I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Chapter 34: Do not want to get divorced (1)

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After coming out of the hospital and accepting the bad news, Xu Jiao went to the previous pottery shop with a blank face.

As expected, she was greeted by a dark shop with a large lock on the door.

After all, it's past twelve o'clock in the evening.

The pouring rain was still falling. Even though Xu Jiao came out of the hospital and bought an umbrella at the door, her clothes were almost wet, and half of her clothes were almost transparently attached to her body.

A car passed in front of her, and the splash was higher than the person, and like a small waterfall, it splashed in all directions, bringing up the mud and splashing it on the person.

Xu Jiao's umbrella only covered the upper half, and it made the situation worse when it couldn't stop her trouser legs.

She didn't move very much. When the heavy rain engulfed the city, there was no sound from heaven and earth to her ears for a while. The sound of the crackling rain hitting the eaves seemed to be noisy at first, but after a long time it came back again. An overwhelming sense of loneliness.

It was as if she was cut off from this world by this rain.

At this moment, the voice of the system reached her mind without any hindrance: "Because the heroine is dead, the ending of the book failed to be revised. Would you like to leave immediately?"

Xu Jiao felt the coldness coming from the wet clothes on her body, her expression was very light and pale, as if she didn't care if she would catch a cold in the future, she just stood quietly at the door, her eyes shallow. Look outside.

"Wait a minute." She said, "Although I do this task perfunctorily most of the time, I don't like to miss appointments when I promise other people's things."

She can say things like "I love you", "I like you", "You are my only one" in order to leave these worlds early, but...

When it comes to keeping her promises, as long as it's something she promises, she'll do it.

For example, promising to be Shen Yelan's girlfriend for a week.

Another example, promise to make a clay figure for Shen Yelan.

This matter is actually not difficult for her. As long as she wants, she can make anything in these books close to her, even if the stone that was originally blocking her way will not let her go forward. When it got close, it quietly moved away like long feet.

But Xu Jiao didn't have such thoughts on weekdays, so she lived a life like an ordinary person most of the time.

There are occasional small exceptions.

In the celebration that Su Xi held for her before, after she drew the smallest card twice, Xu Jiao didn't want to ask anyone about her emotions. Before the alcohol attack, she had never drawn that again. Card.

Because her mood swings are obvious enough, and she is the creator of this world, so she doesn't even want to provoke her disgust with a cube of three.

The same is true now.

As long as Xu Jiao wants to complete the task of this clay figure, even if she just squeezes a lump of mud on the base, the mud will automatically change according to the shape she wants to shape like life, giving her the most perfect effect.

Xu Jiao glanced at the large wet marks on her trousers, then looked at the heavy rain outside, frowned, and said in a somewhat unhappy tone, "Why isn't it light yet?"

the next moment—

It was pouring rain as if someone had pressed the pause button.

Then, the rain was as sudden as when it came, and it became much weaker at a speed visible to the naked eye. The rain stopped completely in less than half a minute.

Even the thick and continuous dark clouds in the sky that seemed to crush the entire city were blocked by the sunlight, and the golden beam of light shone down from the clouds, adding a touch of light to the city.

Like a post-apocalyptic reboot.

Xu Jiao took out her phone and saw that it was already seven in the morning.

The roadside was quiet, and no pedestrians passed by the street where she was, so no one noticed that her clothes and trousers had become dusty, as if the dirty dirt had evaporated overnight. similar.

"Hey, are you Miss Xu? I remembered, we have a work for you here."

Two hours later, Xu Jiao waited for the employee who opened the store. She had just entered and registered her name, and was waiting for the other person to cross out a class. When she turned around, she was suddenly stopped by someone behind her.

She paused slightly and turned her head to look at each other.

The employee quickly opened the drawer, took out another stack of folders, flipped through a record, looked up and smiled at Xu Jiao, affirming: "Yes, we have a work here for you, The person who stayed said, if we see you coming again, let us remember to give it to you."

Xu Jiao's eyelashes moved slightly, and she asked calmly, "Who left me the work?"

"Let me see, the registered name is... Shen Yelan, I have an impression of this young lady. She is very talented. Our teacher here said before that she could come here for a part-time job after studying for a while."

Ripples appeared in Xu Jiao's eyes.

She suddenly guessed what Shen Yelan left her.

"Look, this is it. It's very beautiful. When the finished product was fired, we were all saying, if this is colored and baked again, it must be incredibly beautiful."

"I don't know how she pinched it."

The clerk of the pottery shop led Xu Jiao inside, went to the room where the students' works were kept, opened one of the cabinets with the key, and took out the contents carefully.

That is a...

A lifelike little clay figure exactly like Shen Yelan.

The facial features, hair, clothes, demeanor, movements... all are the same.

Xu Jiao suddenly remembered what Shen Yelan said yesterday: "Whether I can live or not, you are free."

And when she said later that they were "not over yet", Shen Yelan smiled and shook her head.

turn out to be.

Shen Yelan really wanted to let go.

She was paranoid and stubborn in love, but when she let go, she was thorough, not dragging on the water, leaving no trouble to Xu Jiao, she really planned to make herself a passer-by in Xu Jiao's life.

She also sincerely wished Xu Jiao peace and happiness in the future without her, and everything went smoothly.

—The human beings created by God were not favored by God, so she exiled herself from the Garden of Eden, leaving only the forbidden fruit that she once wanted to taste.

Xu Jiao went back to the bedroom.

Another book flew out from the shelf. She had glimpsed the cover of "Absolute Control" before. The thick, golden light seemed to have lost its vitality. The light dimmed in front of her, and the book cover returned. Once turned grey.

"Unfortunately, you failed to modify the ending again." The system's voice sounded at this moment.

Xu Jiao folded her hands and placed her belly lightly, sitting on the ergonomically designed gaming chair, pressing the back of the chair back slightly, her eyes resting on the gray book.

For a split second, a thought flashed through her mind, and she thought, these grayed-out books, as if they were dead.

Obviously this world is not destroyed.

But just like the story of losing the protagonist, the core of the soul is gone, and those wonderful things will come to an abrupt end. No matter how good the other supporting roles are, they are like a broken jade, unable to turn into their original glossy and complete appearance.

Seeing that Xu Jiao didn't say anything, the system asked again, "Do you have any experience of failure that you would like to summarize?"

Hearing that the system was getting worse, Xu Jiao, who was still silent at first, suddenly raised the corner of her lips and said, "Yes."

system:"?"

Xu Jiao: "I found that these protagonists will become love-minded after meeting me, and they all blame me for being too charming as the creator, alas."

system:"… "

The virtual space fell silent.

Xu Jiao closed her eyes and raised her right hand to touch the keyboard in front of her. She didn't press any keys, only her fingertips kept rubbing the severely worn keycaps, as if this action would bring her some safety. feel like.

After a while, she suddenly said:

"I found that Shen Yelan is very similar to me."

Xu Jiao thought that when she saw Shen Yelan wearing that black dress in the fitting room earlier, the description of herself looking in the mirror that popped up in her mind didn't seem to be groundless.

She saw her own reflection from Shen Yelan.

"Sister Xu Jiao, I don't know if you are real or just an illusion..." Shen Yelan said this to her before she died. At that time, Xu Jiao hadn't reacted. Later, she thought about the time when we met recently. Shen Yelan's performance slowly made a guess in his heart.

This person seemed to like her, to the point of hallucinations.

And can't tell what is reality and what is fantasy.

Until death came to help her distinguish.

Just like her, she once received a beam of light, and then she tried desperately to chase, but she never caught up. After that, she learned to create those things that would shine, but it was never as good as what she used to be. That one is brilliant.

The only difference is-

She has no affection for failures.

And Shen Yelan... seems to be the same gentle towards her and towards the hallucination.

The system's voice pulled Xu Jiao's gaze back from the boundless void: "Where does it look like?"

Xu Jiao smiled lightly and said casually, "It's just as sad."

But thinking that this person is a character created by her, Xu Jiao felt relieved. After all, words can best reflect a person's character, no matter how superb her writing and skills are, the content between the lines will always carry her brand.

It was the trace left by her growth, and no matter how much she scratched it, she couldn't get rid of it.

Without waiting for the system to ask any more questions, Xu Jiao removed her hand from the keyboard, stood up and stretched, her eyes returned to the clearness of the past, everything in the world was honestly reflected in her eyes, but she seemed to see no one .

Her feelings are so cold—

As if not even death could touch her.

When she left the world of "Absolute Control", she didn't say hello to anyone, didn't do anything about saying goodbye, and didn't even ask the system how the whole world mechanism worked after she left. At that time, she asked to leave.

The same is true now. Xu Jiao looked back at the rows of bookshelves and asked aloud, "What's the next world? Let's start right away."

at the same time.

In another unknown space.

"Congratulations on getting 1 point of the Creator's favor and achieving a breakthrough of 0." A very happy voice sounded, but because the sound quality of the voice itself was mechanical, the cold words sounded like they were sarcastic. .

A hoarse female voice sounded, repeating what she heard: "1 o'clock?"

She smiled and said, "So hard, it's only 1 o'clock? It really is a ruthless creator, so hard to impress, is her heart made of stone?"

"The protagonist please make persistent efforts - if you can't collect enough 100 points of love from the creator before all the worlds are over, your wish will not be realized." The mechanical voice reminded.

The female voice smiled lightly: "I know."

She said slowly: "I will pull her off the altar and let her feel the suffering of the world."

The voice was still very light, but the meaning contained in it made people feel horrified.

The woman smiled and asked, "What is the next world?"

"Starlight".

The author Xu Jiao has only completed a work in recent years. The elements in the label are the most popular nowadays. The theme is the enduring entertainment industry, and ABO elements are also used.

"Starlight" is also a romance novel with a career line and a love line.

The heroine is called Feng Qingyu. After puberty, glands gradually grow in the back of her neck, emitting pheromone belonging to Alpha. As we all know, in the world set by ABO, the number of Alpha is as rare as Omega, and they only account for 5% of the total population is rare, Alpha is the top of the pyramid, and Omega is an animal that is so cherished that it needs to be protected like a panda.

Before the age of 19, Feng Qingyu's life was smooth sailing.

Although the Feng family is not a top-tier wealthy family, it is also a wealthy family. The family atmosphere is exceptionally harmonious. As the youngest child in the family, Feng Qingyu is favored by her parents, and she has a brother who is three years older than her. Extraordinarily complete.

Growing up in such a family, her character will naturally not be too bad, and the friends she finds are also in the same circle; as for her career, she has been a screen actress since she was a child, and her acting skills gradually improved. At that time, she was nominated for the Jinsheng Award by a work, and jumped to the top. In the same year, she appeared on the opening cover of the first-line magazine "VG".

To achieve success, to be popular and popular, looking around the Huaguo film and television circle that year, there is no female star who can surpass it.

until she turned 19.

The state assigned her an Omega object.

Because the populations of Alpha and Omega are getting sparser, and the fertility rate of the Beta group, which accounts for the majority of the society, is decreasing, the country has issued a policy that both A and O must be married when they are 19 years old. When there is no legally registered spouse, the unregistered adult A and O will be automatically matched with each other according to the matching degree of pheromone from the database.

Of course, if the two feel that it is not suitable for them to live together for a year, they can also file for divorce.

Feng Qingyu was assigned a female O, an 18th-tier little actress.

This 18th-tier little O used to follow his family in the wealthy circle, but unfortunately his family fell into disarray when he was in his teens. Since then, he has been reduced to a guy who tries to integrate into the circle but keeps making jokes, in order to become a top man again. People, she has been an internet celebrity and a model.

After marrying into Feng's family, she kept tying her own image with Feng Qingyu, and led fans to stick it on to suck Feng Qingyu's blood. Whenever she went out to eat with Feng's family, she would ask paparazzi to take pictures of all this and create a picture of herself in the family. The illusion that the Feng family is particularly valued, and even asks Feng Qingyu to give her resources, buy hot searches for her, and buy her awards.

Even the public relations team has to take advantage of it.

Feng Qingyu was unbearable, barely endured it for a year, and filed for divorce. At that time, this 18th-tier little O had already become popular with the IP of two or three ancient TV dramas. When she heard her divorce proposal, she immediately turned her face and refused to recognize the person, and tried her best to discredit her. Her image, accusing her of failing to fulfill her partner's obligations in marriage, and drawing public sympathy by selling miserably.

The Feng family are all educated people, and they have been subjected to the same methods as hooligans. For a time, the Feng family was implicated in seeing people in the circle.

And Feng Qingyu is even worse. The image of "scumbag" is overwhelming on the Internet, and the true and false rumors are mixed together. The opponent who used to be jealous of her also came out at this time and fell into trouble, which made her unable to turn over for a while, and her image was affected. The loss of business endorsements, and the boycotts of the people came one after another. It happened that she was talking with the company about renewing her contract, and the situation suddenly worsened.

The company refused to renew her contract.

Feng's family also suddenly encountered business problems and was attacked by competitors. For a time, the capital chain was broken, and they were unable to provide funds to support Feng Qingyu's career development.

At this time, the other company threw an olive branch to her. The company's president was Shangguan Yan, the male protagonist of this article. Although he did not appear in the entertainment industry, his legend was everywhere in the entertainment industry.

People who have seen him say that the Alpha they imagined in their dreams is what he looks like, handsome, rich, and full of pheromones, like a natural model, with wide shoulders and long legs, and a handsome face like a god.

It's just that Feng Qingyu has no feelings for him. After all, everyone is an Alpha, and natural pheromones are mutually exclusive. She is very grateful for Shangguanyan's help, but she just wants to use her career as a reward. She has never thought about other things. .

However, Shangguan Yan was unusual for her—

Not only did she give her the best treatment, she asked the public relations to help her clean up her image, and she even personally went to talk to her about resources.

Lian Feng Qingyu was once scratched on the back of her neck by a fanatical fan, causing damage to her glands. It was Shangguanyan who took care of her carefully, and she didn't even make her family worry about it.

There were also many accidents during the recuperation period, but Shangguan Yan always appeared in time again and again, until the story developed like all clichés:

Feng Qingyu found out that she actually fell in love with Shangguan Yan.

When Shangguan Yan helped her in an accident again in time, Feng Qingyu directly asked him if he had a good impression of him, but they were both A, and pheromones were mutually exclusive.

Shangguan Yan looked at her affectionately: "It doesn't matter, love that goes against instinct is more touching, isn't it?"

In this way, they live happily together.

Seeing that the true fans here were greatly relieved, they tried their best to praise Xu Jiao for being good, and she didn't send a knife anymore. Finally, she changed her mind and even lost a lot of reward tickets to her, and they all expressed their expectations for them. After the two got married.

Several readers have written long comments to praise this strong story. In their words, they said that the division of ABO gender has crossed the original gender and has achieved true equality. Double A love is equality within equality. It must be Praise the author's advanced awareness in this regard.

until…

the next day.

Xu Jiao updated another one, with as many as 20,000 words, and the readers rushed in eagerly.

The content of that chapter is that Feng Qingyu heard a phone call from Shangguanyan and a friend before the marriage, which mentioned that a friend he had known for a long time was coming back from abroad, and he wanted to pick it up.

Feng Qingyu felt that the name sounded familiar. She searched the person's information curiously. After entering, she saw the picture of the person in the entry...

She found out that Shangguan Yan's so-called friend was an Omega, and he looked very, very much like herself.

After further investigation, she found that the fact that her glands were damaged once had nothing to do with Guan Yan. To put it bluntly, the fanatic seemed to be instructed by someone.

Once the seeds of doubt were planted, Feng Qingyu couldn't control her urge to seek the truth.

The chapter ends with—

Feng Qingyu discovered that when she was in the hospital, the medicine she used contained Omega pheromones, that is to say, someone injected Omega pheromone into her incomplete glands, which made her become a non-A. A monster that is not O, can have love for Alphas, and she thought she had overcome her instincts.

Readers rushed out with knives in hand—

"I take back the words I complimented you yesterday. I'm really blind. Really, no, I'm blind in heart. What makes me think that this lady can reform herself? Dog writer, accept your fate!"

"I was eating a mouthful of candy, and suddenly I had a mouthful of shi. Is that how I feel now?"

"I'm still so equal between men and women, I'm going to chop off the hand that praised you yesterday! Dog blood is worthy of you, stand-in, entertainment circle, ABO, deep sadomasochism, and what else you didn't add to Gu Zao? Elements, tell me."

"I took out my 40-meter knife and slashed it at you!"

With her eyes closed, Xu Jiao could think of the anger that filled the comment area at that time.

Because of her coquettish operation, this book was originally classified as a cookie series in the major book recommendations, but as soon as the new chapter came out, those bloggers who tweeted with emotion felt that they had been deceived, and overnight Removed recommendation.

There are still niche people. She changed the label and changed the "Sweet Cake" to the "Giant Abuse and Giant Dog Blood" series.

The later development is also like the ancient abuse. Shangguanyan constantly swayed between Bai Yueguang and the substitute heroine. After he found out who his true love was, he put down his posture and apologized to Feng Qingyu, and pursued it again with sincerity. After you abused me thousands of times, and I abused you thousands of times, the two were finally together in the finale.

only.

On the day when the cookie turned into a big knife, Xu Jiao was abandoned by the readers, and her clicks and subscriptions plummeted. After that, she felt boring, tasteless, and half-cut. tail.

now.

After recalling the plot, she was transported to a new world. She didn't open her eyes in a hurry and asked the system, "What is my identity in this world?"

According to her guess, it is probably Feng Qingyu's friends. In the novel, Feng Qingyu's popularity is good, but the circle of friends only focuses on the description, so it is not too difficult to arrange a random person named "Xu Jiao" to enter. , does not affect the overall plot.

Moreover, in her opinion, it is not difficult to modify this article into HE. As long as you stand in the perspective of a friend, show up when Feng Qingyu needs help, give help in the snow, and then alert her in time when she is in love, or Find a chance to get to know Shangguan Yan, let him do less salacious operations, and recognize his own heart in time—

This way the ending will be as sweet and sweet as the original readers expected.

Thinking of this, Xu Jiao breathed a sigh of relief.

The system's answer also appeared at this time, and it sold a little bit: "It's a supporting role with a lot of early scenes, but you didn't give a name."

Xu Jiao smiled lightly in her heart, and gave the system a good guess: "Is it a friend Feng Qingyu has known since childhood? Let me think about the plot..."

Before she could say anything, the system directly rejected it: "No."

Xu Jiao: "?"

The system gave another prompt: "It's an Omega."

Xu Jiao: "…"

Xu Jiao: "!"

Xu Jiao: "Wait, can't you? Could it be—"

At the same time, the system revealed the answer in a rigid voice: "Yes, that is the one who married Qingyu, and also sucked her blood, tied her up for hype, and kicked her away after becoming famous, and turned her on. That stinky Omega wife."

Xu Jiao: "...?"

The system didn't take it too seriously and replied: "Congratulations to this supporting role for getting a name from now on. She should feel extremely honored that she has the same name as the creator."

Xu Jiao: "…"

She opened her eyes and said with a blank expression, "Fuck."