"… "
What does it feel like
She was clearly sitting here peacefully, wearing a disguised armor, but when she saw her clear eyes, it was completely broken.
In front of her, he is nothing; in front of her, he has nothing; in front of her, he cannot make any resistance.
Because she is his elder.
And he is a smarter elder than him.
At this moment, Xue Tingzhi only felt that the heart that he had cut out was trampled under his feet. Hearing her indifferent decision to move him out, he felt as uncomfortable as a knife twisted in his heart.
Just what can he do
But he forced himself to smile, reminded the distance between the two in his heart, and also reminded himself of the kindness that came from her.
Xue Tingzhi lowered his eyes and said, "Tingzhi obeys the arrangement of his mother."
"Then when the house is settled, I will let Pan Quan'er run a few times for you to see what you want to buy. After all, you are also the son of the general's mansion, and you can't be shabby outside."
Lu Jinxi didn't care about his attitude, and remained calm.
"At that time, you can go and see for yourself, and let Doctor Zhang transfer you to see the doctor."
Having said that, the things that should be settled in the Huisheng Hall are settled.
She left the children in the house for a meal, and had to send them home.
But when he was about to leave, Xue Minglang quietly approached Lu Jinxi, lowered his voice and asked, "Mother, they all said that you were with brother Chi's husband, is that true?"
Ask so bluntly
Lu Jinxi was startled, and really didn't know how to answer.
Seeing her expression, Xue Minglang suddenly made up the answer in his mind, and his eyes brightened a bit, but he was not at all unhappy, and even became excited.
She winked at Lu Jinxi: "Mother, don't worry about us, just marry if you want."
Who said she wanted to remarry...
Her principle has always been "you can't marry if you can sleep", or, in other words, it's always been "don't want to marry if you want to sleep". It's just that I can't say this to the little girl, for fear that the teaching will be broken.
Lu Jinxi was a little helpless: "Where did you think of it? It's nothing like that."
"what?"
The little girl's bright little face collapsed at once, and her mouth was shriveled, a little aggrieved, and she seemed extremely disappointed.
"People thought my mother had finally found a good home..."
It's really salty to eat radishes and worry about it. The emperor is not in a hurry for the eunuchs.
Lu Jinxi wondered if he had taught this girl too "avant-garde", rubbed his eyebrows with a headache, and hurried her back: "You have a lot of thoughts at such a young age. Don't ask nonsense anymore, go back to me quickly. Sleep. Talk nonsense again, and I won't forgive you."
"Hmph, mother is scary again!"
Xue Minglang was not afraid of her at all, stuck out his tongue funny, made a face at Lu Jinxi, and ran away on his fiery red boots.
Xue Mingli had to say goodbye to Lu Jinxi in a hurry and chase after him.
Only Xue Chi was left in the room.
After Xue Minglang left, he opened his big eyes, and Baba looked at Lu Jinxi, as if he had something to say, but he didn't know how to say it.
Lu Jinxi came to him, squatted down so that his eyes were level with him, touched his head, and asked with a smile, "Do you have something to ask?"
Unexpectedly, Xue Chi murmured for a while and shook his head.
Lu Jinxi was a little surprised: "Don't ask?"
"When I came here today, Sister Lang taught me a lesson, saying that my mother's happiness is the most important thing." Xue Chi's baby face was still a little fat, and there was a little grievance, "I think my mother was three times in the house before. My aunt was bullying, and now my grandmother has made my third aunt the housekeeper again, my mother's life will definitely be sad again. So, so... "
In fact, Xue Chi couldn't express his feelings.
Contradictory and complicated.
He felt that her mother was his own mother, and he was not able to accept her remarriage; but it was not that he had never seen her suffer and suffered, and he was persuaded by Xue Minglang that it would be good for her to be happy.
and…
Everyone said that the mother was "colluding with his husband", which was ugly, but he felt that his husband was not that kind of person.
On the contrary, his husband is a very good person, a good person, a good learner, and treats him very well.
If this person is his own husband, it is not unacceptable.
But now that the outside world is so ugly, won't my mother be wronged
Xue Chi was very depressed: "Mr. is a good man, it's okay if my mother likes him. It's just that the boy is always worried that his mother will be wronged in this matter, and the teacher teaches 'everyone speaks gold, accumulates and destroys bones', even if you It's not a problem to remarry, it's just that those people have broken mouths and hate them."
"… "
All the mouths of gold, accumulating and destroying bones.
Gu Juefei had already taught him so much? Lu Jinxi suddenly became a little dazed, and he didn't know whether it was for the child's blurted words, or for Gu Juefei who appeared in his memory again.
In fact, she thought that if this incident happened, she would definitely face the incomprehension of these children, even anger and vent.
But none.
These Lu family's children are very pure in nature, not to mention they have seen her grievances and pain when she washed her face with tears
The bottom of my heart softened into a cloud in the sky.
Lu Jinxi sighed softly, and finally hugged Xue Chi into his arms, and said with a smile, "Your husband taught you 'gold all the mouths, and destroy the bones', then the mother taught you, People say right and wrong, not me right and wrong, too concerned about the evaluation of others, will eventually make you forget what you originally wanted and asked. When people destroy me, I am calm; when people praise me, I am indifferent. This is the way of life.”
Xue Chi listened ignorantly.
He blinked, and only roughly understood what Lu Jinxi meant: "So, as long as it's what you want in your heart, don't you care what others say?"
"exactly."
Lu Jinxi has always been such a person. Of course, it is not so simple to develop this mentality. After all, she is rolling in the venture capital circle, and it is very important to always see her heart.
It's just that these don't have to be mentioned to the children.
She smiled and only said to Xue Chi: "So you don't have to worry about your mother. If one day your mother makes a decision and is criticized by the world, you don't have to worry about it. Because no one It can force me to make a choice, but whatever I choose must be what I want.”
"My child understands."
With her words, Xue Chi was relieved a lot, and a smile appeared on his face. Remembering that the doctor said that my mother needed more rest, he didn't stay too much, waved his hand and said goodbye to Lu Jinxi.
Mammy took him all the way back.
Lu Jinxi stood at the door watching, and suddenly thought: Is it their luck or her own luck that she met these children by accident
Maybe, complement each other.
In the past half a month, it was the first time that she felt so relaxed. Seeing that Xue Chi had disappeared, she smiled and washed and rested.
For the next few days, he didn't go out again.
It's not that Lu Jinxi didn't want to go out, but that as Gu Juefei woke up, the matter of the Huns and the bandits gradually became more complicated.
When something like this happened when the two countries were negotiating for peace, the war would be restarted accidentally, the strings in the minds of the military officials of the court and the Chinese were all tight, and the main fighting faction also showed signs of resurgence; the other group of bandits The identity also aroused suspicion.
But the biggest doubt in this is that Huyanqi, who should have been among the Xiongnu embassies, died in the mountain bandits.
There are various speculations.
As for the affair between Lu Jinxi and Gu Juefei, in this bizarre and murderous mystery, it naturally became the only easy adjustment, and it became more and more talked about.
Lu Jinxi has been sending people to inquire about the news, but whether it is in the palace or the third division, the news is strictly controlled, and there is no wind at all.
After such a wait, half a month has passed.
When she almost thought that this matter might have nothing to do with her, or it might be over, someone finally came to the palace.
It was the eunuch who came to pass the decree during the palace banquet.
It's just that compared to the kindness and joy on his face that day, the eunuch's face was full of pity and sympathy, and there was a kind of fear that he didn't dare to approach.
"Mrs. General, the emperor has spoken to announce that you will enter the palace for an audience."