I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Chapter 81: your preference (15)

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The last moment was the ultimate entanglement, and the next second it became a tit-for-tat with killing intent scattered everywhere.

Xu Jiao's mind quickly regained clarity. Before the heat aroused in her body dissipated, the dark red lines were implicated in her right hand, and she grabbed the wrist that was caressing her neck, the thin red corners of her eyes. Still moist.

She curled her lips and repeated the sentence calmly and clearly:

"Kill God."

Lilith looked at her cold black eyes, and for a while, she couldn't tell whether it was herself or the other party who could deceive people. Otherwise, how could she explain the fact that she was a little dizzy at this moment

Reason told her that she was infatuated and admired the god who was high in the temple, although she really wanted to return to the temple and wanted to know if the god had ever liked her, but...

This does not mean that she will cooperate with other people to kill God.

Lilith was expelled from the gods when she was captured and transformed by the humans in the six temples. It was when she was disheartened. When she found out that she had been completely transformed by the devilish energy, she was a little desperate. And some self-defeating.

She knew she would never be accepted by God again.

She can only live in the dark forever, and never see the dazzling light again, so she fell into a deep sleep and began to reincarnate in a murky life after another, using the identity of an ordinary human, as if this could make everything over again .

She met the incarnation of God again.

Lilith always persuaded herself to kill the incarnation of God, so that when the incarnation died, God would appear. In that short period of time, even if she died in the next second, she would see God again. Ask your own questions.

However…

She was reluctant to start.

She even inevitably had the same thoughts about the incarnation of God as she did back then.

Just when she was about to deceive herself and wonder if letting the avatar of God fall in love with her was a small consummation, the avatar said... She was going to kill the god.

Incarnation destroys one's true consciousness, which sounds ridiculously bold and wild.

However, Lilith knew that the other party was not joking.

She should kill this bold, rebellious incarnation for God, whether God will forgive her or not, the neck in the palm is so slender, this is again in her dream of complete control, Lilith looks like Just like when he killed those human popes, he would destroy this incarnation according to his original plan.

But somehow, she couldn't do it.

His fingertips trembled, as if he had lost the strength to tighten his palms, and he was even frightened by the throbbing of the arteries, so he flicked his fingers away a little.

Xu Jiao quietly observed Lilith's reaction.

The curvature of the corners of her lips did not fall, instead it was raised a little higher, her eyes showed a bit of clarity, and the thumb holding the opponent's wrist rubbed Lilith's cool skin, Xu Jiao asked aloud:

"Why don't you dare to use force?"

Lilith was defiantly and instinctively wanted to tighten her palms, but she didn't want to appear to be so easily irritated, her throat moved, she kissed Xu Jiao's lips fiercely, and as she turned, fierce words overflowed from her lips and teeth. :

"because… "

"I haven't tasted enough yet, why should I take advantage of you so easily? I want you to be infected with the darkest aura, so that you belong to me completely, and when you are the most painful, I will follow your will and destroy you. "

Their lips were entangled.

Even the breath is blended with the other party's, and they cannot be separated from each other.

But these words have a frightening connotation. In this extreme lingering, like the tip of a needle buried in cotton, inadvertently, it is a killing intent.

Xu Jiao couldn't help laughing out loud. She didn't care that the corners of her lips were bitten. She even cooperated with her with great interest. She put her hand around Lilith's neck and said:

"is that so?"

Lilith felt the coolness coming from the back of her neck, and then pulled the tangled red thread beside her, just to pull Xu Jiao's wrist down. At the same time, she saw the golden blade that had just condensed out of the holy lady's palm.

That was the power of the sun god she hated the most.

Lily is not surprised by this, she has long known that the woman under her is not the type that can be easily caught and let others handle it. As I said before, this is the incarnation of the worst and most vicious god she has ever seen. .

Lilith squeezed Xu Jiao's wrist bone, opened her mouth, took away the golden blade in her palm with her fangs, spat it aside, gave Xu Jiao an excited smile, and licked her lower lip with the tip of her tongue:

"You lied to me again."

She said, "You told me just now that you have no energy, why are you so energetic now? Well? I didn't give enough, right?"

From her words, Xu Jiao could hear the lust rushing towards her face, which was stronger than before. For some reason, her lower back was a little weak, but she knew that she should not lose herself in such temptation, so she secretly pinched her. He glanced at the palm of his hand, met Lilith's face, and whispered:

"Why do you have such a strong desire for me, Lilith?"

"Because you love me?"

When she heard the second sentence, Lilith felt as if something had hit her heart hard, and she felt suffocated for a moment, but she saw the ridicule in Xu Jiao's eyes, so she instinctively grabbed the other's slender waist, The people drew a lot closer, and the snake tail swayed uneasily, much more violently.

Xu Jiao couldn't control her messy breath. She pinched Lilith's shoulder with her fingertips, showing no mercy, but Lilith just smiled and kissed her cheek:

"Love you?"

"How could I possibly fall in love with you? You are just an incarnation of God, a substitute, a substitute for failure that is completely different from God, and anyone who has seen God's face will never fall in love with this world again. Others exist because God is perfect."

Xu Jiao struggled to maintain her sanity, trying to discern more information about God from her words. After all, this was the only person she could contact with God so far.

It is estimated that it is difficult to find a person on this continent who is like Lilith, who has been favored by God and is very close to God.

The more Lilith was anxious to prove her love for God, the more Xu Jiao wanted to laugh, because she had written so many novels, and it was not that she did not know the emotional routines in some novels, such as the stand-in stalks of the previous world. In the bridge segment, usually the protagonist ends up falling in love with the stand-in.

Because we get along day and night, and love grows over time.

Xu Jiao seemed to like seeing Lilith angry, she couldn't stand it anymore, and she wanted to provoke her: "Perfect? Nothing is perfect in this world, because...because perfection itself is imperfect, Lilith."

"You worship God... Worship is too far away from Him, which proves that in the time you spend with Him, what you see is not the real God."

Lilith couldn't help but sealed her mouth with her lips again: "I found... your voice is the most beautiful when you beg for mercy."

Xu Jiao was out of breath by her, and the flushing on her face was much more intense, as if she was holding back, but also as if she was agitated, and there were physiological tears falling down when her eyes blinked.

She finally didn't want to bear it anymore, raised her hand to push the uncontrollable stupid snake away, and even refused with both hands and feet, but Lilith easily pushed her back, watching her unable to escape no matter how hard she tried. The appearance, Lilith's eyes finally reappeared a little pleasure.

"Shh."

"Be good, if you make me happy, I won't kill you and let you go, how about that?"

Xu Jiao's feet were entangled by her snake tail, and her wrists were pressed on top of her head. Even those elements that were mobilized were blocked by Lilith's demonic energy. Now she has really become a weak saint.

Lilith saw that she was no longer struggling, and her face slowly moved down, just at the moment when the two were very close—

The snake girl raised her face suddenly, avoiding Xu Jiao's movement of looking up to bite her.

After regaining the distance, Lilith smiled, with a bit of alertness on her face, and sighed, "I knew you were not good, but I also like your helpless and stubborn appearance."

"You know what? The fiercer you are now, the more I want to see you crying and begging me."

Xu Jiao was at a disadvantage physically, but she was unwilling to give in in her inner battle. Hearing such foul language, she didn't change her face very much. She only looked at the other party's face and said slowly in a hoarse voice:

"Listen to me begging you, will there be a supreme pleasure?"

"But your pleasure is too humble. If you put God under your body one day and hear him begging you, you should be more satisfied, oh... But you don't seem to have this chance."

"You are pitiful."

Lilith: "!"

She didn't understand, how could someone be so ignorant of the current affairs, obviously about to be unlucky, but still provoking herself at this juncture without fear of death, this saint is really not afraid of being killed by herself in her dreams, right

Sensing an invisible string being taut.

Xu Jiao's breathing paused, and she was about to continue her efforts. The next moment, her jaw was suddenly pinched with great strength, and a sharp pain came from her jawbone.

Lilith's emotionless vertical pupils stared at her. After being quiet for an unknown period of time, Xu Jiao heard her suddenly say: "Don't just talk about me, let's talk about you."

"Why do you react so differently when you see me and when you see the little guy with the blond hair?"

"I clearly know that I am the same person as she, but she is so wary of me that she refuses to give me even a little concern. What is the reason for being so defensive about me?"

Xu Jiao turned her eyes away and said casually, "Because you look more annoying than her."

Lilith smiled, but then continued: "Is it like it? You used to know... No, you once had an intimate relationship with a person similar to me. Is it because I look like her? Or is there something special about me? like her?"

"But since you came to the world, the first person you have come into contact with is me. Besides that, you haven't interacted with anyone else. That is to say, this memory is when you were a god..."

Xu Jiao interrupted her: "I'm not a god, I remember I said it."

She hated that the world had her one-of-a-kind memories all over the place, and it made her feel offended.

Lilith asked again, "Then who are you?"

"Who is the one you once loved?"

Xu Jiao couldn't answer either of these two questions, so she simply closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep.

Lilith was in a different mood when she used this saintess as a substitute for a god, but now she finds that she is also being used as a substitute by the other party, her mood has become a different one, mixed with ridiculous, absurd, and there is no reason for it anger and grievances.

The flames that burned in the body earlier were extinguished in an instant.

The witch, who has always been lustful, actually gave birth to a little bit of disinterest at this moment.

Lilith really wanted to strangle this saint to death.

However in the end...

She just disappeared in place.

Xu Jiao opened her eyes and found that the scenes and the beautiful palace in front of her had become blurred, and even her consciousness was in a trance for a moment, and then she slowly woke up.

It's still the entrance to the cave.

Xu Jiao sat up and found that all the tiredness and stickiness on her body had disappeared. If it wasn't for her drowsy mind, she almost felt that the feeling of drowning was just a too serious dream.

She sat up leaning against the stone beside the cave door, pressed her temple with her fingertips, let out a breath of turbid air, and asked the system:

"How long have I slept?"

System: "Six hours."

Xu Jiao's movements stopped and she hummed, indicating that she already knew.

She stood up from the ground, looked back at the hole, remembered what Lilith had said to herself in her dream before, and a little thought flashed in her eyes.

This snake doesn't seem to be as stupid as she thought.

at the same time.

In a dark cave.

The black snake flicked its tail restlessly, her closed eyes moved a bit, but they didn't open. No one knew what she was going through. She saw that the scales on her body slowly turned into a dull gray, the same as the one she once had. Black and bright looks completely different.

But under those patches of gray, a purer power emerged.

The black demonic energy penetrated from the unknown gap, filling the already airtight cave even more terrifying. Fortunately, no one could see the same scene of the apocalypse.

After an unknown amount of time, the black snake suddenly moved, and a touch of golden light flew out of her body and landed on the ground in the open space beside her.

It was a little girl who looked only ten years old. She was petite and looked innocent and cute.

The girl was not at all afraid of this huge snake body, which was as thick as a bucket and coiled together like a small city wall. After walking around like this, she squatted on the spot and said to herself:

"It looks like it will take three or five days."

Holding her chin patiently, she squatted there and waited for the black snake to go through the molting period, but wait, wait, before the black snake's body changed, she heard two "coo" calls first. .

from the stomach.

The little girl lowered her head and touched her stomach, and said, "I'm hungry."

"No, you won't be hungry, that's your illusion." A lazy, hoarse voice came from my mind.

Little Lilith shook her head: "No, I'm really hungry, I still have human instincts, eating and sleeping are all my necessities, I'm going to the Holy Lady, she must be hungry too ."

The voice in my head suddenly became vicious: "Don't go!"

"She doesn't like us. She just uses us as a substitute. It's fine if I don't kill her. How dare you go to her?"

Little Lilith tilted her head, and moved her whole body to the side in time, avoiding the slight sweep of the black snake's tail.

When she found that the snake body had become motionless again, her soft voice, which was completely different from the dark cave painting style, rang out: "No, the person who is the substitute of the Holy Lady is you, although I am yours. Part of it, but fortunately I don't look like you, and she doesn't hate me, which is great."

The hoarse voice was choked by her.

After a while, the other party replied: "I really have something wrong with my brain to keep you alive... When I kill that woman one day, I will definitely remember to re-integrate you, you must have something wrong. question."

Hearing her fierce words, the child didn't seem afraid at all, and even raised his hand to touch the gray snake slough in front of him, as if he wanted to help, but was stopped in time:

"Don't touch!"

"If you don't want to die, don't try to touch this body now."

The blonde girl withdrew her hand and obediently changed the subject: "You won't kill her, she doesn't know, but I can hear it clearly—"

"you like her."

"Who likes her?! Impossible! Don't talk nonsense here, I like God!" the voice said angrily.

The little girl gave a "uh", as if she was waiting for her to say something else to make a quibble, but after waiting for a long time, she pulled up her tutu skirt, bowed to the snake, and said softly:

"Okay, you like God, but I like Your Excellency. No matter if she is the incarnation of God or something else, I like her very much."

"I'm going out to find the Holy Lady to have a feast with you. You can wait here. I wish you a successful shedding."

Black Snake: "...???"

She controlled her mind and pulled back the heavy breath that was going to be turned into a demonic energy to drill out of the stone crevice, and said in a dangerous tone: "You are only a part of me, as long as I am willing, I will leave the last bit of your consciousness. It's all destroyed, don't betray me, eh?"

The little girl's voice sounded from the black magic, in response:

"You finally remembered that I was part of you."

"In other words, my emotions are just the differentiation of your emotions. I feel such a strong love. As long as the Holy Lady appears nearby, I can't help but look at her... Why don't you admit it? Falling in love with God The incarnation is not something to be ashamed of."

Black Snake: "… "

She didn't speak.

After a while, the little girl's self-talking voice rang again: "Huh? Do you think so? Because she doesn't like you, she clearly knows who she loves, but you have fallen, so I refuse to admit I like her, I refuse to admit defeat, wow, you are so naive."

blacksnake:"!"

She said angrily: "Shut up! Don't look at my heart again!"

The girl's voice hesitated.

Annoyed by her thoughts, Black Snake finally asked her in a rough voice: "What do you want to say, I will only give you a chance to say a word, hurry up."

"Um... I want to ask, why did the Holy Lady want to kill the god? Could it be that when the god wakes up, she will die?"

Black Snake couldn't answer, and after a while he choked out a word: "Maybe."

There was a bit of ridicule in her voice: "It may also be that something happened to the incarnation of this god when he came to the human world. Maybe the person occupying that body now may also be some kind of demon."

After all, she has a scheming, even worse than her witch, and more seductive than her!

Lilith firmly believes that this is her own kind of opponent!

The little girl was amazed, and then she asked again: "Then... If the Holy Lady really wants to kill God, will you help her?"

This question is too sharp.

Black Snake had to admit that she was questioned.

Between God and the incarnation of God, if she had to choose one, how should she choose

Originally, she thought that this was something that could be answered without much entanglement, but now... she found herself hesitant.