Zhou Yuan was also a little embarrassed. He realized that the other party should have remembered. Zhou Yuan also thought about it later, because Miao Miao was locked up when she was a child and had little contact with the world. That is to say, during the time they knew each other, basically It is equivalent to an ordinary child who just came into contact with the world, and a lot of information later entered her world, and he didn't strengthen his existence once, so she naturally forgot about it.
For so many years, Zhou Yuan, who had forgotten what embarrassment was, felt embarrassment for the first time, "Do you remember?"
Miao Miao nodded, "Yeah."
Then neither of them knew what to say, they were the most familiar strangers to each other.
Miao Miao’s deepest impression of her childhood is that she had to go to constant scar removal surgery, suffer from pain, and play with her classmates. Going forward, there are not many memories.
The two basically didn't speak, because it was so embarrassing, and neither of them knew what to say.
Especially Miao Miao, she was already exhausted, but today she was physically and mentally exhausted, and this incident made her even more embarrassing.
When Miao Miao came home, she immediately went to find things from her childhood.
The last time she moved, she remembered finding a lot of things from elementary school from a grid in the room.
Mother Hua was a little strange, "Miao Miao, what are you looking for?"
"Mom, do you remember when I was in elementary school, there was a classmate named Zhou Yuan?"
Mother Hua certainly remembered, she not only remembered Zhou Yuan, but also how sad Miao Miao was at that time.
Originally, Zhou Yuan was going to university, and she comforted Miao Miao that he would go home on the weekend, and they would live in the same community, play together and make phone calls.
As a result, Miao Miao couldn't get through on the phone, and their family moved. Miao Miao was sad for a while, and she didn't mention this person. Children are very forgetful, and they gradually forgot about this matter.
But now that she's grown up, Mother Hua doesn't mind mentioning this boy who impressed her so much.
"Your first deskmate in the first grade of elementary school, he took good care of you at that time, repaired your tablet for you, and bought you a phone watch. You were very close to him at that time."
Miaomiao was stunned for a moment, remembering that the other party still remembered her, but she had forgotten about the other party, plus what her mother said, she felt a little guilty.
"I only remember this one person, but I don't remember the others."
Mother Hua was stunned for a moment, but it's hard to say that the child completely lost contact later, and his WeChat was useless. Because Miao Miao lost this good friend, she realized that she was an immature child who the other party didn't want to talk to at all, and she was sad For a long time, Mother Hua didn't mention this matter, she just said, "Why did you suddenly think of this matter?"
"He is my current deskmate, and I misunderstood him." Miao Miao said while flipping through her childhood things, "And he still remembers me."
When she was young, she was a child who loved to collect toys, dolls, worn out hair clips, gifts from classmates when she graduated from elementary school, and postcards, everything was put in it.
Memory is a very magical thing. When she didn't find these things, she didn't remember this thing at all in her mind. When she saw things, she remembered when they were in elementary school, a group of friends hugged and cried, saying yes After I get it, I have to go back to school to see the teacher regularly, and I have to keep in touch after I make an agreement.
But in fact, she went back several times, went back to elementary school with Jingjing Dengfeng, and played in school for a long time, and the other classmates never saw each other again.
Miao Miao quickly found a small box, but Miao Miao couldn't remember what was inside.
After opening it, I saw three bright yellow sunflowers painted inside.
Mother Hua also saw it, "When he was about to leave, you saved money to buy him flowers, but you never sent them out. Later, when their family moved, you drew a picture."
Mother Hua said, "By the way, I washed the strawberries. Do you want to eat strawberries? You loved strawberries when you were young, but you didn't eat much afterwards."
Miao Miao looked at the paintings when she was a child, and smelled the scent of strawberries. This scent suddenly reminded her of things that had been dusty for a long time, and her heart seemed to return to when she was very young.
Miao Miao stood up all of a sudden, she remembered a little bit.
Miao Miao was stunned, her eye circles turned red all of a sudden, she remembered some bits and pieces, the smell of strawberry was like a thread, slowly pulling out a memory far, far away, that was also a strawberry smelly day.
Miao Miao's eye circles were a little red, and her heart was filled with a familiar yet unfamiliar emotion, as if she had returned to the days when she was weak, lonely, ignorant of the world, but eager to embrace the world.
This emotion filled my heart, and it was indescribably healing, like soaking in a warm ocean.
When she went back to school, Miao Miao was carrying her old schoolbag, which contained a painting from her childhood, as if she was carrying her entire childhood.
Miao Miao seemed to carry the whole happy years on her back. When she went to look through those things in her childhood, she realized that she really had too much happiness. How lucky she was to grow up in such a happy school.
However, Miao Miao still remembers that he was very smart when he was a child, and he went to college, why did he come back to high school
When I arrived at school, I took out the painting, but Zhou Yuan hadn't come to school yet.
The students have come to the classroom one after another, "Squad leader, good morning!"
"The squad leader finally got rid of the swelling today."
Greeting her one after another, Miao Miao has always felt that she was most influenced by Jingjing since childhood.
It wasn't until this moment that she realized that subconsciously, she was most influenced by Zhou Yuan.
Unknowingly, she became Zhou Yuan's role in the class.
She sat in her seat, looking at the pictures she drew when she was a child, in a daze. In fact, she could also feel that after she thought of him last time and apologized, he was actually embarrassed.
No matter how good their relationship was when they were young, now... they are all strangers. After ten years of absence, she even wronged him like that when they met, and she doesn't remember him anymore.
After thinking about it, Miao Miao still put the painting under Zhou Yuan's desk, because she remembered her mood at that time.
At that time, she really wanted to give a gift to her good friend who was leaving, so that he would not forget herself.
In the end, he didn't forget himself. He forgot him. Miao Miao lay on the table and looked at the empty seat next to her.
Zhou Yuan's books were all piled up on the table intact, not a single book was touched.
Zhou Yuan didn't come to school for the whole morning.
As the class monitor, Hua Miaomiao still went to the head teacher and asked about Zhou Yuan's situation.
"He probably won't come."
"Why?" When Miao Miao said this, she was taken aback for a moment, and then said, "Is it because I wronged him?"
The head teacher didn't know either, "It might be."
When Miao Miao came out of the office, she panicked. She was indeed too aggressive at the time.
After thinking about it, I went back to the class teacher and asked for their home address.
At noon, Miao Miao took a ride to the destination.
I was a little nervous when I rang the doorbell, and it took a while for the door to open.
Miao Miao saw the person who opened the door while answering the phone while holding a mobile phone. He looked at Miao Miao, and then said coldly to the other end of the phone, "You settle it yourself, I won't interfere."
Then hung up the phone and said to Miao Miao, "Is there something wrong?"
Since Miao Miao knew that the other party was her elementary school classmate, and she had wronged him, when facing Zhou Yuan, she was a little at a loss.
She pondered for a while, "That... I'll just say it straight,"
Chirping, too anxious.
"First of all, I'm sorry that I wronged you. This matter is my fault. Second, I'm sorry that I forgot about you."
Zhou Yuan was a little surprised when he heard her say this, "It's okay, I can understand."
In fact, it is also a happy thing to see that she has grown up so much and is healthy, and that so many people around her like her.
"Come in and sit."
Miao Miao walked in, only to find that there was basically no furniture, but it was very clean and tidy.
Miao Miao sat down, "Well, are you going back to school this afternoon?"
Miao Miao's face is no longer swollen, and her eyes have turned into big watery eyes again. When she looks at people, she is very sincere.
Zhou Yuan went to pour her a glass of water, and said with a smile, "So the class monitor is here to do ideological work for the truants?" She was small and wanted to be called the class monitor.
After Miao Miao took the water, she lowered her eyes, "No, I'm...I'm sorry for the inconvenience I caused you."
Zhou Yuan originally wanted to say that he would not go to school anymore, but he couldn't say it.
He remembered when he was a child, when Miao Miao would say yes to anything.
Even if she doesn't say it, she will agree to him if she wants.
Later, after he left, he didn't dare to contact her. He was worried that if he contacted him, he would really become a primary school student.
Miaomiao's best friend is Jingjing. She has changed from a little girl who blushes when she raises her hand to answer a question, to a monitor who can take care of herself. The scar underwent scar removal surgery, her great-grandmother passed away, her grandma passed away...
He was no longer her best friend either, he had withdrawn from her life early.
Zhou Yuan's pretty eyebrows frowned, and he said to Hua Miaomiao, "Is the monitor going back to school? I'll see you off."
Miao Miao raised her head, a little surprised, "Are you going back to school too?"
Zhou Yuan nodded, and added a coat, "We can't let the squad leader make a trip for nothing."
Miao Miao breathed a sigh of relief.
When they went down the elevator, there were only the two of them when the elevator just finished. In the closed space, there was an indescribable embarrassment.
Miao Miao thought about whether to find a topic, but she didn't know what to say.
Seeing her stiff look, Zhou Yuan remembered that the two of them had the same expression when they met for the first time.
Only then did Zhou Yuan realize that he didn't know what to say to her.
The topic of childhood was obviously not suitable for the two of them, and he had no contact with such an old girl at all, and he didn't have official experience.
Small talk became difficult.
Fortunately, Miao Miao broke the embarrassment by opening her mouth, "Thank you for taking care of me when I was young."
"you are welcome."
The two fell silent again.
Fortunately, at this time, the elevator has reached the bottom.
The two walked out, and it was not so embarrassing now.
I returned to school soon, it was still time for a nap at noon, the boarding students were sleeping in the dormitory, and the day students were going home to sleep.
The classroom was empty, and when the two walked in, someone next to him called Miao Miao's name, "Hua Miaomiao."
Miao Miao turned her head and saw the monitor of class five standing not far away.
Although the two classes are a bit incompatible, Miao Miao and the class leader of class 5 are fine on the surface. Because they are brother classes, the two of them have to do many things together.
Miao Miao walked over, "What's wrong?"
"The teacher asked us to count the number of poverty subsidies for this semester. I have already counted them. I want to borrow two places from your class."
Miao Miao: "I'm about to tell you about this too. Our class doesn't have enough places. I thought your class would have extra places."
"Have you already calculated it? Didn't you ask for leave two days ago?"
"I calculated it last night." Miao Miao probably recalled it in her mind, "There are three students in our class who have low guarantees, and four students are poor households who have established card certificates. The students who applied are all verified by myself. .”
The monitor of the class next door had no choice but to go back.
Miao Miao hurried back to the classroom, turned on the computer in the classroom, and then typed according to the information on it while reading the materials handed in by the students.
Zhou Yuan came over and saw her serious look, "Do you need help?"
Miao Miao stared at the materials, still kept her hands in her hands, and said, "Thank you for your kindness, I should be in time." She is relatively experienced in this matter, and she only has one computer, so it is not convenient for others to help.
In fact, the time required by the class teacher was sent to her before noon the day after tomorrow, but the class monitor of Class 5 told her so, and she would not tell the class teacher if it was not complete. She also handed in the form at that time, which meant that there were no extra places in her class.
In the first year of high school, she didn't understand these things, so she was almost cheated. At that time, only five people in her class actually submitted applications. The teacher said that there were ten places, and the class leader next door cried, saying that their class was short of places. Miao Miao felt that state subsidies were originally given to poor students, regardless of class.
What I didn't expect was that their class divided the money for the five places in private, and even told about it.
Miao Miao also knew that several students in her class had difficulties at home, but she didn't submit the application because of face. Because of this matter, Miao Miao took everyone to the orchard that her father helped to find on weekends to pick fruits to earn money, mainly to let those students To earn some money, Miao Miao has mobilized everyone in the class to write application forms since the head teacher mentioned this matter this semester, and even mentioned this matter last year. Now, I don't feel like I can't wipe my face off.
Miao Miao's fingers were very nimble, she tapped on the keyboard, and she had to scan her eyes to make sure that she had filled in the correct information, especially the ID number and bank card number, because this determines whether the money can be credited into the account smoothly.
Personal information, bank card information, and application instructions, Miao Miao still finished it, and her eyes hurt.
Rubbing his eyes, he quickly made sure, and found... This time, twelve students submitted applications.
Miao Miao was stunned for a moment, she really had two more classmates.
But when she filled out the explanation just now, everyone's situation was not very good.
The class she studied was a key class, so half of the students had good grades in the exams from various districts and counties.
This situation is not unexpected.
At this time, students have returned to the classroom one after another.
Miao Miao sent the entire list of electronic files to the class teacher.
She tidied up the electronic files, and then went to find the literary and art committee member sitting in the last row. The literary and art committee member was a three-dimensional and rough man. Miao Miao said, "Wu Lang, have you brought your mobile phone?"
"I brought it, what's the matter?" Wu Lang handed the phone to Miao Miao.
Miao Miao picked it up, "I dropped my phone, can I use yours?"
"no problem."
Zhou Yuan also watched her borrow other people's mobile phones, and he realized that he was really the most familiar stranger to Miao Miao.
Miao Miao went to the teacher's office with her mobile phone and the materials of her classmates.
Zhou Yuan has been paying attention to her and realizes that he really missed a lot of things.
The child who looked at the world timidly has really grown up.
And he missed the whole process, Zhou Yuan felt indescribably lost at that moment.
He himself didn't know whether he was regretting his original decision at this moment.
In fact... Going to college is not as happy as I imagined.
In fact... making money is not really happy.
In fact... It's really a good thing to have a silly friend instead of someone who is always thinking about calculating you.
He remembered what his mother said at that time, you can go to college at any time, but you only have one childhood, and I don't want you to regret it.
He was very persistent at that time and would not regret it. He didn't like primary school life.
He finally got his wish, left elementary school and entered the world of adults ahead of schedule.