I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Chapter 66: I don't want a divorce (end)

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Hearing Feng Qingyu say this, Xu Jiao was stunned for two seconds. Before she could say her refusal, she heard Feng Qingyu urged: "Come on, is your next scene about to start?"

as predicted.

In the distance, the assistant director raised the horn to urge. Xu Jiao, the new assistant, went to buy her a baby warmer, and now he came back and didn't see her in the usual resting place. When he came back, the whole person was there He was gasping for breath.

"Xu, Sister Jiao... The director, the director said that the next scene will be—"

In her irritated voice, Xu Jiao nodded lightly and replied, "I see, let's go now."

Since the crew was urging, Xu Jiao didn't get involved with Feng Qingyu politely here, and turned to go there, because it was almost the time of the Lunar New Year, so the weather was very cold, and the water droplets from washing her face before did not disappear. Dry, there is a cold wind blowing now, making her face feel as if a knife has been slashed, and it is chilly.

Feng Qingyu stopped her assistant and handed him a tissue and asked her to take it to Xu Jiao.

The assistant chased after her, Xu Jiao took the tissue with her head sideways, dipped it on her face casually, and then went to ask the makeup artist to touch up her makeup, and then she entered the state of acting.

At the end of another scene, Xu Jiao turned her head inadvertently, and saw Feng Qingyu sitting there outside the place where she often rested. Because Xu Jiao usually likes to leave places with many people, there are no people in the resting place. As if isolated from the whole world.

Xu Jiao didn't feel anything when she sat there, and when she saw Feng Qingyu sitting there quietly, very occasionally, Xu Jiao would have a kind of person who seemed to suddenly cross the whole world and come to her. feeling in front of you.

Everyone gradually got used to Feng Qingyu being there, so they didn't pay more attention to it. Only Xu Jiao would look there. After watching it for a long time, it was almost impossible to distinguish the real from the unreal.

As Feng Qingyu said earlier, Xu Jiao almost took her as the person she once liked.

I thought the man had returned to his side.

after all…

Feng Qingyu is also so gentle.

"Ka! It's over for today!" The director stood up from behind the monitor and waved his hand to announce the news. The staff breathed a sigh of relief. Qiu Yongli raised his hand and gave Xu Jiao a slap, and then smiled at her. said:

"I saw Sister Yu guarding you over there for a day today. Would you like to call me for a supper later... Huh? Where's her?"

Qiu Yongli's eyes looked around the crew.

But where can you find traces of Feng Qingyu

This person was as silent as when she came, and she was silent when she even left. When everyone came back to their senses, she was no longer in the position where she was waiting.

Xu Jiao followed her gaze to the previous seat, and even the pony was put away on the ground, it was empty, and there was no trace of the bitter orange smell.

Even the smell of the wind is clean.

She pursed her lips and said, "She's going back first, no need to ask her out, let's go."

Qiu Yongli nodded, seemingly understanding but not understanding, and quickly forgot about it, holding Xu Jiao's hand affectionately, not at all like when she played the android.

She was icy cold, like a twittering little sparrow, telling Xu Jiao the story of which bar she went to two days ago.

During the filming of the entire "Sapphire Case".

The entire crew can see Feng Qingyu from time to time, but every time she comes and goes in a hurry, only looking at Xu Jiao from a distance, and when the other party's drama is about to end, she leaves early.

No one has ever seen the two of them together.

Some people feel that Feng Qingyu is calm and considerate, because she is worried that being with Xu Jiao will make Xu Jiao unable to maintain the mood of filming, so they all hold back their mood and only watch from a distance, it is obvious that the two of them are marriage partners. But Feng Qingyu obeyed the rules like this and didn't come to disturb Xu Jiao's sense of play.

Some people guessed something from the fact that the two of them didn't know each other, and only sighed secretly in their hearts, and didn't publish any messy gossip outside.

Until the "Sapphire Case" is about to be finished—

Feng Qingyu never came again.

That day, Xu Jiao opened the chat dialog with Feng Qingyu and found that the chat records of the two of them were still at the time when Feng Qingyu asked her to go through the divorce formalities with her documents a few months ago.

It seemed that Feng Qingyu had already said goodbye to her in the previous hotel.

She knew that Xu Jiao would never fall in love with her, so she only guarded her heart and would not approach her unless... Xu Jiao changed her mind.

"Sapphire Case" was filmed from the end of the previous year to March and April of the second year. When the special effects were completed and the film was released, it was already the end of the year.

During this period, Xu Jiao did not pick up any more works, but was just waiting for the award ceremony of the White Peony Award.

Because "The Willow of the Palace Wall" has ten nominations at this ceremony -

Best Actress, Best Actor, Best Supporting Actress, Best Screenplay, Best Director, Best Score…

and many more.

Xu Jiao is waiting for the result of "The Willow of the Palace Wall". By the way, the work "Sapphire Case" made her a little bit hurt. During her hiatus, she traveled to many places in the world and tasted a lot of it. Food, every time you post on Weibo, it can attract fans' screams.

Later, as soon as the spoiled fans saw her posting pictures, they made fun of her below:

"Food bloggers are open again!"

"This is obviously an internet celebrity blogger!"

"Aren't internet celebrities who can't cook food a good star? [oe]"

"I haven't seen you interact with Sister Yu for a long time. Are you two divorced?"

"The imperial concubine's reincarnation has been so good! I'm jealous! Damn it!"

Most of the time, Xu Jiao chooses the ones that can be returned, but interacting with fans does not take up much of her life. She will live a colorful life alone, and she has also taught herself skills such as painting until the White Peony Award. The day of the awards.

This day also happens to be the screening day of "Sapphire Case".

The entire crew is very nervous about the audience's feedback, because if the screening effect is not very good, it will directly affect the real-time box office forecast in the later stage, which will greatly affect the film arrangement and profit of the later stage.

"Is Qiu Yongli Xu Jiao's romantic film released today? Speaking of which, since Q, Xu Sajiao has become completely popular, right? As a result, she did not continue to be exposed when she was the most popular, but she stopped filming, what's the point? This won't be her last work, will it?"

"Wait in the repo of the first batch of viewers of "Qingyu Case"... I am also curious, has no one found it? Xu Sajiao has not interacted with Feng Qingyu on Weibo for the past six months, and Feng Qingyu's endorsements and co-brands, They didn't bring Xu Sajiao, what's the situation? The concubine p broke up in reality? Xu Sajiao was injured by love and quit the entertainment circle?"

"I don't want it! I don't accept it! Other people's p's are all fired, only Feng Jiao Ri Nuan is certified! Can this be divided?"

"Two hours have passed, did any of you take a look at the real-time box office? It's almost 10 million? I just watched a few softwares adjust the predicted box office of "Sapphire Case" to 2 One billion, won't you take a look?"

"I've finished reading it - I'm back to repo! Please bring tissues, tissues, tissues, and the important thing to say three times! Let me briefly praise the elements inside, the special effects are really good, really, I feel like I'm in the theater It's like playing a large-scale real-life 3 future game! There are so many things in it that opened my eyes! The screenwriter's brain is really good! Why doesn't he win the sci-fi award! Of course, the beautiful love in it makes me cry even more. In short, this It's a story about parting with a lover a hundred years ago, and waking up a hundred years later with only one android who looks the same as his sweetheart... Okay, I won't spoil it! [oe]"

"Is it be or he? Fragile Stars can't stand the excitement! Everyone, please tell me if they are together in the end!"

"The following comment contains spoilers! The editor's brain is really big! The heroine woke up a hundred years later, and was taught the skills of living in the new world by an android who looked exactly like her lover. As a result, she found I couldn't forget my sweetheart, so I took the android who looked like my lover to teach her to fall in love. When I saw this, I thought the screenwriter was a stand-in stalker! It turned out not to be! At the end, the android never learned In love, she even went back to the factory for repairs because of the old model, but... After the rebuild, she found a new memory file and loaded it... Omg, this is a he! Xia Weiyang is never willing to lose it The next one knows ah woo woo woo! She clearly knows that she will not live in a hundred years, but she has left the memory of her life, and from the beginning, she was going to be loaded into the memory to accompany her in a hundred years! qaq Although they are wrong, they meet in the end!"

"The sister upstairs has spoken my heart! I'm really scared that I haven't found the person she loves the most, so I will spend my life in such despair and loneliness in my thoughts! But! Aha! This is a commercial romance film. , how can it be! I want to blow up the director and the two leading actors! I announce that I am a fan of Xia Zhiyao and this pair of p from today!

I'm also a fanciful concubine! God knows, in the last scene, Xia Weiyang smiled at Zhi, and when I walked over, my eyes were wet with Zhi... "

"What! Is it he! Run for me! I'm going to search for the theaters near my house to see if there is any show!"

"Today is the award ceremony of the White Peony Awards, right? Will Xu Sajiao have a double happiness! I'm looking forward to it! I feel that there are not many actresses in the entertainment industry who are as popular as her in recent years! Strange, obviously Feng Qingyu and Qiu Yongli are both at the same time as her, why do I only remember her?" "Because there are not many vases like her that can be washed white! How many idols we have been fans of in those years? A person who can change from traffic to power? No more! Only Xu Sajiao! I will lick her red carpet look today! Ah, I miss her waist, her legs, and her beauty!"

White Peony Awards Ceremony.

The red carpet, the spotlight, and the actress with fragrant cheeks and powder shoulders, and the male star in shining haute couture suits, each has its own characteristics, but it varies from person to person. The smell of perfume and flowers is everywhere on the red carpet. Huafu brings together the world's top designs and the best looks.

This is the entertainment industry.

This is starlight.

Xu Jiao was wearing a golden haute couture skirt, made of tulle-like material, with fine rubies on it to make a beautiful pattern, and a phoenix bird in the center of the glittering golden flakes, and the skirt was a tutu skirt. The design is a bit high, but the waist is reasonably designed. The neck is just in the direction of the phoenix looking up, and there is a beautiful flower in the slender beak.

Everyone traced the shape of the petals and found that it was an impatiens flower.

The audience at the scene and in the live broadcast room were a little excited, and she understood it too well! Obviously after half a year, everyone was instantly reminded of "The Willow of the Palace Wall". They thought of the scene when the queen dyed the concubine's nails, and also thought of the last scene. The white-haired concubine gave Feng Xian to the queen. The appearance of flowers in front of the booth.

The sound of taking pictures at the scene was endless, and the spotlight flashed and flashed on her face.

Xu Jiao was not in a hurry to enter the venue, but looked in the other direction. She and Feng Qingyu made an appointment to enter the venue together, because it was not time for them to announce their divorce, so she naturally had to make this final appearance in front of others.

Feng Qingyu came from the other side, wearing a black dress, but the floral decorations on it were all golden. There are too many stars in this circle who like to wear black, but few of them can wear her temperament.

The two have never made an appointment for clothing, and now when they are on the same stage, they can make P fans continue to deduct sugar because of this similar golden color.

Xu Jiao entered the stage holding her hand, walked over the red carpet, with a faint smile on her face, asked Feng Qingyu, "How many awards do you think our crew can win today?"

Feng Qingyu thought about it seriously, "There are a few awards that are up for grabs, and the best director will definitely go to Director Zhen. Lu Xun has several rivals for the male lead, as well as the female lead, and Qiu Yongli is more up for grabs, but, If they both win - then our Best Supporting Actress is absolutely out of the question."

The rules are just that.

It is impossible to give all the awards to the same crew.

Especially the best male and female lead and the best male and female match.

Xu Jiao nodded clearly and didn't speak any more. The two of them had already walked from the beginning of the red carpet to the place where the central government signed the autograph and took a group photo, so there was no need to talk any more.

what's up.

After signing autographs, taking pictures, and answering questions, the two of them walked to the side of "The Palace Wall Willow" to sit. The members of a crew usually sit together. Qiu Yongli waved to the two of them. Lu Xun It was a gesture of 100 compared to Xu Jiao, reminding her that he had promised to cover 100 episodes of "The Qingyu Case".

Xu Jiao smiled lightly, chatted with them casually, and the awards ceremony almost started.

Sitting in the middle of the star-lit seats, Xu Jiao actually felt a little unreal, especially as the surrounding lights were slowly dimmed

, making her feel in a trance like a dream.

The host announces the shortlisted works and awards in sequence, and the spotlight keeps flying overhead and then falls somewhere next to her.

Zhen Chu is really the best director.

The best soundtrack, the best background design, etc., were all swept up by "Palace Wall Willow".

Counting down is Best Supporting Actress.

Light suddenly fell on her and Feng Qingyu.

At the same time, there are two or three on the actresses of other crews.

But most people's eyes are on the two of them, because they know how popular the queen concubine P is, but they don't know which of them it will be.

Qiu Yongli whispered to them by the side: "Come on."

Xu Jiao and Feng Qingyu looked at each other—

The host on the stage has read out the lines:

"She is so beautiful that she doesn't need acting at all; she has such acting skills that people will always remember her beauty."

"The Best Supporting Actress winner of the 38th White Peony Award is..."

Light went back and forth between the five of them!

Suddenly!

Fixed on them both! Both are lit!

The scene cooled for a second, and applause broke out randomly: "Xu Jiao, Feng Qingyu—congratulations to them! The imperial concubine and the queen didn't get the best ending, but you should!"

Qiu Yongli jumped up with a wow, hugged them both in turn, and said, "I feel like I should have a hard time forgetting this day, you two are really amazing! You are the best lovers I have ever met! "

Lu Xun hooked his lips, as if he had discovered something, but he didn't say anything, just smiled and nodded to the two of them.

Hearing Qiu Yongli's words, Xu Jiao and Feng Qingyu didn't say anything, but walked side by side toward the stage, as if worried that it would be too embarrassing to say nothing on this long road, Feng Qingyu turned her head abruptly and asked Xu Jiao:

"Have you thought about your acceptance speech?"

Xu Jiao looked at the high platform at the end of the road, the microphone already placed there, and the trophy in the host's hand, she nodded to Feng Qingyu: "I think about it."

The two came to the stage, and the carved trophy was passed into their hands.

Both are heavy.

Feng Qingyu smiled at her and motioned her to go up to speak first, but Xu Jiao shook her head at her and told her to go first.

Feng Qingyu took a deep breath and walked to the microphone: "Thank you to the jury for their love, to Director Zhen for his cultivation, and to the support from the crew..."

The previous content is very polite, nothing more than to thank the official thank the crew for thanking parents and friends.

But after that, she turned around abruptly—

"I know, everyone is fond of the queen and the concubine.

Everyone in Bi has regrets, but I think this ending is very good. It always reminds us that life is too short, and we should cherish every minute and second with our loved ones, because I don’t know when you will be next. Road split. "

"May you all grow old together with those you love and live a peaceful life."

The bottom is a wave of applause.

Feng Qingyu's expression was still indifferent, she politely took a half step back and asked Xu Jiao to come over to speak.

Xu Jiao walked to the microphone, the light in front of her was so dim that she couldn't see anything else, as if there was only one thing between heaven and earth.

With her voice to be conveyed, she spoke softly:

"The person I should thank the most is Feng Qingyu."

"She helped me win the audition for this role, so I have Rong Qing and Xu Jiao that everyone can see this year."

The people below thought that the two of them were showing their affection, and smiled and applauded them.

Xu Jiao's eyes dropped a little, and she smiled, and then she looked at Feng Qingyu next to her. The look in her eyes was something Feng Qingyu couldn't tell for a while. After a pause, she said seriously:

"Thank you."

Thank you for making my dream come true, and thank you for loving me so earnestly and enthusiastically.

Then, she took a deep breath and said, "Goodbye."

Goodbye, this stage, goodbye, Feng Qingyu, goodbye, this world.

Goodbye, Starlight.

Everything behind it gets blurry.

There was only the cold voice of the system in her ears, pulling her back into the space: "Welcome back to the virtual space."

Xu Jiao looked down at the palm of her hand, the trophy for Best Supporting Actress had disappeared, and vaguely, she seemed to see Feng Qingyu's eyes, a little sad, and a little relieved.

She looked up at the bookshelf in the virtual room, and for the first time took the initiative to ask the system, "How is the ending?"

The system was silent for two seconds.

Then, the golden radiant "Starlight" on the bookshelf flew out, spread it out in front of her, the pages of the book swept across, and finally stopped, and when it was closed again, the radiance suddenly flourished!

The system's voice sounded: "Congratulations to the host for successfully modifying the ending-because you entered the time point before the story happened, and you corrected Shangguanyan's love for the heroine in time, so this article has become... no p drama. Story! It fits our socialist core values very well! Feng Qingyu eventually became a myth in the circle and won the Grand Slam of the Best Actress Award! Enter Hollywood! Become a myth in the entertainment circle!"

Xu Jiao saw that the book was golden, and when her mind moved, the book was opened. At the beginning of the story, it was mentioned that Feng Qingyu had a marriage, and even the content was almost the same as the original text.

Only this time, it was the other party who didn't love Feng Qingyu and divorced her. Feng Qingyu was sad for a long time, and finally put all her thoughts into her career.

Just a few words...

All their stories are hidden.

Xu Jiao couldn't help but think that if her name was not left in this book, would Feng Qingyu remember it

best to forget

.

She closed the book, nodded in satisfaction, and sighed for some reason: "Feng Qingyu... It's good."

It seemed that this was her original ending.

in another space.

The female voice woke up and asked, "This time, how many?"

"Congratulations! Getting the Creator's Favorite Score of 10... No! 11, 12, 13... 15! 15 points in total! You're doing so well! Please keep up the good work, so that in just eight more worlds, your wish will come true! "

"15 o'clock?" The female voice smiled and asked, "Do you think 15 o'clock is like it?"

The mechanical voice was suddenly silent.

The man sighed lowly, "Look, even you know that this is not love, but pity."

"my God-"

"She has always been high above, and even love is like a gift."

"I'm not reconciled, I want her to stand in the same place as me, I want her to stop looking down on me, do you understand?"