I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Chapter 78: your preference (12)

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Every time she was called back to the police, she would be reprimanded by the neighbors and people watching the fun. There were whispering voices in the crowd, and they thought she couldn't hear her.

"It's really going to cause trouble for adults. Relatives see that she has no parents and no mother, and they are kind enough to raise her, but they even make trouble for others. They are simply ignorant. If this was my child, I would have fanned her long ago."

"Yeah, this is definitely too good for her, why the grassroots police officers are so busy every day, and it's not all because these children have watched two TV episodes, have a big temper, and run away from home to get busy, and sure enough Is this the only way to be born with a mother and not raised by a mother?"

"According to what I said, you should beat her up. If it doesn't matter if you beat her twice, you will learn to be honest."

When she was a child, she was too sharp, thinking that those people would have such thoughts because she was deceived by the kind words of her relatives, so she only screamed and shouted:

"It's not like that!"

"They stole my parents' stuff! They're thieves! I don't want to live with them!"

The rustling voices in the crowd stopped, and I don't know which elder came to give her a slap.

She was so stunned that she didn't even respond to crying. She heard people in uniform next to her come to persuade her:

"Hey, hey, if you have something to say, don't hit the child."

"I'm sorry, I've caused you trouble, we'll take her back now. Children only talk nonsense when they're not sensible. Those are all things that don't matter. You see, we didn't short her food and clothing, and we didn't abuse- Treat her because she is too ignorant." Auntie came over, put on that hypocritical smile, and nodded to the persuader.

After all, it is difficult for a clean official to interrupt household chores.

She is still so small.

No one can help her.

What's more...

Do those who watch the fun really care what the truth is

After the crowd dissipated, the next day, when Shen Yelan went downstairs with her schoolbag on her back, she didn't know how many floors she walked to, just across a security gate, and saw a neighbor who was usually very loud dialing the child's schoolbag.

"Stay away from her. This child doesn't know who to learn from. She is very scheming at a young age. Don't play with her. You don't know if you offend her and she will miss her."

Little Shen Yelan stood there, looking at the woman across the vertical iron gate railing, dazed and puzzled.

Should she forget what these relatives had done, she thought

It's not her fault, so why do these people still hate her

She thought about it for a long time.

Later, she stopped thinking about it because she was used to it.

"My God, is it Shen Yelan who was just arrested by the head teacher? Isn't she a student in Class 1? I heard that Class 1 arrived at the classroom consciously at 5:50 in the morning, and our class starts at 6:00. It's only twenty, and she's actually late?"

"Is she a school tyrant? Can she hang out with people like us? Maybe she just found a place to study for herself, and she was late because she didn't see the time."

"Makes sense."

The voice of the class woke Xu Jiao from her nap. After she made up for Su Xi's appalling homework last night, she was pulled by a small attendant to sing the whole thing at home on the grounds that she was tired after studying for too long. All night long, so just come to catch up in the morning.

Now awakened by the sound of the morning reading in Class 7, Xu Jiao yawned slowly, tears welling in her eyes, and looked out of the classroom inadvertently. Through the window, she saw a familiar figure.

Shen Yelan

She raised her hand and poked the shoulder of the small glasses in front of her.

"Sister, what are you doing?" Little Glasses, who had been bought by her for a cup of milk tea, was now very pious towards her, as if Xu Jiao would go through fire and water as long as he spoke.

Xu Jiao raised her chin, motioned him to look out the window, and said casually, "Why is she standing outside?"

Xiao Glasses blocked her face with the large and thin Chinese textbook, pushed down her glasses, and said in a low voice, "She's late. She was punished by the old class to stand and read early."

"Hey, the old class is so annoying, it's so rigid. We took the first class monitor before, and I heard that as long as the first class in the first grade, you can ask for leave freely and not come to class. She also applied to the old class, but she was rejected by the old class. Ban Gou cursed back bloody."

"We used to think Lao Ban was unselfish, but guess what?"

"Last time, the principal's daughter didn't do well in the exam, and accidentally fell into our 7th class. The old class directly transferred her to the same table with the monitor, and asked the monitor to help each other with her. To put it bluntly, I wanted the monitor to lead others. Study, this flattery, my real name is vomiting... "

Xu Jiao was too lazy to listen to what was said later, she just squinted her eyes and looked out the window again, and after a while, she patted the little glasses on the shoulder:

"Understood, you turn back - the representative of the class has been watching you for a long time."

The little glasses stopped abruptly, turned around obediently, went back and shook his head and endorsed it.

Leaving Xu Jiao staring at Shen Yelan's back, she slowly narrowed her eyes.

She remembered the -20 favorability rating from yesterday.

It's gone in a blink of an eye.

During the break, Shen Yelan came in silently through the back door, pulled out the chair, and sat down beside Xu Jiao.

Suddenly-

A hand stretched out from the side, pushed a packaged bread across the seam between the two tables, and put the bread on her table.

Shen Yelan looked in the direction of that hand in surprise, and met Xu Jiao's slightly sleepy and tired eyes.

However, the other party looked like he didn't wake up, and he said to her in a dragging tone:

"Have you had breakfast yet?"

"If you haven't eaten, this is for you."

Shen Yelan looked at the bread filled with red bean paste on the table with some flattery. Just as he was about to refuse, his stomach let out a long "gul" in disobedience.

She lowered her head hastily, and murmured, "Thank you, thank you."

but…

Why did Xu Jiao suddenly treat her so nicely

close at hand.

Xu Jiao leaned back on the table again, and heard the system puzzled.

"Huh? Why are you being so nice to her?"

Xu Jiao yawned lightly again, and covered her lips with her palm. In her eyes, which were covered by eyelashes, ripples appeared in the calm center:

"If I treat her well, her favorability for me will decrease—"

"Aren't you curious about it for you?"

"After all, in the setting, she is obviously a beautiful person who has experienced a lot of hardships, but she still has a beautiful heart in her heart, and can distinguish between what is good and what is evil, otherwise she will not be moved by the overbearing president in the future. He has dozens of chapters of sadomasochism."

"I want to know now what will happen when she loses 100 favorability to me."

Xia Jingzhe tasted the bitter and sweet taste, and the sweetness was also a little fragrant. It was the smell from the sachet that Xu Jiao wore on his body. Mixed with the fragrance of the wine, it made people even more dizzy.

For a time, Xia Jingzhe only felt that all the bright red and dazzling warm jade colors that left her eyes set off each other and staggered each other, making her sip the liquid stained on her lips, and there was a burst of heat in her throat. , there was also a look of indifference in his eyes.

"You are presumptuous!"

Xu Jiao moved, and the black iron chains on her wrists that imprisoned her technique made a clanging sound, which usually sounded quite good, but now, because of the charming atmosphere in the room, it was like witnessing this. The sinful thing against morality always reminds the two of what absurd things are going on in the house at the moment.

Xia Jingzhe held her face and looked at the blush that appeared on her face from anger. She was a little obsessed for a while. She praised in a low voice: "Senior sister's eyes are so beautiful, they are brighter than the stars in the sky—"

"Look, I've never known Senior Sister to be so good-looking even when she's angry, she's the number one beauty of our Kunlun faction."

She seemed to be drunk, and her random kisses were like flames, clumps sprinkled on Xu Jiao's face and neck, and spread again and again, so that Xu Jiao was clearly lying on the cold jade bed, but it was so hot that even her breathing was disturbed. .

"Xia, Junior Sister Xia..."

Xu Jiao realized that she couldn't be hard on this little pervert, and with the last hope, she tried to discuss and reason with her in a soft and gentle tone she had never had before:

"To act like this, disregarding human relations, is absolutely inappropriate. I will treat you as faint today. If you let me go and return to the sect at this moment, I will never mention everything today... If you don't believe it, I can I swear by my heart—"

Her tone was a little choppy, she didn't want to watch the bad scene in front of her anymore, turned her head away, and spoke with a slightly unstable breath.

Xia Jingzhe raised his head from in front of her, and when she saw that she couldn't bear to look directly at this absurd scene, she suddenly stretched out her hand, pinched her chin, and tried to turn the person around.

It was Xu Jiao who was sealed off, not Xia Jingzhe. Even if she didn't get very angry and only exerted a little force, Xu Jiao could feel her chin as if her chin was crushed, and she couldn't help but feel a little angry, frowning tightly. Staring at her with brows.

Xia Jingzhe stared at the shallow layer of anger in those endless black eyes, and a sweet smile spread across her lips, and the smile soaked into her throat, making her laughter unprovoked with a bit of charm.

"Dizzy? Senior Sister, I'm not dizzy."

"I've waited too long for this day—"

"Let me think about it, when did my thoughts start... Maybe it was the first time I saw Senior Sister, I was thinking, did I see a fairy? How can there be such a beautiful thing in the world? What about people?"

Seeing the infatuated admiration in her eyes and hearing her drunken whispers, Xu Jiao's eyes were clear.

It seemed that she was soaked in the smell of alcohol, and it was not her who had even torn the Taoist uniform. She just listened to Xia Jingzhe expressing her love for her, neither sad nor happy, untouched, as if she was listening to someone else. General story.

In the middle of Xia Jingzhe's words, she met her calm eyes, her tone paused, and she pinched her chin for a while, looking at the fingerprints branded on the white jade-like chin, a little bit appeared in her eyes. Satisfied, she asked Xu Jiao in front of her:

"Why didn't Senior Sister explain my doubts? Senior Sister hasn't said, are you an immortal?"

Xu Jiao was relieved when she saw that she had temporarily stopped the crazy action, thinking that this plot might be able to be saved again. After all, the system said that if she could not modify the ending successfully, she would write one by one. keep going like this...

She just wanted to live a peaceful and happy life in a dead house. She didn't expect to experience these thrilling and uneasy lives in her novels, being implicated by the protagonist. She slept soundly in the middle of the night and was woken up by an alarm in her head to save people's life. It's really not good .

Xia Jingzhe heard Xu Jiao answer calmly, "No."

Hearing this answer, she smiled, as if the red flowers and amaryllis outside the house were all in full bloom in her beautiful face, revealing a three-point evil intention for no reason.

"But I think Senior Sister is."

She suddenly started another topic: "The ancient Kunlun books recorded that in the ancient times, the gods of the immortal world had not yet fallen. The gods sensed the way of heaven, lived with the gods, and treated human beings equally. What are gods? For the cud dog."

"Sister, listen, does this look like you?"

Xu Jiao still replied calmly, "I'm not an immortal."

Xia Jingzhe retorted with a smile: "Why not? Kunlun's lineage, a highly respected sect leader who has practiced for three thousand years, has also cut off his own affairs, doing things that he does with the fourth elders, not to mention the disciples, all of them look at their beautiful eyes and dirty behind their backs. Dirty things abound."

"The number one cultivator in the world is still like this, let alone other places?"

"Only you, Senior Sister, only you are different." Speaking of this, Xia Jingzhe covered her frown slightly, like a well-behaved pet, lying on Xu Jiao's body, stroking her cheeks over and over again, as if Like a close lover, even the tone of speech is gentle.

There was some nostalgia in her eyes: "My grandmother was deceived by the villagers, and she was killed by a black bear when she went to the mountains to find honey. When I returned to the village, I wanted to ask questions, but I was almost beaten to death, and the villagers were all indifferent. Yes, only you passed by, saved me, and took me to Kunlun."

"You taught me to enter the Dao and took me to study the Fa. At that time, I was thinking that Senior Sister must be the kindest person in the world."

Xu Jiao listened to her nostalgia for the past, without interrupting her, as if she wanted to trace the plot line, to find out how things got to this point.

But Xia Jingzhe's tone changed in the next moment:

"I'm not a disciple recognized by Kunlun. When I join the sect, it is inevitable that people will look down on me and even be bullied. I return to the house with injuries every day, and I don't want my senior sister to find out—"

"Until one day, I saw my senior sister rescue a dog that was almost killed by the senior brothers outside the canteen."

"You brought the dog back to you, never asked where the dog went out or when it came back, just fed and watered it regularly... When you saw it was injured, you bandaged it, and never looked for the reason. At the time, I was puzzled and didn't know. Senior Sister, do you like that dog or not?"

"Later, the flood in the world raged and spread to the foot of Kunlun. The elder led his disciples out to rescue the flood. Senior sister followed. Seeing the disaster, he was not very touched. He was as ruthless as other disciples. But when you returned, you I saw a cow on the side of the road that was about to be dragged into the slaughterhouse, with a calf still on her body, but she spent a lot of money to buy the cow and take it to the mountains and forests to release it.”

"At that moment, I realized that Senior Sister seems to have a set of rules in her heart, and you have a measure of all the standards in this world—"

"And I, and the dog and cow you rescued, are actually the same from start to finish."

Xia Jingzhe stopped speaking, her voice became softer, as if there was an inescapable melancholy and sadness in it. It was the despair she couldn't describe in words, and it came from the people she once pinned all her hopes on.

She finally found out that the person she loves is so merciful and so indifferent.

like gods.

She knows everything, everything in the world has her pity, but no one can get her favor.

Such a person, once feeling her tenderness and her kindness, who would be willing to let go? Who doesn't want to monopolize her love and let her be full of pity just for herself

Xia Jingzhe admitted that she was crazy, and she wanted to get the love of her senior sister like crazy.

At this moment, Xu Jiao said softly, as if sighing, "Junior Sister Xia, you are drunk." Her voice was naturally soft, with only a little soft emotion. In human ears, it was endless. of concern.

Xia Jingzhe let out a muffled laugh, she was lying on Xu Jiao's body, and her eyes that were too clear, now even anger dissipated, no sadness and no joy, she said: "I'm drunk, senior sister is willing to Are you lying to me? When I wake up, maybe everything will be forgotten."

"How do you want me to lie to you?" Xu Jiao lowered her eyes, her eyelashes like water plants on the riverbank, and she bent down softly.

Xia Jingzhe took advantage of the situation and made a request: "Can you say that you love me, senior sister?"

Xu Jiao didn't hesitate, her tone was still light: "I love you."

Xia Jingzhe was stunned.

The misty wine in her eyes gradually receded, and even the slightly drunken color on her cheeks dissipated.

Straightening up, Xia Jingzhe smiled very lightly, and the final sound was scattered in the air, so fast that people couldn't hear the emotions inside.

"Sister."

She pulled the corners of her lips and smiled awkwardly: "You really have no heart."

She thought that hearing Xu Jiao say "love" was the biggest extravagant hope in her life, but only now did she realize that it was the cruelest word she had ever heard in her life.

This man's lips are obviously so soft, and even the words he utters are as fragrant as flowers, but why... is it coldly like venom

Where did Xu Jiao say "I love you", it was clearly... I don't love you.

"I'm really drunk to be so delusional—"

"Forget it, since Senior Sister has no heart, it's the same with a body."

Saying that, Xia Jingzhe stroked Xu Jiao's lips, and the emotion in her eyes completely cooled down.

Xu Jiao only felt something was stuck between her lips and was about to use her tongue to push it out, but the thing had melted, melted into water, and slid into her throat.

"What did you feed me?" she asked.

Xia Jingzhe stroked her hair pitifully, and smiled charmingly: "It's a good thing, I heard that before Senior Sister went to Kunlun, she was a fox fairy in the mountains, and I don't know what kind of beauty it is."

"This is... a transformation pill?" Xu Jiao realized after realizing that the tip of her ear was a little itchy, and there was even an itchy spot behind her, as if something was about to come out of her body.

Immediately after—

Something fluffy protruded beside him.

Xu Jiao's eyes widened, she turned her head to look, and saw a large fluffy, pink-colored... tail

and many more.

Is this his tail? ?

She was still waiting to tell the difference when someone grabbed her long white tail. At the same time, Xu Jiao felt a numbness like an electric current jump up from her back.

Xia Jingzhe smiled evilly, leaned over to her and said slowly, "Senior sister doesn't love me, I wonder if she will love her tail?"

After half an hour.

An uncontrollable weeping sound came from the room, followed by a mocking voice:

"Why doesn't Senior Sister speak? Do you not like your tail?"

"But I saw that you were crying with joy. Look, you've got all this silk wet, and you can't even straighten the fluff on your tail."

"Why didn't you speak, Senior Sister?"

After a while, a slightly hoarse answer sounded in the extreme depression, and the vocal cords were shaking, as if with fear: "No... I don't like..."

The teasing laughter laughed wildly, and announced in a slow and slow manner: "But I like it."

The fiery red and enchanting flowers are blooming all over the mountains and fields, Zhu Rui is like a snake letter, and the slender amaryllis green stems stand in pavilions.

This flower blooms on the edge of the precipitous cliff, and in front of it is the abyss, from which a terrifying black magic energy rushes out and goes straight into the sky, turning the blue sky into a gray-black color, and sometimes black unknown birds flutter their wings from It flew out of the abyss, making a hoarse and shrill cry.

The front is palpitating black, but behind the cliff is red that seems to burn everything.

There is a small wooden house in the center of the cluster of flowers. In this evil scene, this wooden house with edges and corners is not ordinary.

At this moment, the small boxy windows in the wooden house shone brightly, and the beams of light cast on the flowers in front of the door, exuding a suffocating strange beauty.

The magic energy condensed in the flowers, and slowly gathered into a small black ball that was not solid in shape and could not be seen. The small black ball bounced hard and jumped from the soil to the only open window lattice, sending out a soft voice.

"Goo."

Two big eyes appeared on the unreal black ball, and looked into the room—

I saw a high candlestick hanging in the house, and the thick red candles symbolizing festivity were crackling and crackling.

The interior is covered with big red happy characters. On the table are lilies, peanuts, red dates and other foods that are only available in the world. It is accompanied by a pot of delicately carved silver pot with a slender mouth and a ruby embedded in the body. Two tall small silver cups.

If there are mortals entering this place at this time, they will definitely recognize that this is a marriage room arrangement that can only be found in the human world.

The little black ball bounced gently on the edge of the window, and then made a small voice: "Gu?"