothes, thinking, don't come back to such a bad place next time—

At the same time, thinking of Xu Jiao, who had been stuffed with bitter gourd rice by him before, a cruel smile appeared on his face.

He knew how to save his mood.

Thinking like this, Xu Han stepped on the accelerator and stepped out, but he did not know where he collided with a passing vehicle. Coincidentally, the windshield was completely shattered, and something fell on it, almost blocked by the airbag. In a coma, he felt something crackling fall on his face, and then he was overwhelmed by terrifying pain.

Xu Hankai entered the hospital lying down this time.

When he opened his eyes, his face was full of pain. He raised his hand to touch it in horror, but heard the doctor next to him say, "Don't move, your wound has just been bandaged, and a shard of glass almost stuck in your eyeball, but luckily— "

"But there are a few deep wounds on the face, and the muscles are torn. After that, you may have to consider medical and aesthetic projects to completely restore the original appearance. Okay, you can recuperate with peace of mind. What about your family?"

Xu Hankai: "..."

He touched the gauze on his face in horror.

What does it mean that the wound is relatively deep, causing the muscles to be torn. What has he become

Without this face, can a rich woman see him

He said timidly: "Doctor, doctor, please help me... You save me... My face... "

His voice was hoarse.

But the doctor patiently comforted him, because there were other beds to watch, so he didn't have much time to stay, and only left him in that panic, his prayers, crying, despair slowly turned into hysterical hatred.

"Quack doctor, you must be bad, you hurt me, you don't want me to be good at all!"

"Trash hospital!"

He scolded angrily for a long time, and the doctors and nurses gradually became more business-like. People in his family didn't have time to see him, and they even asked him for money. The rich women heard that he hurt his face and cut off contact with him. The only mother Xu who was thinking about him, because she wanted to accompany Xu Jiao at all times, she could only order meals for him over the phone and hire a nurse for him.

Xu Hankai regarded Xu's mother as a life-saving straw.

As long as the woman is willing to pay him, he can continue to live. He slowly calmed down and waited for the gauze on his face to be removed. At the same time, the next bed lived with a man who hurt his privacy. Patient, he heard something from the occasional words of the doctor.

Thinking that the man in the next bed couldn't even do that, he was strangely comforted. One time, while other people were away, the family members also went out, and he said:

"Brother, you are too miserable-"

"You can't even be a man. If I were you, I would just switch to being a woman. After all, you're better than a eunuch anyway."

The man in the next bed scolded him angrily.

He smiled and greeted each other's parents again and again. When the time was right, his carer came back and wanted to help him to the bathroom. When he got out of bed, he looked for his shoes and inadvertently knocked over the kettle that the carer had just opened. , the cork of the kettle fell inexplicably, and the scalding hot water slanted out, dripping towards his waist and abdomen!

A sharp pain came from under him, his eyes widened, and a scream came from his throat:

"Ahhh!"

his eggs!

The lifeblood of his lineage! ! !

"It's not a dream, it's the sea of evil."

The system suddenly spoke again in Xu Jiao's mind.

Xu Jiao knew that it had a way to investigate everything in this world, so she didn't hide it from him, hummed a song, beat herself an egg, made a bowl of egg fried rice, and replied softly, "Yes."

It was a fantasy created by Kunlun to deal with some malicious guys in the first world. As long as people have evil thoughts in their hearts or speak evil words, they will be backlashed by the fantasy, and those bad people will be attacked. Everything is reflected on him.

Xu Jiao glanced at the unconscious Xu Hankai lying on the ground outside, and prayed for him sincerely: "I hope he can be kinder."

System: "...I thought you were joking."

Xu Jiao shrugged, shoveled out the fragrant egg fried rice in the pot little by little, then got down from the high stool, and went out with her egg fried rice, while praying to Xu Han:

"Then I hope that his pain nerves will not be so developed. After all, judging from his previous actions towards me, he should not be afraid of pain."

If a person is afraid of pain, how can he be willing to inflict such hell-like pain on others

If Xu Hankai was not very afraid of pain, then the damage to him by the illusion would be reduced. After all, the illusion can be confused with the real, or it is a fantasy like a fairy, and the experience inside must be extremely realistic. If the sense of immersion is too strong, the more it will be reflected in reality.

This is also the reason why fantasy can kill people.

It creates hallucinations in people's minds, making people feel that they are dead, and successfully deceives the important command organ of the brain, it will accept the fact that it is dead, and thus strike, and wait for the people in the illusion to return to reality, The same death will be staged. He thought he was killed by the illusion, but he was actually killed by his senses and brain.

Xu Jiao sat on a chair and fed her stomach spoon by spoon.

At the same time, she smiled and said to Xu Hankai as if she was asleep: "Come on, you can do it."

How boring is it to be defeated so easily

It's all just beginning.

Twenty minutes later.

Xu Han opened his eyes and saw the ceiling of the living room.

He moved his fingertips and was just thinking about it, but he found a sharp pain in his throat, which made him unable to say anything. At the same time, the pain gradually spread to his cheeks, and the waist and abdomen also spread to the extreme pain. , accompanied by an itching that has been scalded by boiling water and can't wait to peel off a layer of his skin.

He opened his mouth, but could only say, "Ho... ho..."

Help!

Help! Who will save him!

At this moment, Xu Jiao walked in front of him. She watched as a knife-like wound gradually appeared on the skin of the man's face. The wound was bright red and dripped onto the floor. It's moist, with a pungent smell.

Xu Hankai desperately wanted to speak, Jiaojiao, call someone! Call someone! Hit 120! Help!

There were more voices coming out of his throat, but all he spit out was a stream of blood.

Xu Jiao just stared at him, her eyes were calm, and there was no change.

Xu Hankai was in a trance in pain, and she didn't even have the strength to raise her hand to hit her. Just when Xu Jiao thought he would die from the pain, suddenly, there was a knock on the door of the living room.

Ye Zhen thought of Xu Hankai's homecoming from the cat's eyes, and couldn't help but be a little worried.

She walked out of the door and stuck to the door of Xu Jiao's house with some guilt, wanting to hear a little movement, but there was nothing, no noise, no crying or screaming.

After waiting patiently for twenty minutes, she couldn't wait any longer, for fear of missing something, she hurriedly knocked on the door.

No matter whether she exposes her identity or not, she can't stand Xu Jiao being hurt!

The door opens soon--

The child stood in the doorway, blinking at her with black eyes.

Looking at each other, both of them were a little stunned.

Seeing the tension in her eyes, Xu Jiao gradually raised a little doubt in her heart.