I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Chapter 33: Green plum green plum (end)

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"Who were you talking to just now?"

Hearing Xu Jiao's question, Shen Yelan's expression froze slightly.

When she was at the door just now, she saw Xu Jiao's phantom again. That "Xu Jiao" pretended to wake up and couldn't find her, fell down at the door, rubbed her eyes and asked her:

"Shen Yelan, where have you been? I've been looking for you for a long time."

She leaned over to help her, but another voice called her mischievously next to her: "Why are you always so stupid? You have been cheated so many times and don't know how long your memory is, no matter the real person or your hallucination, you are always once. Once again fooled."

"Or... In fact, you enjoy us doing things in that person's skin that she would never do, such as being so deeply dependent on you, and then you can be self-satisfied by looking at it?"

Shen Yelan stared at the figure sitting at the door, as if judging whether this person was the real Xu Jiao.

In her heart, she constantly refuted the cluttered voices in her ears:

no.

not like this.

Because of…

If she doesn't see even a phantom image now, she is afraid that one day her situation will be so serious that she can't distinguish between reality and fantasy. If she encounters the real Xu Jiao asking her for help, she ignores it... Shen Yelanguang Just thinking about it makes me feel like I can't forgive myself.

She raised her hand to pull up Xu Jiao who was on the ground, and while leaning over, she couldn't bear to reprimand other voices, "Shut up."

But the next moment-

She saw her hand pass through the shadow empty, and the poor man who had been sitting on the ground disappeared, leaving only air in the palm of her hand.

"I… "

When she came back to her senses, Shen Yelan met Xu Jiao's gaze, moved her lips, only one word came out and she didn't know how to continue.

Xu Jiao raised her brows. She didn't expect that the topic she asked casually seemed to make Shen Yelan very embarrassed. She casually handed Shen Yelan a message: "Are you calling a friend? I'll just ask casually, it's inconvenient. Say it."

Anyway, the blackening value was only 1 point left, so Xu Jiao didn't really want to get to the bottom of Shen Yelan.

There are still many things that she needs to think about. For example, after the blackening value is cleared, what will she and Shen Yelan do? break up? If they broke up and Shen Yelan turned black again, wouldn't the previous work be in vain

If it doesn't matter...

Could it be that she wants to accompany Shen Yelan in this world until she grows old

When Xu Jiaoguang thought about the long time, she felt that she squeezed a congestion from her stomach, which made her feel a sense of suffocation.

Shen Yelan pursed her lips, and simply followed Xu Jiao's words with a soft "en". She didn't know whether she meant "calling a friend" or tacitly "don't want to talk".

The traces of joy in the room have not yet dissipated from the air. Xu Jiao's shoulders and ankles still have traces of previous mischief, but the color has become much darker, like watercolor marks that have been dried for a long time, slowly. fade.

But the cold wind that entered the night outside has been sent in, no matter how hot the heart is, the temperature has slowly dropped.

The two were speechless for a while, and at the same time lost their minds. Even if they shared a dinner, they were as cold as two students in the cafeteria who were just sharing a table. Facing each other, only the movement of chopsticks and chewing sounded.

"hum... hum..."

Shen Yelan's cell phone vibrated in her pocket. She glanced at the incoming call, looked up at Xu Jiao, got up and went outside to answer the call.

"Master." Her voice came into the receiver in a neither high nor low voice. It was clearly of a very sexy and attractive type, but she was so serious that people could hear a bit of meticulous seriousness.

Holly's laughter came from over there: "Have you eaten? I didn't disturb you this time, did I?"

Shen Yelan didn't answer the question, only said, "Is there something wrong?"

Dongqing knew that she was still angry for the last time she tricked her into that desolate and remote place with no signal and squatted like a prison for several months, and coaxed her with a smile: "My good apprentice is still angry with me. It's hard to coax your partner to know that you are so vengeful?"

"Hey, hey, don't hang up, alright, I'm looking for you on business."

Noticing that Shen Yelan didn't say a word, although Dong Qing couldn't see her apprentice's expression, she guessed from the long silence that Shen Yelan was in a bad mood, and brought the topic back to the right track in a second.

She asked: "Do you remember the guys who blew up our communication base station last time? I took you to bring them to their nests, but the backstage was tough, and their lives were huge. It's a fool to have a fool to live. Stupid, I heard that they have entered from Southeast Asia recently, so be careful."

"Don't overturn the boat in your own territory." Speaking of the last point, in addition to the usual sloppy and informality, there was a meaningful reminder in Holly's voice.

Shen Yelan opened her lips and looked at the crescent moon hanging in the sky outside the window. The curved knife-like hook was reflected in her eyes. Just when Dong Qing was about to hang up the phone, she suddenly said:

"Master, I..."

Dong Qing pressed the phone to her ear again, glanced at the actress who was holding a wine glass and was going to hook up with Ouyang Hao, the corner of her lips hooked, and asked, "What? Come on, I'm attending the reception with our big sponsor right now, if I don't show up in time to help him block those wild bees and butterflies, he will find an excuse to deduct my salary again."

Shen Yelan: "..."

She lowered her eyelashes, letting the moonlight slip away from her eyes, and the bright light sprinkled on her body through the living room window glass, hazy, adding an unreal halo.

"I want to say that next time you have that kind of money-making task, you don't have to ask me again. I have earned enough money. Thank you Master for taking care of me for so long."

"En?" Holly made a sound, her eyes locked on the actress who appeared beside Ouyang Hao, and she guessed in her heart whether the other party was going to play a straightforward and aboveboard understanding, or if she was going to accidentally fall and land at Ouyang Hao's feet , wet the dress on his chest.

Because she was so absent-minded, she didn't immediately respond to what Shen Yelan said there.

After a few seconds.

The smile in her eyes suddenly froze. When Ouyang Hao kept reminding her to go to work with his eyes, Dongqing simply turned around and walked towards the place where no one was there, with an unconcealed concern in her tone:

"Did something happen?"

"Or do you simply just don't want to do it?"

"If it's the latter, I don't have any opinion. Although you are unexpectedly talented in this industry, you are still different from me. You want to go back to the life of a normal person. In the deep water, even if you don't mention it yourself, I plan to slowly reduce the number of times you get involved in these things."

Having said that, Dong Qing stopped appropriately, ready to listen to what Shen Yelan was going to say next.

In a short pause, she remembered the expression on the first time she heard that Shen Yelan wanted to participate in her business.

The little girl who was always beaten, but her eyes were firmer every time, as if burning with a strong light, stood in front of her, with a mind that Holly could not understand, and said to her: "Master, what you do, you can bring with me?"

"I'm short of a lot of money," she said.

Shen Yelan was Dong Qing's first and perhaps only apprentice. She originally planned to let this apprentice grow up in a healthy and healthy environment as long as she could. Perhaps Shen Yelan would meet her in the future. Use the skills that you teach her to protect yourself, or it may be because of interest to participate in some official fighting competitions.

But Holly never thought...

She wants to go into the dark.

Due to Shen Yelan's stubborn request many times, Dong Qing reluctantly took her to test the waters in a less dangerous mission. Then, she saw the talent of this child, as if she was born to be in such a dangerous situation. Wander the edge.

Every time she saw Shen Yelan's eyes in those missions, Dong Qing would secretly worry, what method should she use in the future to persuade Shen Yelan to quit this job

But now.

Without waiting for her to take the initiative to mention it, Shen Yelan took the initiative to say to leave.

Dongqing was both happy for her and a little worried for her, because Dongqing thought of the person beside Shen Yelan, and looking at the countless eyes of Dongqing, the girl's eyes never fell on Shen Yelan.

There is a saying that the passionate are the most ruthless, and the ruthless are the most dedicated.

The person who is casual at first glance, seems to be at a distance from everyone around him, and seems out of tune with the whole world, will Shen Yelan become special in her heart

Will Shen Yelan be the most ruthless part of her, or will she be fortunate enough to be the dedicated lover

Holly doesn't know.

She just vaguely felt that her apprentice was destined to be a tragic tragedy when she saw such a person.

At this moment, Shen Yelan's answer emerged from Shanshan's ear:

"It's just that I don't want to do it anymore. Didn't Master always want me to leave early? Now I do what you want."

Holly noticed something from her long silence, and she just sighed for a long time: "I'll just take what you said is true, anyway, I can't see through you now, you are young, and your mind is deeper than that of an old fox. —”

"Be careful these days, don't go to places with many people, so as not to lower your vigilance. Now those of mine are not in the country. If you need it, say hello to me in advance, and I will arrange a few bodyguards for you. "

Shen Yelan pondered for two seconds, but still didn't choose to trouble Holly so early: "No need for now, thank you Master, I will take care of it."

"Would you like to go out for a walk?"

When Shen Yelan returned to the bedroom, she saw Xu Jiao put the empty box she had eaten into the empty garbage bag on the ground, and raised her head to ask her with a smile.

Shen Yelan blinked and asked her, "Sister Xu Jiao has anything to buy?"

Xu Jiao nodded and raised her brows at her, "Of course."

Xu Jiao: "I suddenly remembered that I haven't bought you anything yet, so I want to pick you a present, how about it?"

Shen Yelan's heart moved, and the first thought that jumped out was:

A breakup gift

Or a memento of the relationship

She didn't dare to ask, but she couldn't resist Xu Jiao's invitation, but thinking of what Dong Qing had just said, she still said, "Do you have to do it today? Can you do it next week?"

Shen Yelan wasn't afraid of meeting those guys, but she didn't want Xu Jiao to take risks with her, even if it was a little bit of potential danger, she was worried.

Thinking of the last bit of progress, Xu Jiao frowned and looked hesitant, as if she was really thinking about whether she should postpone this plan until next week.

However, seeing her frown, Shen Yelan's heart also wrinkled. She didn't want to see Xu Jiao unhappy, so she disobeyed her master's advice for the first time, and quickly replied, "It's fine today, I'll do it all. available."

Xu Jiao looked at her positive look rather unexpectedly, and asked as if confirming, "Didn't you just say next week? Are you sure you didn't change it to comfort me?"

Shen Yelan showed her a shallow smile and said softly, "Suddenly I don't want to wait so long."

She said, "I want to know what gift Sister Xu Jiao will give me now."

No matter what kind of gift it was, even if it was a sharp knife pierced into her heart, as long as it was given by Xu Jiao, she would be happy.

The business district at night has a different kind of prosperity. Office workers who are trapped by work during the day and bound by professional attire have put down their shackles and released their other side in the dark.

The red and blue light strips are intertwined, and the green belts next to the street are all hung with golden tassel lights. From a distance, it looks like gold foil rain is falling all over the sky.

Shen Yelan and Xu Jiao held hands and walked on the Golden Avenue. Xu Jiao looked up at the tall and thin road signs with directions for various brands, and tried to find what she wanted from the dazzling brand signs. The one that goes.

"Let's go, over there." After a while, Xu Jiao found her target, clasped Shen Yelan's ten fingers, and walked all the way to the magnificent commercial plaza next to her, her footsteps showing some lightness.

Shen Yelan looked down at her steps, and saw that she unknowingly took steps with the same frequency as hers, even the sequence of her left and right feet overlapped, and a little sad joy filled her heart.

"It's really worthless."

"Holding your hand will make you happy like this, Shen Yelan."

The disturbing voice in her ear appeared again, but Shen Yelan didn't even flutter her eyelashes, her eyes stayed on Xu Jiao's hand that she held for a long time, and then slowly and slowly raised the corner of her lips.

The two walked into the huge shopping mall like this, got on the elevator, and went to the target floor. Along the way, they smelled the perfume smells from many brand stores, which were strong and light, so that even if they were just passing by, they seemed to be contaminated with it. somewhat similar.

Xu Jiao stopped in front of a women's ready-to-wear store that was displaying new styles.

"Just try this. His new products are at the right price and there are many styles, and the manager of this area has always had a good eye. I really like this one. Would you like to buy a couple's outfit with me?"

Xu Jiao turned her head and asked Shen Yelan with a smile, she was really like a perfect lover at the moment, she would blush because of one of Shen Yelan's actions, and she would also show what Shen Yelan wanted to see at those wonderful moments. With a soft and pleading expression, she will wait for Shen Yelan to get out of school together, take Shen Yelan to watch movies, try new products, and share interesting things she sees with her on a whim when she can't see each other.

Just like now, when she talks about couple outfits, her calm expression also has a soft smile, as if she really yearns for wearing couple outfits.

Seeing her like this, Shen Yelan wanted to sink into this dream forever and never wake up again.

"How do you..."

Twenty minutes later, Xu Jiao picked out a set of clothes for Shen Yelan and asked her to change in the dressing room. She also took the sign and was about to enter the next room, but when she walked in, she saw that the curtain was lifted. Shen Yelan followed him naturally with a cold and calm expression as always.

Facing her confident expression, Xu Jiao couldn't help but be stunned for two seconds before she uttered aloud.

Shen Yelan turned her eyes away and only looked at the wall with the warm yellow wallpaper on the side. She didn't say that she was worried about Xu Jiao's safety. Only in a low voice:

"We originally came together. What's wrong with changing clothes now? There are a lot of people lining up outside. I'll give them a seat."

Xu Jiao: "..." I believe in you.

She really admired Shen Yelan's ability to act like a rogue with such a serious expression every time.

Seeing that Xu Jiao didn't move for a long time, Shen Yelan hung her clothes on the hook beside her, and said in a breath-like voice, "If we don't change our clothes, will the people outside suspect that the two of us are here? doing what."

Xu Jiao: "!"

She couldn't afford to lose this person, and immediately turned her back, no longer paying attention to Shen Yelan, and quickly changed her clothes. Her straight back was like a pine tree, and her firm skin was under the bright light. A streamer-like arc appeared.

But that's not the most attractive.

Those messy traces in the daytime are inadvertently exposed from the waist and the back of the neck, and the thin clothes are gone, so the absurdity is exposed in the light in such a grand manner, unprovoked alluring.

There are fingerprints and hickeys.

She couldn't help but make Shen Yelan's breathing thicker.

She looked away with difficulty, and quickly lowered her head to change her outfit. When Xu Jiao turned around, they both wore the same skirt.

One black and one white.

Crossed down from the neck, there are two crossed gaps at the waist, revealing the exquisite waistline, and underneath is the wavy tumbling lotus leaf skirt, which just stops at the calf, black charm, white purity .

Half angel, half devil.

Xu Jiao was dressed in white, and her slightly curly hair fell from her shoulders, which made her a noble and dusty temperament. She was obviously extraordinarily clean, and even had a temperament that didn't eat the world's fireworks. The bruises that came out immediately made her clean temperament contradictory.

The contradictions are so compelling that one wants to explore.

As for Shen Yelan...

She is like a walker in the night, as the saying goes, if you want to be pretty, you should be filial.

Relying only on the style and lines, the black long dress with no extra decoration completely showed her good figure, and even her expression was the same cold, only the eyes that looked at Xu Jiao were written with a strong infatuation.

On the surface, she looks indifferent and like a demon who leads mortals to fall, and she is alone. In fact, only she herself knows that she is the first to be dominated by those **.

She was willing to crawl at the feet of God.

Even if the gods just looked at her lightly and inadvertently.

For a moment, Xu Jiao felt that looking at Shen Yelan, it was as if she was looking at a mirror, and the two people inside and outside the mirror were opposite to each other.

While Xu Jiao was looking at Shen Yelan, Shen Yelan was also looking at her seriously. Seeing the snow-white dress on Xu Jiao's body and the scarce fabric, she felt like tearing it apart. impulse.

Thinking of this, Shen Yelan's eyes darkened, Xu Jiao clearly felt the subtle fermentation of some atmosphere in the air, and suddenly raised her hand and pushed Shen Yelan outside:

"You just wear this, go straight to the checkout, and I'll change it."

Shen Yelan clasped her wrist with her backhand and asked persistently, "Why isn't Sister Xu Jiao wearing it?"

Xu Jiao raised her chin with a smile that was not a smile, so that she could see the signs of nonsense more clearly, and moved closer to Shen Yelan. The movement of her breath was dyed on the other's chin. He asked softly, pointedly, "Do you want the whole world to see this?"

Shen Yelan's throat moved.

In no mood.

Whether it was beautiful, serious, or Xu Jiao, who was as coquettish as she was in bed, she didn't want anyone to see her.

That is, in this daze, she had been pushed out of the dressing room by Xu Jiao, Shen Yelan was waiting at the door like a patron saint, and after a while, an arm stretched out and handed the white dress to her. give her.

Shen Yelan held the two skirts and rushed inside and said, "I'll go to the checkout. Sister Xu Jiao is waiting for me here, don't walk around."

Xu Jiao's voice came from inside: "I'm going to the bathroom, it's right next to it, it's very close, you go."

"Hello, a total of 992 yuan, how do you pay?"

The sweet voice of the cashier in the store reached her ears. Shen Yelan took out her card and handed it over to check out. She looked out the transparent glass of the store and saw Xu Jiao who came out of the fitting room and joined the crowd.

The sweetheart disappeared from sight, and Shen Yelan's heart couldn't help but feel a little anxious.

She couldn't help but whispered to hurry up, and when she walked out with her skirt, she couldn't see Xu Jiao anymore.

Standing in a shopping mall with people coming and going, Shen Yelan looked up at the road sign high up, wanting to know the direction of the bathroom, but there were both left and right, she couldn't help but hesitate for a moment.

at this time-

Xu Jiao's back appeared within sight.

Carrying the bag, Shen Yelan rushed forward from the place where people came and went. She didn't even say politely "Let me go", her eyes were full of tension, as if she was afraid that she would be too late to catch up. Like what.

When she finally reached the position where she had seen Xu Jiao before, she looked around, but couldn't find anyone.

"Shen Yelan."

A voice came from behind, it was Xu Jiao's voice.

She turned around abruptly to look, and at this moment, a voice like a call came from the original direction: "Shen Yelan."

Shen Yelan turned her head suddenly, her eyes turned gently in her sockets, but no matter what, she couldn't find the familiar figure within sight.

She tried hard to calm down from this situation, and it took a long while to remember that she could call Xu Jiao, but only when she took out the phone, there was only 3% of the battery on it. With a sharp "beep", the phone automatically shuts down.

Shen Yelan: "..."

She told herself that the top priority was to go back to the store where she used to buy clothes, but the voices that kept appearing in her ears and the figures that appeared and disappeared around the corners kept bothering her.

Where is Xu Jiao

"Shen Yelan! Come quickly!"

"Shen Yelan, I saw a nice jewelry store, would you like to go shopping with me?"

"Shen Yelan, come here."

Those voices and movements intensified, and Shen Yelan didn't intend to pay attention, but her eyes froze when she swept across a certain corner.

It was like there was poison in the dark - the snake was staring at her secretly.

The calm air was filled with traces of dangerous breath, which penetrated silently, disturbing her perception of danger, and even the hairs quietly stood up.

Whether Xu Jiao appears or not—

She thought that she could not take this danger away by herself.

"It's her? I can't believe how the people in Dong's hands can be so weak..."

"How do I know? But according to the news, this person is indeed the most important person in Dong's hands. They seem to have a master-disciple relationship, which seems to be very important in China."

"Just kidding? She can't even see where we are? She's not as reactive as ordinary people, you see?"

"Forget it, just leave after completing the above instructions - I'll go, why does this person's strength become stronger and weaker at one time?"

In the secluded fire exit of the shopping mall, it seems that the liveliness cannot be spread here. Even the colorful and colorful lights do not want to shine in this corner. It is too dark here.

Shen Yelan heard those voices, but she didn't care, she didn't even notice the pain in her body, because her eyesight was affected, so she could only judge the enemy's direction by hearing, but even this hearing was seriously affected. interference.

"Ah! Shen Yelan! I'm hurt!"

"Hehe, I lied to you, why are you so easy to lie? Xu Jiao wouldn't come to such a dangerous place. Only you, a fool, would come to such a dangerous place for her."

"Shen Yelan, you seem to be bleeding a lot, are you dying?"

"You are so pitiful, it's too late to say goodbye, to die in such a corner where no one cares, maybe Xu Jiao strolled around the mall and couldn't find you, so she went back, leaving you alone here. get cold."

"cough cough..."

Those noises stopped, Shen Yelan clutched her stomach, and carefully listened to whether there were any male voices in the noisy noises, the dagger in her hand was still snatched from the other party, and now, one, two, three Sound... Five dull voices fell to the ground.

Pretty much the same as what she had judged before.

She lost the thing in her hand, and the pain nerves sounded like work, and told her belatedly how painful the wounds on her body were.

Shen Yelan staggered and wanted to walk to the nearby wall to lean against and support her body, but she was tripped over by someone who fell on the ground, and she fell down, only hearing her heavy breathing.

Even the rampant ridicule in the past seems to have weakened at this time, and only a few words sporadically sounded: "Shen Yelan, are you not good enough?"

"Are you really going to die?"

She bent her lips, her throat kept coughing, and rust-smelling liquid overflowed from the corners of her lips, pressing firmly on the wound on her abdomen, Shen Yelan actually had the energy to respond to those voices:

"Yeah," she said, "I seem to be dying."

"That way you don't have to worry about how to break up with me. Will you be happy? Sister Xu Jiao?"

Those shredding voices like the shaking of leaves were gone, like her own last pity for herself, and she couldn't bear to say the hurtful answer.

"Shen Yelan."

The voice in her ears became a bit more real. Shen Yelan was about to fall asleep, but was awakened by this disturbing movement. Her eyelashes moved, and she whispered, "Shh."

Shhh, all you hallucinations be quiet.

She didn't realize that she hadn't heard those voices for a long time, and wanted to sleep peacefully by herself, but the hallucination this time was extraordinarily excessive, not only to wake her up, but also to insist on chatting with her.

"Don't sleep, Shen Yelan, I called an ambulance, don't sleep!" Xu Jiao's voice sounded a little anxious.

Shen Yelan felt icy water droplets fall on her face, she frowned and asked, "Sister Xu Jiao?"

She moved her lips and said weakly, "It seems to be raining, have you brought an umbrella?"

Xu Jiao looked up at the sky and wanted to move Shen Yelan under the eaves next to her, so that the rain would not fall into her wound and aggravate the infection, but she didn't know how to move this person, especially the large pool of blood under her body. , the amount of bleeding is enough to make any normal person dizzy.

She didn't want to fall short at such a time, holding Shen Yelan's face and saying in a commanding tone:

"Don't die, Shen Yelan."

"As long as you don't want to, you won't die."

You are the heroine of this world, you are the will of the world, as long as you don't want to die, you can live.

Shen Yelan listened to her quietly, as if she understood, but at the same time as if she didn't. After a while, she gathered up her strength and moved her lips. Before the voice in her throat could come out, there was a strong light flashing in the sky. Pass.

It was followed by a roar of thunder, rumbling—

The rain fell mercilessly and crackling, splashing on the slate pavement, splashing water droplets flying around, and some even bounced on Xu Jiao's body.

It's going to be a lot of rain.

Xu Jiao couldn't hear what Shen Yelan said, so she could only repeat: "You live for me, Shen Yelan."

This time, Shen Yelan shook her head slowly and lightly, and then told Xu Jiao a number, "Seven."

This is our seventh day together.

Exactly a week.

After today, you are not my girlfriend anymore.

Inexplicably, Xu Jiao understood what she wanted to express. She didn't care about the price she had to pay. She just didn't want the world to end. She said loudly, "It's over today! I'm your girlfriend too! As long as you want!"

Shen Yelan bent her lips.

She said, "I can't see you anymore, Sister Xu Jiao... I don't know if you're real, or if it's my hallucination... But it's okay, I can only say it now anyway, before I regret it—"

"Whether I can live or not, you are free."

"You know what? I was treated so gently by you...cough...cough... I also wanted... and wanted to be the same as you, but... it's so hard, I always can't learn..." I am paranoid, dark, and want everything.

"But... at least I'm trying to learn to let go now..." Maybe this is my only tenderness.

A lot of pictures suddenly appeared in front of her. That was when Shen Yelan first saw Xu Jiao, and saw her come out of the corner and drive away the classmates who wanted to charge her protection fees.

And Xu Jiao handed her hand: "It's cold sitting on the ground, get up."

And what Xu Jiao said in the gym: "I'm not helping you."

There are many, many more…

It was finally fixed on the night when she wanted to buy a cake for her first birthday.

Shen Yelan moved her lips and silently recited her wishes back then. After a while, she realized that she seemed to be getting further and further away from her wishes back then. Fortunately, it was timely to correct them now.

"You have the brightest future... May you get rid of me, and the rest of your life is happy... All beings have all kinds of flavors, but your life is sweet... May everyone not betray you... "

"Sister Xu Jiao, you haven't asked me if I'm happy today?"

"I am very happy."

"I announce that the one-week lover's probation period is over... Cough Cough Cough, Shen Yelan... failed."

Shen Yelan's hoarse voice was now like a broken bellows, and she didn't know what was going on in her lungs, or the injury to her abdomen was so severe that Xu Jiao could even see the blood clot spitting out from her lips.

But she was still persistent: "No."

Xu Jiao said: "It's not over, I still owe you a clay man, I haven't learned it yet, I haven't pinched it yet."

Shen Yelan shook her head again and tried to smile at her, as if she was about to say something, but it was too late. At the same time, the system calmly told Xu Jiao: "Shen Yelan's blackening value, 0, congratulations to the host. ."

Xu Jiao asked calmly, "Congratulations on what? Congratulations on losing another world?"

She looked at the person lying on her lap and whispered, "she doesn't want to live, why?"

why

It is clear that the blackening value has returned to zero, and it is obviously about to change to a better place. Why is this happening

Xu Jiao whispered to Shen Yelan, "We're not finished yet."

Shen Yelan moved her fingers, as if she wanted to touch her, but as soon as her hand moved, it fell, and the corners of her lips also curved upwards—

She still hadn't met Xu Jiao.

Just like the beginning of their story, she stretched out her arms to reach this beautiful dream, but the moment she met, she realized that what she touched from beginning to end was only colorful bubbles in the sun Bubble, those beautiful scenery like castles in the sky are all illusions, and they are broken at a touch.

Xu Jiao never liked her.

Shen Yelan knew it clearly.

Now, her dream should wake up.

"Boom-rumble-"

The pouring rain fell desperately, as if the sky was about to collapse, blocking the ambulance halfway, and the rain mixed with mud overflowed from the side flower beds and accumulated on the flagstone road, and the water level kept rising and rising. .

The dirt and blood stains were washed and mixed together. The dark black skirt was spread out, like a hell black lotus flower blooming on the ground. The visibility of the whole city became extremely low and extremely low for a while, as if the whole world They are all saddened by the protagonist's departure.

The rain seemed to drown the city.

Later, the people in this city have never seen such a heavy rain again.