This is my memory, why are you here
Both of them had the same questions, but because Ye Zhen made the words clear first, Xu Jiao had room to react—
What's the meaning
Xu Jiao was still pondering what was so special about this world. At that time, she only thought that she could come back and correct all the bad things, give the savior a bright future, and let Ye Zhen's life not end early is the most important thing. OK, but what are the people in front of you saying
Why does her heroine and her lover also appear here
It's okay to come, why do you say this is her memory
Xu Jiao pursed her lips, her mind was a little confused for a while, and she didn't know how to connect her savior with the character she created. There seemed to be something crucial she missed.
Seeing that she didn't respond, Ye Zhen stopped holding the spoon. Knowing that Xu Jiao had no idea of eating for a while, she moved the cake farther away, and the spoon and the porcelain plate made a crisp movement. , She pondered the reason why Xu Jiao didn't speak in this brief gap.
After a while, she guessed some clues.
Is it...
This is not only her memory, but also Xu Jiao's memory
In this strange memory, she and Xu Jiao had an intersection early on
Thinking of this, Ye Zhen felt an unspeakable feeling in her heart. First, she hadn't figured out the weirdness of this memory, and she didn't know where to start. Second, she originally thought it was her own business. But it also involves Xu Jiao...
Moreover, her identity in this memory seems to be deeply involved with Xu Jiao.
This inevitably reminds her of the thoughts Xu Jiao revealed in the previous world. Her god seems to have long lived in her heart, and she is still obsessed with him. If it wasn't for the deep traces she left Xu Jiao, she once thought She had no chance at all to leave traces in Xu Jiao's heart.
The warm fingertips scratched gently on the chin, evoking a little itch.
Xu Jiao followed Ye Zhen's movements and turned her head, seeing the smile on someone's face that was not a smile, and the emotion flashing in her eyes, she smelled a sour smell in the air for no reason.
Before she could ask, Ye Zhen had already made a preemptive attack:
"Jiaojiao, the person you liked before was 'Ye Zhen'?"
This question is actually a little tricky.
It's as if she doesn't actually agree with this identity.
Xu Jiao raised her hand to try to dispel her movement, but the child didn't have much strength, but instead made the other party aware of her uncooperativeness. The fingertips that were just scratching her chin quickly moved to her face and kneaded her. Soft flesh on the face.
The white and fat girl who should be raised has no extra flesh on her face, and her body is even terrifyingly thin. If Ye Zhen looked closely, she would find that Xu Jiao's wrists were so thin that they would be broken with a little force. Same.
Originally, I just wanted to rub Xu Jiao, but after I started, I found that the cheeks were tender and tender, and there was no flesh at all. The girl couldn't help but lighten her movements. Xu Jiao didn't feel any pain, so she let her go, blinked her eyes, and pointed out The question in her words:
"Aren't you Ye Zhen?"
When she asked this sentence, an indescribable feeling crossed Xu Jiao's heart.
She didn't even know if she wanted the other person to be.
She couldn't imagine that her savior was going around in circles and was a character created by her own writing. If so, why did she come back to this memory again
Is this all fake? Was the system created to comfort her
Hearing Xu Jiao avoiding but not answering, Ye Zhen snorted softly, as if expressing her dissatisfaction, but she was not willing to toss Xu Jiao, after all, the child was really too thin in her eyes, as if the wind blew It will fall, and if you don't pay attention, you will get hurt somewhere.
She didn't even have the heart to weave any lies to deceive Xu Jiao, she just said sincerely, "I don't know."
Xu Jiao was stunned: "What?"
The person holding her repeated it patiently: "I don't know, I don't know if I am."
Xu was trying to show that she was not cheating, the girl thought about it seriously, and explained in a less circumspect manner: "I didn't expect you to appear here, I signed an agreement with the system, as long as I can get enough of you. Love, I'm no longer a character that can only exist in books, I can have a new life-"
Ye Zhen tilted her head, and a smile appeared on the corner of her lips, as if the spring breeze had knocked on the window, with gentleness: "It's like, it can appear like this in your world."
Xu Jiao raised her eyebrows.
Looking at the other party's smile, it was very strange. The memories of the benefactor in his mind became more and more blurred, and instead, it was the appearance of the person in front of him.
The memories of her youth were as beautiful as the moon under the sea. She was afraid to touch it, for fear of breaking the beauty, but the person in front of her was the sweetheart she could reach as soon as she reached out, as if she would always be there for her. around.
After realizing it, a thought popped into her mind:
It's like I haven't seen this person's paranoid appearance in a long time.
She was smiling more and more sincerely.
Ye Zhen still didn't know what Xu Jiao was thinking, so she only said what she thought: "I thought that when the last world was over, I could go to your world to give you a surprise, but I always feel that This memory that pops up in my mind is very important, so I temporarily changed my wish."
Xu Jiao looked at her with wide eyes.
Ye Zhen was amused by her frightened appearance. She seemed to seldom see Xu Jiao expressing her inner thoughts without defense in front of her. She caught a glimpse of the two ponytails tied behind the child's head, and one of them was using The kind of cheap plastic ring that she had twisted her hair together, so she gently untied her hair, combed it again, and continued:
"As for this memory—"
"I don't know how it came from. It seems that it has appeared in my mind since I had my own consciousness. It was hazy at first, but then it became clearer and clearer, until I separated from you in the last world. After that, I found that I could see a lot of scenes clearly, but all along, I couldn't see the appearance or name of the child who was helped by me in my memory."
"I only knew when I came here and saw you, so you can't think I'm cheating on you."
Xu Jiao felt her fingertips go through her hair. The other party's movements were so careful that she never felt any pain. She even helped her untie the tightly tied hair. Massaged her scalp, making her so comfortable and relaxed that she almost wanted to fall asleep on the spot.
It is still rational to hold her up and listen to this narrative.
She didn't know how to judge. After all, no matter how smart people are, they will be stupid when it comes to love. It's not because there are some possibilities they can't think of, but because of the people they love deeply, a few people have the heart to send each other to those bad ones. Where to think
Now, Xu Jiao can only use her own sincerity to exchange the other's sincerity:
"Sister Ye Zhen was indeed a very important person in my life."
"But it's funny, I didn't even really get along with her, in all the time we spent together, I was in a daze, I don't know what happened outside, until the moment she died, I could feel the world —”
"When I started to really live in this world, I always wondered, did she give me the miracle of my momentary enlightenment? She is the light that lights up my whole life, but when I can finally see When the world is colorful, my sun has already fallen, so what is my meaning in this world? I can only use my long life to miss, recall, and think.”
"When I was living my life, I was also haunted by what happened back then. I thought countless times, if I were a normal child, if I could wake up earlier, would such a tragedy not happen? ? But my life doesn't have so many ifs."
"I can only move these possibilities in, I want to bring her back to life in my kingdom, but..."
"As you can see, I felt like my attempts had failed."
"I can't describe her, I can only create you one after another, you who are full of resentment and have no good end..."
Xu Jiao paused several times.
She tried to tell the truth in a less cruel way, but both of them knew that the story of their meeting was by no means a wonderful, romantic beginning, and almost all the darkness was hidden in the corner where they met.
She once wanted to kill the "failed" protagonist, but was finally dragged into the world where the protagonist lives, to save these "failures" and restore their beautiful life, while her protagonist was full of resentment against her and exhausted everything. Extreme means, to get her love, what would the protagonists at that time do if they could achieve the wish of the system and go to the world where Xu Jiao lives
Anyone who sees this will guess that it must not be a simple greeting to Xu Jiao.
Xu Jiao has ruined the life of her characters countless times. Wouldn't her protagonist want to repay him in his own way
Ye Zhen touched the corner of her eyes, when she heard Xu Jiao talking about the following content, her tone was trembling, and she felt like she was about to cry, and there was so much fear that it would overflow.
At this moment-
Ye Zhen suddenly felt that the dark aura that had been entangled in her for a long time was far away from her.
It was as if the doubts she had been persistent so far had finally reverberated.
She heard Xu Jiao say, "I'm sorry, those stories are not failures, those are your life."
"I'm sorry, my childhood was so bad, I didn't get any love, but I still wanted to create perfection for others, but in the end I caused you several times the pain of mine."
"I'm sorry, the protagonist should have everything, bright and just, happiness, but I have ruined you so many times, you should have received my best wishes—"
Ye Zhen didn't let her continue.
She raised her hand to cover Xu Jiao's lips, rested her forehead on the child's shoulder, closed her eyes and said:
"I got it."
Xu Jiao blinked, her eyelashes got wet from somewhere and swept over Ye Zhen's fingers.
Ye Zhen cleared her mind and looked at her again. Hei Yaoyao's eyes were full of light, only reflecting Xu Jiao's appearance. She smiled and said, "I got it."
"I got my god, she can create everything, and when I got her, I got the whole world, didn't I?"
Xu Jiao seemed to want to laugh, but in the end she just rolled her eyes.
Ye Zhen didn't want her to be immersed in that guilt feeling, and said, "What should I do? Originally I was just jealous, I look so similar to the person you used to miss, but now, I don't even have the memories I have. It's like I picked it up from someone else, copied it, and in my heart, the sourness is dripping with lemon juice."
She felt like she was living inside and out like a shadow, a replica.
Xu Jiao shook her head: "My benefactor started my life, she let me see the world and ended my past suffering—"
"But you control my future."
"You made me feel emotions, taught me what love is, and taught me the meaning of life."
"If I can, can I prove it to you with the rest of my life?"
She looked at the girl with burning eyes.
At that moment, Ye Zhen seemed to see the whole world in full bloom.
And in this fragrance, she heard her own heartbeat.