I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Chapter 38: Do not want to get divorced (5)

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Going back to the room and changing to a new inhibitor, it would make Xu Jiao seem guilty and wanting to cover up after the truth was discovered, but if she didn't change it, she would swagger through the market with the smell of Feng Qingyu, and Xu Jiao herself was completely confused. comfortable.

She rarely encountered such a dilemma. When Feng Qingyu entered the room, she stood alone in the corridor for a while, but chose to go to her room.

At the same time, Xu Jiao mentioned to the system: "I'm not sensitive enough to these pheromones. If I use it wrong next time, remember to remind me."

It took a while for the system to make a sound, but it asked another question: "According to my observations, it seems that you are not going to take the route of 'sweeping the wind and jade's favorability'?"

Xu Jiao walked into her room, closed the door with her backhand, reopened her dresser, found the bottle of inhibitor she used just now, threw it into the trash can, and replied aloud, "Yes."

She said: "I thought I'd made it obvious—"

"I don't want to have any entanglements with the heroines of these worlds. Even if I have a marriage relationship with her in this world, it will not change anything. After half a year, I will file for her divorce. During this period, I will try my best to develop my own business."

Although Xu Jiao intellectually knows that the worlds in these books are all fake, but every time she enters a role, she will try her best to be herself and learn many new things, because if she always revolves around the task goal, then she is like It will be like a passive summoned beast, waiting to be summoned by the protagonist and swipe away.

If so, then she has already fallen in the first world.

It is precisely because she can always adapt to her new identity and learn different new things in each world that she can always keep herself sane and sober. In the first world, she learned magic, and in the second world, she will Those who didn't understand the knowledge in their student days have figured out all the knowledge, and they were fortunate to listen to a class in the high hall for a period of time, expanding their knowledge...

Now Xu Jiao has entered "Starlight".

Her identity is an actor, and she also has a skill that can help her adapt to this identity very quickly. The world of acting is unfamiliar and broad to Xu Jiao, and she is very happy to explore the door of this new world.

The identity of an actor, to a certain extent, has something in common with the creator, and both need to have the ability to observe life and a certain degree of empathy, otherwise your performance and creation will not be able to touch people's hearts.

The division of factions in acting is also similar to creation.

The expressionist approach is to let the audience know what you want to express through externalizing techniques, the same emotional expression and a certain art of processing. This technique is like a routine that allows actors to more easily translate what is needed in the scene. something expressed.

In writing, it is like the author has collected a certain number of articles, summed up the routine trends and the development of the story, even if his own writing has not kept up, but because he knows the tastes of the readers of the prosperous subject, so even when writing In fact, he can write good works even if he doesn't have feelings.

In performances, the experiential school is naturally touted by laymen. By resonating with the character and understanding the emotions of the character to be played, let yourself be in the character, so that 'you are not yourself, but the character himself', You can impress the audience with your understanding.

Putting this technique into the article is to give a character a soul with the author's own special experience, so that the story character written will have his unique image and impressive details.

Because of this, Xu Jiao really wants to experience the role of an actor, not just because of the identity of the original owner, nor just because she is bored and looking for something to do, because she is full of reverence and desire to explore this industry, and she wants to use it to learn in this industry. things, break through the bottleneck of their own creation, and give themselves more inspiration.

Whether this world mission succeeds or fails, Xu Jiao has decided—

She wants to stay here longer.

She wants to go to a higher place as an actor, just like she once wanted to swim forward in the same industry as a creator.

Xu Jiao used her skills all night in the house.

The script hadn't been sent to her yet, and she wasn't in a hurry. Instead, she randomly picked out some stories or even famous books from the bookshelf, selected one of the characters at random, and looked in the mirror to see her acting skills with the equipped skills.

That was the self that Xu Jiao had never seen before.

When the skills are on her body, her expressions, her limbs, and even her emotions are not under her control. The character's frowns, smiles, and emotions and expressions that she has never had before.

This experience is far more than just a marionette. Xu Jiao originally thought that her performance would be too fake because her feelings were too cold and her mood swings were too low, or a kind of separation of body and soul, and her soul looked at her coldly. The feeling that the body is being - manipulated, but neither.

The power of the 'immersive' skill is really special.

Even in the intermission time when the role performance was over and the skill halo was not there, Xu Jiao couldn't get out of that state for a long time. She looked at the tears in the mirror at the corners of her eyes, her eyelashes had been lined and wet, as if being swept away. The reeds on the riverside that had been hit by the rain were no longer as elegant and agile as they were before, and the fine and dense flying flocs were sticking together in embarrassment, and they lowered their heads dejectedly.

The tears were about to dry on the side of his face, and there was still a blush on his cheeks from being overly emotional.

It's just an appearance.

What shocked Xu Jiao the most was her heart at the moment.

The originally boundless beach was suddenly washed away by the rolling waves. When the tide faded, the clean beach would not be the same as before. Sand pits, seaweed, gravel, and those stranded creatures that were too late to return to the water were all left behind. above.

Those traces are the traces of her emotions being affected by this skill.

She raised her hand and pressed her face on the mirror. She saw the sadness on the face of the person in the mirror. She also saw the trembling on the back of the hand on the mirror. The warmth of her fingertips left a vague blur on the mirror. Fingerprints dissipated in an instant.

Xu Jiao took a few deep breaths before she managed to slowly dissipate the sequelae of overexcitement in her body. After a while, the turbulence in her eyes disappeared, and she returned to her original calm look.

The system suddenly asked at this time: "How is the experience of using this skill?"

Xu Jiao hooked her lips, her eyes were cold: "One star, bad review."

System: "…I'm not asking you to rate."

Xu Jiao's tone showed disappointment: "As the most high-end artificial intelligence, doesn't it allow customers to rate the service? Your system is too overbearing."

Hearing that she couldn't complain about her disappointment, the system: "..."

It was silent for a while, and then said again: "I think that you are stubborn and the possibility of successfully modifying the ending is too low. It is necessary for me to get enough experience and lessons from you, so that I can choose the next host. Keep your eyes open when it comes to choosing a task with a higher rate of completion.”

Xu Jiao heard the words like a prophecy and a curse, raised her brows and asked, "Is your behavior called eating what's in the bowl and looking at what's in the pot?"

system:"… "

The one-person-one-system father was hurt for a long time, Qi Qi fell into silence, and finally Xu Jiao moved the topic back to this skill.

"I don't know if I'm being suspicious."

"I always feel that even the poverty alleviation gift package reveals a conspiracy atmosphere. How do I think that you seem to think that my emotions are too cold. In order to let me invest more emotions in this world, I gave me this A skill that makes me emotionally charged anytime, anywhere?"

Entering the play means emotional resonance, and people with weak emotions cannot enter the play, nor can they resonate with the characters' emotions—

Once Xu Jiao has experienced the emotions and desires in this world, the pain and helplessness, joy and happiness of these characters, do you still worry that she will never have true feelings

The system seems to prefer to see her forever immersed in a scene and unable to extricate herself, and does not want her to be indifferent to the destruction of the world.

Hearing Xu Jiao's words, the system replied flatly: "This skill appears randomly according to different attributes of the world. "Starlight" has the label of the entertainment industry, so the probability of dropping skills such as acting skills or queen halo will be higher. higher-"

"You can also choose not to use it."

Xu Jiao smiled, and the curvature of the corners of her lips raised even higher. In the mirror, she seemed to be smiling very sweetly, which matched the pheromone taste on her body very well, so delicate and sweet.

"Use it," she said. "Why not?"

Xu Jiao tilted her head, staring at her own eyes in the mirror, maintaining such a smile, even her voice was inevitably contaminated with the same sunshine-breath.

But the words he said had an unmoved coldness:

"In the face of absolute strength, all conspiracies and tricks are paper tigers."

"Let's wait and see, whether it was I who got fascinated by this world first, or let these emotions and six desires... be controlled by me in the end."

Before Xu Jiao appeared under the camera, she had already realized what it means to be infatuated with drama.

She stayed up all night without sleep, and went to experience the lives of the characters in the books one by one. When she felt that it was almost the same, she wanted to take a look at the time with her mobile phone, and saw a document sent by Feng Qingyu.

It's five eighteen in the morning.

Feng Qingyu's document was sent at eleven o'clock last night.

Xu Jiao was about to say "thank you", but she thought that this person's cell phone would not be silent at night. According to her own habits, people would sleep very lightly in an environment with irregular work and rest, and would be easily disturbed by small noises. Awake.

In the end, she just ordered the file to receive, ready to wait until tomorrow morning to thank Feng Qingyu in person.

Because Xu Jiao was not an actor favored by the crew, it was impossible for her to get the script. Even what she got from Feng Qingyu was just a few clips and an outline of the characters, which helped her initially construct a scene. And simply get to know the characters.

Xu Jiao didn't know if Feng Qingyu would have a complete script and a synopsis of the story, but she knew from the original owner's memory that in some production crews with stricter rules, the full script would not be released until all the actors had entered the crew. , to conduct a study of the script.

- This is to avoid early disclosure of content.

Since there is no way to know more characters for the time being, she can only grind these clips repeatedly, and even perform them repeatedly in front of the mirror after equipping the skills, and finally pick up the phone and take notes in the memo.

After watching for a while, the system thought that Xu Jiao was too wary, so she couldn't help reminding: "In this world, this 'immersion' is permanent, no matter what the situation is."

Xu Jiao's typing did not stop at all: "I know."

"But I don't just want it to work in the world," she said.

She wants to make this skill her own.

One day, Xu Jiao will perform a real play that belongs to her without using this skill.

The system was stunned by the fact that she didn't let go of the cheapness, and after a while, a sentence came out: "Your behavior is the legendary eating and taking, right?"

Xu Jiao didn't look away from her phone, she just nodded happily and said, "I won the prize."

Eight thirty in the morning.

Xu Jiao went downstairs sleepily, deliberately missing the usual breakfast time, but she didn't expect that Shi Weiya was still in the lobby on the first floor, sitting on the sofa flipping through magazines.

Seeing her come down, Shi Weiya raised her eyes and saw that she had a smile on her face, but she was startled when she saw Xu Jiao's face:

"Jiaojiao, did you not sleep last night?"

Xu Jiao touched her cheek, smiled at Shi Weiya, and walked down the stairs, "Does your face look bad? I deliberately looked in the mirror just now, should it be alright?"

Shi Weiya stood up and came towards her nervously: "What's the matter? Are you insomnia? Can't sleep well? Or—"

Xu Jiao shook her head and quickly reassured: "No no no, I just got a script that I liked very much last night, so I forgot the time to study the characters. I'll go to sleep later."

Shi Weiya was stunned for a moment, and immediately pushed her towards the dining table: "Really? Oh, it's too hard, eat while it's hot, don't get tired of work because of work, but you can't follow Qingyu to learn this bad habit. "

Xu Jiao is not very good at dealing with such enthusiasm, so she can only follow Shi Weiya's movements to the direction of the dining table, "I know, Aunt Shi, don't worry."

Shi Weiya obviously didn't believe it. Seeing her sitting down at the dining table, she went to the kitchen to ask for a new breakfast, and asked Xu Jiao if she wanted to drink hand-ground soy milk. The words were all caring.

Xu Jiao sat quietly on the chair, looking in the direction of Shi Weiya with soft eyes.

She remembered that after the original owner married Feng Qingyu, she wanted to directly call the Feng family husband and wife her parents, but the marketing and hot searches she bought that day made Feng Qingyu very unhappy.

At that time, the original owner hadn't figured out Feng Qingyu's temper, and he was guilty and guilty. The cheap parents that had been on his lips changed into polite and restrained "Hello Uncle Feng, hello Aunt Shi".

Shi Weiya said with a smile at the time: "You are married to Qingyu now, and we are a family. How can you call it so unfamiliar? It should be called Mom and Dad."

Just when the original owner was about to climb down the pole, she suddenly noticed Feng Qingyu's eyes, and smiled for some reason: "I... Qingyu and I are a marriage assigned by the state, she should not be quite used to it, and I am also not used to it. , I don't want my uncles and aunts to think that I'm here to take advantage, so I want to change my words later, okay?"

Shi Weiya felt that the original owner was kind-hearted at that time.

Later, in order to maintain his image in front of the Feng family, the original owner never changed his mouth, but in fact, he has secretly called parents many times on Weibo.

Xu Jiao didn't feel anything special about the original owner's scheming—

She just thought it was fine.

So use it.

A few days before she went to the audition, Xu Jiao kept herself in the house every day. Except for three meals, she could see people. At other times, she was as transparent as ever, completely losing the strong sense of existence she used to have.

The only person who didn't get used to it was Shi Weiya. She saw that Xu Jiao worked so hard for her work, and there was nothing she could do to help her, so she changed the tricks and asked the kitchen to make some supplements and stews, trying to make her more comfortable in her diet. .

The Alphas of the Feng family are all workaholics. Father Feng went out to talk business this week. He only made a regular video call with Shi Weiya every morning, taking into account the time difference. Feng Qingyu's brother was in the army all year round, so he couldn't take time off to come back. .

When Feng Qingyu was not very busy before, she could accompany her more at home. Later, she became more and more popular, and she received more and more endorsements, advertisements, plays and the like. For ten days, even during the filming period, there were all kinds of activities interspersed, either to participate in shows or commercial activities. Even if they came back, they would leave early and return late, which was completely inconsistent with Shi Weiya's biological clock.

So after Xu Jiao got married, Shi Weiya successfully transferred all her maternal love to Xu Jiao.

Looking at Xu Jiao now, she also has a tendency to become a workaholic. Shi Weiya is happy for her, but also a little lonely, but in general, she also hopes that Xu Jiao can be like Feng Qingyu and have a prosperous career, so that the two can also help each other.

The night before the audition.

Shi Weiya deliberately slept late for a while, and when it was late at night, Feng Qingyu, who had just returned, was a little surprised: "Mom, why haven't you slept yet?"

Shi Weiya cared about her schedule today, and then turned the topic to the other side: "I heard that Jiaojiao is going to audition tomorrow with your crew?"

Feng Qingyu's eyes became cold, thinking that Xu Jiao wanted to get some cheap money from her through her mother again, and before Shi Weiya could say anything, her voice became lighter:

"I've already helped her secure an audition spot. Whether or not to use her is something the crew can decide. Even if you want me to help her, I have nothing to contribute."

Although her words were not the most rude, it was because her upbringing did not allow her to say anything bitter to an Omega in front of people, which did not mean Feng Qingyu was not angry.

She really, really hates Xu Jiao using her mother to gain benefits from her.

Shi Weiya was stunned for a moment, vaguely feeling that she seemed to be self-defeating tonight. She obviously wanted to enhance the relationship between the two beautiful people. How could she seem to make her daughter hate Xu Jiao even more

Just when Feng Qingyu kept walking and was about to go upstairs, she said again:

"You are wrong, Qingyu."

"Jiaojiao doesn't mean to ask me to come to you for any favors, I just see that she has locked herself in her room these days, just to prepare for tomorrow's scene, thinking about your time in the crew. It's long enough, it should be able to remind her in some places, teach her, that's all."

Shi Weiya's voice was unhurried, but full of humanity: "I haven't seen her working so hard since she came in, so I can't bear to see her disappointed, if it bothers you, You just didn't say anything when you were a mother."

Strongly twisted melons are not sweet, Shi Weiya understands this.

Feng Qingyu's expression changed when she heard that Xu Jiao had been rehearsing for the past few days. She thought of the online dramas that Xu Jiao had filmed before, and some couldn't imagine how much progress this person could make after shutting herself up for three days.

Although she was suspicious in her heart, she still turned around and responded to Shi Weiya: "Sorry, I thought too much just now."

"I'll figure it out. Mom, go to rest early. You're not in good health, so don't cook with us."

"Why is the boss of Shangguan free today?"

"I heard that today's audition was selected, and I stopped by to have a look. I have always heard that you are very strict in choosing people. I am fortunate to have a lot of experience today."

"Come on, I don't know about you Shangguanyan yet. Today, there is a supporting role that your company has recently promoted, right? Are you worried that I will brush her off?"

"Director Zhen, don't say that, we agreed at the beginning, I'll be responsible for the money, you're in charge of the filming, and I don't care about the selection of people. Other crews don't dare to invest in me when your words spread. "

In a certain building, an office on the sixteenth floor.

Shangguanyan sat and drank tea with the director of "The Willow of the Palace Wall".

Zhen Chu is also a very good-looking Alpha. In the early years, he liked to shoot literary films and sent them abroad to win awards. Later, he became obsessed with classical culture for some reason. With the lens and storytelling angle that he trained in literary films, he added In the ancient films, he was more serious and elegant, and his first costume drama was a direct hit!

He directly promoted an 18th-tier actress to the top of the year!

Now, the screenwriter of "The Willow of the Palace Wall" is Zhen Hu's wife. She handed the work to Yantian Entertainment, reviewed by the company's special department, and handed it to Shangguan Yan, so there are two people this time. The opportunity for cooperation, Shangguan Yan nominally hangs the identity of the producer of this work, and today he came to watch this casting, which is justifiable.

The two were chatting when they heard someone knock on the door, Shangguan Yan turned his head and looked-

It was Feng Qingyu who came.

Shangguan Yan's eyes fixed on her without a trace, and he heard her warmly greet him: "President Yan, Director Zhen."

The Shangguan family has been in business for generations, and Shangguanyan's father is even more famous in the industry. In the early years, some people said that their father and son were both big and small Shangguans. Later, Yantian Entertainment was made big by Shangguanyan. The industry peers knew his ability and also wanted to share him with him. His father was distinguished, and he honored him as "President Yan".

Zhen Tu smiled and asked her to come over to sit, with a new cup in his hand, and said to her, "The one you brought over today? How about it, have you secretly opened a small stove for her at home these two days?"

Under the hype of the original owner Xu Jiao, few people in the circle did not know Feng Qingyu's little wife.

Feng Qingyu smiled and was about to speak when Shangguan Yan suddenly interjected: "I remember, in "The Palace Wall Willow", Concubine Rong Gui and the Queen have a relationship, right?"

"The role of the queen is set for you. If you play her in a while, with the feelings and tacit understanding between the two of you, will the others be out of action?"

There was a bit of a joke in his voice. It sounded like he was boasting that Feng Qingyu and Xu Jiao had a good relationship, but he was actually implying that Feng Qingyu should not bridge Xu Jiao too far.

Feng Qingyu thanked Director Zhen for the tea in a low voice, the curvature of the smile on the corners of her lips did not change at all, and when she met Shangguan Yan's gaze, a warm voice sounded in the room:

"President Yan is joking, I haven't told her what role I'm taking."

Because of her gentle personality, no one knows how she and Xu Jiao get along. Just listening to this, it seems that she has reserved a surprise and plans to wait until Xu Jiao has passed before telling the other party about it.

At the same time, it is also a vague answer, rest assured, I will not break the rules in public.

Shangguan Yan held up the teacup, his handsome eyebrows were bright and bright, and the movements at hand blocked part of his expression. His eyes narrowed, recalling Xu Jiao's hot-eyed web drama performance he saw last night.

For Feng Qingyu, he is bound to win.

so…

Some obstacles, when needed, he would remove himself.

According to his investigation, Feng Qingyu and her titular wife are actually separate from each other, and they will naturally separate without even needing someone to harm them.

In this case, he certainly couldn't give the two any chance to enhance their relationship.

Now he wants to see, Feng Qingyu doesn't come off the stage to lead the show, what can he do with just relying on that Internet celebrity face